After being scumbag, I married slag Gong

How could it not be remembered?

Huangqueru remembered it clearly.

In the old accounts that were turned over and over again, Huang Queru certainly knew what the biggest mistake he made back then was when he counted the past in detail.

It was on that ship, in that room on that ship, that he forced Song Ning to have sex with him in such a forceful and aggressive way!

"A-Ning, I remember."

Remember!Just remember!

Song Ning became more angry and questioned him:

"Then you should also remember why I would rather jump into the sea than be with you back then?"

Huang Queru put her head on Song Ning's back and said in frustration:

"I know."

Huang Queru seemed to be crying again. If their current confrontation was seen by others, Huang Queru might be standing on the weak side again, right?He, Song Ning, was furious and scolded Huang Queru into tears.

but!

It's all hypocrisy!Song Ning firmly does not believe that Huangqueru's tears are real.

"A-Ning, I thought you knew it, you knew me. I didn't want to do it so fast back then. If I really just wanted to savagely occupy you, why did it take me four years? I love you Seriously."

After Huang Queru finished speaking, Song Ning questioned again:

"So, it's because of me that you ruined other people's families? You teased me for four years because you were serious about me? You were forced to leave because of negative news because of me? How can you say that? How can you be so Can you justify yourself?"

Song Ning felt powerless.

In the past six years, he has never mentioned the past like this.

Even if he had a mental illness, even if he went to see a psychiatrist, he had never felt such anger.

The things in the past are always his scars, and it hurts every time he uncovers them, but now, in front of Huangqueru, he has to uncover them again and again until everything is over.

"I really know I was wrong..."

Huang Queru's tone was weak, but he still resolutely refused to let go.

"What's the use of admitting your mistake?"

Song Ning leaned against him weakly. After a while, Song Ning's eyes were also red, and he suddenly asked Huang Queru weakly:

"What's the point of living?"

Huang Queru trembled slightly when he asked this sentence, and then Song Ning sighed again:

"It would be better to die then."

Huang Queru finally let go after these words.

Only then did Song Ning gain some freedom.

"Aning, I'm sorry."

Huang Queru had just let go of Song Ning, and turned her head again, this time, giving Song Ning a gentle hug.

Song Ning couldn't see his expression, Song Ning could only see Huang Que Ru's side face and neck.

Song Ning is tired of hearing this kind of apology now, I'm sorry without sincerity, and it doesn't make much sense to hear every sentence.

Suddenly, Song Ning opened his mouth and bit Huangqueru's neck hard!

Huang Queru felt a pain in his neck and hummed subduedly, but he didn't push Song Ning away.

He knew that this was Song Ning's revenge on him, and bit by bit he paid back what he had done to Song Ning back then.

After a while, Song Ning felt the back of his head being caressed by Huang Queru's hand, Song Ning felt a jolt, and then he let go.

"I'm tired and don't want to talk to you anymore."

This time, Song Ning easily pushed Huang Queru away, went upstairs and returned to the room by himself.

Huang Queru didn't press any further, but just looked at Song Ning who was leaving with a dazed expression.

Song Ning went back to the room and shut himself up again.

Song Ning, who was alone in the room, put her hands on her chest, took a long deep breath, and then Song Ning let her heartbeat return to normal.

When he got up and went downstairs just now, Huang Queru was still carried down. When he came back, he left Huang Queru downstairs alone.

This kind of contrast makes him feel happy, although there is a little pain in his heart, but he will try his best to let go of that little pain.

Huang Queru downstairs could no longer see Song Ning leaving. After a while, he calmed down, sat down expressionlessly, and touched the bite mark on his neck.

In addition to teeth marks, there was a little blood on the neck, which showed that Song Ning had used force.

Taking out his mobile phone, Huang Queru took a picture of the wound.

Then, I took out the disinfectant alcohol in the medicine box and simply sprayed it on to eliminate the disinfection, and didn't plan to do anything else.

"A-Ning, A-Ning..."

He whispered softly, calling Song Ning, but there was no expression on his face.

After a while, he sighed.

"Since we're going to talk about the matter on the ship, then...don't be in a hurry right now. I need to wait, wait..."

After reading this sentence, Huang Queru made a phone call and went out. On the same day, he went to see someone.

Song Ning stayed in the room, and when Huang Queru went out, he still told him.

"Ah Ning, I'll go out for a while, you calm down first, I'll come back early at night."

When standing at the gate of Song Ning, Huang Queru sounded depressed, but after leaving the door, he closed his eyes in the car for a while to rest his mind, got out of the car, and when he arrived at a mental health clinic, he was speechless again. Once put on a smiling mask, but this time, it can be said to be domineering!

