forced to fall in love

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The street lights flickered and the breeze blew by.

Lingxi and Shen Sui looked at each other quietly, and neither of them spoke again.

It was as if a transparent protective film was formed in an instant, isolating the noisy and laughing world outside.

It also seems that they are the only ones left in this world.

Shen Sui's deep eyes seemed to be psychedelic, leading him to stand on the edge of time and space in a trance.

Countless stars are focused in one place, and when one looks in, one can only see a golden patch of light, and those who are bright can't open their eyes.

Lingxi was clearly hanging in the air, but it was as if there was a solid ground. As she walked towards the golden light step by step, circles of ripples appeared under her feet, like waves breaking through the sea and colliding with each other to produce sprays.

The fingertips touched the golden light lightly, and it enveloped her in just a moment.

I like you, these four words are both familiar and unfamiliar.

"You don't have to worry about me, no one will bully me."

"Will you go to the parent meeting?"

"I'm going to college, will you accompany me?"

"I'm already working and can take care of myself, and I can take care of you."

"..."

In an instant, scenes of scenes appeared beside Lingxi out of thin air, circling around her.

It is full of scenes from the previous world, where Lingxi adopted God.

After the screen turned, there was only one scene in black and white, which finally stopped in front of her eyes. Lingxi looked at it, slightly startled.

"...I like you, will you stay with me forever?"

"I will accompany you."

"Then I like it."

"..."

The self in black and white in the picture was a little embarrassed and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything in the face of this sentence.

The picture stays here, suddenly broken and distorted, dense white snowflakes appear, and the surrounding colorful pictures lose their color one after another, and gather on the white snowflakes one by one, covering a new picture.

Lingxi only took one look, frowning slightly.

The god of the previous life was lying on the hospital bed, the room was white, Lingxi stood in front of her bed, she opened her eyes weakly, and her eyes were no longer as strong and forbearing as before.

Her pupils were soft and radiant, she looked at Lingxi for a long time, and then opened and closed her lips that had lost their rosiness.

Lingxi heard her sadly asking herself softly:

"You still don't like me?"

At that time, the spacious room seemed superfluous, as if there were echoes of punches hitting Lingxi's heart one after another.

Lingxi's hanging hands clenched in vain. Even now, when she faced this scene, it was as if her throat was strangled and it was difficult to breathe.

Lingxi doesn't understand what liking is, and she also doesn't understand why she feels pain and suffocation.

But the feeling at that moment was real and profound.

Lingxi closed his eyes and fell into the endless darkness.

She has nothing to ask for in life, and she has nothing to desire, but the first time she had the idea of ​​"thinking", it was the beginning of chaos, and she opened her eyes to see God.

At that time, her idea was very simple, she just wanted to see her appearance.

When she saw the appearance clearly, she wanted to hear the sound of her blowing the jade flute again.

When she heard the voice, she had a new idea.

"Thinking" more and more, there is no end.

When Lingxi suddenly found out, her "thinking" had already become, wanting to be by her side.

On the shoulders of God, she shoulders her own responsibilities. Although she stays there like a day, she doesn't have any boring emotions.

After Lingxi left the first world, she was also thinking about whether her mission was completed or not.

The light of the soul is as hot as a flame, entering the heart along the palm, and even the blood boils.

"I don't know when you became special."

"It's a subtle feeling for me."

"My family destined me to be an independent person since I was a child."

"When I was very young, I understood that crying was useless. No matter what happened, I had to face it before it could be resolved."

"So I gritted my teeth and persisted. No matter how painful or difficult, I came over."

"These make me numb."

"But until I met you, you broke into my world from the outside world."

"Inflexible, yet persistent."

Lingxi opened his eyes suddenly, and the darkness in front of him was dispelled by the dazzling light.

Shen Sui followed the light into her eyes bit by bit, occupying her entire visual perception.

The person in front of him was still talking intermittently, but Lingxi's hand holding the ice cream cone trembled slightly.

"Since then, you broke my numbness."

"It made me feel my pain again, it was out of my control, it made me uneasy."

Shen Sui suddenly looked at Lingxi and smiled: "I tried to drive away the 'intruder', but the 'intruder' was not only unconscious, but also stubborn."

"After that, I felt more emotions besides pain."

"It's like a black and white drawing board filled with colorful dyes."

"At that moment, I realized that it was so different, the bitter feeling of going retrograde alone in the dark, and the ups and downs after being with you."

The soft light shone flickeringly, but Shen Sui became more and more resolute. It seemed that she was different from the past, but it was indeed her, or a more real and calmer her.

Lingxi looked at her, feeling as if there was a turbulent wave in his heart, one wave after another lapped the shore, and the wind and sand were rolled up again.

There was a faint smell of blood in his mouth, and the Shen Sui in front of him coincided with the person who just appeared under the hallucination.

"So," Shen Sui approached her, stretched out his hand to her, and said softly, "Are you with me?"

In an instant, the burning sensation of the soul in the palm of her hand spread rapidly from her heart, and the pain in her heart hit her in bursts, filled with a squeezed suffocation that made her breathless.

Shen Sui looked at her quietly, his hands hanging in the air did not move in any way.

close at hand...

God is close at hand...

Accompany her close at hand...

I want to be close to her...

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When the cold fingertips touch the warmth, it seems to be a source of life-saving fire when the cold wind is blowing.

The source of fire brings light, but it also brings needed heat.

All the pain and suffocation stopped when Shen Sui held her hand.

Lingxi's cold fingertips just touched her palm, and Shen Sui then closed them, holding her tightly.

The warmth covered the sky, dispelling the disaster that was about to collapse a second ago.

The cold wind blew in, and Shen Sui smiled softly at her.

"Well, you can't escape."

Word by word, engraved on my heart like a mantra.

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Just about to update, I found that Jinjiang collapsed again: (