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After Mo Hanqi left, there was silence.

Qi Yan looked at his heavy back, but didn't say anything until he left and closed the door, Ling Muchen suddenly leaned against the back of the door, and smiled charmingly at Qi Yan.

"Qi Yan, so you really are not fragile."

"What do you mean?" Qi Yan glanced at Ling Muchen expressionlessly, and asked casually.

"Use me as a shield, have you ever asked me what I mean?" Ling Muchen continued to squint at him, but smiled: "Or is it true that you really like me?"

"Please don't joke anymore!" Who knew it was such a serious face, Qi Yan stood where he was, and was about to turn around and leave, but he turned to face Ling Muchen and looked at him seriously: "Ling Muchen, I Not like you. Please don't make fun of me anymore - I don't find it very funny."

"Perhaps in your eyes, I am such an insignificant character—but please don't forget, in fact, you have no right to interfere with my affairs." Without the slightest tone, it is completely different from the usual Qi Yan.

Ling Muchen was still half leaning against the back of the door, and suddenly pulled a smile: "Qi Yan, who is the one who can't understand more?" He looked at Qi Yan coldly: "Who the hell is it, and who is taking what he said as a joke? "

Qi Yan didn't speak, but changed into his own clothes, and reminded Ling Muchen: "Please don't forget, the relationship between us is just an ordinary relationship between a superior and a subordinate. Chief Ling, I am just your secretary. Even if you forced me to I have had a relationship with you, but now I am different from before - you should know when you are persecuting me, then maybe it will change me." There was a bit of momentum in his words, even the eyes in his eyes It also reveals a determination that has never been seen before, which is inexplicably frightening and vicious.

"Oh?" Ling Muchen just smiled casually, but his eyes turned cold and mocking: "Qi Yan, I'm glad you've grown—but don't forget, who made you grow. Who is it? Your first man." There were explicit words in such words, and it was only then that he realized that his eyes were not only ironic and self-righteous indifference and coldness, but also had a possessive desire that was almost ghostly.

"I'm very satisfied with your performance today." Ling Muchen stood up straight, looked at Qi Yan with his head half down, smiled, showing a different feeling from usual.It's just that there is a bit of cold arrogance, but it seems to be a little different, but it's hard to see clearly.And he just smiled from the beginning to the end: "Qi Yan, as I said, I always have to find out whether you like me or not."

Qi Yan was stunned, but stopped looking at Ling Muchen, and threw his coat to him casually: "Mr Ling, let me remind you, it's already late, I think we should go to work."

Taking his clothes casually, Ling Muchen showed the same expression as usual, but teased Qi Yan: "Secretary Qi, thanks to you, our wages are deducted for today."

Qi Yan frowned, didn't say a word, but supported his head with his hands reluctantly.Ling Muchen saw the change in his expression, "What's wrong with you?"

"...my head hurts." Qi Yan's pretended rigidity was broken at once.

"What a poor body." Ling Muchen touched his head with one hand, "Don't go to the company, I'll take you to the hospital."

"Okay." Qi Yan nodded, just looked up at him again, "But don't bother you, I'll go by myself."

Ling Muchen hesitated for a while before nodding, "Since you don't like being with me so much, it doesn't matter. You can go by yourself."

Finally, he took a cold look at Qi Yan: "Pick up the sick leave form, and I'll approve it for you when you come back." As he spoke, he seemed to be about to leave, but he raised his foot, turned around, and threw his coat to Qi Yan: "Physical If it’s so bad, don’t wear so little.”

This time it really left.

That day Qi Yan went to the hospital alone, and happened to meet an acquaintance——Chen Qiao when he came out of the hospital.

Only then did he realize that there was a wounded man behind Chen Qiao, it was Bei Tang Ye, but Bei Tang Ye didn't pay attention to him, but was supported by a few of his own friends. Kind of weird and scary.But Qi Yan didn't know any of his friends, so he didn't go up to say hello.

On the other hand, Chen Qiao didn't hold any grudges about the matter of them calling Qi Yan and hanging up the phone before, just like before, he came to him at once, groping his head, and talking about Loulou medicine.

"Qi Yan, why are you in such a mess after such a long time no see?" Thinking of the last time he was pushed directly into the lake, this time he met, unexpectedly he was sick again.

"Small cold." He used to play tricks on Chen Qiao, and he often got sick, and once he got sick, he would have a high fever. Now that he got an injection, he has recovered a lot.

