dare to love

At the beginning of the third year of high school, Xie Hengdong often received love letters from Lu Xiaoting. The little girl pursued him for almost two years, and Xie Hengdong rejected her every time.

Every time he said to the girl: "I'm sorry, I think we are more suitable to be classmates and friends; I'm sorry I don't have any intention of dating now, I just want to study hard..."

Lu Xiaoting was disappointed every time, but she didn't give up. She felt that as long as Xie Hengdong didn't fall in love, then she had hope, so she would often drop by the class after class, and secretly observe Xie Hengdong while chatting with Xia You.

Lu Xiaoting's family conditions are good, in fact, there are some crooked bastards outside the school who pursue her, and say that they like her because of her family property.

She acted too much towards Xie Hengdong, causing both the first class and the next class to know about it, and there was a commotion in the class.

The most uncomfortable thing was Chen Wei. The students in the class didn't know their relationship and would follow suit, but Xie Hengdong himself knew that he had a boyfriend, why couldn't he refuse Lu Xiaoting thoroughly every time.

He was very upset, so he asked him: "Why did you reject other girls?"

At that time, Xie Hengdong was doing his homework, and he didn't care about his answer, so he replied casually: "Say I don't want to fall in love for the time being!"

"If you say that, of course people will continue to pester you."

"Then what should I say?"

"..."

Xie Hengdong put down his pen: "Chen Wei, should I say that I have someone I like, that I am in love, and that the other party is still a man?"

"..."

Chen Wei was speechless. He didn't want Xie Hengdong to announce their relationship. At their current stage, no matter what direction they consider, they can't announce it.But Xie Hengdong's current tone seems to be not a question of whether he can, but a question of whether he wants to or not.

Xie Hengdong didn't seem to want to announce it at all.

"Xie Hengdong." Chen Wei paused for a long time before slowly saying: "Do you think it's outrageous to fall in love with a man? You think...it's hard to say that you like a man."

"..."

"But I'm different."

Chen Wei quietly dragged his head and looked at the blackboard in front of him. He said these words lightly, as if he was talking about common sense.

"I think if I like it, I like it. There's nothing wrong with it. If someone chases after me in the future, I will definitely tell her that I have a partner and it's a boy when I reject her for the first time."

"Chen Wei, you..."

"Hengdong, I understand your thoughts. In today's society, it's really hard to talk about being gay, but I'm not afraid. The person I like must be announced. There is no shame in liking someone!"

"I think, now we all have goals and have to take the college entrance examination, so I will introduce you after the college entrance examination, at the class reunion, at the celebration banquet...Hengdong, I want to like you openly and be you boyfriend..."

"..." The young man's eyes were too direct and hot, filled with real feelings that shouldn't be at this age, without any additions, so simple and sincere, Xie Hengdong looked away as soon as he looked at it, he couldn't face it at all Chen Wei.

In good conscience, there are really not many people in modern society who are as good-looking as Chen Wei and who are so affectionate, and he can easily fall for such people.

But even so, he still couldn't imagine what it would be like to be with Chen Wei for the rest of his life, he never thought about it.

Xie Hengdong still doesn't know why he agreed to his confession on a whim.

Live with someone of the same sex.

It's ridiculous!

He stopped thinking about this issue, Xie Hengdong didn't dare to look at Chen Wei and looked away, he wanted to find some other topics.

"How is your preparation for the blackboard?"

"Get ready for a fart." Chen Wei lazily said, "Look at the back, I haven't written a single piece of chalk."

"What's the theme this time?"

"Maybe it's patriotism? Dream? College entrance examination? Anyway, that's it."

"Um……"

"The key point is still very abnormal." Chen Wei sat up straight, with a look of resentment, "Usually the articles in the blackboard newspaper are copied from the Internet, but this time Brother Yin actually asked me to edit it myself."

He has improved his composition a lot these days, so it's no problem to edit it, but now he writes and draws again, will he be exhausted?

And the article can use his brain, but he can still draw with a handicap?

Can't let him, a man who is about to grow up, draw little mushrooms, butterflies or Ultraman on the blackboard...

Xie Hengdong smiled: "Why don't you just make up a story, who told you to write a novel and got caught?"

Chen Wei's eyes widened: "You still have the nerve to say Xie Hengdong, but you and Su Shikang did not harm me!"

"All right, all right, let's practice a composition!"

-

Chen Wei was exhausted these days.

Leaving aside the metamorphosis of the second middle school, it is very capable in training the senior high school students. The students were "imprisoned" in the school within a few days of the senior high school students, and they lived day after day with lectures and lectures. the day of the question.

Chen Wei not only had to be busy studying, but also took time to complete the blackboard report.

He wrote all the words on it eloquently, regardless of the format, and felt that it was enough to leave a few blank spaces for drawing.

However, the result of leaving open space is that there is a piece missing on the left and a piece on the right on the blackboard.

When the last time came, Chen Wei's blackboard report was not yet completed.

If he couldn't finish it, Chen Wei didn't have the heart to eat. On the last day, he just ate a piece of bread after school and went back to the classroom to continue.

