we are the same

My brother works, doing various odd jobs in the mine, you see, my brother didn't tell you much about my affairs, he just patronized telling me your stories. "You Hyuk spread his hands, expressing helplessness, and said that he would introduce a good partner to him, but his cousin hadn't spared time to talk more about him to Sheng Hao, which caused Sheng Hao to have a vague idea of ​​his existence now. .

"He told you everything about me, wouldn't he also say that about me?" Sheng Hao became a little nervous for no reason, maybe he even said about the broken love standing downstairs and being caught in the rain.

"I know everything. I'm still getting to know what kind of person you are." You Hyuk said as he handed Sprite to him.

"How do you know that I like to drink this the most after sobering up?" Sheng Hao's eyes lit up, his mood turned to the better side because of his actions.

"As I said, I know everything about you." You Hyuk pursed his lips and smiled, with a slightly black-bellied expression.

"Dinner is ready, monkey and leopard, come and taste my cooking!" Xijun interrupted their conversation, bringing over a plate of steaming dishes and putting them on the coffee table in the bedroom.

You Hyuk and Sheng Hao glared at him together, and said in unison: "Stinky steamed bun, I'll eat up your portion too!"

Shenghao once read a post in a certain forum, saying that ordinary people have seven ways to improve their mood after falling out of love:

change your hair

go outdoors to see the scenery

Eat banana

chat with friends

exercise, exercise

listen to soothing light music

watching a movie with friends

However, among these methods, he only did 1 and 4. Time is the safest antidote, and he needs it to help himself through the difficulties.

Regarding the appearance of Zhang Youhe, he couldn't describe his feelings. He always felt that things that are too beautiful are only for viewing. With such a beautiful man, can he accept from the bottom of his heart this self who has failed emotionally and is suffering from depression.If I think about it too much, I feel that I am very bad, so selfish, and I want to find someone new to fill in the missing habit and replace the original dependence.

Sheng Hao stared at his face in a daze, unable to tell where he looked a little like Li, and remembered that guy again, stupefied!

After clearing away the dishes, You Hyuk came in and sat down beside Sheng Hao, and was about to ask him what was the matter when Sheng Hao's cell phone rang suddenly.

"Where are you, I'll pick you up!" It was Zhong Zai.

"I'm here with Xijun, he will take me back, don't need to pick me up." His tone is relatively flat, which shows that he doesn't care about Zhongzai's call.

"Is there anyone else there?" Zhong Zai continued to ask.

"What exactly do you want to ask?" Sheng Hao was a little displeased.

"Shenghao, I've found a job, and I'm off work in an hour. I think I can see you after get off work." Zhongzai said in a softer voice, like a mosquito fluttering its wings.

"... Are you really that happy playing with me?" Sheng Hao was arrogant, Zhong Zai, what's going on!

"Shenghao, I, I just want you to come back tonight and have dinner with my mother. You didn't come back last night. I'm afraid something will happen to you."

"Well, I got it, I'll go back tonight." Shenghao hung up the phone, his mind still not fully awake, drinking alcohol when he is depressed is really a common problem that adults love to make.childish.

Seeing You Hyuk watching him from the side, Seung Ho didn't know what to say.

"Is it your cousin who stays at home all the time? When did he become so chattery? He didn't like to talk before." Xijun folded his arms around his chest and blinked at him, intending to make him laugh.

"I don't know. I don't understand many things." Sheng Hao lowered his head. He originally planned to come here to forget that man. I remember he likes busty beauties.

"Do you still want to drink?" You Hyuk smirked, wanting to see his reaction after hearing it.

"No, no, I have a headache, I don't dare." Sheng Hao pointed to his temple, pursed his lips, with a distressed expression.

"Oh, that's right, um...are we friends?" You Hyuk asked coldly.

Shenghao was stunned, glanced at Xijun who was pretending to be deaf, then looked at him, thought for a few seconds, and said, "That's not counting, friends should be a relationship that takes a while to establish."

"Well then, I will buy time in the future." You Hyuk tilted his head and looked at him until he looked embarrassed.

What's the matter with everyone?Or I'm just a 10-year-old child in my heart, suddenly being cared for and taken care of is good, but I always feel that the more everyone is like this, the sicker I will be, and I will always depend on others and cannot do without others.

On the way back and forth, Sheng Hao kept silent. Outside the car window, the cold wind and air-conditioning still occupied the entire sky arrogantly.

In winter in the Northeast, everything seems to have died together. There is no warm color, and there are gray and withered plants everywhere. Even large areas of fields are uniformly splashed with dark yellow paint, sleeping and decaying silently.

"Then, goodbye first." Seungho said to Heejun, and then glanced at Youhyuk casually.

