The next day, Xi and the hospital did not wait for Xu Luojia.
The doctors who performed the preoperative examination, including electrocardiogram, chest X-ray, and blood test, all looked at each other in blank dismay.
Fu Sinian didn't go to work today, so he didn't wear a suit. He was wearing a dark blue sweater, with broad shoulders and long legs. With a cold face, he folded his hands and leaned against the clean white wall.
Fu Sinian occasionally raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, his brows became more and more wrinkled.
There was a doctor with a rather immature face, but his expression was not impatient. He just held a spring pen in his hand and kept pressing it.
Fu Sinian glanced at the doctor lightly.
The little doctor immediately became honest, stuffed the pen into his pocket, lowered his head, and stood quietly.
During this period, sister Chu kept calling Xu Luojia, but no one answered.
When the mechanical female voice came again, Fu Sinian said, "Don't fight, I'll go find him."
Then he picked up the car keys and mobile phone, drove the car fast, and went to dig Xu Luojia to the hospital.
The villa in the Lake District was originally Fu Sinian's house, and the password was set as Xu Luojia's birthday. After entering the number with a few beeps, the door popped open with a "click".
Fu Sinian opened the door and walked in.The room was quiet, it was already around twelve o'clock in the noon, Xu Luojia had never slept so late.
He unconsciously twitched his brows, and a look of uneasiness flashed across his face. He walked up the stairs with long legs and went straight to the master bedroom on the third floor.
Standing in front of the white door, Fu Sinian put his hand on the doorknob, tapped his fingers, held his breath, and opened the door.
As the door slowly moved back, Fu Sinian suddenly breathed a sigh of relief when he saw a large lump on the bed that was rising and falling slightly.
Fu Sinian walked over with light steps, stood by the bed for two seconds, and finally opened the curtains silently, and outside was the vast and peaceful lake view, with the bright sun at noon resting on the lake, sparkling.
Maybe it was the strong sunlight from outside the window, Xu Luojia subconsciously felt it on the bed, moved a bit, pulled the quilt a little higher, and fell asleep peacefully again.
Fu Sinian stood by the window, waited quietly for a while, finally went to the bed, pushed the quilt, and whispered: "Get up."
The arched quilt was motionless and silent.
Fu Sinian pushed again, but there was still no response.
He had no choice but to tear off the quilt with his fingers, and said a little forcefully: "Get up soon, you promised to go to the hospital, are you kidding me?"
Fu Sinian pulled down the quilt, only to realize that Xu Luojia was not pretending to be sleeping, but was really sleeping, with a cell phone buckled upside down by his neck.
Fu Sinian narrowed his eyes and looked carefully. Luo Jia's clothes hadn't been changed, and his eyes were even more swollen. He probably hid under the quilt for a long time last night like masochistic looking.
At the end, I fell asleep crying.
Covered in the quilt all the time, even in winter, his face was slightly damp with sweat, and his bangs were sticking to his forehead.The whole person was arched to sleep, his face was buried deep in the quilt, looking a little pitiful.
Fu Sinian was silent for a while, took the phone away, and woke up Xu Luojia.
Luo Jia opened his eyes slightly, his eyes were confused for a while, when he saw Fu Sinian, he blinked his eyes for a few seconds to react, habitually wanted to speak, but found himself unable to speak.
His expression instantly became very depressed, and he sat up, hugging the quilt.
Fu Sinian took the tissue from the bedside and patted him directly on the forehead, and said, "Didn't you agree to go to the hospital today? Get up, wash and change clothes, and I'll ask someone to buy breakfast."
Luo Jia shook her head like a goose, sitting on the bed, motionless.
Fu Sinian said, "Don't you want to go?"
Luo Jia nodded, pointing at the phone.
Fu Sinian picked up Luo Jia's hand and patted it on his forehead, meaning to let him wipe off his sweat, then turned around to get the phone and handed it to him.
When Xu Luojia pressed the button, the phone didn't respond, and the screen was completely black, reflecting his own face.
He pressed and held for a while, only to find that the battery was out.
Suddenly, Xu Luojia felt great frustration and frustration, put the phone aside, and sat on the bed like a moldy mushroom, with a very gloomy expression.
Without a mobile phone, it is impossible to even send messages.As said on the Internet, he really became dumb.
He couldn't help it last night and kept reading the messages on the Internet.After a night of fermentation, his black scale has become Xu Dumb.
