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The moment Tang Tang and Lu Yuxing looked at each other, the air between them seemed to freeze.

After a while, Tang Tang opened his mouth stiffly.

"Ah Xing...you, why are you here?"

Lu Yuxing pursed his lips and frowned.Tang Tang saw extremely complicated emotions in his eyes, surprise, disappointment, sadness, these things mixed together, shaking his originally calm heart again.

Tang Xingguo sat in the bedroom, watching all this silently.

"As I said, Tangtang will not confess to you." He glanced at Tangtang and said to Lu Yuxing.

"One doesn't care about life and death, and the other doesn't care who he is. You are all too crazy."

The lines of Lu Yuxing's cheeks were always tense, he suppressed the turbulent emotions in his heart, and after a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "Tang Tang, let's talk."

His throat seemed to be bleeding, and the suppressed smell of rust surged up uncontrollably, as if the soul was about to break through the body uncontrollably.

Tang Tang didn't speak, and silently followed into the guest room across the corridor.

Tang Xingguo watched the two walk to the door from a distance, a trace of sadness flashed in his dull eyes.

With a soft bang, the door closed.

"Ah Xing."

Tang Tang stood at the door with his hands down, while the man in front of him went straight to the window, and opened the curtain roughly.Outside the window, the dark and chaotic night instantly swallowed his outline, and the window sill was covered with thick snow, which looked pale in the night.

"I heard it all." Looking at the face reflected in the glass, he asked hoarsely, "Can you answer a few questions for me?"

Tang Tang looked at his back, his tall body stood quietly in front of the window, so indestructible, yet fragile.

"You ask."

Lu Yuxing turned his head and looked at Tang Tang at the door.The bright lights shone warmly on him, but Lu Yuxing felt that the person in front of him was so strange.

"You arranged my cooperation with Tang Jewelry?"

"Yes."

"The wisteria bracelet, you gave it to me."

"Correct."

"Those phantoms I saw, are you sneaking into my house?"

"Yes."

"You also changed my sleeping pills."

"right……"

Tang Tang lowered his head, like a child admitting his mistake.He knew that he could no longer hide it, so he could only admit it in a self-defeating way.

Lu Yuxing looked at him, and slowly said:

"Qin Ran from Miaoxin Media, you are the one who made his debut secretly, right?"

Tang Tang was taken aback for a moment, then looked up at Lu Yuxing.

"You met him at the barber shop your mother frequented, recommended him to scouts, and paid for him to join me in a film... right?"

There was a brief silence in the small room.

"……Yes."

After a while, Tang Tang whispered.

"Why?" Lu Yuxing asked.

"Because he is very similar to me." Tang Tang said, "He is very similar to the me you like. Kind, gentle, obedient, and beautiful. It is the type you like."

"Then why didn't you come to me in person?" Lu Yuxing took two steps forward, "Why did I forget earlier things? Tang Tang, why didn't you tell me?"

As he got closer, he found that Tang Tang's eye sockets were still wet, and he was holding his sleeves tightly with both hands, not daring to look at him.

"You just said that if I can't accept your truth..." Lu Yuxing said, "you will erase my memory and your own memory, right?"

He took two steps back and arrived in front of Tang Tang.

"Tang Tang, have you ever thought about it," Lu Yuxing asked in a hoarse voice, "I, and you, the reason why we are who we are is not because of our memories and experiences?"

"Me without those memories," he murmured, "or is it not me?"

He was so close that he was about to touch Tang Tang's chest, and an invisible sense of oppression tugged between the two of them.The person in front of him clenched his fists and bowed his head in silence.

The wind roared wildly outside the window, making the big trees in the yard rustle.

Suddenly, Tang Tang suddenly raised his head.His eyes were red, and he argued sharply:

"Of course it's you! Before time goes back, the you who accepted my confession, isn't it you?"

Tang Tang had never argued with anyone so loudly before. As soon as these words came out, Lu Yuxing's heart seemed to be blocked by a solid rock, and he couldn't breathe immediately.

He thought of the diary he found in his room, which recorded the happy times of himself and Tang Tang who did not have the memory of "future".

But the existence of all these happiness is caused by antecedents.It was Tang Tang who activated the pocket watch to change the trajectory, and it was he who regained his life after committing suicide.Not only that, but it is even caused by the "unspeakable" and more important memories in Tang Tang's mouth.

If all their futures are wiped out, how far can they go with just these few months of falling in love?Even if they can stay together forever, they are just puppets manipulated by pocket watches. One day, bad luck will come and their lover will die suddenly.

More importantly, without those memories, can they still be called complete selves?

They will just live in obscurity for the rest of their lives, accepting a fate that has long been foretold.

However, Lu Yuxing never expected that all this was not within the scope of Tang Tang's consideration.

"I don't accept this idea." He tried to calm down and put his hands on Tang Tang's shoulders, "Why don't you want to tell me everything?"

The moment his hand touched Tang Tang, he could feel the impulse of the person in front of him cool down a bit.

Tang Tang lowered his head again, his thick eyelashes fluttered, and after a while, he raised his eyes and looked at Lu Yuxing.

"I don't want you to see me as bad as that."

He said, tentatively pressing his forehead against Lu Yuxing's chest.Seeing that the other party did not refuse, he slowly raised his hand and hugged Lu Yuxing.

"I'm sorry, Brother Lu." He finally said the title openly, "I'm not as good as you imagined." He laughed muffled, looked up at Lu Yuxing, and asked, "Is Qin Ran better than me? Should he It's a good companion."

Lu Yuxing moved his hands down, wanting to lift Tang Tang up and hug him, but put it down again after a while.

"He's not right for me."

The two maintained this strange posture and were silent for a while, then Lu Yuxing sighed slowly.

"Tang Tang, is the 'bad luck' your grandfather said true?"

The body of the person in his arms was a little tense.Tang Tang didn't say a word, which was his tacit consent.

Lu Yuxing already knew the answer, and no one said anything.

You don't need to guess about Tang Xingguo's affairs.He was attacked at the ribbon-cutting ceremony, and Ruan Zhen blocked the knife to save him. The two of them reincarnated countless times in time and space, but they couldn't break the curse.

The final outcome is what the world sees.

After a long silence, Lu Yuxing silently pushed Tang Tang away and went downstairs.

Tang Tang followed behind him, watching him walk around the living room and open the door of the villa.

The cold wind came rushing in, instantly waking up the chaotic mind.Tang Tang stood behind Lu Yuxing, watching him go head-on into the wind and snow.

He shivered suddenly, as if he had recovered, he ran into the snow in his slippers.

"Brother Lu!"

Lu Yuxing didn't look back, just stood under the street lamp, lonely.

"Where are you going?" Tang Tang asked in a trembling voice.

Snow fell on Lu Yuxing's black down jacket, half of his face was buried under the collar, only a pair of tired eyes were exposed.

"Go out and live." He said indifferently, "Tang Tang, let's separate."