Blood and hatred

While the common people were amazed by the fact that the emperor chased after the male queen, Hong Shinian lived in his own world completely.

His world is a world without Xiao Xiang.

Cold, sad, hopeless, lonely.

After that day, Hong Shinian was taken home by neighbors to take care of him.But he kept yelling, even if he was hoarse and could no longer make any sound, people knew he was yelling, "Senior Brother...Senior Brother..."

After Dr. Ji came back, he heard the clues from his neighbors, and they all secretly sighed that Mr. Xiao was too cruel.I saw the patient on the bed, his pale skin covered with bloodstains, which made people feel sad.Those empty and lifeless eyes were once so beautiful and seductive.Just because the person he loves the most has left him, now, this young master is like a soulless walking corpse, it is true that life is worse than death.

That day the emperor announced that he would make Concubine Xiang the empress, and the whole capital was in a commotion.Doctor Ji was still chatting with his neighbors in the morning, but when he returned home in the afternoon, he found that Mr. Xiao had disappeared.

Later, someone told me that the "lunatic" had gone out of the city gate and disappeared.Dr. Ji sighed and shook his head, only felt that there was some arrangement somewhere, but it was a pity that Mr. "Xiao" fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved.

With disheveled hair, Hong Shinian put on a rough linen coat he stole from Doctor Ji, and walked on the official road outside the city gate, just like ordinary beggars.

When the passing travelers saw him, they couldn't help but look around a bit more.I saw that person's handsome face, but I don't know why he ended up in such a low place.

Hong Shinian ignored the eyes of others.In his world, besides himself, there is only Xiao Xiang.Now that Xiao Xiang has left his world, Hong Shi Nian is the only one left in his world.

In the past, at least I could hope that my brother might come to me one day.

But from now on, Senior Brother will never appear in front of my eyes again...

He is already the emperor's concubine...he is a male concubine...

He is not my Xiang...he is the emperor's Xiang'er...

Xianger... Xianger...why? !I can't call you that? !

I hate you!Xiao Xiang!You don't love me, I hate you to death!

Suddenly, the sky began to drizzle.Hong Shinian looked up to the sky and closed his eyes.He chuckled disdainfully.

It's so good, the sky is crying for me...

Originally, I should have been imprisoned in the prison by the emperor and executed.But you saved me again...

Why? ...Just because you want my life to be worse than death? ...Very well, Xiao Xiang, you finally got your wish.

You once said that you want me to have nothing.you did it.That Grand Fu Hong Shinian was already dead.Now, I'm nobody...

I have no name, no home, no power, wealth, martial arts...

I don't have you...

I never had you in the first place... I never had anything in the first place!  …

Two streams of warmth suddenly appeared on his face, but Hong Shinian couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain.

He walked aimlessly, and he didn't realize that he was walking away from the official path.

Alternating day and night, Hong Shinian walked for countless days without sleep, without eating or drinking.

There was a first-quarter moon in the night sky this night, and a dilapidated hut appeared in front of Hong Shinian's eyes.I saw that the gate in the courtyard had fallen down, and the roof was pierced with large and small holes.However, for some reason, Hong Shinian felt that this dilapidated house had an inexplicable intimacy, so he stepped on the weeds on the ground and walked into the house.

The equipment in the house is simple. Although it has been abandoned for a long time, it can still be seen that the house was only temporarily built at that time. It seems that people in the rivers and lakes used it as a shelter from the wind.The weathered food on the wooden table was covered with dust, it seemed that the owner of the dilapidated house had to leave before he had time to eat.

Hong Shinian came to the small bedroom behind the kitchen, but saw a big hole in the wall.Not far behind the house outside the cave, four wooden monuments stand side by side.

He knew in his heart that he shouldn't look carefully, but Hong Shinian somehow walked through the wall and walked slowly towards the wooden monument.

Finally, under the moonlight, he finally saw clearly that the names of four people were simply written on the wooden tablet: Huangfu Chenning, Cui Xuan, Rong Ziyu, and Yan Fei.

Hong Shinian fell back in horror, and sat on the ground in disbelief.

Kohane... Kohane? !

"Xiao Yu is gone... Xiao Yu is gone..." Under the moon rain, a man sat in front of the wooden monument and murmured repeatedly.

Still holding on to a sliver of hope, if Xiao Yu is found, he must be caught and held on!Xiao Yu will never leave me alone!Only Xiaoyu, he will always stay by my side!Because he is my man favorite!he's mine!  …

he's mine!  …

But now...even he doesn't want me anymore? !Why!  …

Hong Shi pulled out the stele standing in the soil eagerly, hugged Xiao Yu's name in his arms and loved it dearly.

Xiao Yu left... Xiao Yu followed that General Cui and left...

Of course you can't get what doesn't belong to you.

What belongs to me, but I can't get it.

Kohane...Xiao Xiang...

What am I doing wrong? !  …

Holding the wooden tablet and crying bitterly, Hong Shinian seemed to hear the sound of Qin and Xiao ensemble in the distance.And the sound of laughter, clinking of wine...

All of that is not his voice...

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