A person who sings, "dumb" has become the biggest keyword of the square.
Xu Luojia didn't even know how he had the face to live in the world.
At this time, Fu Sinian took out a mosaic pen and white paper from his back, spread them out, handed them to Xu Luojia, and said:
"Do you want to say something, write it on it."
Xu Luojia lowered his head, took the pen and paper, only to realize that his fingers were a little stiff because of sleeping for too long.
He spread his palm, took the pen and paper awkwardly, and wrote slightly on the paper:
How did you come?I will go to the hospital, but I am not in a hurry. I checked the Internet last night, and my throat is so injured that there is basically no possibility of it getting back to the same level, and I can't go back to the stage.
Fu Sinian stood by the bed, his tone was a little cold, and he asked, "You don't want to go to the hospital even if you search the Internet?"
Luo Jia bowed her head and wrote: I don't know how to go out, please let me stay here quietly for a while.
He didn't know how to go out, which meant that he didn't seem to have any reason to go out.
Seeing Luo Jia's gloomy face, Fu Sinian didn't have the will to persevere even if he was bound to the hospital.
So, he stopped forcing him for the time being, nodded and said, "That's good. I'll get you lunch."
Luo Jia didn't have much strength, she just woke up, but felt extremely tired, she lowered her eyes, pulled up the quilt, and fell down on the bed straight, with her back to Fu Sinian, as if she was going to sleep again.
Fu Sinian took a deep look at him, then stood up and went downstairs.
Xu Luojia was lying on the bed the whole time, closing her eyes, trying to force herself to sleep without thinking about anything.
But after hesitating for a long time, after a while, he got up and charged his phone.
Half an hour later, Fu Sinian returned downstairs to the villa with the vegetables in his hand, and missed the delivery service.
He turned his head to look at the back of the property uniform, and walked quickly to the gate of the courtyard, which was empty and there was no sign of the courier.
Luo Jia signed for it?
Fu Sinian raised his head inadvertently, and saw a person standing on the balcony on the third floor.
With a thin figure and slender ankles, he stood on the edge of the balcony on the third floor, unable to see his expression clearly.
It seems that the body is as thin as a paper wing, fluttering in the wind.
Even though the wind and rain at the height of the 26th floor couldn't move him, the third floor was only a soft grassland below, but Fu Sinian still felt a tingle in his heart, and all the things in his hands fell to the ground.
He raised his head, his sharp jaw line crossed the edge of the sun, and said coldly: "Xu Luojia, what are you doing?! You go back."
Luo Jia lowered her head, and looked at Fu Sinian from afar from the balcony on the third floor.
Fu Sinian remained motionless, staring straight at him with oppressive and tough eyes.Finally, like an obedient puppet, Luo Jia let go of the balcony railing, turned around, and approached the room.
Fu Sinian was obviously a little angry. He carried the vegetables and went home quickly. He went up to the third floor and just opened the door when he saw crystal shards all over the floor, smashed to pieces.
It can be seen that it is a trophy, and Xu Luojia's name and "Best Singer" are engraved in English on the square base.
Fu Sinian remembered that this award was just sent from abroad, and it was quite famous. Due to work arrangements, Luo Jia was unable to go to the award ceremony abroad in person, so the organizer sent the trophy over for convenience.
It should be during the time when he went out to buy vegetables, Luo Jia received the express, opened it, and broke the trophy.
Fu Sinian's anger subsided in an instant, leaving only distress and powerlessness.
He didn't follow what Luojia mentioned just now. He just went downstairs, put the dishes in the kitchen, and then went back upstairs to sweep up the crystal scum all over the floor. He picked up the big base and hid it secretly.
Then without saying a word, she went back to the master bedroom, sat on the carpet beside the bed, and quietly accompanied Luo Jia.
Luo Jiameng was under the quilt, and the sound of sobbing came from the gap in the quilt.
At the lowest point, after becoming dumb, the former glory was handed over, no matter how you looked at it, it seemed like irony.
Xu Luojia closed his eyes, smashed the trophy, and felt regret after smashing it.After all, since then, he has no chance to win the trophy again.
When Fu Sinian thought of Luo Jia that day, he felt lingering fear, as if he was about to go to a dead end.
For the next few days, Fu Sinian didn't go to work in the company, and brought the fried buns to the villa. He also lived in the guest room of the villa, and his work was done in the study.
