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Lu Yuxing accompanied Ah Lin to enjoy the cold wind in the park for a while, and chatted a lot about the current situation among his classmates.

The two sat for more than half an hour, and Ah Lin was almost sober from the wine.He was anxious to go back to accompany his wife, so he hailed a taxi to go home.

Before leaving, Lu Yuxing sent him to the intersection, Ah Lin looked at him, hesitant to speak.

"What do you want to say?" Lu Yuxing saw his thoughts, "Just say it."

Ah Lin frowned, hesitated to speak. "You...look thinner than on TV." He patted Lu Yuxing on the shoulder, "Treat yourself better, no one has ever told you, you are a little..."

"Look old?" Lu Yuxing asked with a smile.

Ah Lin was amused by him and shook his head. "Forget it, I'm leaving, take care."

The taxi came, and Lu Yuxing felt a little embarrassed when he saw him bowing and getting into the back seat.

When I got home, the lights in the living room were on and the TV was on.As soon as Lu Yuxing entered, he heard his parents seem to be arguing about something.

He was changing shoes at the entrance, and from a distance, he could see Cui Yuqin sitting on the sofa with her arms folded, and Lu Junxiong sitting side by side with her, both of them had sad expressions on their faces.

"Honey, you don't have to worry too much. Ah Xing has his own plan. If you introduce him to a blind date so suddenly, it will be troublesome for the media to find out."

Cui Yuqin frowned, "I don't worry about him being alone in the capital." She said with some concern, "Yu Feng is also a big spender, he doesn't have a careful girl to accompany him, and he's busy with work...or else, I'd better go back Come to Hong Kong."

She raised her head and glanced this way, and happened to see Lu Yuxing at the door.

Lu Yuxing felt sore when he heard his mother's worry.

"Ah Xing, come here." Lu Junxiong beckoned, got up and led him to the room.

"What's the matter?" Lu Yuxing glanced at Cui Yuqin, and conveniently hid the CD he just bought into the cabinet next to the entrance.Cui Yuqin drooped her eyebrows and raised her chin, "Talk to your father, I'm going to take a shower."

In the past two years, Lu Yuxing's parents frequently urged him to fall in love and get married.At first Lu Yuxing told them that he was busy with work and didn't have time. Later, when his job became stable, he said he couldn't find a suitable one. Anyway, until now, he hasn't even been on a blind date.

When the door of the room was closed, he thought his father was going to persuade him to go on a blind date, but he didn't expect that Lu Junxiong sat on the chair, and the first sentence he spoke was:

"Tell the truth to Dad, why don't you want to go on a blind date?"

Lu Yuxing was slightly taken aback, "Didn't I say that I'm too busy with work and don't have time?"

"Really?"

Lu Junxiong frowned slightly, his serious look was somewhat similar to Lu Yuxing's.He pursed his lips and hesitated for a long time, as if it was difficult to speak.

"Son, maybe I'm thinking too much..." Lu Junxiong said awkwardly, clasping his hands together, "I remember when Tang Tang came to our house for dinner, you were very close." He looked up at Lu Yuxing "Is that what I think it is?"

Outside the door, human voices could be heard from the TV, but the room was eerily quiet.

Lu Yuxing's expression was a little dull. After a moment, he opened his mouth and asked calmly, "Why do you think so?"

"I remember that he unbuttoned your apron very skillfully," Lu Junxiong looked at the ceiling and recalled, "It's like how I tied your mother's apron."

It's been too long, Lu Yuxing tried his best to rummage through his decayed memory, and only then did he remember what happened that day.

It turned out that what seemed so ordinary to themselves turned out to be so intimate in the eyes of others.

He shook his head, not allowing himself to continue thinking.

"So what?" Lu Yuxing's eyes dimmed, "I'm fine on my own now, Yu Feng is very good at taking care of others, and I don't need a partner."

Lu Junxiong's wrinkled face moved, "Ah Xing, you talk less and less." He sighed, "Your mother and I are very worried about you. We are getting old too, one day... "

"I see." Lu Yuxing interrupted him, his body became a little stiff. "There's no need to go any further."

"It's good that you understand in your heart." Lu Junxiong watched him get up slowly, "We all hope that you live better."

Lu Yuxing responded, turned and went out, and returned to his room.

