I don't have ulterior motives

As soon as the bowl of porridge bottomed out, a plate of siu mai was pushed in front of him.Shu Lin'an raised his head, Jin Bei looked at him, but he didn't move his chopsticks much.

"Eat more."

"Hmm..." Shu Linan looked at the full plate and raised his head hesitantly, "I'm full."

"It doesn't matter, eat slowly."

"..."

Shu Linan picked up the chopsticks, rubbed the tip of the chopsticks in the bowl, and Jin Bei picked up a piece of siu mai and brought it to Shu Linan's mouth.

Shu Lin'an froze for a moment, his eyes slid from Jin Bei's face to the siu mai in front of him, he lowered his head, took a bite, and stepped back.

Jin Bei didn't insist, took back his chopsticks, and ate the remaining half by himself.

Immediately afterwards, he picked up another piece of fish cake and brought it over.

Shu Lin'an: "..."

"How do you know I'm at home? I didn't even turn on the light." After finally finding a gap, Shu Lin'an asked.

"Why don't you turn on the lights at home?" Jin Bei looked at him.

Shu Lin'an lowered his head and said to himself in a low voice: "Because I know I have nowhere to go..."

"What are you talking about?" Jin Bei stretched his hand across the dining table and rubbed his hair.

When the dishes on the table were empty, Jin Bei went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, and when he came back, he saw Shu Linan sitting where he was, with his head bowed.

Inexplicably, it feels like a kitten waiting for someone to pick it up.

Thinking of Shu Lin'an's long cat ears, Jin Bei couldn't help laughing.

He went over and pulled him up: "Go to the sofa, do you have any medicine at home? Help you disinfect the wound."

"No need..." Shu Linan took a step back, he didn't really want Jin Bei to touch those wounds, he was afraid he would ask how it happened.

Jin Bei looked at him seriously, a little angry.Shu Lin'an thought, the other party had never shown such an expression to him, not even on the night of his birthday, not by the lake.

"Why don't you use anything?"

"..."

"If there is no medicine at home, I will buy it at a nearby convenience store."

"...Yes." Shu Linan compromised.

Jin Bei arranged iodophor, saline, tweezers, cotton balls and gauze on the coffee table in sequence, pulled Shu Linan's calf, put it on the coffee table, put a trash can under it, and sat on the edge of the sofa by himself: "The medicine box It's quite complete. The date is also very new."

Shu Lin'an hoped that he would not have any guesses.

"Are you often injured?"

Shu Linan shook his head.

Jin Bei stared at him.

Shu Lin'an bit her lip: "Not often..."

Looking at the downcast gaze of the person in front of him, Jin Bei didn't ask any more questions, and rubbed his hair again, rinsed the wounds with normal saline, then dipped a cotton ball with iodophor, and carefully wiped the edges of the wounds.

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." The cotton ball felt cool after wiping it off, like a flowing spring.

"Does it hurt when you get hurt?"

"A little bit." Shu Lin'an said hesitantly, he glanced at Jin Bei, wondering whether he should feel pain or not.

Jin Bei carefully wrapped the wound with gauze, leaving a gap for ventilation.After the wounds on both legs were treated, Jin Bei put away the medicine box, returned to sit beside Shu Linan, and looked at him without saying a word.

Shu Linan was very disturbed by him, and said, "It doesn't hurt now."

"..."

"not at all."

"..."

"You are very good at applying medicine."

Jin Bei was amused by the other party.He suppressed his smile and asked, "Your father may have to stay at the police station for a while. Is there anyone else in your house besides you?"

Shu Linan shook his head.

"Where's the nanny?"

"I don't want it." Shu Lin settled for a moment, "And they probably don't want to work in the suspect's house either."

"Don't want me to help?" Jin Bei raised his head and pointed at the chaotic living room.

Shu Linan pursed her lips.For him, if he lives by himself, he doesn't care what it looks like here.Even if he tidied up his room, he couldn't tidy up the chaos in his head.

Although since the other party came, the confusion is gradually subsiding.

Just look at him.

Shu Lin'an thought so, looking at Jin Bei for a moment.

"Or do you really want to live in my house?" Jin Bei raised his eyebrows.It was hard for him to tell whether it was a joke or his serious expectation.

"Think." Shu Linan blurted out.

Jin Bei was stunned for a moment: "Really?"

"Really." Shu Linan lowered his eyes slightly, and said after a moment of silence.

"...Okay. That's out of the way. Come home with me." Jin Bei said with a sigh of relief.

Those four words were like a drop of water falling in the center of the desert, but it made endless ripples.

Shu Linan closed his eyes and heard the sound of water droplets falling continuously.

"When?" he asked.

"Anytime is fine. Even midnight. If you want to stay at home for a while, I will accompany you."

Shu Lin'an looked at the room in front of him.He thought he would leave here, but he didn't expect it to be so fast, so light, like another dream.

If so, he is willing to die in this dream.

"It's a bit late, stay here for one night, and leave tomorrow." Shu Lin'an said.

"it is good."

"But... Except for my room, the other rooms have not been cleaned." Shu Lin'an showed a embarrassed look.

"It's okay, I'll just sleep on the sofa."

"How can you let a guest sleep on the sofa." Shu Lin'an retorted.

"It's okay, what are you polite about?"

"But I don't want to sleep on the sofa either." Shu Lin'an thought seriously.Jin Bei was stunned, and after a while he heard Shu Lin'an say, "We have to sleep in my bed together."

