dare to love

"..."

The air seemed to freeze.

Although Su Shikang refused her in a low voice and gave her enough face, his reaction was not deceiving. Xia You's face was as pale as smoke, ugly.

Su Shikang said he has someone he likes, who is it?University classmate?It's only been two years, did he walk into his heart so easily?

Who do you like?

Who can be so lucky to be liked by him?

Before the phone was hung up, tears fell down uncontrollably. She wanted to adjust her emotions, but her hands were shaking, and so were the words she spoke.

"I... I want to know who you like? Can you tell me?"

"?" Chen Wei heard Xia You's liking.

Su Shikang has someone he likes? !

He actually has someone he likes?He is so busy, how does he have time to like others? ? ?

Damn, you don't even have time to call and text him, but do you have time to like someone?

Chen Wei felt that he was not very comfortable, his heart was occupied by an emotion called jealousy, and he didn't understand what was wrong with him.

Su Shikang was silent on the phone for a long time, probably also considering whether to tell her.

"Xia You..." Su Shikang said: "You know that these things are not good for you. In the three years of high school, the two of us met too little. I don't know you at all. How can you ask me to promise you now? Besides, I In this school, there are very few opportunities to touch a mobile phone, even if we are together, I can't accompany you..."

Su Shikang felt it was a pity during Xia You's five years, but he didn't like her, so he couldn't agree to her because of those five years.

I didn't understand it before, let alone now after breaking up, he will only be busier after choosing this path, and who will be responsible for her after we are together?

Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, he can only make Xia You forget those five years.

There will always be someone who will love her passionately. If Xia You loves her so much, she should meet someone better.

"Su Shikang, you...can you stop saying some words of rejection so gently..."

She couldn't bear it anymore, tears and snot came out together, Lu Xiaoting couldn't stand it anymore, and handed her a tissue.

After all, it was five years, it would be better to cry out.

"Do you know that I always remember the wild lily you gave me at the sports meeting!"

There are so many wild lilies in the school, and they bloom all over the mountain. They gather together and form a bunch to look good. Su Shikang only gave her one, and that one was very monotonous. She didn't add other bouquets, so she went home She only kept it in a bottle, and she bought effervescent tablets specially, hoping that the flowering period would be longer, and eventually withered, so she carefully sandwiched it in a textbook as a specimen.

Her careful cultivation of a wild flower that can be seen everywhere is very similar to the feelings that have been carefully hidden for many years.

In the end, no matter how carefully I took care of it, the flowers still withered, and this relationship was ultimately fruitless.

The phone call can no longer last, and if I continue talking, I will only be more embarrassed.

"You tell me one last question, okay?"

"You said."

"You don't need to say who it is, you tell me that person, do I know him or not?"

Speaking of which, Xia You just wanted to ascertain when Su Shikang fell in love with that person. She felt that she must have met him after he went to college, and he had hardly been close to any girls in his three years of high school.

But Su Shikang said: "You know each other, and we have known each other for a long time."

"..."

"Xia You, thank you for those five years."

Su Shikang hung up the phone.

Xia You was stunned. She was numb from head to toe as she listened to the mechanical beeping sound in the receiver. She couldn't feel the blood boiling on her body.

Did Su Shikang fall in love with that person since high school?

If I knew she should have confessed vigorously, the first time I met him, at the banquet after graduation, at the moment when I gave her Wild Lily...

It cannot be delayed for five years.

As soon as the words hidden in the bottom of my heart are spoken, the whole inner emotions should be released.

Xia You threw down her cell phone, lay on the table and cried bitterly, Lu Xiaoting frowned, and patted her on the back distressedly.

"Just say it, don't be too sad..."

Chen Wei sat across from her and watched her cry, and his expression was not very good-looking.

He only heard Xia You say that he liked him, so he only knew that Su Shikang had someone he liked, but he didn't know that Xia You knew the person Su Shikang liked.

When Xia You was tired from crying, she began to drink herself.

After all, she is the best friend of Xie Hengdong's girlfriend, so Xie Hengdong also sat down to comfort her: "Did Shikang reject you?"

Xia You nodded.

"He's too busy, he probably doesn't have time to fall in love, how about I talk to him someday?"

