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When Lu Yuxing woke up, it was already dusk.

There was still Tang Tang's breath in the quilt, but there was no one in his arms.He turned over, resisted the feeling of dizziness and searched around the house but found no one.

Lu Yuxing sat down on the sofa a little irritatedly, and found that the shirt had been neatly folded and placed by his hand.

At this moment, the door lock made an extremely slight sound, and Tang Tang opened the door and came in.

He carefully opened the door a crack, put the plastic bag containing the medicine in his hand on the shoe cabinet, looked up and saw Lu Yuxing on the sofa, and was slightly stunned.

"You..." Lu Yuxing said with a hoarse voice.

"Ah Xing, why did you get out of bed without any clothes on!"

Tang Tang quickly kicked off his shoes, ran into the bedroom and got him a bed blanket, and wrapped him up like a rice dumpling without saying a word.

"Why are you so careless about your body? It's burned to 38 degrees." Through a thick blanket, he stretched his arms around Lu Yuxing. "I'll boil hot water later, you take the medicine first."

Lu Yuxing was only allowed to show his eyes.After watching for a long while, he sighed, and supported Tang Tang's waist to report the person to his lap. "Little master, can you boil hot water? Stop messing around."

Tang Tang sat on his lap, as if a switch had been pressed, and he was too embarrassed to move.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and Lu Yuxing took the lead in explaining, "I found the clothes backstage in the theater."

"It's okay, it's just a piece of clothing, if you lose it, you lose it." Tang Tang didn't doubt his words, "...Sorry, please help me find it."

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Lu Yuxing rubbed his forehead against his, feeling cold.He also felt that his condition was a little serious, so he patted Tang Tang's buttocks and said, "Get up, I'll boil the water."

"Ah Xing, you..."

Tang Tang jumped up as if startled, and looked at him with a flushed face.

His reaction was too big, and Lu Yuxing was stunned for a moment before he could react.In the past, he would occasionally do this to his partner in benefits. The other party would just hug him shyly and make fun of him, instead of flushing with embarrassment like Tang Tang, as if about to jump up and stomp his feet.

The blame can only be blamed on him not having been in a serious relationship and not knowing how to treat a lover.

"Okay." Lu Yuxing was a little embarrassed, so he pinched Tang Tang's flushed face, "Sit down obediently."

Tang Tang pouted with a blushing face, and sat down in the corner of the sofa farthest from him.

For dinner, Lu Yuxing made some porridge, and after taking the medicine, Tang Tang pressed him under the quilt and lay down, covered it for a while, and finally broke out in sweat.

He threw Tang Tang's blanket wrapped around himself into the washing machine, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and finally felt comfortable.

"Ah Xing, you are so strong, how can you have a fever when you are in good shape?" Tang Tang lay on the edge of the bed, poked Lu Yuxing's strong arm with his fingers, squinted slightly, "Didn't you have dinner with Jing Wen last night?... It's just eating, how did you make it like this?"

Lu Yuxing smelled the jealousy in the air, but felt that it would be embarrassing to say it, so he made up a lie. "It's too cold at night, and the clothes are thin."

"Oh." Tang Yan tilted his head droopingly, putting the antipyretics back into the medicine box one by one.

He opened the drawer of the bedside table casually, and was about to put the remaining medicine in there for storage, when he saw a translucent compartmented medicine box lying in the drawer.

There are large and small pills and capsules in the medicine box, and a small white medicine bottle is placed beside the medicine box.

There was a handwritten label on the bottle: Sleeping Pills.

Tang Tang paused slightly when he opened the drawer.He hesitated for a second, then quickly stuffed the medicine box into the drawer, and slammed the drawer shut.

The bedside table was placed next to the bed, and when Lu Yuxing saw him staring at the closed drawer, he felt flustered for a moment.

"Ah Xing, what kind of medicine is that?"

Tang Tang slowly turned his head to look at him, his eyes full of surprise and confusion.

Lu Yuxing pretended not to remember clearly, thought for a moment, and said casually, "Oh, it's just some tranquilizing medicine."

"You lied!" Tang Tang suddenly collapsed, his shoulders drooped, and he looked frustrated. "I know what that medicine is."

"That's for anxiety and depression, isn't it?"

"you……"

"why did not you tell me?"

Lu Yuxing didn't answer.After a while, he sat up from the bed, got out of bed and went to find towels in the closet.

"Go take a shower, I don't want to talk about this now."

A towel was handed to Tang Tang, Lu Yuxing sighed and wiped his face wearily. "I want to sleep, I have an internship tomorrow."

Tang Tang's eyes were a little red, and he raised his eyes and stared at him.

After confronting each other for more than ten seconds, he grabbed the towel in Lu Yuxing's hand with a sad expression, and shuffled to the bathroom.

The bathroom door was slowly closed, and the room fell into silence.

Lu Yuxing leaned against the wall and let out a breath of foul air slowly.

Standing at the door, he vaguely heard the sound of running water coming from the bathroom, mixed with indistinct crying.

