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After going to the hospital for an examination, it was discovered that Su Shikang had chronic gastritis and had eaten spicy food.

Su Shikang was lying on the bed, and Chen Wei accompanied him on an IV drip.

The effect of the potion was not so fast, and he was still in pain. Chen Wei looked at him closely, with a worried expression on his face.

"I'm sorry Su Shikang, I didn't know you had gastritis..."

Su Shikang shook his head: "It's okay."

"Does it still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

"..." Chen Wei got closer and found that his lips were white with pain.

Chen Wei felt that he was really nothing, and it was fine if he couldn't help him, but he actually sent someone to the hospital. He really couldn't do anything, and he was No. 1 in trouble.

"Am I very useless? I just want to...but I can't do anything well. Do you despise me now..."

Chen Weina thought for a moment, when Su Shikang recovered, he should go home.

Su Shikang saw the self-blame and struggle on his face, he finally smiled lightly, and then out of some mentality, he reached out and touched his soft hair, which made Chen Wei stunned.

"If I dislike you, can you still enter my house? I have kicked you out a long time ago."

He was sick and had little strength to speak, so his tone was unprecedentedly gentle.

In fact, after getting along for so many days, they treated each other differently. Su Shikang was already used to Chen Wei's sneering, no matter how much Chen Wei went too far, he suddenly felt that he could accept it.

Or maybe they have grown up a lot, they have learned to speak calmly, and they will not encounter any troubles like they used to.

After finishing the drip, Chen Wei accompanied Su Shikang home.

Because it is cold gastritis, the doctor prescribed Chinese patent medicine for one month.Su Shikang looked very manly and wild on the surface, but in fact his body was not that strong at all, he either had a cold body or gastritis.

He always has a wormwood smell that can't be washed off no matter how much he washes.

Chen Wei was worried about him, so he rolled onto Su Shikang's bed and covered him with a blanket. Su Shikang had already fallen into a light sleep, but was awakened by his movement.

He said angrily, "Do you want to heat me to death?"

The weather is more than 30 degrees, there is no air conditioner in the house, there is only a broken electric fan, maybe Chen Wei is mentally ill?

"The doctor said, you have cold gastritis, you should keep warm."

"...But I'm hot."

"Then you have to bear it. In winter, you will have to put a warm baby on your stomach and wear two more clothes..."

"..." Su Shikang listened to him in a daze, and gradually closed his eyes.

"Get up tomorrow morning and I will make porridge for you, no spicy food, you obediently take your medicine, and follow the doctor's advice to go to the hospital for a follow-up visit after taking the medicine..."

"You're fucking noisy!" Su Shikang slapped him gently, turned over and fell asleep.

"..." Chen Wei looked at his sleeping face and closed his mouth.Su Shikang's hair hung down on his forehead, and he raised his hand to gently brush it up for him.

He didn't go back to his bed, and fell asleep beside Su Shikang.

The cicadas were still singing outside the night, and Chen Wei had been busy for a long time, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. He didn't care to fiddle with his phone, and just slept beside Su Shikang in a daze. For a long time.

-

The next day Chen Wei got up early.

He was rarely so active, busy in the kitchen early in the morning.

Grandma Su called Kang Zi outside. She thought it was Su Shikang who was making breakfast in the kitchen, but when she entered the room, she found it was Chen Wei.

"Morning, grandma."

"Weiwei?" Grandma Su hurried over and took the bowls and chopsticks from him, "Why are you messing with it? Where's Kang Zi? It's outrageous..."

"Grandma is fine. I've already fixed it. Kang Zai is still sleeping in it. He was too tired yesterday."

"That can't be done either!"

"Grandma, sit down!" Chen Wei helped the old lady to sit on the chair, "I've been bothering you here all the time, and I'm too embarrassed. I cooked porridge, grandma, you can eat something."

Chen Wei didn't put any messy things this time, just simmered slowly, an ordinary bowl of porridge with only a little lard in it.

He was about to wake Su Shikang up when Su Shikang lifted the door curtain and came in.

"Grandma, I have to go out today, please let Weiwei stay at home with you."

"Going out again?" Grandma Su's expression was a little pity, "But yesterday your Grandma Wang gave me new vegetable seeds, and I plan to let you grow them with me!"

"Ah..." Su Shikang thought for a while, and said, "Then you just wait for me to come back, and I will be planted alone. You can rest at home!"

"..." Chen Wei wanted to ask him, is your stomach healed?Why are you running out again.

After breakfast, Su Shikang went to the tool room to pack his things, and Chen Wei shamelessly followed him in.

"You have to take me with you today, I want to see, where are you going all day?"

Su Shikang stood up: "Chen Wei, did you take the wrong medicine?"

"Did you take your medicine this morning?"

"have eaten."

"Does your stomach still hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

"Don't go if it doesn't hurt."

"..." Su Shikang picked up his tool bag and ignored him.

Chen Wei felt that he was outrageous, he was in such pain last night, and he still wanted to go out to work today, looking at his face, he didn't realize that the blood color hadn't recovered yet.

"Tsk!"

"No!"

"Chen Wei..." Su Shikang was speechless, "Will you support my family after I don't go out to earn money?"

"..."

"Get out of the way!" Su Shikang walked out in front of him while he was in a daze.

Chen Wei stood in the tool room with an old-fashioned TV set in the room. He remembered that about two years ago, he once stood in front of Su Shikang with a report card, and taught him with a cold face that the monthly salary was [-] yuan. willing to follow you.

Now that high school is over, their relationship has a breakthrough, and Su Shikang goes to a good university.