The psychiatrist's name is Gu Qi, Dr. Gu, he is young, about 34, and he is a doctor who speaks like a spring breeze.

As soon as Huangqueru appeared, Gu Qi recognized who Huangqueru was.

"Mr. Huang, you made an appointment for the whole day today?"

"You know me?"

Huang Queru stared at him.

Gu Qi subconsciously felt that Huang Queru's smile was a bit malicious, but he still remained gentle and replied to Huang Queru:

"Mr. Huang made a big move before. I think there are very few people who don't know you, right? I usually watch videos when I'm free."

"So that's the case. Then when you see me, you should be able to guess a little of the reason why I came here?"

Huang Queru's attitude towards Gu Qi was a little better.

Gu Qi felt the pressure loosen.

"Ask about Mr. Song?"

Gu Qi was a doctor who saw a mental illness for Song Ning, and he saw it for a long time.He thought that he had no other connection with Huangqueru other than Song Ning, and of course, he did not.

"clever."

Huang Queru smiled.

He likes to deal with smart people.

And Gu Qi also smiled at Huang Queru.

Gu Qi's eyes suddenly fell on Huang Queru's neck. There was a bite mark on the neck, and on the bite mark, a little blood scab had already condensed.

Gu Qi didn't have too many questions to ask, but he had his own considerations in his heart.

"Dr. Gu, I have been separated from Aning for a while. During this time, I did not take care of him. I only recently found out that he was sick during the time I was not with him. He was a little emotional today. Excited, it seems that the old illness is showing signs of recurrence. We have moved to a new house, and I have made many arrangements in the house according to his liking, but he always seems a little uneasy..."

Huang Queru said a lot in one breath, and every sentence made sense. Even as a psychiatrist, Gu Qi didn't see anything wrong with Huang Queru's words.

After a while, the two of them seriously discussed Song Ning's situation.

Huang Queru's thinking is very clear, he asked many things about Song Ning, from the first exposure to treatment, then to the later restlessness, and now to the calmness...

Gu Qi told Huangqueru:

"Mr. Song always had nightmares at the beginning, he couldn't sleep well, he couldn't eat well, and he was very thin, as if he had been malnourished for a long time.

Once, Mr. Song was hugged by the same sex accidentally, and he vomited for a whole day, and his whole body collapsed. At that time, I discovered another psychological problem of Mr. Song.

He has been ill for a long time, from the beginning to the present, but his energy is getting better and better, and he should be almost there now, but if his emotions are really repeated, it is best to let him come over for a review..."

After talking with Gu Qi for three hours, Huang Queru's smiling face at the beginning turned into a sad face at the end, and Huang Queru didn't leave the clinic until noon.

After getting in the car, Huang Queru calmed down. After closing his eyes and thinking for a while, he dialed the secretary's phone number.

"Help me check it out as quickly as possible..."

After 3 minutes on the phone, Huang Queru suddenly saw a food stall at the entrance of a certain street, bought a hot cake and ate it, the secretary called back, and Huang Queru got a copy of the address in his mailbox list.

"Go to Samsung Road..."

Huang Queru opened the mailbox and gave out the most recent address.

……

When night came, Song Ning didn't go out all day because of a bad mood. The lunch meal was cooked by the aunt at home. When it was time for dinner, Huang Queru didn't come back either.

When Song Ning was wondering what Huangqueru was up to, Huangqueru's secretary called him.

"Mr. Song..."

Song Ning answered the phone, feeling puzzled.

The secretary's voice sounded hesitant.

"what happened?"

"President Huang...President Huang..."

The secretary spoke intermittently, as if he didn't know how to speak when he wanted to speak.

But the secretary mentioned Huangqueru. Since Huangqueru was mentioned, Song Ning felt that there should be nothing good.

"What's up with him?"

Song Ning's voice sounded flat, because it was flat, it seemed ruthless.

The secretary hesitated a few times, but seeing the lights in the emergency room, he still spoke out.

"Mr. Huang is in the emergency room. We are currently in the xx hospital. Mr. Song, you should come here. When Mr. Huang was sent in, he was covered in blood. The rescue has been for half an hour. You...you come quickly trip……"

When Song Ning heard this, he felt a sudden "buzz" in his head.

The secretary became more and more anxious. Song Ning immediately hung up the phone and tried to calm down. After a while, she immediately took a taxi to the hospital.

"I want to see what the hell you're doing!"

On the way, Song Ning clenched his fists, thinking viciously.

However, only he knew that his fist was trembling slightly.

He is not such a cruel person, he wants justice, but unexpected events caught him off guard!

He obviously felt that he should trust the words of a secretary, but thinking that it was Huang Queru who had the accident, he immediately became suspicious...

This person is really annoying!