The sound wasn't too loud, but it was especially noticeable in a quiet environment.

Lu Yuxing pressed the center of his eyebrows, hesitated for a while, took off his bathrobe, and walked towards the bathroom.

There was a dim cold light on the frosted glass side, and the warm water splashed on the tiles covered most of the crying.

The bathroom door was not closed, Lu Yuxing gently turned the doorknob, and the mist quickly gushed out from the gap, blurring the vision.

Tang Tang sat on a small white plastic stool with his back to him.Warm water poured down from the shower above his head, his back was slightly arched, and the two arms holding his knees were constantly twitching.

He cried with extreme restraint.Lu Yuxing hung the bathrobe on the door, walked over and squatted down behind him, only to find that he was biting the back of his hand tightly and not letting go.

"Hey, let go."

Lu Yuxing took his hand away, leaving a neat row of teeth marks on the back of his hand.

Tang Tang was steaming all over his body, and his wet hair drooped on his forehead, looking a little embarrassed.

"You, what are you doing here?"

His eyes were red and swollen, and he cried like a goldfish bubbling.He glanced back at Lu Yuxing, then turned his face away abruptly, and blocked it with his hands. "Dont look at me……"

"If I don't come in, let you hide in the bathroom and cry?"

Lu Yuxing hugged him from behind and rubbed his drenched hair.

He felt that Tang Tang's reaction was a little too intense.He had used that book to test Tang Tang before, and wanted to find a chance to tell him about it.But later he found that after being together with Tang Tang for a long time, the feeling of depression and palpitation basically disappeared, so he slowly put this matter behind him.

But no matter what, he couldn't figure out why Tang Tang had such a strong reaction.

Bai Zhi checked the medical history of their family, and up to three generations, they are all in good health without any diseases in this area.

How could he know so much about those medicines?

"I'm sorry." Lu Yuxing patted his head, then bit the tip of his ear to coax him. "I should have told you earlier so you wouldn't worry."

He left a series of kisses on each other's ears, but Tang Tang cried even harder.He turned around and put his arms around Lu Yuxing's neck, buried his face in the hollow of his shoulders, crying heartbreakingly.

Warm water was poured on the two of them, Lu Yuxing hugged the naked Tang Tang, and when he heard him crying in the place of his heart, he suddenly felt that his soul would be torn apart by his crying.

It was as if he had returned to that icy villa, where everything had lost the warmth of life except for the hot blood flowing from his arteries.

At that time, he also heard such a heart-piercing cry, it was a kind of mourning from the depths of the soul, as if it was complaining to the whole world.

He fished Tang Tang out of his arms, put him into a bathtub filled with warm water, and blocked his lips with a kiss.

They met honestly for the first time, but Lu Yuxing secretly saw the tip of the iceberg under Tang Tang's innocent appearance.

"Hey, don't cry."

He touched the tears on Tang Tang's face, and murmured: "There is nothing to be afraid of this disease, I'm already much better, you don't have to worry about me so much."

Tang Tang didn't dare to let go of his hand at all, and pulled him into the bathtub forcefully.His movements were a little unreasonable, as if Lu Yuxing would disappear if he let go, his hands were tightly wrapped around his neck.

After hugging like this for a while, Tang Tang slowly opened his mouth:

"Why... why is it like this again? I thought... I thought it was over..."

Lu Yuxing was slightly taken aback, "What?"

The person in the arms was quiet for a while, and then continued to speak: "My teacher is suffering from this disease."

Finally figured out why Tang Tang was so nervous, Lu Yuxing also relaxed a little.

"Is it cured?"

"No."

Tang Tang finally dared to let go of Lu Yuxing, he turned over and lay in Lu Yuxing's arms.

His fair fingers caressed Lu Yuxing's knee for a while.

"Teacher, he passed away."

The warm water from the shower poured continuously on the tiles on the floor, and then swirled into the drain.

Lu Yuxing asked quietly, "Is it suicide?"

"Yes."

The two fell silent.

After a long time, Lu Yuxing embraced him. "Don't worry, I said it's not serious, I won't do that."

"I do not believe."

"I promise."

Tang Tang looked up at him, blinking his red and swollen eyes.

Lu Yuxing looked very calm.

"I will live longer than you." He sighed, hugged Tang Tang, and kissed his hairpin. "Your teacher... If he knew that you were so sad for his departure, he would not have made that choice."

Tang Tang's foggy eyes were full of confusion.

"yes."

Coming out of the bathroom, the water was already a little cool.

Tang Tang was crying so hard that his whole body was exhausted. Lu Yuxing helped him dry his hair. Just halfway through the blow-drying, the phone in the bedroom rang.

"I'll pick it up, baby, let's blow dry myself first."

His first reaction was a call from Bai Zhi, so he quickly got up and went to the bedroom to answer the phone.

When the phone was picked up, Tang Ruize's voice came from the other side.

"Tang Tang better not have slept under your quilt yet." Tang Ruize's tone was a little irritable, "Tang Jialang is here, let him come back quickly."

The author says:

It's too late, there are insects to catch tomorrow