I don't have ulterior motives

Shu Linan opened his eyes to look at him, with a hint of panic in his eyes.He wanted to run away, but he didn't dare to move where he was.

"I'm sorry..." he whispered.He looked at his hands on his knees and thought, what's the use. ·

Jin Bei leaned over and pressed his head on his shoulder: "You should have said that to Shu Pingyuan. Why did you give up later? You spilled that glass of wine."

"I……"

Shu Lin'an hugged him tightly.A shudder came over him.He thought of the dark lake, the woman's struggle and screams, sitting by the lake with his young self, watching the black shadow dragging the woman down, not daring to speak or walk away, just looking at the woman's waving arms Gradually disappearing on the surface of the lake, with circles of ripples returning to silence.

He also couldn't tell whether he dared not speak or didn't want to speak.

"I can't..." He bit his lips tightly, and the smell of blood seeped into his mouth.

Jin Bei felt the person in his arms trembling.He turned his head to look at the other party, and saw a streak of blood oozing from the other party's lips.

He turned Shu Lin'an's face: "What are you doing?" He said, holding his bitten lower lip.

"Hmm..." Shu Linan wanted to retreat, but was held back by the other party.The tip of the tongue licked the wound carefully, itching and numb.The pain gradually dissipated, and he just felt dazed.

so sweet.Jin Bei thought.

After a long time, the smell of blood in Shu Lin'an's mouth had disappeared, but the other party had no intention of leaving.Jin Bei wrapped one hand around his waist, and clasped his head with the other, with the tip of his tongue moving up from the edge of his lower lip.

Shu Linan tilted his head slightly, and made a vague sound.

All he wanted to say was his name.

Jin Bei paused for a moment, pinching his chin with one hand, forcing him to turn sideways, then Jin Bei bowed his head, rubbing his lips against the side of his neck.

"Lin'an, do you like me?"

Those words, like thunder in the rain, suddenly rang in his ears, and fell into a wilderness in his heart, cracking open the sand that had been silent for a long time.

Jin Bei's lips rested on the shallow socket in the center of his collarbone, paused for a moment, and licked it lightly.

"Huh?" he asked.

Shu Lin'an only felt that the line of defense he used to stop his desire had collapsed.

like.like.like.like.like.

Jin Bei raised his head, and put the tip of his nose against the other's. Shu Linan opened his mouth slightly, but before he could make a sound, his lips were blocked.

The tip of Jin Bei's tongue touched his teeth carefully, there was a small gap there, and Jin Bei probed there for a long time.Shu Lin'an felt his throat a little itchy.

He pushed Jin Bei.

Jin Bei left hesitantly, looking at him expectantly.

"Colds are contagious..." Shu Linan coughed a few times.

Jin Bei handed him the water glass, Shu Linan took a sip, put down the glass, raised his eyes and was about to speak, Jin Bei held the back of his neck and kissed him again.

This time, he drove straight in and attacked the city.

Moist breath lingers in the nose, rain or the other's breath.

Shu Linan hugged each other tightly, and leaned forward, so that there was no gap between the two of them.He felt Jin Bei's heartbeat again.The tip of the other party's tongue is like a swimming fish or coral with soft thorns. He really wants to drown in this gentle lake.

Sensing that Shu Lin'an's breathing became short, Jin Bei left slowly, and at the moment of parting, he lightly touched the other's lips.

Shu Linan looked at him, unaware that his eyes were slightly lost. He sat back on the chair, shifted his gaze to the half-full bowl, and licked his lips inadvertently, as if recalling the kiss just now.

Jin Bei touched the wall of the bowl: "It's cold, don't drink."

Shu Lin'an felt a little pity, he had been doing it for so long, and he didn't drink much.

"Aren't you full?" Jin Bei glanced at him and asked.

Shu Linan shook his head and said with a smile, "I've been fed by you."

He followed behind Jin Bei and put the things into the kitchen.Halfway through, Jin Bei suddenly turned around: "Should I punish you for washing the dishes?"

Shu Lin'an froze for a moment, then nodded quickly, he was very willing to please the other party.

Jin Bei thought for a while: "Forget it, I can't bear it."

"..."

The rain stopped for a while at night, but it picked up again after eleven o'clock.Shu Lin'an was already getting ready to go to bed. He didn't go to bed so early, but in order to be able to lie down beside Jin Bei for a while, he insisted on adjusting his schedule to be exactly the same as the life of the other's elderly.

Jin Bei denied this, and said that this is not the life of the elderly, but the military style.

His father was originally a soldier, and he opened a martial arts gym after he changed his career.Shu Linan imagined how Jin Bei would look in military uniform, and thought it must look very good.

Shu Linan went to close the balcony door of the bedroom. Outside the French windows of the balcony, it was raining heavily, and the rain was illuminated by street lamps and countless house lights. Although sometimes there were lightning and thunder, Shu Linan felt very at ease.Maybe it's because the window panes neatly divide the two worlds, maybe it's because it's warm in the bedroom.The bedroom behind him was like a boulder in a battlefield, untouched by artillery fire, and there were still small flowers blooming on the ground.

Shu Lin'an couldn't help but took two steps forward, pressing his hands against the glass, his palms were icy cold.

Jin Bei came over and wrapped his arms around his waist, and dragged him away without saying a word.Every time he saw Shu Lin'an standing on the edge, he felt inexplicably worried.He was always afraid that his star would fall, but he missed it.

