we are the same

To be continued

Seung Ho dare not face Woo Hyuk

Shenghao believes that everything that exists in the world has its antecedents and consequences.There is no love for no reason, let alone hate for no reason.

Maybe this is just an unfortunate nightmare - a ghost press caused by excessive tension in the cerebral cortex due to improper sleeping posture?

A picture he didn't want to see was still alive and forced him to accept the reality the moment he opened his eyes.

The man beside him was in a deep sleep, with one hand resting on him through the quilt.Tilting his head, Sheng Hao saw the clothes and pants slumped into a ball of mud on the floor, and his black underpants were lying on the top, md, what did this man do when he was unconscious!

Why did he feel wet on his lower abdomen? He stretched out his left hand, only to realize what the viscous liquid staying on it was.

Cao!As soon as I moved my lower back, I felt that one of the man's legs was pressing over. It seemed that there was more than one leg, and there was something else.

At this time, Sheng Hao only wanted to find one metal object, whether it was a dagger or a machete...

"Baby, are you awake, did you sleep well?" Li Shanjun suddenly made a sound like a ghost.

"Shut up, let go of your stinky hands!" Sheng Hao wanted to sit up, but his lower back felt like a needle prick, and the pain made him frown.

"You performed really well last night, you were able to harden twice while in a coma, and you are more enlightened than before..." Seeing that the broken mouth was about to kiss his face, Shenghao no longer wanted to embellish it with any words to vent his anger He fell, bit his nose directly, and bit down hard like desperately.

"Ahhh!" Pushing Sheng Hao who was crazy, Li Shanjun covered his bleeding nose and avoided three meters away in disbelief.

"You lunatic, bitch!" Even if he was killed, he would not believe that Shenghao could treat himself like this, thinking that after two days of coaxing, he could be tricked back by the little thing and continue to love him.

"I advise you to either kill me, or never recruit me!" Shenghao said while putting on his underwear, grabbed his underwear with his bare feet and rushed out, while Li Shanjun, who was injured, covered his nose and called 120 in a hurry. The door wasn't locked this time, maybe the man went out in the middle of the night in a hurry to urinate, cao!After putting on his jeans, Sheng Hao spat hard at the man behind him who was weakened by the bleeding. The man took a step back and didn't speak, probably the sudden pain had paralyzed his lips. Thinking of how he would be treated like this, you must know how well-behaved and gentle Sheng Hao was before, and how much that Sheng Hao loved him. In winter, he ran out all the way because he wanted to eat potato noodles in the city center. He bought it back!It was too late for Li Shanjun to cry.There is no regret medicine in this world.

"An Shenghao, are you a trash?" He suddenly asked himself when he walked out of the elevator.

When he got home, he took off his clothes one by one, filled the bathtub with hot water, and squeezed in a lot of bath liquid. The whole bathtub was slowly filled with white foam. The bath liquid was all on his body. At this moment, the landline in the living room rang suddenly, piercing the original silence in the room, but he didn't go out to answer the call. Instead, he sat in the bathtub, his eyes stopped at a certain position and began to relax.

"Silly boy, I'm not going to disappear."

Someone had said something like that to him.

But at that time, he was still clean, so how could he believe what he said before his body was still clean?

"Then, I'll disappear."

He saw the ambiguous mark on his neck in front of the mirror in the bathroom, and scratched it vigorously, but the mark was still there, and raised one corner of his lips, rising to a nice arc, Sheng Hao smiled at the person in the mirror , smiled very relieved, "I think you deserve it!"

He put on a bath towel, rolled up the clothes and pants piled up on one side and stuffed them all into a garbage bag. The landline on the coffee table started ringing again, and the usual Ode to Joy ringtone became extremely harsh.Still not answering, because no matter who is calling, he doesn't want to talk.

He changed into a new set of clothes and noticed that the smell of sb was still in his mouth, so he went to the bathroom to brush his teeth again.

He will go to the unit, even though it is long past the clock-in time for work, he still has to show his face, if he is willing to explain the reason for being late for a few hours, if he wants to have a good time, he can just saybyebye to the director.

Sheng Hao just felt that his home was not safe enough, no matter who showed up and came to him, it would become a mental burden for him, because he didn't want to lie to anyone who cared about him, saying "I'm fine, I don't answer the phone because there is no At home, my phone was turned off because it ran out of battery..."

When it comes to the mobile phone, he simply forgot to take it. It doesn't matter whether you want it or not, it doesn't change anything whether it is there or not.

