Elder brother

"Xiao An, take a good rest. Mom... I'm going back first, and I'll be with you tomorrow!" His mother's gentle voice was Xiao An's greatest redemption. He really thought that this luck would always be with him until, He could no longer open his eyes.

To be honest, since he was born, all he could see was the pure whiteness of the ward and the smell of disinfectant that could never dissipate. Even if he got used to it, he still felt nauseated.

Very tired, too tired to open my eyes, but my brain is still awake, the door opened and closed, no one came in, just simply visited, and then, the mother and aunt who were supposed to leave were heard outside the door the sound of.

"Just listen to me. Xiaoan's birth was originally a burden. After raising him for so many years, you have done your best. There is no reason to say that you have no conscience. Let him go earlier... so you can end this matter sooner." Everything, not to mention, you have to think about the child in your belly, so many years of torture are enough..."

Next, Xiao An couldn't hear what they said clearly, but he was too tired and couldn't open his eyes no matter how hard he tried, he vaguely heard his mother's low sobs, and he really wanted to go over to hug her and comfort her , but, he knew, he would never be able to do it.

Hearing footsteps approaching, he finally stopped in front of his hospital bed, his heart cleared, and the previous discomfort disappeared instantly.

Forget it, he was originally a burden, and if he continued to live like this, there was no hope of recovery. It would be better to fulfill the happiness of his family and let him leave this world quietly.

Death...maybe his only way to escape.

Euthanasia, should not feel any pain!

He thought so, but when he felt his heart constricted and his breath suffocated, the pain from body to mind made him feel unbearably painful, but he couldn't even struggle, he could only be suffocated by the pain of suffocation, A little bit of torture until I lost consciousness...

Farewell, this world I have never seen, Farewell, mother...

Xiao An finally fell into the bottomless abyss of darkness, and his body gradually lost its temperature. The person standing by the bed was shocked to find that there was a faint smile on the corner of his lips.

"No..." The mournful cry sounded in the empty ward, but the person on the bed could not be called back.

Xiao An woke up from the pain all over his body, opened his eyes weakly, looked at the familiar white wall, smelled the familiar smell of disinfectant, he only felt his heart tremble, and his eyes widened in disbelief.

"Why... am I still alive?" Isn't it already dead?Haven't you already fallen into that bottomless black hole?Why can you still breathe?Why... can I still feel pain?

He subconsciously looked around, only to find that there were other people in the ward where he was the only one. It seemed... a bit lively?

wrong!This is not the ward he used to live in, the deserted and quiet, even if he dies, he will never forget it.

The stabbing pain in his head made him dizzy, and he closed his eyes reflexively waiting for the pain to subside. Before he knew it, he fell asleep vaguely. hands, and mumbling something, which he couldn't understand at all.

"Hey, Muren, this... is really your son? With his virtue, can he pay off our debts? It would be good if we don't let us raise him. Don't expect me to help you raise your son! I didn't even give birth to him. ..." The woman with heavy make-up stood far away from the hospital bed in disgust, ignoring the gazes of others, and shouted to herself.

"You don't want to raise it, do I want to raise it? At first, I was pointing to this little bastard to earn some money for me to spend, but it turned out...he is a fucking loser, walk around...I don't want to be in this bad luck..."

A man and a woman came and went in a hurry, but they were so unpopular, which made the people in the ward not very happy. Xiaoan couldn't understand what they were talking about, and didn't know who those two people were. The pain was unbearable, and he was very sleepy, so he fell asleep again in a flash.

In the middle of the night, he was woken up by bursts of sad cries. The despair and pain in the cries, no matter how confused he was at the moment, he could hear clearly. A sharp pain flashed through his mind, and he was able to hear it all of a sudden. I understand what they are crying about.

Hearing this, his heart almost froze on the spot, what was going to die, what was the funeral... He just felt as cold as falling into a glacier, and his heartbeat might freeze at any time.

No!don't want!I don't want to die again... that pain of suffocation, I don't want to experience it again...

escape!To escape!Must escape!

