Who touches the porcelain first!

"Shen Song, I love you."

"Free, free." Bai Chensong thought for a long time before choking out two words.

Nanzi also nodded, "It's so good, then you have to treat Liang Feng to eat well..."

"Baby." Liang Feng suddenly approached the ward with a lunch box, without looking up, he was still talking, "Don't follow me when you have a reexamination tomorrow, stay at home, and I'll be back in a while. I'll do it at noon..."

Liang Feng raised his head halfway through speaking, and stared at Nanzi on the table with big eyes and small eyes.

"How was the game?" Liang Feng asked calmly.

Nanzi: "Shen, Shen Song? Is there someone else in your room?"

Bai Chen replied, "No one."

"Who did he call baby just now, who is his baby?" Nanzi's lips trembled when he spoke.

Bai Chensong was so hungry that he couldn't stand the smell of the lunch box. He took off the lid and saw the braised pork ribs, so he took two bites with his chopsticks.

"Speak up!" Nanzi shouted.

"I..." Bai Chensong chewed two mouthfuls of mushrooms, and said boldly, "I'm having sex with him."

"Dating? The kind of love?" Nanzi's eyes were bigger than copper bells.

Bai Chensong smiled and turned to look at the phone screen, "What else?"

"Damn it, I'm so...speechless." Nanzi held back for a long time, "Aren't you a straight man!?"

Liang Feng bent over and circled the person, with his arms propped on the back of Bai Chensong's chair, he poked his head to let Bai Chensong feed him a mouthful of meat, "When you see me, you won't be straight."

Nanzi: ".."

"When did it happen?" Nanzi paused, "When was the farmhouse fun?"

Bai Chensong stared at the meat for the last time: "Yes."

"You two have a relationship while I'm drunk, you have no conscience." Nanzi shouted at the last second before hanging up the phone, "Boss, please eat!"

"If you're a foodie, you always think about eating." Bai Chensong put his phone down and turned his head to look at Liang Feng, "Can I share your chicken leg in half?"

Liang Feng put the chicken legs on his lips, and took them back with a smile, Saibo sank into the bowl, "I was just thinking about eating."

"Tomorrow, you will ask when the surgery will be the soonest. It makes me feel uncomfortable." After finishing speaking, Bai Chensong suddenly raised his head, "Is there any time when you can't see clearly recently?"

Liang Feng replied, "I shook it last night when I was in the parking lot, and it was completely white."

"Don't drive for the next two days." Bai Chen replied, even hearing it was scary.

Liang Feng nodded, very obedient, and said that he would not leave for the next two days.

On the day Bai Chensong was discharged from the hospital, Liang Feng took him home and took a taxi to the ophthalmology department of the hospital for an examination.

The whole process had to be reported, and the one at home was watching closely, and had to report every time he went to the toilet.

Bai Chensong asked him what he wanted to eat tonight, or he could ask Nanzi to come over and have a hot pot together.

Liang Feng said yes.

After making a phone call, Nanzi came over with vegetables, like Chinese New Year, with a pile of big and small bags, the dining table was full, and the fat beef tripe was piled up into a mountain.

When Liang Feng came home, the door jingled.

I froze for a moment when I stood at the door.

He has lived in this house alone for several years, and it is deserted every day when he enters the house. It has never been so lively.

There was a boiling hot pot soup base on the table in the living room, and there were meat and vegetables on the side. Nanzi didn't see it, so it was probably in the toilet.

Bai Chensong had just finished working, covered in sweat, squatted there to pour cat food for Jiujiu, looked up and saw Liang Feng, and shouted with a smile, "I'm back."

A warm feeling suddenly surged in Liang Feng's heart, which dispelled the little bit of chill from his body.

"Well, I'm back." Liang Feng took off his coat and walked over, regardless of Xiaoli's presence, he stretched out his arms and rubbed her into his arms.

"Is there no problem with the inspection?" Bai Chensong whispered in his ear.

"Operation next week."

Bai Chensong was stunned for a moment, "So fast? Didn't you say a month."

Liang Feng pressed his forehead and rubbed his neck, "Eat first."

"Hey, Boss Liang is back!" Nanzi yelled as soon as he came out of the bathroom, "I'm tired of seeing each other."

Liang Feng smiled and let go of his hand, looking at Nanzi, "How is the game going?"

"It's okay, it feels better in summer, and winter is too much, so I'll go and lie down in June." Nanzi came over with a drink on the table.

A table is just right for four people to sit around. In winter, the hot pot is steaming, and the whole body is sweaty.

The bottom of the hot pot is boiled with chicken broth, no chili is added. One of the family has just come out of the hospital, and the other is going to go in soon. They can't eat spicy food.

As always, Nanzi talked too much after just two sips.

After talking about traveling for more than two hours, it was later brought up to Bai Chensong.