Xu Luojia has no objection, he sleeps in the dark every day, except for eating, the rest of the time his eyes are closed, as if he is going to sleep until the day he dies.
Fu Sinian was distressed and felt that this could not go on like this, so one night, he put a leash on the pan fried bun, dug Xu Luojia out of the bed, and said:
"I have work to do, can you help me take the pan-fried buns out to play, okay?"
Xu Luojia was not strong enough for Fu Sinian, so he dragged him to the entrance, and he shook his head weakly.
Fu Sinian said: "The pan fried bun will go to the bathroom when it's time, you have the heart to watch it simmer? Hmm?"
Shengjianbao bounced around the entrance, looking at Xu Luojia eagerly, wagging its tail happily.
After so many days, Luo Jia has actually gradually accepted the reality, leaving nothing but numbness.
Looking at the pan-fried buns in front of him, he regained a bit of strength, he couldn't bear it, and knew that Fu Sinian was really busy with work, Fu Sinian thought he didn't know, but he actually knew.
Fu Sinian didn't work during the day, he was sleeping, and Fu Sinian would quietly accompany him, or read a book, and asked him to get up to eat, drink water, eat fruit, and drag him to watch a movie.
In the evening, he went to work in the study.
Xu Luojia knew it all, but he didn't want to care about it, he didn't have the energy, and he didn't want to do anything.
Now that Shengjianbao looked at it pitifully, he could only sigh and nod.
Shengjianbao is not afraid of strangers at all, it knew it was going to go out to play when it was put on the leash, it bounced around Luo Jia and Fu Sinian's calves, whistling with excitement.
Seeing Sheng Jian Bao being so happy, Luo Jia didn't know what to think of, smiled, squatted down, touched Sheng Jian Bao's head, and then bowed down to put on his shoes.
Fu Sinian packed the paper towel bag, small kettle, disinfectant, and toys in a small schoolbag and handed them to Luo Jia.
Luo Jia took the schoolbag and nodded, but her eyes were still glued to the fried bun.
Fu Sinian warned: "Don't go too far, there is a pavilion next to the lake where you can rest when you're tired. I'll go find you after I finish work."
It is agreed that the work is over, but in fact the work can be moved to the study after Luo Jia goes to bed, he just wants Luo Jia to go out for a walk.
He couldn't call Xu Luojia anymore, so he had to move out the pan fried buns again, which worked with difficulty, and finally went out.
Fu Sinian originally wanted to wait for the two of them to go out for 10 or [-] minutes before going out, so as not to appear too deliberate, but he couldn't sit still at home alone.
Xu Luojia couldn't speak. There might be an accident in the dark outside.
When the time had just passed two digits, Fu Sinian took his phone and keys and went out.
I found Xu Luojia by the lake. He was sitting on the lawn, playing a game of throwing a ball with Shengjian Bao.
Fu Sinian walked over and sat on the grass, side by side with Luo Jia.
Sheng Jian Bao bit the ball, excitedly rushed towards Fu Sinian, and spit the ball to Fu Sinian.
Fu Sinian took it with a smile, wiped off the grass clippings, and threw it into the distance.Then he turned to look at Luo Jia.
There are glazed lamps around the lake, and the dim light falls on Luo Jia's face, making him look less pale, with a soft light shining from the tip of his nose and the corners of his eyes.
Surrounded by the smell of grass, with a little earthy smell.Luo Jia was lowering her head, picking at the small yellow flowers on the grass, with a very focused expression.
Suddenly, Luo Jia put down the flowers in her hand, took out a notebook and a ballpoint pen from her pocket, and wrote on it:
Thank you.You go back to work tomorrow.Is it okay not to go to the company?
Fu Sinian was silent for a while, took the pad, and wrote on it: It's nothing, I spent so much money to invite them, not to let them eat.
Anyway, you should go back.
And you.
I?I'll take a break for a while, and when Wen Yifan comes back, I'll have surgery and terminate the contract.He's not doing charity, so he can't raise a mute.
After Luo Jia finished writing, a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face.
The corners of Fu Sinian's eyes were tense, and he took the note pad, his handwriting was a little messed up: By now, are you still worried about Wen Yifan?
Well, there's nothing else to think about.
What about yourself?And me?
Luo Jia stared at the two questions on the note pad, pursed her lips, thought for a long time, finally bowed her head, and wrote on the note pad:
I?I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet, maybe I can walk around, stop when I'm tired, do some business, sometimes meet with friends, stay with my parents, and then I'll be like this for the rest of my life.
