light summer warm sun

Closed door.

For a moment, I felt extremely lonely.

When I suddenly thought of that person, my heart ached.

The person who was supposed to live here with me should be the one... The person in my memory is so far away that I can't even remember his face, but the warmth of his smile and the scent of his palms are still vivid in his memory and are still unforgettable.

When the love affair was exposed back then, when his parents found out, they locked him at home angrily, threatened him to sever the relationship, and forbade him to go out again. However, in order to be with that person, he insisted on gritting his teeth and resisting with all his strength. He went on a hunger strike until he was exhausted and fainted in the room...and what about that person?

On the day when his life was hanging by a thread and he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, he flew to the United States.

No goodbyes, not even a word.

In the end, after repeated inquiries, I learned from that person's friend that he would not come back until two years later.

So he foolishly believed that he left because of difficulties, and he would come back to find him.

He thought, in the past two years, he must live a good life, earn more money, and let him know that when he comes back, he will not only be alone, but also a home belonging to two people.

He worked hard, saved money, started a business, bought a house, bought a car... I don't know how much he has suffered and suffered.

But, what about the ending...?

Looking forward to it, he looks at the calendar every day, counting the day when he will come back in two years is getting closer, how happy he is, and how much he looks forward to it.

He always thinks from time to time, where is he, what is he doing, is he happy, is he tired, is he eating and sleeping well?Or, do you miss him the same way.

He fantasized about the situation when we meet again again and again, he was laughing even in his dreams.

However, he really looked forward to the day when the man would come back. For a week, he went to his door to wait for him excitedly and with great anticipation.

Later, they also went to the place where they used to go on dates to find him.

However, that person never heard from again, as if he had disappeared from the vast crowd, and all contact was severed.

Finally, one of his friends looked at him in surprise and asked: Didn't he say that you have broken up?What are you looking for him for?

That day he just stood there in a daze, for a long time, for a long time... From full of hope, to full of energy, and finally lost and desperate... Yize walked down the road dejectedly, as if even passers-by were laughing at him.

why?

What did you do wrong?

Why should he accept such a relationship that has no answer and ends without a disease.

Even if you give him a text message, an apology, or even say goodbye.

nothing?

Yize raised his head, staring at the quiet ceiling with eyes full of dead silence, his heart ached uncontrollably.

Obviously, I have worked so hard... At that time, it almost felt like the whole world was about to collapse, all the emotions could not be vented, and all the efforts could not be seen in return. He locked himself in the room and sat in the corner , Who refused to see for two whole days.

In the end, Yiyuan woke him up by scolding him. Yiyuan, who didn't know how to comfort others, rushed into the room that day, pointed at Yize's nose and cursed bitterly: "Enough is enough for you! How stupid is a big man?" ? How many times have you lived and died for someone who doesn’t love you? Is it shameful? No one wants you but him, right? You can’t live without him, right? Do you have any self-esteem? Can you be promising? Yes Can't live better than that betrayer? Stand up for me and don't embarrass me!"

Later, I lived here with my younger sister, and my parents occasionally came to see them, because after that, my parents still accepted his sexuality, but, on the contrary, Yize felt that everything was no longer important.

Laughing at himself, Yize turned off the light, closed his eyes and prepared to sleep.

The Queen's sister outside the door was finishing the last sentence on the phone: "Okay, that's the only way to do it! Okay! I'll be there tomorrow!"

The night was dead silent, but the nightmare continued.

Yize wiped off his cold sweat and sat up from the bed.

This happens every time I think of that person before going to bed.

It's been over a year again... that person is still as scary as a nightmare.

Get up and pour a glass of water, drink it in one go, and lie down on the bed again.

In the early morning, Yize opened his eyes and heard the sound of the window opening on the balcony next door.

The cute and shy little angel appeared in front of his eyes again, and Yize's smile unconsciously climbed to the corner of his mouth, and he couldn't stop wanting to tease the child.

"Xu Jie, is that you?" Through the curtain, Yize called softly with a sharp voice.

Xu Jie was breathing fresh air, when he heard the goddess' call, his face flushed instantly, and he stuttered nervously: "Yi...Miss Yiyuan, it's me."

"Good morning!"

"Morning... good morning!"

Yize covered his mouth and tried not to laugh out loud.

Xu Jie scratched his head shyly, and said, "Did you sleep well last night?"

"Uh...it's not very good, I had a nightmare, it was so scary!" Yize said sadly, "When I wake up in the morning, I have pimples!"

"..." The little angel on the opposite side was stunned for a long time, and then asked weakly, "I... well, if you don't mind... I have mung beans at home... I'll make mung bean soup for you..."

Yize was taken aback, eh?Will he still cook this?

