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The ring is small, and after so many years of coming and going in the wind and rain, it has been polished to a bright and shiny.There have been more expensive ones since then, but they still love this one.

It was the first gift from the young Bai Zhiwang, and he even ate pickles and porridge for two weeks.

Qin Zhou has seen countless precious jewelry since he was a child, and his eyes are dazzled and dull. He doesn't even look at Lao Qin's house full of famous watches, but he has never been willing to take off this cheap plain ring.

Qin Zhou was leaning on the leather chair, having nothing to do, playing around with the ring on his right hand.

It was more than an hour's drive from Puxi to Pudong. Qin Zhou always felt that he should say something when he was begging for nothing in exchange for the opportunity to be alone, but when he really wanted to open his mouth, he didn't know how to start.

Bai Zhiwang was driving steadily, and just about to wait for the red light, he stopped and looked at Qin Zhou: "Are you still dizzy?"

Qin Zhou was stunned for a moment, almost forgetting that he still pretended to be drunk: "It's okay, just blow some air."

Bai Zhiwang asked, "Did you drink a lot?"

Qin Zhou looked away guiltily, and opened the window to the maximum, "Just a few cans."

A few cans of sparkling water are also a few cans, Qin Zhou doesn't think he's lying.

Bai Zhiwang knocked on the steering wheel, sighed and said, "For me, you don't have to act like this."

Qin Zhou opened his mouth blankly, and finally only a modal particle popped out.

Bai Zhiwang stared at him with a calm tone: "I can tell at a glance whether you are drunk or not."

Qin Zhou didn't behave so well after drinking too much. For the first time when he was drunk, in front of Ding Gu's classmates, he hugged Bo Zhiwang in disheveled clothes, kissed and gnawed, biting Teacher Bo's neck bruised and purple.

Teacher Bai can't stand his boyfriend being stared at by others, and Qin Zhou's drinking capacity is really bad, Bo Zhiwang is afraid that something will happen to him, so he dare not let him drink outside alone, but will use alcohol to "enjoy" at home .

This level of desire for control used to be seen by Qin Zhou as fun, but now after being exposed, his shoulders suddenly slumped, and he laughed at himself: "I really have no secrets in front of you."

Bai Zhiwang asked back and reminded, "Is there really no secret at all?"

Qin Zhou obviously thought of something too, and played riddles with a smile: "The points are all divided, so don't turn over the old scores?"

After being together for such a long time, there is always a tacit understanding. Bai Zhiwang didn't want to answer some words, and just saw the green light turn on, so he continued to concentrate on driving.

For the rest of the drive, no one spoke again.The couple who used to be able to hug and chat all night with relish, actually talked to the point where they didn't speculate.

Qin Zhou closed his eyes, extremely tired.

It was midnight when I got home.Qin Zhou followed Bai Zhiwang to the elevator, and watched him press the number to unlock it.

The password is the pinyin of "船", Qin Zhou's nickname.The person concerned was stunned by the beeping sound, and didn't realize it until he was helped into the house, and he was home.

Qin Zhou looked back at Bai Zhiwang, and found that he was not moving at the door.

"No one won't let you in." Qin Zhou smiled wryly, "I'm also very sorry for torturing you all this way, so come to have a rest."

After hesitating for three seconds, Bai Zhiwang shook his head lightly, "I'm afraid I'll go in..."

I was reluctant to leave.

The words looped around his lips, Bai Zhiwang pinched the bridge of his nose, and when he put down his hands, his tone was unwilling, and he changed his words: "I'm afraid it's not appropriate for me to go in."

The two had been in the same window and shared the same bed, slept on the same pillow for 13 years, and in the end it was "inappropriate" to enter the house.It was like a knife, and it hurt Qin Zhou everywhere.

"If there's anything inappropriate, sit down." Qin Zhou was also shameless, he just wanted to stay longer on the last side, and he could find any excuse, "I have a stomachache, please help me."

Qin Zhou is indeed not lying, chronic gastritis can't afford to be hungry, and he didn't eat much rice today, his stomach is empty and only air bubbles remain.

Bai Zhiwang sighed, put on his slippers, entered the house and closed the door, "Then I'll cook some noodles for you before leaving."