"No." Xia You said, "He already has someone he likes."

"Shi Kang really said that?"

"Ah."

"No, Shikang never liked anyone in high school, he is so busy in university, he won't..."

"Hengdong." Chen Wei interrupted him suddenly, "It's not like you don't know that Shikang is stubborn. He can only chat with us now, and if he really doesn't like Xia You, he will be blind to his good years. He How can you be responsible to others in this situation now!"

"..."

In fact, Chen Wei is right, Xie Hengdong wants someone to accompany Su Shikang, but he is too busy now, encouraging Xia You is irresponsible to Xia You, who knows if Su Shikang said casually just to reject her What about?

"Chen Wei, you..."

Rui Qiang also came over and whispered: "Yes, Heng Dong, you are too anxious, Shi Kang is not in a hurry, why are you in a hurry?"

"It's not Chen Wei, I want to say you..."

"Hey, I said Chen Gou, what's wrong with you, why do you have a red rash?"

"It's okay." Chen Wei waved his hands, disapproving.

He is allergic to alcohol, can he get rid of rashes?He doesn't drink well, and today he drank high-strength alcohol, and he is obviously drunk.

Everyone present was already drunk, except for Xie Hengdong and Lu Xiaoting, He Lexuan even lay down on the table, sat down dazedly and hugged Xia You's neck.

"What's a broken relationship? There's nothing that a glass of wine can't solve. When you're drunk, you forget everything. My sister is with you." He Lexuan also started talking nonsense, "It's really impossible, my sister is responsible for you hahahahahaha..."

The private room smelled of alcohol, Rui Qiang smoked in the second half, his blonde girlfriend was very quiet, and when he was tired from playing, he lay in the beauty's arms to rest.

He took out a cigarette and threw it to Chen Wei: "Smoking, Chen dog."

"..." Chen Wei wanted to wave his hand, saying no as usual.

But he hesitated for a while, and picked up the cigarette on the table.

He stood up and said, "Thanks."

"Where are you going?" Xie Hengdong asked him.

"Go home, I'm tired today."

"When did you smoke? I remember..."

"People are going to change."

Chen Wei smiled, and stuck Xie Hengdong's words "I remember you hate the smell of cigarettes" in his throat.

He suddenly discovered that with the passage of time and the continuous growth of people, what he hated before can be accepted, and what he liked before can also be disliked.

Just like how he treated Xie Hengdong, it was only three years.

He actually let go earlier than he expected.

Chen Wei took out the key from his pocket and put it on the table: "There is a villa in the Pengcheng River New District. The house is big enough for you to sleep for a night. I will send the address information to Hengdong. If you have enough fun, go there." Let's rest."

"then you……"

"I have a place to go."

Since Chen Wei went to college, his family prepared a house and a car for him. He seldom interacts with people. His roommates go to the library when they are on vacation. He often goes there too, but when he returns home during the winter and summer vacations, he becomes obsessed with motorcycles. , like pack a racetrack race car.

"gone."

Chen Wei opened the door and went out, the summer night breeze blew over, messing up the hair on his forehead.

He walked to the parking lot, leaned on the car and lit the cigarette Rui Qiang gave him.

bang——

DAVIDOFF from Switzerland has a thick but not punchy taste. Chen Wei inevitably choked on the first sip.

In fact, in this era, life is stressful, and there are very few boys who do not smoke at the age of 20.

Chen Wei felt that he was living a good life, lacking everything, and didn't need to worry about anything, and he hated the smell of cigarettes so much, why did he stand alone in the parking lot on this quiet summer night to smoke this cigarette.

In the empty basement, it was so late again, it seemed very quiet, this summer night no longer had the chirping of cicadas that I heard in the midsummer night two years ago.

Chen Wei suddenly felt lonely.

He was so lonely that he felt that Su Shikang should also be with him, but it happened that they hadn't seen each other for two years.

Two years, what concept?

Chen Wei is very smart, he can learn everything quickly, so it doesn't take long to grope for such a cigarette. He is thinking about things, and he has already smoked more than half of the cigarette.

He also thought of how Su Shikang was holding a cigarette like this when he first met him five years ago, smoking calmly in front of him.

He was only 15 years old then.