Eh?

"You don't mind?" Shu Linan raised his head and looked at Jin Bei.

"No...don't mind."

"That's good." Shu Lin'an smiled.

Even a good night's sleep.

The next morning Shu Lin'an woke up later than usual, and there was a strong light coming from the gap in the curtains.Between him and the curtains, Jin Bei was still asleep, with his head slightly tilted to his side, with a layer of soft light applied from the brow bone to the tip of the nose to the chin.

Shu Linan turned sideways and looked at the face in front of the curtain under the pattern of dark blue starry sky.He felt like he was going to be caught in that starry sky.

I really want to touch it.Shu Lin'an quietly approached the other party, and stretched his fingers to the side of Jin Bei's cheek, hung in the air for a while, then gently curled back.

Jin Bei suddenly opened his eyes.Shu Lin'an's hands trembled a bit, feeling that he would accept it or not, so he simply scraped Jin Bei's side face with his knuckles.

Jin Bei: "..."

"There was a flying insect just now, I'll chase it away for you." Shu Lin'an looked at him upright.

Jin Bei looked at him for a few seconds, then reached out and rubbed his cheek.

"It flew next to you."

"..."

Shu Lin'an smiled and said, "Get up."

While he was still wrapped in the quilt, Jin Bei had already sat up and got out of bed.Last night Shu Lin'an found him his own nightgown, but the other party bothered to refuse him, so he only put on a pair of pajama pants.

Turning around, Jin Bei saw Shu Linan's gaze gazing at him a few times, and said, "The abs are beautiful."

Jin Bei was in a happy mood: "Is there anything to eat? Just make some breakfast, so I won't go out and buy it."

Shu Lin'an thought for a while: "There's bread. There's also milk and—" Before he could finish speaking, Jin Bei tripped over something underground.Jin Bei lowered his head and saw a beautiful folding knife, the blade didn't even fit in.

Seeing that Jin Bei's face became very strange, Shu Lin'an remembered something, sat up and leaned out towards the bed.

Hell, did he kick too hard yesterday?

Shu Linan looked up nervously: "Are you injured? Did you miss it?"

Jin Bei lowered his head and held his face: "I don't."

"..."

Shu Lin'an lowered his eyelashes, but Jin Bei did not let go.

Shu Lin'an got up and sat on the edge of the bed, turning his face away.Jin Bei let go of his hand and brushed his fingertips across his neck, and he heard the other party let out a barely audible sigh.

Hearing him sigh, Shu Lin'an felt uneasy, as if he had done something wrong.

Shu Lin'an bowed his head and hugged his knees by the bed. The people around him didn't leave, but stood by the bed. He could feel the eyes of the other party on him.

After a while, a hand fell on the top of his head and ruffled his hair, and the other walked towards the door.

"Wait!" Shu Linan blurted out, watching Jin Bei leave made him panic for no reason.

Jin Bei stopped and turned his head, Shu Lin'an was stunned for a moment, and explained, "I didn't do it on purpose..."

Jin Bei walked back and sat down at his feet.

"Because...well...because, I didn't realize I cut myself...no, not..."

Jin Bei put his hand on Shu Lin'an's knee and squeezed it lightly: "Yeah."

Shu Lin'an looked at the hand and wanted to hold it.The light from the gap in the curtain happened to shine on Jin Bei, and that ray of light leaked into his heart.

He took a deep breath: "I saw..."

"see……"

"That way I can wake up a little bit."

Shu Lin'an's light-colored eyes looked at Jin Bei, and Jin Bei could see that the other party was forcing him not to look away, and the light in his eyes was trembling.He sat a little closer and covered Shu Lin'an's eyes with his hands.

Shu Linan opened his mouth slightly and grabbed his hand.Jin Bei leaned close to his ear and said, "Then think about someone covering your eyes. You can't see anything.

Shu Lin'an moved his mouth a few times, and finally said, "Can you think it's you?"

Jin Bei's hand moved.Shu Linan's thin eyelashes trembled under his palm.He laughed: "Okay."

Jin Bei moved his hand away, and the corners of Shu Linan's eyes were slightly red, making him want to kiss him very much.

At this moment, Jin Bei thought, he must have fallen in love with him.

Shu Linan looked at him and curled the corners of his lips.

Oops, there too.I want to kiss everywhere.

"It was indeed my mistake." Shu Lin'an looked at him for a while, then looked away, looking at the ray of light from the curtain, "Normally I don't cut my calf, it's easy to be spotted that way. The same goes for my arm Usually it is completely covered by clothes, and it is more suitable for places where it is impossible for others to see." Shu Linan said to himself.

Jin Bei suddenly grabbed his wrist.Shu Lin'an looked at him as if waking up from a dream, and Jin Bei's voice contained suppressed anger: "Mistake?"

Shu Linan realized that he seemed to have slipped his tongue, frowned and smiled: "No..."

Jin Bei didn't listen to his explanation, and knelt down on the side of the bed on one knee, held Shu Linan's shoulder, and pushed him to the side of the bed.

Shu Linan leaned back against the head of the bed and looked at him in surprise.

Jin Bei lowered his head and untied the belt of Shu Linan's pajamas. The belt fell on the bed, and the two skirts fell apart. Shu Linan wanted to stretch out his hand, but Jin Bei grabbed his hand and pushed it aside.

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