Luo Jia finished writing and handed it to Fu Sinian to read.
Fu Sinian didn't take it for a long time. He stared at the large paragraph on the pad, firmly believing that Luo Jia hadn't finished writing it, because——
He didn't have himself in his life plan at all.
The notepad paused in the air for a long time, but Luo Jia did not take it back.
Fu Sinian finally conceded defeat, took it, turned a page, and asked persistently: What about me?
You, you still have a lot of things to do, Fu family, and, you can't get divorced and never get married again.
Fu Sinian laughed angrily, nodded, and wrote on the paper: Well, your plan went well, thank you.
But it wasn't what he wanted.
Luo Jia smiled and continued to write: Because your life is very happy, sometimes I envy you.On the contrary, I lived a very failed life. For the first half of my life, what I pursued was nothing. In the second half of my life, I just had a goal and then stopped abruptly, leaving nothing.It seemed as if I tried hard to get something, something would just leave me.Maybe I did a lot of wrong things in my previous life, so I am so unlucky in this life.
Fu Sinian wrote: Am I not sitting here?
Xu Luojia shook his head, took the pen and paper, and wrote with a little ease:
You shouldn't be sitting here, you should be working at the Fu Building, or dating someone else.In short, the two of us sitting here are wrong.
After reading this, Fu Sinian's mood was indescribably complicated.Xu Luojia not only denied their past, saying that his love for him was nothing but rebellion, but a habit, but also denied their future, saying that they would have no intersection in the future, and kicked himself out of his life completely.
Fu Sinian couldn't help but write: The life you planned just now is very good, but that's not what I planned.I just want to be with you.
I will only drag you down, you are an excellent businessman, you won't be so confused.After Xu Luojia finished writing, he handed the pen and paper to Fu Sinian, and the pan fried bun lay beside his lap, panting.
Xu Luojia took out the kettle from his schoolbag, poured some water for it to drink, and put the scattered flowers on the head of the fried bun.
Fu Sinian continued to write on the sticky notes, his handwriting was sharp and urgent:
In the end who is cruel and who is cruel, I want you to understand that the things you chased in the first half of your life are not fake, and I will arrange for you what you want in the second half of your life.
why.
Fu Sinian is not very good at speaking, but he is very good at written communication. He writes fast, and quickly wrote a large version:
Just treat me as having a disturbed conscience and let me do something to redeem myself.Or you can ask Shengjian Bao, you can ask him why he likes to be close to and please human beings.This is his nature. It is cruel behavior for you not to let him approach you and please you.
Xu Luojia didn't speak, and touched the head of the fried bun, expressionless.
Fu Sinian persuaded Luo Jia again: You go for an operation.
However, Luo Jia didn't let go until he finally returned home with the fried buns, just playing with the fried buns all the way, and Fu Sinian pushed him, but he just nodded casually.
Around eleven o'clock, Fu Sinian entered the master room with hot milk in his hand, and knocked on the door, but no one answered.
Fu Sinian's heart tightened, he unscrewed the handle, and walked in. It turned out that he was taking a bath, the light was on in the bathroom, and there was the sound of taking a bath.
Fu Sinian felt relieved, and put the milk cup on the bedside table, just as the screen of Luo Jia's phone was on.
Fu Sinian's eyes darkened, he glanced at the door of the bathroom, and then picked up his mobile phone to check without any psychological burden.
As soon as he opened WeChat, he saw the unlucky Wen Yifan.
Fu Sinian clicked in, and the more he looked, the more indifferent his expression became. He tightly pinched the edge of the phone with his fingers, gritted his teeth, and continued to check.
Wen Yifan also sent Luo Jia to the hospital.
However, Xu Luojia agreed immediately.
Fu Sinian's hand holding the phone trembled a little, and he forced himself to take a deep breath to restrain himself.The expression on his face was always as dark as the wind and rain, and his eyes were deep.
Xu Luojia didn't take much of what he said, but Wen Yifan sent him a message asking him to go, and Xu Luojia agreed.
Fu Sinian put Xu Luojia's cell phone back to its original position, staring at the bathroom door, as if he wanted to punch through the glass door.
He's forcing himself to feel happy.
It's a good thing that Luo Jia went for surgery.Don't feel wronged, twisted, jealous, and sad.
