dare to love

In the morning when Su Shikang left, there was a traffic jam on Chenwei Road, because his home was in the city center, where there were many cars and high buildings, and it was the rush hour for commuting.

Chen Wei looked at the time of 8:39 on his phone, and hated himself why he didn't count on this and didn't go out half an hour earlier.

Damn it, you can't miss Su Shikang, right?

He made an appointment with Xie Hengdong to go to Su Shikang's house to find him, but now he probably doesn't have time to go to his house.

They have a WeChat group called Three Sisters.

Xie Hengdong asked him in the group: "Where are you, Shi Kang and I went out."

Chen Wei replied, "It's early, and I'm still on Yanghu Street in Xincheng District."

"Uncle Yu, can you drive faster?"

"Weiwei..." Uncle Yu looked at the long red light in front of him, and said helplessly, "Uncle Yu can't help it, look at the front, there is a dilemma..."

Uncle Yu is his father's personal assistant.

"never mind."

Chen Wei didn't make things difficult for him, he lowered his head and began to fiddle with his mobile phone, this place is close to the subway station.

"Wait for me at the subway station, I'll be right there."

Chen Wei turned off the phone: "Uncle Yu, let me come down and run over by myself!"

Uncle Yu was shocked: "How can I let you run over?"

"..."

"Xiao Wei..."

Chen Wei has already got off the car.

He ran all the way there, but time passed faster than he imagined. Chen Wei didn't know how he felt now. When he thought that he would not see Su Shikang if he was later, he subconsciously ran as hard as he could. He didn't come up and didn't want to stop. Fortunately, he didn't slack off during this time, and his physical strength has improved.

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Xie Hengdong on the other side saw that Chen Wei hadn't responded to messages for a long time, and he didn't know where he was, so he frowned: "Why haven't you come yet?"

"It should be because the road is too congested." Su Shikang said, "Don't rush him, it doesn't matter if he can't make it."

"..." Xie Hengdong thought about it, and put down the phone.

He accompanied Su Shikang into the station.

The subway here goes directly to the train station, so it stands to reason that after Xie Hengdong and Chen Wei sent him off, he could take the opposite line to go back.

The subway came, but Su Shikang didn't get on.

"Wait for the next shift."

Xie Hengdong also didn't want him to leave immediately.

"Ah."

Xie Hengdong was actually very sad. He felt that he was selfish. After the college entrance examination, he agreed to Lu Xiaoting, and then stayed with her for the whole summer vacation. He didn't even have a day for the two brothers. Now that Su Shikang is gone, Only then did he realize that even meeting him in the future was something to be said for later.

Of course he knew how strict the university Su Shikang went to was, and he also knew that it would not be easy to meet each other even during the winter and summer vacations.

In addition, the county will be demolished, so Su Shikang may not stay in Pengchenghe in the future.

"What's the matter Hengdong?" Su Shikang saw that his expression was not right, so he sat on the suitcase and teased him as before, "Now I can't bear to part with my brother?"

Xie Hengdong said bluntly: "I really don't want to part with it."

"Then did you think about your brother when you were bent over in the arms of the beauty these two months?"

"Fuck you!"

"Hahahaha, look at you..."

"I thought you would go to Yangmei." Xie Hengdong interrupted him suddenly.

"..."

Su Shikang just made fun of him with a frozen expression on his face.

"After all, you are so good at drawing and so talented. When you were in junior high school, your teacher praised you and said that if you don't like studying, you can go to the Academy of Fine Arts and you will definitely achieve something."

"In the end you went to Changsha, and..." Xie Hengdong expressed all the sourness in his heart, "And when your house is demolished, have you thought about where to go? Shikang, I don't know why, I think this is not... We will then……"

He wanted to say goodbye, so the three of us broke up.

And the relationship between him and Chen Wei is so delicate now.

"What are you thinking about?" Su Shikang patted his face subconsciously, "No matter where I go, you and Chen Wei are still my good buddies, and that won't change."

"But……"

Xie Hengdong thought: Forget it, the matter has been settled, everyone has their own way to go, Su Shikang is a person who likes freedom, his hobbies and ideals can never be trapped in one thing.

But he just felt that after parting with Su Shikang, it would not be easy to meet again.

"Hengdong."

In the end, Su Shikang interrupted his thoughts, and he said lightly: "Actually, if it wasn't for my grandma, I would have joined the army. You have had a hard time since you were a child, so you have a sense of dependence on me, which you don't feel. ?"

"Look now you have such a happy family, and such a powerful and beautiful girlfriend who is devoted to you, you should live a good life. You are not like me, I have no worries, everything you do is For yourself, your parents, and your future family. But I am different, I do all this for my grandma."

"Being a soldier is my dream, but I can't go now, I can always go to the university I want."

The subway is about to arrive, Su Shikang can't wait any longer.

As usual, he stroked Xie Hengdong's hair like a big brother, "Let's go, I will find you when I come back..."

"Su Shikang—"

Su Shikang turned around and walked into the crowd, turned around and saw Chen Wei standing in the crowd, looking at him out of breath.

Just a few seconds late, the two of them were already separated by a vast crowd.

Su Shikang was a little concerned that he didn't come, but now that he appeared in front of him, and he was running towards him at first glance, his heart was filled with sweetness, and he smiled at Chen Wei.

He took off the hat he was wearing on his head, waved at Chen Wei, and yelled very chicly: "Let's go!"

"..."