Chen Qiao smiled at him: "Why do you think you are so old and don't know how to take care of yourself?" Just as he was about to say "I see you can't even wear clothes", he saw Qi Yan wearing a high-end brand-name coat. Only then did I realize that when I first saw Qi Yan, I didn't even notice what he was wearing, so I smiled: "What's the matter, are you getting rich now?"

"...Well, do you want to hang out with me?" He continued following the other party's words.

"Oh, not bad, I can joke now." Chen Qiao looked a little surprised, put one hand on Qi Yan's shoulder, and led him to the outside of the hospital, Qi Yan couldn't help it while walking He asked, "What happened to Beitang?"

"Beitang?" Chen Qiao smiled suddenly, "It's nothing, I thought of you."

"Don't be kidding." Qi Yan frowned, knowing that the other party had nothing good to say, "Did he get beaten?" He also knew that they usually like to fool around—that world, Qi Yan is a little I don't understand either.

"No, it was a car accident." Chen Qiao briefly mentioned the matter, and only said, "Actually, it's nothing serious, it's just a skin trauma..."

Qi Yan knew that he didn't want to tell him and didn't ask any more.He was about to leave when he had finished speaking, but Chen Qiao grabbed him and wouldn't let him go.

"What's the matter?" Qi Yan thought he had other things to do, but who knew that Chen Qiao pulled him and let go, and finally just smiled: "It's okay, I just feel a little happy."

"Happy?"

"Yes, I feel happy to see you." Chen Qiao wasn't talking ambiguously, because he paused and smiled: "You said you are so cute, just like a dog."

Qi Yan paused for a while, accompanied by Zhang's expressionless face, and finally said coldly: "Really, thank you!"

"To be honest." Chen Qiao touched his head while talking, and smiled: "You say you are such a simple person, why do you like men?"

"You, are you sick?" Who knows how this person got involved in this matter when he was fine.

Chen Qiao smiled, "Just kidding."

But Qi Yan suddenly remembered that he had called and talked about Mo Hanqi to himself before, but he didn't expect to stop asking now.Instead, he became curious: "Before you, why did you suddenly call me and ask me about Mo Hanqi's period?"

"Oh?" Chen Qiao hesitated for a moment, then looked at Qi Yan, "Are you willing to tell me these things?"

Qi Yan shook his head frankly, but couldn't help asking him: "You are still in the same school as him now, you know... he is now..."

I don't know why, but suddenly I couldn't say anything, I couldn't even say "how is he now."

"He's going abroad soon." Chen Qiao glanced at Qi Yan, but didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and continued, "He didn't call me that day, so I might not even know about the relationship between you two now." .”

"He, calling you?" Qi Yan froze for a moment.Mo Hanqi never talked about his relationship with people he knew.He hesitated for a moment, wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask.There was just a thud in my heart, and I couldn't say anything.

"Qi Yan, I don't know what's going on between you two." Chen Qiao reached out and touched his head, "In my eyes, you are like a child who will never grow up, you are too simple .That circle is too complicated. If possible, I would rather you break up with him... If you want, I can introduce you to some good girls, as long as they are the type you like, I will..." He hasn't said anything yet When he was done, he was interrupted by Qi Yan's sharply raised eyes.

"Chen Qiao, thank you." This was the first time in his life that he said thank you to this person, but he smiled: "I know what kind of life I want to live, and I also know what kind of life I can only live. If I really can't live the life I want, but I don't want to deceive others, and I don't want to deceive myself. I can't pretend to like someone..." At this point, I can't continue because my thoughts are confused , Qi Yan didn't know what he wanted to say at all.

"Okay, let's not talk about it." How could a smart person like Chen Qiao not understand the meaning of the other party, just smiled: "I have never intervened in your life, just as a self-righteous friend of mine, Say these words." After finishing speaking, there was a short farewell.

Qi Yan left that hospital, and when he walked to the gate of the hospital, he was still in a state of confusion.Until he saw a familiar figure at the door.

Standing in the crowd who came and went, passed by and walked away, I saw the familiar perfect face and dazzling golden hair.

The man walked towards him slowly with a smile on his face.

"You, why are you here?" She looked at Ling Muchen in surprise, but didn't know what to say, she just said, "Didn't I tell you not to come?"

"I don't." There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, how many people in the sun cast their eyes on such a face, and how many beautiful girls passing by in World Square wished to have such a boyfriend. In an instant, Qi Yan had an illusion—as if he belonged to him.

……

"Let's go?" Ling Muchen pointed to the car behind him, "I'll take you back."

Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, and Ling Muchen had already held his hand: "What are you hesitating for?" He turned his head to look at Qi Yan, and smiled.

……

After that day, everything returned to normal, but there seemed to be something different.