After finishing speaking, Bai Zhiwang stepped on the buy one get one free couple slippers, ran to the kitchen, started the fire, and down.

The flames were flying wildly, and the boiling water was bubbling.

Qin Zhou lay back on the sofa, held the pillow against his stomach, curled up into a ball, and covered his face with the blanket.From Bai Zhiwang's perspective, he looks like a shivering cat, very pitiful.

Maybe go pat him, put your hand on his stomach to warm him, Bai Zhiwang thought.But Bai Zhiwang struggled for a long time, his nose was sore from the pain, and he still didn't take that step.

"Noodles are ready." Bo Zhiwang held the bowl and went around to the coffee table, "Eat some, I'll go to bed later."

"Leave it alone." Qin Zhou muffled in the blanket, speaking in a low voice.

Bai Zhiwang was busy tidying up in the kitchen, giving Qin Zhou the illusion that they were still at the height of their love.If this scene happened yesterday, or earlier, they might still be able to talk well, and they would not have come to this point.

But it's obvious that this is a flashback. They haven't had many opportunities to talk well in the past year. The house is so deserted that it hasn't been fired for a long time. After breaking up, they can wash their hands and make soup kindly, which is quite ironic.

Bai Zhiwang put down the bowl, looked at the time: "Then I'll be leaving first, I need to call."

"Are you really leaving?" Qin Zhou then slowly lifted the blanket, with a stubborn face, but his voice was still soft: "It's almost four o'clock."

Bai Zhiwang said, "Yes, to catch the plane."

"When's the flight?"

"afternoon."

Qin Zhou was silent for a while, put away his usual thorns, sincerely flattered him, and smiled brightly: "It's only an hour's drive from the airport, so there's still time to rest and go."

The two leaned forward, so close that they could feel the breath of the other side.As long as a person moves a little, the two lips can fit together.

But no one moved, just froze like this, the lenses were covered with a layer of fog.

"Even if I stay, how long can I stay...one hour? Two hours?" Out of habit, Bai Zhiwang pinched his earlobe and asked in a suppressed trill, "Am I worthy?"

The temperature behind the ears made Qin Zhou tremble.

Behind the ear is Qin Zhou's restricted area, because every time Bai Zhiwang bit his earlobe during sex before, he would have to disarm.Bai Zhi looked so helpless, all the chores on the bed could grind a person to death.But Qin Zhou used to enjoy his coquettish attitude, and liked to watch gentle and polite researchers get emotional and rough.It's bad, and it's cool.

The memory was too much, Qin Zhou couldn't think about it, slowly flattened the corners of his mouth, his eyes were still bent, showing a bitter expression: "Then..."

The words were on the tip of the tongue for two seconds: "We're done here, aren't we?"

"Yeah." Bai Zhiwang plucked Qin Zhou's hair like a cat, not sure if it was to tell him to stop and not see him off or if it meant something else, "Just stop here, boat."

This nickname has not been called for a long time, and it is a bit unfamiliar to mention it suddenly.

Qin Zhou's nose turned sour, and his eyes turned red.He pretended to press his temples to cover his eyes, and squeezed out a sentence through his teeth: "Then I won't send it, the luggage will be packed for you, don't worry."

Bai Zhiwang felt sore in his heart, and when he took a closer look, the eye circles of the person opposite him were all red. He had no choice but to smile comfortingly, "Thank you."

It's ridiculous to say "thank you" here, Qin Zhou snorted, "You're welcome."

After saying this, Qin Zhou turned around and went back to the living room.

Bai Zhiwang stood alone at the door, looking at his back, suddenly wanted to hug Qin Zhou one last time.He paused and said very softly, "Goodbye."

With a bang, the door closed tightly.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Zhou got up like a walking dead, and threw the slippers worn by his ex-boyfriend into the trash can.

Just leave alone, there is nothing to miss.

However, without thinking about it, the brain can't help but send instructions to the heart, telling it that a piece is missing, a big piece, the kind that once wished for blood and flesh.

At this age, even if there is really a small piece of meat, you shouldn't let your anger show. It's just that Qin Zhou is really in pain, and tears flow silently. In the end, everything is silent, only the sound of sobbing.

The author says:

No way no way!No one will be kicked out of the house by his wife on 521!