But his hands are useless, and he can't draw well after several times of drawing, and he doesn't know what to draw.

dream.

What can I draw?

When Su Shikang came back from playing golf, he saw that he was still drawing on the blackboard, so he couldn't help but leaned over to take a look. The weather was hot, and the sweat and heat that belonged to a teenager was dripping down his face and down his chin.

His grades have improved a lot these days, and he usually exercises to relax himself. With a good schedule, even in the third year of high school, he still lives in style.

Chen Wei looked at him, a little envious of him.

"Can you still play? How can the two days be so different..."

"..." Su Shikang ignored him at first, slapped the basketball on the ground with one hand, and looked at the blackboard.

"Why are the words still so ugly?"

Chen Wei: "? Does your handwriting look good?!"

Su Shikang was not angry when he heard that, he put the basketball away, opened the mineral water and drank a few sips, the students all went to eat, only a few students with higher grades in the class sat on the seats and studied the questions.

"What's the subject?"

Chen Wei said: "Patriotic? Dream...?"

Before he finished speaking, Su Shikang took the chalk from his hand, and he leaned over to the blackboard, looking up at the handwriting that had gradually matured but was not so handsome.

"Patriotic, dreamy."

he murmured.

"Would you like to help me draw?" Chen Wei stared at his side face with surprise in his tone.

"..."

Su Shikang didn't say to help him draw, and he didn't say not to help him draw, but he raised his hand to draw on the blackboard, and then he sketched casually with chalk, which was simple and concise.

He stretched out his hand to Chen Wei: "Give me the blackboard eraser."

"it is good."

Su Shikang helped him paint because he sympathized with him. After all, Chen Wei was too unlucky, so he took the blame for him and Xie Hengdong.

Time passed bit by bit, Chen Wei stared at him silently, and found that this young man seemed to have grown up a lot, Su Shikang concentrated on drawing, and he was no longer the wayward person he was when we first met, just because of a letter of confession. The boy who fought with him.

He did grow a lot.

Chen Wei thought that Su Shikang also had a rather wild temper, and if he fell in love someday in the future, he would definitely care about her girl in every possible way, and he would be very warm and considerate.

"Su Shikang."

"Ok?"

"You drew the rocket."

"..."

"There are also a lot of aerospace things, do you like aerospace?"

Su Shikang looked up subconsciously, and found that he had unknowingly drawn a lot of things that had been stored in his mind for a long time and had never been shared with others.

Chen Wei looked at those manned spaceflight projects, with the five-star red flag flying above them. In such a small area he left behind, Su Shikang painted them vividly. That was their belief, and it was there when they were just learning to walk. Patriotic sentiments taught by parents in babbling.

Patriotic, dreamy.

Chen Wei couldn't help but wonder how much Su Shikang was hiding, how passionate and tender his heart was.

Su Shikang didn't deny it, he hummed and continued painting.

"What is your aspiration?"

"..."

"Su Shikang, I've always wanted to ask you, which university do you want to get into?"

"..."

He watched Su Shikang's pen tip tremble, and said, "You are so good at painting, why don't you go to Yangmei, Hengdong to Yangyin, and we stay in Beijing together."

"Hey..." Su Shikang had no choice but to put down his pen. Chen Wei disturbed him too much, so he picked up the blackboard eraser and began to erase, "Chen Wei, you talk a lot."

"..." After Chen Wei was told, he didn't dare to disturb him anymore. Now Su Shikang was helping him draw the blackboard to declare that he was the uncle, and the uncle didn't like to listen to what he said, so he had to shut up.

After finishing the drawing, Su Shikang put down the chalk and blackboard eraser, and took a few steps back to look.

"not bad."

Chen Wei leaned over: "It's really good...so you go to Yangmei!"

Only now did Su Shikang have time to answer him: "No."

Drawing is his hobby, but not his dream.

"So have you decided which university to go to?"

"..."

Su Shikang washed his hands and sat back in his seat, and Chen Wei followed him to Lin Yufan's seat next to him.

"We're all in our third year of high school, so you haven't decided which university to go to?"

In fact, he really hoped that Su Shikang would go to Beijing with him and Xie Hengdong. During the past two years with him, he had seen the changes in Su Shikang clearly. Maybe he should calm down and feel him. Su Shikang has always been a kind and fighting spirit. A patient man, he was as much a fellow traveler as he was.

"Think it over." Su Shikang said, his eyes gradually brightened, "I want to go to Changsha, and I want to go to the National University of Defense Technology."

"Are you going to be a soldier?" Chen Wei was incredulous.

Changsha is too far away from Beijing.

Su Shikang glanced at him lazily: "I don't approve in advance, I'm not a military student."

"But……"

Even if you don't join the army｜register, the National University of Defense Technology is a military academy after all, so it must be very strict, right?Wouldn't it be difficult for them to meet after that?

Chen Wei's tone became inexplicable: "Does Hengdong know?"

"Not yet...I'll tell him then, and he will understand me."