Only then did he realize belatedly: Su Shikang is different from him, he is a straight man, and he will marry a wife in the future.

So Su Shikang is working hard now, relying on his appearance and strength, he will never be short of someone who will spend the rest of his life with him, and he...

He is so gentle and romantic in his bones.

No one is unwilling to be with him, he is not short of a partner.Now Chen Wei feels that someone is willing to be with him, but he feels sour for some reason, not very comfortable.

He subconsciously thought about Xie Hengdong, and found that after the passage of time, he was not so attached to Xie Hengdong anymore.

In fact, when he was in high school, he felt that Su Shikang was a very good person. His heart was not what he appeared on the outside at all, but he was with Xie Hengdong at that time, so he didn't have much energy and didn't want to pay too much attention. Let's look at him, now that he has been with Su Shikang for a long time, all the past and summer vacations are coming to his face, and the past and present occupy his mind, putting him under a lot of pressure.

He began to think more and more distressed about the people who faced him day and night and even slept with him every day.

Chen Wei couldn't help but feel that after the breakup, because he wanted to change the environment to distract his attention, did he push himself into the fire pit again?

Damn, how could he be gay.

Chen Wei didn't think about this question for a long time, because Grandma Su called him in the yard.

"Weiwei, grandma is going to grow vegetables in the field, you should stay at home well!"

"Ah?" Chen Wei lifted the curtain and went out, "Kang Zai asked you to wait for him to come back! Don't go, I will go with him when he comes back!"

"No, no." Grandma Su said, "I still have things for him to do when I come back! He is too busy, and I can't leave everything to him. I, an old lady, can still do it now."

"I can do it."

"How can I let you do it? Rest at home, huh?"

The old lady insisted on planting vegetables. Seeing that she was worried, Chen Wei took the initiative to help her pick up the vegetable basket, "Grandma, I will go with you, I can do it too."

"Vivi, you..."

Just as the old lady was about to refuse, Chen Wei opened the door for her with a smile, "Let's go, grandma."

-

The sun was shining brightly, and Chen Wei followed Grandma Su around a hilly area.

It was a small hillside, and various vegetables were planted on the hillside, and a field was taken out separately, and a field of camphor trees was planted.

"Grandma." Chen Wei started to ask, having never been to the countryside, "This family is so strange, there is a field where they don't grow vegetables, but they insist on planting a field of trees."

"Oh, Weiwei..." Grandma Su patiently explained: "You are from the city, you must not understand that the government area is going to be demolished, and everyone is busy planting trees and building houses to get the demolition fee."

"turn out to be."

After arriving at the field, she found that the grass in the garden had grown again, so Grandma Su started to pull the weeds.

The grass has thorns, and Grandma Su wore gloves.

Chen Wei watched her pull it out, and it would be okay after watching her, and he started to follow her when he got down.

"Oh! This grass has thorns, grandma just pull it out..." Grandma Su let Chen Wei go ashore.

"It's okay grandma, I uprooted, there are no thorns underneath."

"..."

Grandma Su couldn't hold back the young man, watched him uneasy, pulled out a few roots, then lowered her head and sighed, and started to work.

The plan couldn't keep up with the changes. Grandma Su originally planned to go home after planting the seeds, but she hadn't finished her work all morning, so they had to come in the afternoon.

Chen Wei was not impatient, he ate the noodles after returning home, and after eating with Grandma Su, he ate the noodles again.

At that time, he was thinking that the day he followed Grandma Su turned out to be more than ten years of Su Shikang's life.

He learned a lot this day. Although it was hard work, Chen Wei felt in a good mood. He suddenly felt that what he had experienced was not a problem.

It turns out that there are so many classes in this society, and it turns out that they are nothing in front of the pressure of life.People in their class spend money like water, while people in other classes endure hardships just for a few taels of silver that the rich treat as nothing.

The sun was setting and the seeds were gone.

Grandma Su felt tired, so she sat on the bank to rest.She pointed to the highest point of the hill not far away, and said to Chen Wei: "Did you see that place? You run over there and have a look, it's very beautiful!"

"..."

Chen Wei turned his head and saw a big mulberry tree standing on the hillside, with many red ribbons tied on the mulberry tree.

He thought of a popular saying when he was very young, which is also a question that many people think about, that is, what is on the other side of the mountain?

Regarding this issue, the benevolent sees benevolence, and the wise sees wisdom.

Some people say that the sea is on the other side of the mountain, some people say that it is their hometown, and some people say that there is still a mountain on the other side of the mountain...

However, what the truth is, you can only know by going over and looking at it.

So Chen Wei passed.

That's the west side, where the sun goes down.

He climbed the hill and saw a world he hadn't seen in 18 years.

It was a large freshwater lake, the lake was emerald green, crystal clear, and there were many birds flying on it.At this moment, the lake is illuminated by the setting sun, and the setting sun is reflected in it.

This piece of lake connected to the sky and the fiery red setting sun caused ripples in his heart.

Birds were singing and flapping their wings not far away.Shagu Xiangji, Jinlin Swimming, Anzhi Tinglan, Yu Yu Qingqing.

It turns out that this is the so-called sunset and lone duck flying together, the autumn water is the same color as the sky.

Chen Wei thought, so this is Su Shikang's world...

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Shagu Xiangji, Jinlin Swimming, Anzhi Tinglan, Yu Yu Qingqing.

From Fan Zhongyan's "Yueyang Tower"

Luo Xia and Lone Frog fly together, the autumn water is always the same.

Preface to the Pavilion of King Teng by Wang Bo