"Qi Yan, I'm off work. Let's go eat." Ling Muchen glanced at Qi Yan who was about to leave the office.

"...No need." Qi Yan hesitated for a moment, always felt that he had gotten too close to this person recently, but since that day, Ling Muchen did not do anything similar to him before.

"No." Ling Muchen refuted Qi Yan's refusal unceremoniously.

"In that case, you shouldn't have asked me what I mean in the first place." Qi Yan frowned, and the big eyes on the baby's face narrowed at once.

"Inquiry?" Ling Muchen got up from the office chair and smiled: "Secretary Qi, when did I say that I was asking you what you mean?" Looking at Qi Yan, there was a majesty and coldness that could not be rejected.

"You!" Qi Yan was so angry that he couldn't speak, but Ling Muchen walked up to him, as if coaxing him: "Okay, I'm not doing anything bad to you? I just Wanted to put you at ease. Do you dislike being with me that much?"

"I just don't think we need to be that close."

"Oh?" Ling Muchen stood up straight now, and looked at Qi Yan with a smile: "It's been a long time, and you finally expressed your thoughts again?"

Before Qi Yan could speak, Ling Muchen touched his face with one hand, and looked at him seriously: "Qi Yan, why don't you believe me until now?"

This time Qi Yan didn't speak, but Ling Muchen hugged him in his arms: "You don't like me at all after so much?"

Because he hugged the other party almost completely in his arms, but he couldn't see the other party's expression clearly.If you can see clearly, then you should understand the real meaning of the other party.

"Give me a reason." Ling Muchen forced Qi Yan to meet his eyes: "Give me a reason, okay?"

Not a gentle question, but a domineering statement: "How can you trust me?"

"...Master Ling," Qi Yan said, "Although you are young, talented, and intelligent, it is impossible not to know that we are people from two worlds?——and, you , really like me that much?"

After that, they didn't say a word to each other, Ling Muchen looked directly at Qi Yan's face, and smiled: "You really don't believe that I like you, or, do you really can't believe that I like you?" He said it with a sarcasm.

"Master Ling!" He insisted on talking to him through the relationship between superior and subordinate: "You can't like me. How could you like me? I'm just an ordinary person..."

"Qi Yan, I like you, and it has nothing to do with who you are." Ling Muchen refuted his words and looked at him coldly: "Or you can't let go of that person, you can't let go of that man named 'Mo Hanqi' The person?" Speaking of this, he became emotional all of a sudden, and one hand was already firmly pressing Qi Yan's wrist.

It's just that even though their eyes met and forced the other party to express their feelings, the other party still didn't say anything, just looked at him with the same eyes.

"Master Ling, please let me go." Qi Yan frowned, "Please don't forget, we are in the company now."

"Oh?" Not only did Ling Muchen not let go, but he pressed the person in front of him on his own work, "Qi Yan, what are you afraid of? Why don't you tell me? Because I will laugh at you?——Then I promise you ,I was serious."

"Stop joking!" Qi Yan didn't seem to intend to believe him, but pushed him away hard, but he didn't push him away for a long time, "Ling Muchen, don't forget, I'm 5 years older than you, and I'm still a man .No matter how weak my character is, I am still a man."

"What's the matter?" He narrowed his eyes and smiled suddenly, "Just because of these reasons?"

"...Even if it's just these, it's enough." Qi Yan looked straight at him with those big eyes, "Ling Muchen, how old do you think I am? Do you still believe in these fairy tale-like feelings?"

"It's because of Mo Hanqi." Ling Muchen made a judgment without even giving the other party time to refute: "You still like him?"

"No." Hesitating, Qi Yan answered.

"Then, why can't you like me?" Ling Muchen looked at him with an almost aggressive gaze, even if Qi Yan turned his head sideways, he would use a strong method to turn his face to himself.

"I don't like anyone anymore." After making this answer, Qi Yan felt that he was about to cry.But Ling Muchen continued to hold his hand: "Then like me! From now on, like me, like me completely...love me completely." He looked at him seriously, "And I will like it too You, completely, use my life, use all my tenderness."

"That's impossible!" Qi Yan's voice turned into tears, "Ling Muchen, are you mocking me? Are you trying to tell me that there is no love in this world?"

love?In his eyes, it was just too cheap, right?

"Qi Yan, don't you dare? Have you forgotten how you questioned me that day? If you didn't fall in love with me at that time, why did you ask me like that?"

"I! I..." I was speechless.

Ling Muchen pressed him under her body: "Since you said you can't fall in love with anyone, then let me love you... and you, just pretend you love me. How about it?"