starry sky
Chapter 23
As soon as Bai Hang opened the door, he saw Gao Yuhan there. He was a little puzzled. He should be at home at this time. Why did he come to the apartment like himself?
"Why are you here"
"Why can't I be here?" Gao Yuhan's expression was grim and black, and he checked the location of his mobile phone as soon as Bai Hang went out, and he was even more furious when he knew that Bai Hang went to Han Hao's house
"That's not what I meant." Bai Hang saw the dark and cold expression on Gao Yuhan's expression, and couldn't help explaining
Gao Yuhan was full of anger, he stretched out his hand and pulled Bai Hang against the wall fiercely, kissing him brutally...
Bai Hang felt overwhelmed by Gao Yuhan's sudden behavior for a moment. Gao Yuhan's kiss was full of punishment and anger. The biting kiss made Bai Hang not feel comfortable at all. He only felt his lips hurt from being kissed.
"Gao Yuhan, what are you doing?" Bai Hang unconsciously amplified his voice, shouting
"You said you loved me, and you said you will only love me in the future." Gao Yuhan also asked angrily, "But why do you still have a crush on him and get entangled with him? What did he do to you? Have you forgotten, you love him so much, don’t you?”
"I didn't." Bai Hang hurriedly explained
"You still said no, then where did you go just now, didn't you go to find him?" Gao Yuhan couldn't stop the anger in his heart, it was the first time he got angry at Bai Hang like this, expressing his dissatisfaction
"I went to find him, but I really have nothing with him"
"You're still lying to me"
"I didn't, I loved him, but that was all in the past, the person I love now is you, only you"
"You made me believe that"
"Then what do you want from me"
Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang fiercely, he had been too insecure about this relationship from beginning to end, and was always afraid of losing it. Now that he is going to get married, it is undoubtedly easier to lose it, so there is no way he can bear it like before.
"Help me off"
Bai Hang paused, hesitatingly stretched out his hand slowly, and gently helped Gao Yuhan unbutton his jacket, unbutton his tie, and unbutton Gao Yuhan's shirt
Gao Yuhan seemed impatient to wait, before Bai Hang unbuttoned the last button, he kissed him again...
……
Bai Hang turned around in coordination, lay down, and leaned against the wall, but was forcibly turned over by Gao Yuhan
"Don't turn your back on me, I want you to look at me"
"Where's the ring?" When Gao Yuhan clasped his fingers tightly with Bai Hang's, he realized that the ring on Bai Hang's hand was missing, and his anger just receded increased a bit.
"in the pocket"
"Why... afraid that he would see it, why did you hide it?" Gao Yuhan didn't want to speak in such a tone, but because he couldn't control his anger for a while, his tone was a bit unpleasant
"no…"
"Did you have sex with him just now?" Gao Yu was so angry that he couldn't care less about reason, he opened his mouth and said without thinking
"No…"
"Really not"
"Really do not have…"
This is Gao Yuhan's first attempt at standing...
"say you Love Me"
"I love you…"
"Who do you love"
"Gao Yuhan..." Although Bai Hang followed Gao Yuhan's guidance, what he said was the truth
"Gao Yuhan, I love you..."
Because of standing...it was inconvenient for Bai Hang to move a lot, because Gao Yuhan's one leg couldn't be too hard, and he poured all his strength into one leg, and Bai Hang didn't dare to put too much on Gao Yuhan...so he was much more tired than usual
Gao Yuhan never said what was in his heart to Bai Hang, and he never said what he thought, so Bai Hang never even had a chance to explain, and Gao Yuhan could only misunderstand
To get married within two months, the time is really tight, and there is a lot of preparation required, which also makes Gao Yuhan a lot busy
Bai Hang tried his best to avoid being with Chen Yue and Gao Yuhan, but he didn't know what to think. He had to be by his side to take a wedding photo.
Originally, Gao Yuhan was not willing for this marriage, so naturally he didn't have a lot of thought to prepare for it. Even the wedding photos were all taken indoors. The marriage that came was nothing more than a formality
"The groom puts his arms around the waist of the bride and keeps smiling"
"Okay, that's it, change the action..."
The photographer guides the two people how to laugh and how to move
Bai Hang was standing at the back, watching Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue embrace each other, feeling so uncomfortable that he didn't dare to breathe, but he still had to suppress his emotions so as not to reveal his feelings without any concealment, but no matter how calm he was Plain, the faint loss and sadness in the eyes are still easy to detect
Although Gao Yuhan hugged Chen Yue cooperatively, his eyes were always paying attention to Bai Hang's every move and every change in his expression.
Chen Yue's figure is already well-proportioned and her temperament is very good. She looks even more beautiful and generous in a one-shoulder wedding dress. Every look she looks at Gao Yuhan is full of love and happiness, and she is always smiling
Bai Hang couldn't help but feel that the two were really a good match in every way. In terms of appearance, the two were talented and beautiful, and in terms of family and career, the two were well-matched.