The doctors who performed the preoperative examination, including electrocardiogram, chest X-ray, and blood test, all looked at each other in blank dismay.
Fu Sinian didn't go to work today, so he didn't wear a suit. He was wearing a dark blue sweater, with broad shoulders and long legs. With a cold face, he folded his hands and leaned against the clean white wall.
Fu Sinian occasionally raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, his brows became more and more wrinkled.
There was a doctor with a rather immature face, but his expression was not impatient. He just held a spring pen in his hand and kept pressing it.
Fu Sinian glanced at the doctor lightly.
The little doctor immediately became honest, stuffed the pen into his pocket, lowered his head, and stood quietly.
During this period, sister Chu kept calling Xu Luojia, but no one answered.
When the mechanical female voice came again, Fu Sinian said, "Don't fight, I'll go find him."
Then he picked up the car keys and mobile phone, drove the car fast, and went to dig Xu Luojia to the hospital.
The villa in the Lake District was originally Fu Sinian's house, and the password was set as Xu Luojia's birthday. After entering the number with a few beeps, the door popped open with a "click".
Fu Sinian opened the door and walked in.The room was quiet, it was already around twelve o'clock in the noon, Xu Luojia had never slept so late.
He unconsciously twitched his brows, and a look of uneasiness flashed across his face. He walked up the stairs with long legs and went straight to the master bedroom on the third floor.
Standing in front of the white door, Fu Sinian put his hand on the doorknob, tapped his fingers, held his breath, and opened the door.
As the door slowly moved back, Fu Sinian suddenly breathed a sigh of relief when he saw a large lump on the bed that was rising and falling slightly.
Fu Sinian walked over with light steps, stood by the bed for two seconds, and finally opened the curtains silently, and outside was the vast and peaceful lake view, with the bright sun at noon resting on the lake, sparkling.
Maybe it was the strong sunlight from outside the window, Xu Luojia subconsciously felt it on the bed, moved a bit, pulled the quilt a little higher, and fell asleep peacefully again.
Fu Sinian stood by the window, waited quietly for a while, finally went to the bed, pushed the quilt, and whispered: "Get up."
The arched quilt was motionless and silent.
Fu Sinian pushed again, but there was still no response.
He had no choice but to tear off the quilt with his fingers, and said a little forcefully: "Get up soon, you promised to go to the hospital, are you kidding me?"
Fu Sinian pulled down the quilt, only to realize that Xu Luojia was not pretending to be sleeping, but was really sleeping, with a cell phone buckled upside down by his neck.
Fu Sinian narrowed his eyes and looked carefully. Luo Jia's clothes hadn't been changed, and his eyes were even more swollen. He probably hid under the quilt for a long time last night like masochistic looking.
At the end, I fell asleep crying.
Covered in the quilt all the time, even in winter, his face was slightly damp with sweat, and his bangs were sticking to his forehead.The whole person was arched to sleep, his face was buried deep in the quilt, looking a little pitiful.
Fu Sinian was silent for a while, took the phone away, and woke up Xu Luojia.
Luo Jia opened his eyes slightly, his eyes were confused for a while, when he saw Fu Sinian, he blinked his eyes for a few seconds to react, habitually wanted to speak, but found himself unable to speak.
His expression instantly became very depressed, and he sat up, hugging the quilt.
Fu Sinian took the tissue from the bedside and patted him directly on the forehead, and said, "Didn't you agree to go to the hospital today? Get up, wash and change clothes, and I'll ask someone to buy breakfast."
Luo Jia shook her head like a goose, sitting on the bed, motionless.
Fu Sinian said, "Don't you want to go?"
Luo Jia nodded, pointing at the phone.
Fu Sinian picked up Luo Jia's hand and patted it on his forehead, meaning to let him wipe off his sweat, then turned around to get the phone and handed it to him.
When Xu Luojia pressed the button, the phone didn't respond, and the screen was completely black, reflecting his own face.
He pressed and held for a while, only to find that the battery was out.
Suddenly, Xu Luojia felt great frustration and frustration, put the phone aside, and sat on the bed like a moldy mushroom, with a very gloomy expression.
Without a mobile phone, it is impossible to even send messages.As said on the Internet, he really became dumb.
He couldn't help it last night and kept reading the messages on the Internet.After a night of fermentation, his black scale has become Xu Dumb.