After washing, he lay tiredly on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.He has been busy in the past few years, acting, publicizing, taking pictures, accepting commercials... He also used to film for several days in a row and put himself in the hospital. He also flew all over the world to participate in international film festivals, as if his body had changed Once he became a machine, once he couldn't devote himself to the busy work, those too sweet memories would come up, tormenting his heart ache, like a knife cutting.

Every time at this time, he would think of the way Tang Tang smiled at him, and every detail of how they were together.He revealed his soft side in the dark, completely immersed in memories, and after dawn, he put on an indestructible indifference and continued to be that diligent and cold actor.

He just lay there with his eyes open until midnight, and when everyone in the family was sound asleep, Lu Yuxing left the room barefoot.

Borrowing the moonlight, he groped all the way to the door, took out the CD from the gap in the cabinet, held it in his arms like a treasure, and quietly returned to the room.

Lu Yuxing was afraid of waking up his parents, so he only turned on a night light by the bedside.The warm yellow light shone on his dark bathrobe, Lu Yuxing stretched out his hand and opened the drawer of the bedside table. Inside were the CDs he bought over the years, without exception, all belonged to Tang Tang.

He moved the CDs aside, and took out the Walkman and headphones underneath.

The kraft paper case felt weaker than plastic. He sat cross-legged on the bed, carefully unpacked it, and took the CD out of the box.

With a slight sound, the disc spun quickly in the player cabin. Lu Yuxing put on the earphones and lay on the bed, like a devout believer, closing his eyes and listening to the singing of the gods.

It turned out that Tang Tang's 20 years of not daring to come to him had been like this.

The clear singing voice in the ear replaced Tang Tang's murmur, and just fell asleep with him like this.

Early the next morning, when Lu Yuxing entered the building of Wanjia Media Company, there was quite a commotion.

He still wears sunglasses, a long windbreaker over his shirt, and slim jeans and Martin boots.Walking like a fly, he got into the elevator with ease, and went to Wanjie's office.

The Hong Kong City Newspaper is basically run by Ai Zhuyu now, and Wan Jie has lost energy in his old age, so he no longer writes articles and concentrates on running the media company.

Lu Yuxing didn't go back to Hong Kong City very often, and the employees who worked at the headquarters hardly saw him.Seeing him suddenly, many new employees couldn't help whispering and looked at him twice.

Lu Yuxing smiled politely at them, his dark circles were blocked by his sunglasses.

After entering Wan Jie's office, Lu Yuxing took off his sunglasses.

As soon as Wan Jie looked up, he saw his face, "Hey, Xiao Lu, how did you do this?"

"It's okay, insomnia." Lu Yuxing pressed the center of his eyebrows, "What do you want from me?"

There are many potted plants and wood carvings in the office. Wanjie moved the office chair and found a folder from the shelf behind the desk with some difficulty.

His body is also not as good as before, and sometimes he attends programs and news, and he has to prepare a crutch to go on stage.

"Look at this," Wan Jie handed him the folder, "Director Zhong asked me to ask if you would like to act."

Lu Yuxing took the folder, opened it and glanced at it, knowing it in his heart.

"How is it?" Wan Jie looked at him, "Think about it? Zhong Ming's film can't be screened in other provinces, and the market is mainly in foreign countries and Hong Kong City. When you want to go back to Hong Kong City to develop, you can make a foreshadowing." .”

He frowned tightly and didn't reply quickly.

"The script is good, the subject matter is okay, and it's not impossible for director Zhong's stuff to win an international award." Wan Jie took a sip of tea, "He said that the first consideration in casting is you. But, I'm going to the desert in the northwest A lot of shots were taken, and the conditions may be more difficult.”

"I don't think about it." Lu Yuxing didn't take a second look, then closed the folder and put it back on the table, "I don't want to take this subject."

Wan Jie was taken aback for a moment, his eyes behind the reading glasses were full of doubts.After a while, he smiled hoarsely, still with that hoarse voice. "I thought you were a dedicated actor, why, you don't dare to act gay?"

There was a brief silence in the office.

"Has the casting for another role been decided?" Lu Yuxing didn't answer his question, "Mr. Wan, a dedicated actor is also good at acting."

"It hasn't been decided yet." Wan Jie said, "Zhong Ming's casting is very strict, maybe he didn't find the right one."

The author says:

I have been very busy recently, and my health is not good, so the update may not be on time

If it's on time, it's two, three, five, seven.