"Let's go skiing another day." You Hyuk blew away the bangs covering his eyes, expecting his response.

"Okay." Let's deal with it first. As for whether to go or not in the future, we have to give others a step down.

Sheng Hao pushed open the iron gate, and found Zhong Zai standing in the middle of the yard with his hands in his pockets, as if he had been waiting for him, his face turned red from the cold.

On the other side, Xijun slowly lifted the clutch, and the car moved forward slowly. You Hyuk sat on the co-pilot and looked inside the iron gate. Man, the iron door also slowly closed, and everything returned to the tranquility it should have at night.

"Why don't you stay in the house?" Sheng Hao asked him inexplicably, and walked into the big house while talking, seeing that Zhong Zai didn't make a sound, he stopped and turned his head to see what happened.

"Ah..." Unexpectedly, Zhong Zai didn't brake the brakes, the tip of his nose just touched his eye socket, and he almost kissed him.

"It didn't hurt you, did it?" Zhong Zai bent down to look at the part where he was hit.

"It's nothing, just go in, it's cold outside."

My aunt has already prepared dinner, just waiting for him to come back to eat together.

To be continued

Shenghao realized that he was quite popular with men

"Shenghao, you are back. Last night your classmate called and said that you were too tired and fell asleep. Are you not going to the ski resort at Yong'an Lake?" Auntie set up the dishes and poured him a cup of hot tea.

"Ah, yes, I was too tired from playing, so I fell asleep at Xijun's place." Shenghao lowered his head and took a sip of tea, but he could only tell a little lie according to his aunt, saying that if he drank too much, he would be in big trouble He didn't want his aunt to give him political education classes.

"Hey, Zhongzai, why is your face so red from the cold? Didn't you just go to a store to buy cigarettes? Look at your physique." The aunt also poured hot tea for him to warm his hands.

"Mom, I have been working for two days. I am an apprentice in a pastry shop in the pedestrian street in the town. Although the salary is not high, I can learn to make pastry. I will do it well." Zhongzai held his teacup, his serious attitude seemed to change. Like a person.

"Hurry up and eat, it's bad for the stomach if it's cold." The aunt stopped talking, with unnoticed tears shining in her eyes. She always hoped that her son would be as promising as other people of the same age, and she didn't want to be rich. But don't be poor either.It's also because she has always been used to her son, and she has been letting him stay at home since he suffered setbacks in the lawsuit before. She did not strictly discipline her. Today, she was surprised that her son could say such a thing.

"It's not too late to work hard, isn't it, bro?" Seung Ho put a piece of meat into his bowl, and then continued to eat his own, without realizing that Zhong Zai was looking at him with special eyes.

When it was very late, my aunt had already fallen asleep for a long time.

Zhongzai got off the ground lightly and left the main house, wanting to see Shenghao.

He only knew that he liked Shenghao since he was a child, but at that time, he just felt that Shenghao was small, and he would cry easily when he was teased, and bullying him gave him a sense of accomplishment.How could I have thought of it——now I actually have an idea of ​​wanting to love Shenghao and not giving it up to others.He was also a little worried about himself with such a complicated mood.No matter how scumbag you are, no matter how much you need to vent, it's impossible to have unscrupulous desire just because you see Sheng Hao's beautiful baby face.

He fell in love with Sheng Hao, the kind of love he wanted to fall in love with.He is very clear.

He raised his hand to grab the doorknob of the inner room, but his right hand paused in mid-air, and then hung down uselessly. He put on his coat, went out, squatted on the steps and began to smoke.

One mouthful after another, the pumping was very urgent.

Before dawn, the stubble grew out, and at the age of 30, he still had nothing.

How can he be worthy of Seung Ho in his current situation?

But, can you really hold back not to catch up with him, not to tell him, don't be with anyone, only me! ?

The cigarette was half smoked, and he stopped all movements, staring at the shredded tobacco burning in the dark night, the bitter taste filled his mouth.Suddenly grabbing the half-length hair that was not short, he was actually distressed for his cousin, and scolded himself for having his brains eaten by dogs all those years ago.Shenghao deserved it for not waiting to see him, and it was his own fault.

I don't want to give up on him.He threw away the cigarette butt and repeatedly emphasized to himself in his heart.

"What are you doing?" Sheng Hao wanted to come out to the WC, and happened to see him squatting there, fortunately, it was almost dawn, and he almost stepped on his back.

"Shenghao, do you hate me?" Zhongzai stood up and met his gaze with an extremely sincere attitude.

"Pass me a cigarette..." Dodging his question, Shenghao suddenly wanted to smoke, although he didn't like the smell of cigarettes, and occasionally he needed to refresh himself.

"Aren't you a non-smoker...then let me light it for you." Zhong Zai lit a cigarette for him, and continued