Shu Lin'an took Jin Bei's hand: "Wait a minute...I just want to see it."

"What are you looking at? You look better than me?"

"..."

Jin Bei hugged him behind him, as if bringing out the heater in the bedroom.Shu Linan leaned her head on his shoulder and whispered in his ear, "There is another building outside the window."

"Ok?"

"There are so many lights."

"……Yup."

Shu Lin'an smiled, turned his face, and buried it by his neck: "In the past, the river was outside the window of my house. It was very wide and dark. The lights were on the opposite side."

Jin Bei couldn't help tightening his arms.He lowered his head, and his lips just touched Shu Lin'an's eyebrows.

Fengjiang is indeed very wide. He thought of the Yueyong Bridge he had walked through, which was very long.

"When the river is calm during the day, it can also make people calm, so I like my room because it faces the river. But at night, when it is calm, it is too quiet. How should I put it, it is like the Styx.

"During heavy rain, like now, it's like boiling water." Shu Lin'an hesitated, and didn't say that at those times, he wanted to jump in, but his room was still far away from the river. It was not implemented.

"When it's raining heavily at night, you can't see the lights," he said only.

With all his strength, Jin Bei turned around and hugged him back, closed the balcony door, and drew the curtains.

The overhead light in the room has been turned off, and the light from the desk lamp is warm, right next to him.

Shu Linan sat with his back against the head of the bed, and Jin Bei pulled the quilt up for him: "Go to sleep." As he said that, he turned over to his side, reaching over him to turn off the light.

"Wait a minute." Shu Linan clasped his hand.

Jin Bei raised his eyebrows: "What's the matter?" He thought for a while and said, "Okay, you don't need to close it today."

"No," Shu Lin'an looked at him, and said hesitantly, "I want to go back to my house tomorrow."

Jin Bei became vigilant for no reason: "What are you doing?"

"Shu Pingyuan put some things there..." Shu Linan hesitated, rubbed his fingers on the back of his hand, and finally said, "Maybe you can call the policeman you know."

Jin Bei was stunned.He looked at Shu Lin'an inquiringly, and saw that the other party looked down at his hand, his eyebrows frowned slightly.

He pulled Shu Lin'an's hand to his lips and kissed it: "Okay."

Shu Linan looked at him and smiled slowly.

He leaned over and turned off the light.Just as Jin Bei was about to lie down, he heard Shu Lin'an say, "Did I forget to answer a question for you?"

Jin Bei was shocked, and sat up again, looking at the other party in the dark.

Because it was too dark, Shu Linan turned over, knelt down on the bed, and kissed his forehead: "I like it."

The next morning, Liao Fangyuan asked the two children for leave in the name of assisting in the investigation, and drove straight to Shu Linan's home.The head teacher felt very strange that Jin Bei also followed, but Shu Linan took it for granted, so the head teacher didn't go any further.

Detour to the bridge a little farther and cross the river, and it didn't take a while to arrive.The house with its wide courtyard and garden stood in the morning light like an abandoned castle.

The three walked across the stone road in the front yard to the door.When Shu Lin'an opened the door, he felt strange, as if the days he spent here had been a long time ago.

The house was still the same mess that night.Looking at the hall, Jin Bei thought of the scar on Shu Linan's leg.

Shu Linan went straight to the wide spiral staircase: "This way."

The two followed him upstairs.There is a long corridor on the second floor, one end is Shu Linan's bedroom, and the other end is the study.The study is very spacious, almost a living room, the bookcases on the four walls are as high as the ceiling, and there are dusty books inside.Shu Pingyuan had someone clean every place in the room, but he wouldn't let him touch the bookcase.

"What did you find out in the study that day?" Jin Bei asked in a low voice.

Liao Fangyuan shook his head: "There is not even a ledger for tax evasion."

Shu Lin'an turned his head and glanced at him with a half-smile.

"That's true." Shu Lin'an opened the door of the bookcase on the right side of the sandalwood desk, and wiped the top of a book, "Did the police officer not pay attention? The dust here is very thin, unlike other bookshelves, which are often flipped over at first glance." .”

"But Shu Pingyuan rarely reads."

Liao Fangyuan frowned and asked, "Is there something behind this?" At that time, they searched all the bookcases, but there were bare wooden boards behind them, and nothing seemed to be found except smashing the wall.

Shu Lin'an didn't answer, and moved out the books on the middle floor, and reached out to get the books on the upper floor after moving one.

One hand took the book he wanted. "How much do you want to move?" Jin Bei asked.

Shu Linan withdrew her mocking smile, and turned to a gentle expression: "Everything."

Liao Fangyuan clicked his tongue inwardly.He strode forward and pulled the book flips on the lower floors to the ground: "Why bother, just get it off."

Shu Linan frowned and glanced at him.Jin Bei pulled Liao Fangyuan back: "Are you polite?"

"..." Liao Fangyuan stood aside with his arms folded, suppressing his strong desire to hit someone.

Shu Linan took down the partition, and slid open the wooden board behind, the dark hole and the bottomless spiral staircase saw the sky again.

The author has something to say:

Liao Fangyuan: Then why bother, just get it off.

Jin Bei: Are you polite?

Liao Fangyuan: No boyfriend, no manners.

Shu Lin'an: ...

Jin Bei: ...

Ye Xian:? ? ?

Liao Fangyuan: No, no, my boyfriend didn't come.