"The two of them are really flirting right under my nose, sneaking together while I'm talking about someone." Nanzi was quite aggrieved, howling, "My Shen Song doesn't look like a crooked one no matter what! "

Bai Chensong gnawed on a chicken leg, and laughed for a long time looking at his appearance.

Liang Feng was lazily leaning on the sofa, obviously he didn't drink, but he seemed to have drunk, his fingers rested lightly on Bai Chensong's waist.

When I took the water glass, I didn't hold it for the first time, and I took it sideways, and then slowly moved over.

The movements are so small that no one sees them.

Bai Chensong leaned back habitually, and when he leaned into Liang Feng's arms, he pressed against the crook of his arm, and Liang Feng's arm trembled visibly on the back.

Nanzi was still chatting, and a few people had almost eaten.

Bai Chensong turned his head and glanced at Liang Feng. The two of them looked at each other quietly for less than two seconds, and Bai Chensong realized that something was wrong.

After the meal, several people cleaned up together. When Liang Feng got up, he looked quite normal, smiling and washing the dishes.

Wait for someone to leave.

Bai Chensong took him by the wrist and dragged him to the bedroom, pushed him onto the bed, and unbuttoned Liang Feng's clothes one by one.

"You can't wait?" Liang Feng was still smiling.

Bai Chensong ignored him, sat on his lap and took off Liang Feng's upper body clothes, his arm was red.

It's broken.

"What are you doing? Got into a fight?" Bai Chensong asked.

Liang Feng didn't speak for a long time.

Bai Chensong frowned, "Speak!"

"I fell." Liang Feng opened his mouth.

"Why did you fall down?" Bai Chensong asked.

Liang Feng sat up, put his arms behind his back as if nothing happened, and smiled heartlessly, "I didn't see the road clearly."

Bai Chensong froze for a long time without moving, the clothes he just took off were still in his hands, his fingers clenched into balls.

Good one didn't see clearly, the eyes must be so blurred that they can't even see the road clearly.

"What's going on?" He choked out a sentence after a long time.

"Surgery next week." Liang Feng smiled, put his palms together on the back of Bai Chensong's head, and moved a little closer, "It's only a week, just bear with it."

The tone is light.

Bai Chensong exhaled tremblingly, raised his arms and pressed Liang Feng's head on his shoulders, "Then don't go out this week, don't go anywhere."

"Suffocate me." Liang Feng laughed.

Bai Chensong said in a low voice, "You can just be obedient."

Liang Feng said yes.

But some things are not as easy as imagined.

One week is enough to torture people. Liang Feng's eyesight is getting worse every day. Sometimes when he wakes up in the morning, his eyes are all white and he can't see clearly. It takes a while.

That feeling is too scary, a fear that cannot be suppressed and cannot be controlled.

Sometimes Liang Feng didn't want to talk all morning, but Bai Chensong took the initiative to say a few words, coaxing a little, the atmosphere was always delicate.

There is nothing wrong on the surface, but no one feels good in their hearts.

Things at work must be suspended, and there is no way.

Bai Chensong didn't go to school if he could, and stayed with him all the time.

I can't touch the TV and mobile phone, and I can't work. I can only listen to some music and chat at home.

Once before, Liang Feng wanted to go downstairs for a walk. When he entered the elevator, he couldn’t even read the numbers clearly, but he could guess it. However, when he went upstairs, the elevator had a serious breakdown, and the maintenance phone number posted inside was very small. .

I couldn't see clearly, I just got stuck inside for more than ten minutes before I came out.

Bai Chensong almost died of fright, but followed him non-stop, fearing that something might happen again.

People are fragile and insignificant in the face of disease, and the loss of any sense organ is a fatal torture.

Bai Chensong didn't move, no matter how distressed he was, there was nothing he could do about it. The person who is usually capable, energetic, shameless and talkative would stop talking now. He didn't go out for a few days, so he could only sit on the sofa and play with cats and dogs and smoke a cigarette .

Liang Feng was quite uncomfortable, but when Bai Chensong called him, the man put on a smile again, and he never bowed his face to him.

"Brother Feng." Bai Chensong nestled on the sofa next to Liang Feng, and turned on a dim warm lamp at night.

It was quiet in the living room, feeling oppressed and unable to breathe.

"En." Liang Feng leaned on the back of the sofa, rubbing his fingers in his hair.

Bai Chensong moved his position and lay on Liang Feng's lap, looking at his neck and the corner of his jaw, it seemed that he hadn't shaved his beard for the past two days.

"Kiss me." It was the first time Bai Chensong said such words.

Liang Feng looked down at him, unable to see clearly.

The palm of his hand wiped his hair and forehead, and brushed the hair on the front of the forehead to the back.

Leaning over and kissing slowly, feeling the hot breath, she tapped on her soft lips.

Bai Chensong put his arms around his neck and pressed down, not letting him look up, "Brother, let's do it."