Chen Wei opened his mouth, but before he could say anything, Su Shikang got on the subway.

The subway doors began to close, maybe he blamed himself for coming too late, for a moment Chen Wei suddenly wanted to rush in desperately and walk with Su Shikang.

The boy's figure was overwhelmed by the crowd, and he finally went to the distance he wanted to go.

Xie Hengdong walked up to him and patted his shoulder: "Shi Kang didn't blame you."

"Yeah." Chen Wei was still uncomfortable being alone with him, "I know."

"..."

Both of them were a little dry, and they didn't speak for a long time on the excuse of waiting for the subway.

After a while, Xie Hengdong asked, "When are you leaving?"

Chen Wei said: "At the end of the month, around the twentieth."

"I'm almost the same, will we make an appointment together then?"

"can."

The subway came, and the two got on the train.

Chen Wei spent a summer vacation with Su Shikang, and now he seems to have forgotten how he got along with Xie Hengdong in high school, and he feels uncomfortable even saying a word.

But there was only one seat in the subway, so he still let Xie Hengdong sit in a very gentlemanly manner.

Xie Hengdong didn't argue with him, and sat straight over. In this matter, he suddenly found the shadow of Chen Wei who had been wholeheartedly treating him well.

Chen Wei stood in front of him, looking at various star advertisements pasted on the railway wall outside.

Xie Hengdong looked at him. From Chen Wei's indifferent eyes and the polite distance he deliberately kept, he could see how badly he had hurt him.

"Let's have dinner together, in the new block."

Chen Wei looked down at him: "Do you want to eat with me alone?"

"Well, it's not an appointment..."

"Where's your girlfriend?"

"At home!" Xie Hengdong began to feel that he was an idiot again, "Why do you all think that I am tired of Xiaoting during the summer vacation?"

"Is not it?"

Chen Wei thought to himself, laughing at Ting, the shout is really kind.

Xie Hengdong was speechless: "You have to go today, or you have to go if you don't, it's just the two of us."

Chen Wei nodded: "OK!"

The two went to a Hong Kong-style refreshment shop, which was picked by Xie Hengdong, and Chen Wei didn't like spicy food, so he found a sweet shop.

The two found a seat by the window and sat down.

Xie Hengdong had been in love with him for two years anyway, and he knew what he liked to eat and what he didn't like, so he didn't need to ask, and ordered a set meal that Chen Wei liked.

The weather was hot, Chen Wei took two sips of herbal tea.

Xie Hengdong sat opposite and asked him: "Chen Wei, how do you feel about me now, do you hate me?"

"..."

Chen Wei looked out of the window, and he didn't know what kind of complicated feelings he had for Xie Hengdong now. He liked Xie Hengdong for three years, and he treated him well for three years. To be honest, he felt that Xie Hengdong was so straightforward. What a jerk.

To this day, he is still very angry.

Angry that Xie Hengdong doesn't pay attention to his feelings, angry that Xie Hengdong can't see his sincerity, and doesn't understand that he once really wanted to fall in love with him and spend the rest of his life with him.

Xie Heng said: "I thought you were the same as me."

"What's the same?"

"Actually, the relationship when you were young was not very long-term. I thought you never thought about going on with me. But Shi Kang told me that day, he told me that you really liked me, and the purpose of falling in love with me was ..."

"Hengdong." Chen Wei looked at him with an unprecedentedly calm expression. In the past, he would only look like a child in front of Xie Hengdong, and he would always be a boy who would lie on his desk and make him laugh.

But now, Xie Hengdong saw growth, maturity, and relief after disappointment on his face.

"What's the use of saying this now? We've already separated. I've always looked away from how you treated me in the past. You said that the relationship when you were young was not long-term, but look, Lu Xiaoting chased after me. You have fulfilled your wish for three years, in fact, I admire her very much, she is such a good girl."

"..."

"You really shouldn't miss that kind of person. I'm a homosexual, and homosexuality is shameful. So I don't hate you, I forgive you..."

Three years is nothing to a homosexual.

Chen Wei thought he was lucky, at least Xie Hengdong didn't reject him back then, some of his kind would just stay in a corner where no one knew, hiding their thoughts, and the confession was never heard by the person he liked for the rest of his life.

But he can afford it and let it go, and when it's time to let go, he will be absolutely determined.

But Xie Hengdong felt uncomfortable when he heard him say that.

What a passionate person Chen Wei is, his existence itself is a light, how can he still say that he can't see the light?

"So give me a little time, let's be brothers again, Hengdong."

"...Mmm." Xie Hengdong stirred the coffee, which was already cold.

When the refreshments were served, Chen Wei was not polite to Xie Hengdong. He did consume a lot of energy while running, so he did what he usually did.

Xie Hengdong took a bite of the sweet cheese, and said to the other side: "Xiaoting went to a school with you."

"Ok?"

"She studies flight attendant."

"Oh! Want me to keep an eye on it for you?"

"No, where do you want to go?" Xie Hengdong asked, "What major did you apply for?"

Chen Wei didn't raise his head: "Aerospace."

"Engineering experimental class?"

"Ah."

Xie Hengdong nodded: "That's pretty good, then I can play with you when I go to Xiaoting."

"..." Chen Wei wondered what you were playing with your ex when you were looking for a girlfriend, but he still kept his mouth shut, "Yes."

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Good evening, everyone. Tonight, I will order a song "Horse City" by Mr. Mao Buyi. I wish you all a happy night! ! !