The cigarette had burned to his fingertips, and Chen Wei was woken up. He threw away the cigarette butt, stamped it out, and threw it into a trash can not far away.

Because he couldn't drive after drinking alcohol, he hired a substitute driver.

The driver looked at him in the rearview mirror and found that his face was very red, and he knew at a glance that the young man drank too much because of a broken relationship.

"Handsome guy, don't you know that you are allergic to alcohol?"

Chen Wei glanced at him through the mirror: "I know."

"Then you still drink? Are you going to be sent to the hospital?"

"Need not."

"You look like you are broken in love, right? In fact, it's normal for a broken lover to be careful in everything. Let me tell you that my son..."

The driver, Balabala, talked a lot like an old father. Chen Wei had a severe headache and leaned on the cushion with his eyes closed.

It's not that he's broken in love, it's just because he's uncomfortable, how did the driver see that he was broken in love?

After returning home, he took a hot bath, felt sober after the bath, and went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes.

His heart was very hot, and his heart was also very chaotic. Complicated emotions were intertwined in his heart, making his heart restless for a moment.

He could only sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and smoke one after another. He tasted the forbidden fruit for the first time tonight, could he be addicted?

My mind is so chaotic, my mind is full of all kinds of summers two years ago, the creaking electric fan, the melon field in the midsummer night, the Shenzhou Lake with the same color of water and sky...

"Su Shikang..."

It stands to reason that it has been two years, and some things he experienced should be forgotten, but why does this matter have to be played out in his mind over and over again?

At that time, Chen Wei didn't know that there was a kind of feeling that when we were together, the clouds were calm and the wind was breezy, and it grew quietly after we parted.

He picked up his cell phone and dialed the number under the influence of alcohol.

Xia You was already connected, so there was no way he couldn't get through.

Chen Wei lit another cigarette and smoked like drinking poison to quench his thirst.

About ten seconds later, the phone got through at such a late hour.

"Chen Wei."

"Cough cough cough—" Chen Wei was choked by the smoke, and then pretended to call calmly: "Su Shikang?"

"Ah."

"Brother isn't looking for you, so you don't plan to look for brother, right? You answer the phone call from the little girl very quickly."

"Are you playing games too?"

"No." Chen Wei looked at the night sky outside the window, "I'm home, but I heard everything you said."

"..."

"Su Shikang, why didn't you tell me, it's too pitiful for the three of us to leave me alone?"

When he said this, he had a joking tone, because he was a little exaggerated because of the alcohol.

"you've been drinking?"

"……Um."

"Forgot you were allergic to alcohol, didn't you?"

"I just drank a little." Chen Wei said in a low tone, "I feel a little confused."

"Su Shikang..."

"Chen Wei, you..."

"..."

Both of them paused, obviously they were talking together just now, but after the pause, no one spoke again.

Chen Wei wanted to ask Su Shikang who he liked, but later he didn't dare to ask.He is a big man, why did he suddenly like to gossip?

So he could only say nonchalantly: "I just think you're going too far. You haven't talked to your buddies for such a long time. Are you planning to have brothers like me and Xie Hengdong?"

"Where is it?"

"Still saying no? You answered Xia You's phone quite quickly..."

"You really..." Su Shikang laughed angrily on the phone, "Didn't I also answer your call?"

"The speed is slow..."

"Why do you grow up and become more childish?"

"..."

"Chen Wei, not only have I not contacted you or Hengdong in the past two years, but I have rarely contacted my grandma. In fact, most of the time I don't have my mobile phone with me. Sometimes I have to hurry up and call my grandma when I have time.

Are you angry? "

"No." Chen Wei said: "I just think it's outrageous."

After one or two years, we often lose contact.

"By the way, you can go back to my house and ride that bicycle away when you have time. The lake will be filled during the winter vacation, and the demolition will probably be in the first half of next year. You can take a look at Shenzhou Lake again."

"So fast?"

"Where is it going?" Su Shikang said, "Think about how many years have passed since the summer vacation when we finished our freshman year, and now we are almost in our junior year?"

"……Too."

Finally, the two finished chatting, and Su Shikang told him: "The bicycle is parked in the tool room, and there are things I want to give you."