A person who sings, "dumb" has become the biggest keyword of the square.
Xu Luojia didn't even know how he had the face to live in the world.
At this time, Fu Sinian took out a mosaic pen and white paper from his back, spread them out, handed them to Xu Luojia, and said:
"Do you want to say something, write it on it."
Xu Luojia lowered his head, took the pen and paper, only to realize that his fingers were a little stiff because of sleeping for too long.
He spread his palm, took the pen and paper awkwardly, and wrote slightly on the paper:
How did you come?I will go to the hospital, but I am not in a hurry. I checked the Internet last night, and my throat is so injured that there is basically no possibility of it getting back to the same level, and I can't go back to the stage.
Fu Sinian stood by the bed, his tone was a little cold, and he asked, "You don't want to go to the hospital even if you search the Internet?"
Luo Jia bowed her head and wrote: I don't know how to go out, please let me stay here quietly for a while.
He didn't know how to go out, which meant that he didn't seem to have any reason to go out.
Seeing Luo Jia's gloomy face, Fu Sinian didn't have the will to persevere even if he was bound to the hospital.
So, he stopped forcing him for the time being, nodded and said, "That's good. I'll get you lunch."
Luo Jia didn't have much strength, she just woke up, but felt extremely tired, she lowered her eyes, pulled up the quilt, and fell down on the bed straight, with her back to Fu Sinian, as if she was going to sleep again.
Fu Sinian took a deep look at him, then stood up and went downstairs.
Xu Luojia was lying on the bed the whole time, closing her eyes, trying to force herself to sleep without thinking about anything.
But after hesitating for a long time, after a while, he got up and charged his phone.
Half an hour later, Fu Sinian returned downstairs to the villa with the vegetables in his hand, and missed the delivery service.
He turned his head to look at the back of the property uniform, and walked quickly to the gate of the courtyard, which was empty and there was no sign of the courier.
Luo Jia signed for it?
Fu Sinian raised his head inadvertently, and saw a person standing on the balcony on the third floor.
With a thin figure and slender ankles, he stood on the edge of the balcony on the third floor, unable to see his expression clearly.
It seems that the body is as thin as a paper wing, fluttering in the wind.
Even though the wind and rain at the height of the 26th floor couldn't move him, the third floor was only a soft grassland below, but Fu Sinian still felt a tingle in his heart, and all the things in his hands fell to the ground.
He raised his head, his sharp jaw line crossed the edge of the sun, and said coldly: "Xu Luojia, what are you doing?! You go back."
Luo Jia lowered her head, and looked at Fu Sinian from afar from the balcony on the third floor.
Fu Sinian remained motionless, staring straight at him with oppressive and tough eyes.Finally, like an obedient puppet, Luo Jia let go of the balcony railing, turned around, and approached the room.
Fu Sinian was obviously a little angry. He carried the vegetables and went home quickly. He went up to the third floor and just opened the door when he saw crystal shards all over the floor, smashed to pieces.
It can be seen that it is a trophy, and Xu Luojia's name and "Best Singer" are engraved in English on the square base.
Fu Sinian remembered that this award was just sent from abroad, and it was quite famous. Due to work arrangements, Luo Jia was unable to go to the award ceremony abroad in person, so the organizer sent the trophy over for convenience.
It should be during the time when he went out to buy vegetables, Luo Jia received the express, opened it, and broke the trophy.
Fu Sinian's anger subsided in an instant, leaving only distress and powerlessness.
He didn't follow what Luojia mentioned just now. He just went downstairs, put the dishes in the kitchen, and then went back upstairs to sweep up the crystal scum all over the floor. He picked up the big base and hid it secretly.
Then without saying a word, she went back to the master bedroom, sat on the carpet beside the bed, and quietly accompanied Luo Jia.
Luo Jiameng was under the quilt, and the sound of sobbing came from the gap in the quilt.
At the lowest point, after becoming dumb, the former glory was handed over, no matter how you looked at it, it seemed like irony.
Xu Luojia closed his eyes, smashed the trophy, and felt regret after smashing it.After all, since then, he has no chance to win the trophy again.
When Fu Sinian thought of Luo Jia that day, he felt lingering fear, as if he was about to go to a dead end.
For the next few days, Fu Sinian didn't go to work in the company, and brought the fried buns to the villa. He also lived in the guest room of the villa, and his work was done in the study.