"That's so embarrassing...it's too troublesome..."

"It's not troublesome at all... it will be fine in a while!"

Hearing the sound of the little angel running into the house, Yize's heart felt warm, like a gust of spring breeze blowing across a calm lake, creating circles of ripples.

"Little Jie, why are you so diligent today? Cooking early in the morning... What is this? Mung beans?" Cheng Fang's eyes widened: "Son, did you take the wrong medicine?"

"I can't eat it if I want to..." Xu Jie stared at the small mung beans tumbling in the pot seriously, a layer of fog formed on the lens from time to time, and then dispersed from time to time, "Mom, is there any rock sugar at home?"

"...Yes, it's in the refrigerator." Cheng Fang looked at her son incredulously.

"Oh..." Xu Jie didn't show any expression, only two suspicious blushes appeared on his face.

After Cheng Fang changed her clothes and washed, her son was still pressing the mung beans carefully little by little until a layer of mung bean shells floated up, and then used a colander to break out the shells and throw them into the trash can.

Cheng Fang curled her lips: "Son, take your time and remember to save a bowl for me. I'll drink it when I finish playing cards!"

Xu Jie nodded reluctantly.

"Brother, I'm going to a friend's house to make clothes these few days, so I won't be coming back!" Yi Yuan informed his brother, obviously not asking for his permission.

"What? What classmate? Male or female? Is it reliable?" Yize opened the door and stared wide-eyed.

"The vice president's sister!" Yi Yuan put on his shoes without raising his head: "You know her! Don't worry."

"Crack!" Before Yize could finish speaking, the door closed.

Just when he was depressed, the little angel next door called him timidly and softly on the balcony: "Miss Yiyuan, are you still there?"

Yize responded quickly: "Yes, wait a minute, I'm changing clothes."

It doesn't matter if my sister is not at home, can I do whatever I want?

Thinking of this, Yize was immediately excited, and hurried to his sister's room to find a very cute dress and put on a wig.

After everything was sorted out, the beautiful hypocrite opened the curtains: "Sorry, I've been waiting for so long."

The little angel blushed for a while, and slowly passed the food box across the balcony: "That...mung bean soup is very refreshing, and the acne will disappear after drinking..."

The summer sun evenly sprinkled on Xu Jie's fair skin, and the clear and deep eyes were wet, and there was a trace of expectation and careful flattery in the moving pupils.

The inadvertent slight touch of fingertips made Isawa's heart tremble.

Unexpectedly, when I touched the food box, it was not boiling hot. Presumably, the little angel was afraid that the soup would be too hot on a hot day, so he chilled it very thoughtfully.

An inexplicable sense of happiness arises spontaneously, with mixed flavors of sweetness and sadness in my heart.

That person back then had never been so careful with himself.

"Thank you!" Yize smiled slightly. The food box was small but heavy.

Seeing that he accepted, the little angel shyly lowered her head and whispered embarrassedly: "You're welcome, I...we are neighbors."

In the evening, Xu Jie, who had been watching game videos all day, rubbed his sore eyes, and was about to stretch and take a rest, when he suddenly heard a noisy sound from the living room.

It seems that my mother is back.

"Mom, come back..." Xu Jie opened the door and stayed there immediately.

In the living room, several women who were about the same age as her mother were chatting happily... "Wow! This is Xiao Jie! She looks so cute!" Before Cheng Fang had time to introduce, an aunt rushed over come up.

"Yes! Little handsome guy!" Someone patted his head.

"Xiaofang, I am so blessed that my son is so handsome!" Someone patted him on the shoulder.

"The skin is so good! How old are you? Do you have a girlfriend?" Some people pinched his little face... Xu Jie froze there and almost froze to a log, his face turned red and white.

"I'll be a senior soon!" Seeing her son's embarrassing expression, Cheng Fang hurriedly distracted the women's attention: "It's useless, as long as you're staying at home, his classmate Li is looking for a job as an intern!"

"There is no money for an internship, so Xiao Jie is not stupid! Isn't it!" An aunt in a bright red dress spoke for him.

"That's right, if you don't want him to work in the future, why are you so anxious!" An aunt in an orange floral dress also helped.

Xu Jie pursed his lips dumbfoundedly, adjusted his glasses, and ten thousand beasts galloped past in his heart.

A group of women just commented and praised him like this, and he didn't move or move in embarrassment.

In the end, Cheng Fang had no choice but to turn her head to an inconspicuous and very calm noble aunt in black and said: "Sister Ying, why don't you let my son go to the next door to accompany your son, just as your daughter is not here , he is also alone... Look, he is here, do these guys still play cards?".

Aunt Guiqi nodded: "Alright, I'll call Yize and talk to him."