Liang Feng paused and said, "But I can't see you clearly."

Bai Chen let go of his hands, and didn't say anything, his heart felt uncomfortable and his nose was sore.

After a while, he covered his face with Liang Feng's abdomen, took two deep breaths, and smelled the familiar fragrance.

He put his arms around Liang Feng's waist, covered his face, and said sullenly, "Be patient, you'll be fine."

As always, Liang Feng supported his hair with his palm, and gently smoothed it back and forth.

The day before the operation, Bai Chensong answered a call from the school, saying that it was a matter of the school's declaration, and there was really no way not to go this time.

Before Bai Chensong went out, he saw Liang Feng sleeping on the bed, and he should be fine for a while.

The two agreed not to go out before the operation.

Bai Chensong glanced at his watch, he would definitely be back in two hours at most.

He hurried out the door, wrapped in the thick dark blue scarf in Liang Feng's closet.

Bai Chensong likes to wear Liang Feng's clothes very much now, he likes the smell on them, the smell that envelops his body makes him feel at ease.

It just snowed last night, the roads were covered with heavy snow, sanitation workers and snowplows were working crazily, and the streets were filled with the sound of plowing snow.

Bai Chensong took a taxi and ran towards the school.

He estimated that the meeting would last for two hours, but it turned out to be wrong.

The teacher talked too much, and he chatted about homework for half an hour, and Bai Chensong was so anxious that he tapped his fingers on the table for the second half of the time.

It's been almost three hours.

"This meeting is coming..."

With a bang, Bai Chen rushed out like the wind, startling his teacher.

Every breath in winter is clearly visible. The scarf is wrapped around the nasal cavity, and it can freeze after two breaths outside.

The water vapor went up, and after a while, the hair on the eyelashes, eyebrows, and forehead were covered with frost.

Bai Chensong ran to the door of the apartment, wiped the ice water on his face while taking the elevator, and pressed the floor while panting.

The combination lock squeaked.

The moment Bai Chensong pushed the door open, his heart felt like it was falling several meters, and it hurt.

When he pulled the scarf, he didn't hang it properly and dragged it to the ground. Bai Chensong accidentally stepped on it. When he ran forward, he almost lost his footing and knocked on the ground.

There was a mess under the refrigerator in the kitchen, glass bottles of milk and beer were broken all over the floor, and the smell of milk mixed with the smell of alcohol volatilized wildly in the room.

Three or four plates were smashed in the middle, all of which were yesterday's meals.

When Bai Chensong rushed to the bedroom, he saw Liang Feng sitting on a chair and leaning against him with his eyes closed.

He didn't know what was going on, but the moment he saw the person, his heart sank.

No matter what, people are fine.

"I'm back." Bai Chensong said.

"I'm back, is there something to do at school?" Liang Feng looked up at him and smiled.

The arm was probably scratched by glass, with a long cut, and blood was still coming out, and the calf was also splashed by glass shards, with a few small cuts here and there.

Bai Chensong stood there watching with trembling hands, bit his lip and remained silent for a long time.

Liang Feng also felt it, and opened his mouth to explain, "I just took the ice water, I didn't pay attention to the plate, bumped into it, and broke it all."

Bo Chensong suppressed his emotions, went to get the medicine silently, squatted there and applied the medicine to him.

The cotton swab touched it bit by bit, sticking blood, Bai Chensong felt very uncomfortable, it was too uncomfortable.

"I'll trouble you to clean it up." Liang Feng laughed, staring at his face that he couldn't see clearly, "I just..."

It was blocked halfway through.

Bai Chensong raised his head, and kissed his neck with great strength, the action could be called rude, the kiss was almost out of oxygen, and he was still probing deep, the tip of his tongue crazily drilled in, and curled hard on the deepest palate. Twice.

He vented all his emotions in the kiss, which was crazy and rough, and occasionally licked his lips gently, wanting to say that he really loves this person.

Liang Feng was pushed onto the bed, and the shadow that was not so clear to him pressed on him and slowly approached.

A tie in his hand covered Liang Feng's eyes, the surroundings became dark, and his sense of touch and hearing became extremely sensitive.

Bai Chensong unbuttoned his clothes, leaned against his ear and said warmly, "Feel me well."

Liang Feng's scalp was numb all the time after being stimulated, his ears were buzzing except for panting, his own was still Bai Shensong, and he couldn't tell the difference.

It was the first time that Bai Chensong was so active, he seemed to be expressing some kind of emotion, enthusiasm, intensity, and madness.

Liang Feng clenched the bed sheet and waist tightly, and Bai Shensong's sweat dripped on the tip of his nose, and asked him with unsteady breath, "What do you feel?"

Liang Feng pulled off the tie on his eyes, and with his hands as hard as before, he pressed down on the back of Bai Shensong's sweaty neck. The moment he kissed him, he said, "Shen Song, I love you."