Sick beauty, his heart is divided

time to go back

I can't go on bullying.

Baili Changheng told himself.

There are still people waiting for you, you can't go on like this.

After all, the illusion is what Baili Changheng subconsciously imagined, and he is supporting the entire illusion, and now he doesn't want to support it anymore.The sealed memories slowly recovered, and the entire wilderness began to collapse in large areas.

The two long followers looked over at the same time.

Baili Changheng stepped forward step by step, "Chang Sui."

"Master?" Chang Sui hesitated, "Master is not in the house..."

The long follower immediately understood, he couldn't believe it, "My lord didn't drink."

"My lord is lying to me."

Baili Changheng shook his head, "I didn't lie to you, I drank it, and indeed passed out, but woke up again."

"I'm the same as you, thinking that as long as you don't think about it or care about it, real things don't exist. I didn't go to China, and I didn't encounter so many things. I stayed in the wilderness and spent my whole life with you."

"I thought I could lie to myself for the rest of my life." Baili Changheng stepped forward step by step, and came to Chang Sui, twitching the corners of his mouth helplessly, "But I failed."

"I'm going back, long follower."

Chang Sui grabbed Baili Changheng's sleeve robe, his eyes were full of fear, "No."

He shook his head, trying to hold Baili Changheng, "No, don't go."

But Baili Changheng wasn't as tangible as before, and the hand that Chang followed to grab the sleeve robe was empty, and he could only watch Baili Changheng rubbing against him, stepping across the barrier, and Go to the deck leading to Hongqiao.

Without the support of the protagonist, the sky and white sand in the fantasy land suddenly collapse like broken bricks and fall into the deep darkness.

The long follower knelt on the remaining white sand, he looked like a dropped ceramic doll, his face and body were covered with cracks, black air came out from the cracks, he covered his face, hissed at the top of his lungs, "Hundreds Li Changheng! You promised me that you would not go to Hongqiao!"

Baili Changheng's hand holding the handrail of Hongqiao seemed to be scalded by the temperature of the handrail, and suddenly retracted, and his footsteps stopped.

indeed.

He had promised the long follower that he would never leave him again, that he would not go to Hongqiao.

Could it be that he wants to deceive the long follower again?

The long tail in the illusion is what he imagined, but also, it is the person he loves very much.

Baili Changheng only endowed the long follower in the illusion with memory, but the way he speaks and thinks is spontaneous, which is the same as the long follower in reality who is soaked in demon energy.

Who can say he is fake?

No matter which long follower it was, Baili Changheng didn't want to cheat anymore, and he couldn't hear the long follower's hoarse screams at all.

Baili Changheng was silent for a long time, then raised his head and showed an apologetic smile to his entourage who was waiting for him on the deck, "Wait for me."

Then he turned around, and in the collapsed illusion, he ran over and hugged the long follower who was kneeling on the ground suddenly.

Chang Sui was taken aback when he touched Wei Liang's body again.

He slowly lowered his hand, poked his head out of Baili Changheng's arms, his eyes were scarlet, "Master, Master."

Baili Changheng pressed his head, "I promise you, I won't go to Hongqiao."

The Hongqiao behind Baili Changheng quickly collapsed, and he also fell into the deep darkness. The captain on the deck did not say a word, even if he was unhappy, he would not refute Baili Changheng's decision.

If his lord thinks it is better to be in the illusion than in reality, he has no objection.

He just wanted to make his lord happy.

As for whether the source of happiness is him, it's actually... not so important.That's what the long follower thought when he collapsed into the darkness.

But the heart demon came out and climbed on his shoulder and asked him with a smile, "Really?"

Yes.Come back for a long time.

"You are lying." The heart demon shrank back with a smile, "You said that the lord is lying to yourself, so why aren't you lying to yourself?"

"Obviously I want him to wake up and think about it to death, just say hello when we meet." The devil sighed, "Why don't you just tell him that you miss him very much and want him to go back like me?"

Chang Sui became angry from embarrassment, "Shut up!"

"I can't keep my mouth shut, so what can you do to me?" The heart demon shifted from the left shoulder to the right, "Don't forget, you are me, and I am you!"

"We are one."

"Uh..." The long follower threw away these messy conversations, raised his head and looked up, and the whole illusion was turned into a black chaos, only a small piece of white remained on the top of his head.

In that small piece of white, there is someone he loves very much.

Baili Changheng picked up the long suit that was on the verge of breaking, and took a step back, and the illusion appeared a little bit, and just like that, he carried the long suit home.

Chang Sui grabbed Baili Changheng's sleeve, staring at Baili Changheng without blinking, "My lord, am I ugly like this?"

"No, Chang Sui is in my heart, and will always be the most beautiful." After Baili Changheng finished speaking, he leaned over and kissed Chang Sui's forehead.

Baili Changheng put the entourage on the bed and took off his shoes, socks and coat, "The entourage has taken care of the master so many times, this time the squire will take care of the squire."

Chang Sui was a little embarrassed, and turned his head to avoid Baili Changheng's smiling eyes.

Baili Changheng arranged for the people, and when he stood up, he looked over vigilantly, "Where is the lord going?"