Xu Luojia has no objection, he sleeps in the dark every day, except for eating, the rest of the time his eyes are closed, as if he is going to sleep until the day he dies.
Fu Sinian was distressed and felt that this could not go on like this, so one night, he put a leash on the pan fried bun, dug Xu Luojia out of the bed, and said:
"I have work to do, can you help me take the pan-fried buns out to play, okay?"
Xu Luojia was not strong enough for Fu Sinian, so he dragged him to the entrance, and he shook his head weakly.
Fu Sinian said: "The pan fried bun will go to the bathroom when it's time, you have the heart to watch it simmer? Hmm?"
Shengjianbao bounced around the entrance, looking at Xu Luojia eagerly, wagging its tail happily.
After so many days, Luo Jia has actually gradually accepted the reality, leaving nothing but numbness.
Looking at the pan-fried buns in front of him, he regained a bit of strength, he couldn't bear it, and knew that Fu Sinian was really busy with work, Fu Sinian thought he didn't know, but he actually knew.
Fu Sinian didn't work during the day, he was sleeping, and Fu Sinian would quietly accompany him, or read a book, and asked him to get up to eat, drink water, eat fruit, and drag him to watch a movie.
In the evening, he went to work in the study.
Xu Luojia knew it all, but he didn't want to care about it, he didn't have the energy, and he didn't want to do anything.
Now that Shengjianbao looked at it pitifully, he could only sigh and nod.
Shengjianbao is not afraid of strangers at all, it knew it was going to go out to play when it was put on the leash, it bounced around Luo Jia and Fu Sinian's calves, whistling with excitement.
Seeing Sheng Jian Bao being so happy, Luo Jia didn't know what to think of, smiled, squatted down, touched Sheng Jian Bao's head, and then bowed down to put on his shoes.
Fu Sinian packed the paper towel bag, small kettle, disinfectant, and toys in a small schoolbag and handed them to Luo Jia.
Luo Jia took the schoolbag and nodded, but her eyes were still glued to the fried bun.
Fu Sinian warned: "Don't go too far, there is a pavilion next to the lake where you can rest when you're tired. I'll go find you after I finish work."
It is agreed that the work is over, but in fact the work can be moved to the study after Luo Jia goes to bed, he just wants Luo Jia to go out for a walk.
He couldn't call Xu Luojia anymore, so he had to move out the pan fried buns again, which worked with difficulty, and finally went out.
Fu Sinian originally wanted to wait for the two of them to go out for 10 or [-] minutes before going out, so as not to appear too deliberate, but he couldn't sit still at home alone.
Xu Luojia couldn't speak. There might be an accident in the dark outside.
When the time had just passed two digits, Fu Sinian took his phone and keys and went out.
I found Xu Luojia by the lake. He was sitting on the lawn, playing a game of throwing a ball with Shengjian Bao.
Fu Sinian walked over and sat on the grass, side by side with Luo Jia.
Sheng Jian Bao bit the ball, excitedly rushed towards Fu Sinian, and spit the ball to Fu Sinian.
Fu Sinian took it with a smile, wiped off the grass clippings, and threw it into the distance.Then he turned to look at Luo Jia.
There are glazed lamps around the lake, and the dim light falls on Luo Jia's face, making him look less pale, with a soft light shining from the tip of his nose and the corners of his eyes.
Surrounded by the smell of grass, with a little earthy smell.Luo Jia was lowering her head, picking at the small yellow flowers on the grass, with a very focused expression.
Suddenly, Luo Jia put down the flowers in her hand, took out a notebook and a ballpoint pen from her pocket, and wrote on it:
Thank you.You go back to work tomorrow.Is it okay not to go to the company?
Fu Sinian was silent for a while, took the pad, and wrote on it: It's nothing, I spent so much money to invite them, not to let them eat.
Anyway, you should go back.
And you.
I?I'll take a break for a while, and when Wen Yifan comes back, I'll have surgery and terminate the contract.He's not doing charity, so he can't raise a mute.
After Luo Jia finished writing, a self-deprecating smile appeared on his face.
The corners of Fu Sinian's eyes were tense, and he took the note pad, his handwriting was a little messed up: By now, are you still worried about Wen Yifan?
Well, there's nothing else to think about.
What about yourself?And me?
Luo Jia stared at the two questions on the note pad, pursed her lips, thought for a long time, finally bowed her head, and wrote on the note pad:
I?I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet, maybe I can walk around, stop when I'm tired, do some business, sometimes meet with friends, stay with my parents, and then I'll be like this for the rest of my life.