Sheng Hao took the bag of clothes and pants, and threw them into the public trash can at a corner near his home.He clapped his hands, and suddenly felt a little relieved. Passing by the door of a psychological clinic, he looked up and heard someone chanting at the door, "Dissociative amnesia is really an excellent disease for escaping reality." .”

He looked up at the white clouds floating in the distant sky, and said "I'm sorry" inexplicably.

When I arrived at the unit, it was half an hour before the usual off-duty time. The director was too angry to point his nose and scold some shit. He looked at Shenghao's calm face and said, "It's good for you to be absent from work innocently." , Your friends have called the missing person to the office!"

"What kind of friend am I?" Sheng Hao still stared at him calmly.

"My surname is Zhang. He's a psychopath. Give him a lot of urgency, and you too. Why did you turn off your phone!"

"I'm here to resign." Seungho jumped off the topic.

"What did you say?" He thought there was something wrong with his ears.

"I plan to go to the United States, so I have to give up this job." Sheng Hao raised his sword eyebrows.

"You treat yourself as a rebellious underage, if you say you don't do it, you don't do it!" The director beat the case, and he had no other thoughts except to get angry.

"Just because I'm an adult, I don't make decisions lightly."

"You...you boy!" The director fainted out of breath, he blew his beard and stared at Na Shenghao, and then he took a breath, and said: "Okay you, go where you should go, don't you Just regret it."

"Goodbye." Sheng Hao turned around and quickly evacuated from this resentful office.

The signal lights at the intersection are changing all the time, where should he go?He thought of his mother who was still busy in the south, and his father who was far away overseas. This time, if you want to go, go farther. It is better for some people not to meet each other, which is good for each other.

Yoo Hyuk, how unworthy I am...

I don't even have the qualifications to apologize in person, and I don't have the face to face you anymore. I can't stain your eyes, my most perfect angel.

I went to a public telephone booth and made an overseas call. Father Ann thought that the time difference was wrong, but his own son actually offered to go to the United States to live with him. After so many years, he finally waited for this sentence. Then trembling, the phone can hardly be held.This is really what he wants, and he doesn't have to rush back to visit his son, which is simply a good thing.

The previous family visit visa expired in 3 months, and Shenghao planned to leave in a few days, the sooner the better.

He was smoking a cigarette in front of the supermarket he often went to. Although he didn’t like the smell of cigarettes all the time, he still wanted to smoke a few. Didn’t everyone say that this stuff can refresh him? He wanted to spend the time in a sober state. Recently.Just now, he was in a daze. A few days ago, Yoo Hyuk was still picking out ingredients for dinner with his arms around his waist in this supermarket. After a few days, some things just changed like this, becoming disgusting and disgusting. When you close your eyes, you will see Li Shanjun's distorted face, who will not give up until he reaches his goal. He should be smiling, at least he did that shameless hook-up after he was unconscious, not when he was awake.

Shenghao dared not go home because many people knew the location of his home, he was afraid that Li Shanjun's ghost would harass him, and he was also afraid that Woohyuk and Heejun would wait for him at the door because he could not be contacted.

He started walking down the street in the opposite direction, past the taverns, past the post office, past various small workshops that were not well known.He thought of his long hair, blond, and the soft hair that brushed against his face when the wind blew.

"It's all your fault..." Sheng Hao found the barber shop he frequented, and asked the barber he knew to cut his hair short.

"It's a pity to cut it so long, are you sure you want to cut it short?" The barber felt sorry for him.

"Yes, the shorter the better." Sheng Hao expressed his indifferent attitude.

"Okay then, I'll cut you the most popular one this year."

20 minutes later, Sheng Hao opened his eyes. It would be a lie to say that he was not surprised. The short golden hair was trimmed to stand up by the barber, and the black color of the new hair roots can be seen completely. The round ears are more conspicuous. With the hair sticking out, where is a 27-year-old person, he is 17 years old at all.Even the barber was embarrassed to see him, and kept praising him for being handsome, haha, handsome?What a word that makes ordinary people secretly elated when they hear it.

"Dye it black." Sheng Hao didn't even lift his eyelids.

"Huh?" The barber froze for a few seconds, then went to get the hair dye and did as he did.

By the time he finished everything and walked out of the store, the moon was already hanging in the night sky.

The weather is not bad, there is no wind, Shenghao just simply feels that his heart is empty and cold, hehe, he smiled to himself inexplicably, and the passers-by who passed by him glanced at him, thinking why this person feels so strange, smile really