"Go make porridge for you."

The long follower was a little worried, would the master know how to cook porridge?

Don't set fire to the kitchen.

Baili Changheng was very confident. He went into the kitchen and rolled up his sleeves. According to his meager knowledge, he added water and rice to the pot. In order to show his cooking skills, he even picked a few vegetable leaves and put them in.

Satisfied, Baili Changheng squatted down and added firewood to the stove. With a snap of his fingers, the firewood in the stove started to burn automatically. Baili Changheng covered the pot, feeling good about himself.

He came out of the kitchen and stood at the window of the main house looking in.Chang Sui, who was lying on the bed, was not very honest in his sleep, tossing and turning, and always frowning.

The long follower is usually not lethargic. Every time he lays down on the bed, it takes a long time to fall asleep. This time, he fell asleep after only a while.

The cracks on Chang's body did not heal after Baili Changheng's return, but expanded a little.

Although Baili Changheng said that he would not go to Hongqiao or leave Changsui, but the illusion has been shattered, and this room is just the result of Baili Changheng's strong support, but Changsui, Baili Changheng powerless.

He promised Chang Sui not to leave, and he just wanted to accompany Chang Sui in the illusion to walk through this last section. As for the rest, Baili Changheng couldn't think about it.

There was a strange noise from the pot in the kitchen. Baili Changheng strode in, opened the lid of the pot and looked in, only to find that there was too little water.

Baili Changheng pursed his lips and poured out the dry rice, barely cleaned the pot, and cooked it again. This time he learned his lesson and filled the pot with water, so it wouldn't be cooked rice, would it?

This time, Baili Changheng didn't even leave, the pot was boiling, and he had to lift the lid from time to time to take a look and stir it to make sure there was still a lot of water.

Thanks to Baili Changheng's constant watchful eyes, this time he finally cooked a pot of porridge, except that it was thinner, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Baili Changheng filled a bowl and took it in, and woke up the captain to help him up and lean on the pillow, "The porridge is ready, have some?"

Chang Sui looked at it in a daze, and was very shocked that Baili Changheng actually cooked the porridge.

At first, the long follower refused to let Baili Changheng go to the kitchen because Baili Changheng could not see clearly and his legs were not very good. Later, he remembered what Mo Die said: "If you want to catch A man's heart must first grasp his stomach, if he cannot live without your cooking first, then he will naturally be unable to do without you."

Chang Sui took it for granted.

So for the first time, his master was able to cook a pot of white porridge that was not too flawed, which shocked Chang Sui.

Baili Changheng was unaware of his inner activities, so he blew on the porridge, and took a sip of it to his mouth.

Chang followed subconsciously and opened his mouth to eat.

Chang Sui didn't know how to taste it, his eyes and heart were all fixed on Baili Changheng.Baili Changheng was very serious when feeding the porridge, with lowered eyelashes and focused eyes, for fear that the porridge would spill a little.

It is said that serious men are the prettiest.

Chang Sui agrees very much.

After finishing a bowl of porridge, Chang Sui lay in Baili Changheng's arms and asked again, "Is the Lord really not leaving?"

Baili Changheng shook his head, "Accompany you."

"Then what if the long follower dissipates?" The long follower asked, "What will the lord do?"

Baili Changheng turned his head to avoid this question, and instead asked whether Chang Sui was sleepy and if he wanted to sleep.

But the long follower said to himself, "When the long follower dissipates, the lord will go back."

"The long follower has dragged the lord for too long, I am content."

Baili Changheng took off his shoes and socks and went to bed, and hugged his whole body into his arms, "Don't think too much, go to sleep."

The long follower shook his head, "I used to think that I could accompany the lord forever, but now I'm afraid it won't work. If the long follower leaves, the lord will be so lonely. When the lord returns, he will be able to see the long follower again."

"I used to feel that I was different from that long follower. I loved the lord more than him, and I was better and better than him. But when he fell into darkness, I seemed to understand why he was different on Hongqiao." The lord has spoken and knows how he feels."

"I am him, right?" Chang Sui asked.

"Each long-term follower is unique, but each one is a long-term follower."

"Everyone has countless different selves in the bottom of their hearts. They have different views and practices on one thing. What they express is one, but those who don't express themselves and hide them in their hearts. You can say that they are not. Has he?"

"It's like there are many me in my heart. One tells myself to go back to Shenzhou quickly, and the other tells myself that I must stay and wait for you. These two me are me, but I chose one of the expressions."

"You and the other are also long-term followers, but you have chosen different paths."

Baili Changheng kissed his forehead, "Okay, go to sleep."

Chang Sui nodded, "Good night."

"Good night."

The blackout curtain in the room was automatically drawn according to Baili Changheng's will, and Baili Changheng embraced the person and closed his eyes.

When I woke up again, my side was empty, the whole room had collapsed, and only this small wooden bed was left in the darkness.

Baili Changheng knew that it was time to go back.

The author says:

昨天加班……回来困死了直接睡了，忘记了请假，对不住感谢在2022-06-2900:19:44-2022-06-3023:47:19期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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