Euthanasia... really painful!

At this moment, Xiaoan had only one thought in his mind, that is to escape from this place where death could happen at any time.

Regardless of the pain in his body, and the heavy dew in the night, he suppressed the fear in his heart, and after the ward was completely quiet, he got up quietly, leaned on the wall tremblingly, left the ward, and left the hospital.

Because of a major traffic accident on the expressway, the nearby hospitals were overcrowded and there was a serious shortage of medical staff. No one noticed Xiao An's departure, and before he even had time to verify his identity, he had disappeared without a trace trace.

Xiao An was wearing hospital patient clothes and a pair of sandals on his feet. The cold wind blowing in his face at night made him shiver, and the pain on his head intensified.

However, there was a voice in his heart that kept warning him, he couldn't stop!Don't stop!As long as he leaves this place, he can live, live...

It was already past dawn, and the street was completely silent, only a lonely and weak figure was moving forward with difficulty, until... he couldn't take a step anymore, and then fell heavily to the ground, unable to get up again.

At least, this time, he didn't die in the hospital...

Xiao An didn't expect that he could wake up again. This time, the environment as far as he could see was finally no longer pale, and there was no trembling smell of disinfectant in the air, it was inconceivably fresh.

"Where is this...?" He couldn't tell what the style of the room he was in was, because in his previous world, there was only one ward, and because of his weakness, there was always only one dim lamp in his ward. Bedside lamps, not to mention being able to watch TV in your spare time.

All the furniture is made of wood, and the air exudes a natural smell of wood. The mattress under him is soft and dry, exuding a faint warm smell, which made him bury his head in the quilt and inhale deeply. After taking a breath, I immediately felt that the pain in my head was not so obvious.

However, after looking around for a long time, he still didn't know where he was, was he rescued?

He was frowning and thinking, but at this moment the wooden lattice door was pulled open, and a gentle woman stepped forward in surprise, "Oh, you're awake, are you feeling alright?" She also stretched out a hand to put it on Xiao An's forehead to test the temperature.

"Well, the fever is finally gone. However, to be on the safe side, we still need to go to the hospital for an examination. The wound will not get worse..." The woman said to herself, but she didn't notice the sudden change in the face of the person on the bed. Bai shrank into the quilt in horror.

"I don't want to go to the hospital!" He escaped from that terrible place with great difficulty, how could he throw himself into a trap again?

"Yeah? What's the matter...you're still sick, don't hide under the quilt, why are you shaking so badly, does the wound hurt? Husband...you come here quickly...you have to send this child to the hospital..." Tsuka Caina called out to her husband downstairs, while trying to get Xiao An out of the quilt, but he trembled more and more, as if he had been greatly frightened.

"What's the matter?" Tezuka Kunikaze rushed in, but he was helpless.

"Please, don't send me to the hospital, I'm leaving! I'm leaving right away! I don't want to go to the hospital...don't go to the hospital..." After experiencing "euthanasia", Xiaoan was extremely afraid of the hospital, as long as she heard the word "hospital" Just two words, I couldn't help trembling all over, and even had the urge to kill myself.

He must never die like that again!

"Okay, okay, we're not going to the hospital! We're not going to the hospital! Be quiet, you're hurt..." Tezuka Ayana finally heard the crux of the matter, and softly comforted Xiao An. Maybe he was very tired. His consciousness gradually became blurred, and finally, he passed out from exhaustion.

However, in his uneasy sleep, he still babbled the same sentence from time to time-I don't want to go to the hospital!

"Husband, this child is so distressing. If possible, I would like..." Ayana Tezuka didn't say anything directly, but just looked at her husband silently.

"I'll check his life experience. If there is no problem, we will adopt him. He happened to be at our door. It must be destined." How could Tezuka Guofeng not understand his wife's mind, and hugged his wife gently , and went out.

A week later, the Tezuka family had an adopted son—Tezuka Kunisame, because when Tezuka Ayana found him, the sky was drizzling slightly.