Luo Jia finished writing and handed it to Fu Sinian to read.
Fu Sinian didn't take it for a long time. He stared at the large paragraph on the pad, firmly believing that Luo Jia hadn't finished writing it, because——
He didn't have himself in his life plan at all.
The notepad paused in the air for a long time, but Luo Jia did not take it back.
Fu Sinian finally conceded defeat, took it, turned a page, and asked persistently: What about me?
You, you still have a lot of things to do, Fu family, and, you can't get divorced and never get married again.
Fu Sinian laughed angrily, nodded, and wrote on the paper: Well, your plan went well, thank you.
But it wasn't what he wanted.
Luo Jia smiled and continued to write: Because your life is very happy, sometimes I envy you.On the contrary, I lived a very failed life. For the first half of my life, what I pursued was nothing. In the second half of my life, I just had a goal and then stopped abruptly, leaving nothing.It seemed as if I tried hard to get something, something would just leave me.Maybe I did a lot of wrong things in my previous life, so I am so unlucky in this life.
Fu Sinian wrote: Am I not sitting here?
Xu Luojia shook his head, took the pen and paper, and wrote with a little ease:
You shouldn't be sitting here, you should be working at the Fu Building, or dating someone else.In short, the two of us sitting here are wrong.
After reading this, Fu Sinian's mood was indescribably complicated.Xu Luojia not only denied their past, saying that his love for him was nothing but rebellion, but a habit, but also denied their future, saying that they would have no intersection in the future, and kicked himself out of his life completely.
Fu Sinian couldn't help but write: The life you planned just now is very good, but that's not what I planned.I just want to be with you.
I will only drag you down, you are an excellent businessman, you won't be so confused.After Xu Luojia finished writing, he handed the pen and paper to Fu Sinian, and the pan fried bun lay beside his lap, panting.
Xu Luojia took out the kettle from his schoolbag, poured some water for it to drink, and put the scattered flowers on the head of the fried bun.
Fu Sinian continued to write on the sticky notes, his handwriting was sharp and urgent:
In the end who is cruel and who is cruel, I want you to understand that the things you chased in the first half of your life are not fake, and I will arrange for you what you want in the second half of your life.
why.
Fu Sinian is not very good at speaking, but he is very good at written communication. He writes fast, and quickly wrote a large version:
Just treat me as having a disturbed conscience and let me do something to redeem myself.Or you can ask Shengjian Bao, you can ask him why he likes to be close to and please human beings.This is his nature. It is cruel behavior for you not to let him approach you and please you.
Xu Luojia didn't speak, and touched the head of the fried bun, expressionless.
Fu Sinian persuaded Luo Jia again: You go for an operation.
However, Luo Jia didn't let go until he finally returned home with the fried buns, just playing with the fried buns all the way, and Fu Sinian pushed him, but he just nodded casually.
Around eleven o'clock, Fu Sinian entered the master room with hot milk in his hand, and knocked on the door, but no one answered.
Fu Sinian's heart tightened, he unscrewed the handle, and walked in. It turned out that he was taking a bath, the light was on in the bathroom, and there was the sound of taking a bath.
Fu Sinian felt relieved, and put the milk cup on the bedside table, just as the screen of Luo Jia's phone was on.
Fu Sinian's eyes darkened, he glanced at the door of the bathroom, and then picked up his mobile phone to check without any psychological burden.
As soon as he opened WeChat, he saw the unlucky Wen Yifan.
Fu Sinian clicked in, and the more he looked, the more indifferent his expression became. He tightly pinched the edge of the phone with his fingers, gritted his teeth, and continued to check.
Wen Yifan also sent Luo Jia to the hospital.
However, Xu Luojia agreed immediately.
Fu Sinian's hand holding the phone trembled a little, and he forced himself to take a deep breath to restrain himself.The expression on his face was always as dark as the wind and rain, and his eyes were deep.
Xu Luojia didn't take much of what he said, but Wen Yifan sent him a message asking him to go, and Xu Luojia agreed.
Fu Sinian put Xu Luojia's cell phone back to its original position, staring at the bathroom door, as if he wanted to punch through the glass door.
He's forcing himself to feel happy.
It's a good thing that Luo Jia went for surgery.Don't feel wronged, twisted, jealous, and sad.
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