"Okay, change into the last set of clothes and go to the basement"
As soon as the photographer stopped, the stylist in charge helped Chen Yue lead the wedding dress to change into another outfit, ready to take a photo of the next one, but Gao Yuhan didn't let the dedicated person tidy it up for him, but asked Bai Hang to do it for him change clothes
The changing room is fairly large, but Bai Hang feels that it is very narrow. Seeing Gao Yuhan taking photos for a day, and watching Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue being intimate for a day, Bai Hang's inner feelings can no longer be expressed in words.
Bai Hang took off his shirt for Gao Yuhan, and took off the clothes he wanted to change from the hanger. It was still a suit, but the style was different. The previous one had a mature and steady style, but this one is a more relaxed and casual style.
Gao Yuhan put on his shirt in cooperation, and his eyes never deviated from Bai Hang's body. Seeing Bai Hang so calm, he felt inexplicably angry. He wished that Bai Hang could become possessive of himself, and he could ask himself not to like others, not to with others
Gao Yuhan's promise to get married in his heart actually has something to do with Bai Hang's attitude. As long as Bai Hang says he doesn't want to, even if he is scolded by everyone and cast aside by everyone, he will choose to give up everything for Bai Hang, but Bai Hang never treats himself Asking for anything, this also made Gao Yuhan feel that Bai Hang didn't care about marrying someone else
Bai Hang buttoned Gao Yuhan's buttons completely, and tied the bow tie. When he retracted his hand, Gao Yuhan grabbed his wrist. Gao Yuhan's expression didn't change much, but from the strength of his hand, Bai Hang felt that Gao Yuhan was angry of
"Didn't I ask you to take the ring back?" Gao Yuhan was clearly worried about the missing ring on Bai Hang's hand, because he had never taken off the ring even after taking pictures.
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and said no. Chen Yue and Gao Yuhan were going to get married soon, and they were still wearing a pair of rings. Bai Hang's heart is clear
"Are you just waiting for me to get married so impatiently? Did you want me to marry her from the very beginning so that you can leave me justifiably?"
"I never thought about it that way"
"Never?" There was a trace of anger in Gao Yuhan's eyes, "I see that you are very happy, do you think that as long as I get married, you can return to him and be with him again?"
"I said I didn't have it." Bai Hang obviously felt the most sad for himself, but he had to be questioned like this, and he couldn't even express the grievance in his heart
"Do you know yourself"
"Gao Yuhan"..."If you don't believe me, just don't bother with me anymore, I can go."
"Finally say what's in your heart, you want to leave a long time ago." Gao Yuhan stared at Bai Hang fiercely, people always speak insincerely because of anger and anxiety
Bai Hang kept his mouth shut and looked at Gao Yuhan's face, feeling so wronged in his heart that he couldn't help but shed tears unknowingly
Gao Yuhan looked like a jackal one second, but when he saw Bai Hang's tears in the next second, he was immediately at a loss
"I really love you, but what do you want me to do? You said you loved me, but you let her bear your child. What else can I do except pretend to be calm?" Bai Hang didn't want to say these things either. I don't want to embarrass Gao Yuhan, but Gao Yuhan wants to investigate
"I admit, at first I was grateful for you, but then I fell in love with you, and I wanted to be with you forever, and I became the only one in your life, but now you are getting married, I Hope can no longer be realized. I pretend that I don’t care about anything. I just don’t want to embarrass you. I don’t want to affect you because of me. I’m not qualified to ask for anything, and I’m not qualified to ask you to give up anything for me. Do you understand?”
Bai Hang couldn't help the tears that flowed down, touching the helplessness in his heart. For many years, he never dared to ask for anything from anyone. Facing Gao Yuhan, Bai Hang also had an unspoken but very strong feeling in his heart. inferiority complex
"I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that." Gao Yuhan helped Bai Hang wipe away his tears. He only knew that Bai Hang never said anything, but he didn't know the real emotion in Bai Hang's heart, so he had such a misunderstanding
"I'm sorry, I thought..." Gao Yuhan repeatedly apologized, "It's all my fault..."
Gao Yuhan hugged Bai Hang in his arms, put his hands on Bai Hang's head and hugged him tightly, feeling guilt mixed with joy in his heart
"Do you need any help?" The people outside couldn't see and asked enthusiastically.
"No need" Gao Yuhan refused without haste
Bai Hang sorted out his mood, calmed down a bit, and regained his senses, and gently backed away from Gao Yuhan's arms
"I'll get you clothes"
Bai Hang carefully put on Gao Yuhan's coat and tidied up his collar
"Go out"
"I want to kiss you" Gao Yu looked at Bai Hang, he didn't want to take any wedding photos at all, he just wanted to stay with Bai Hang
Bai Hang didn't refuse either, Gao Yuhan supported Bai Hang's face and kissed it lightly, both of them were still rational and didn't do anything under such circumstances, Gao Yuhan just kissed Bai Hang and it wasn't too much...
After taking the photo, Bai Hang didn't go back with Gao Yuhan, but went back to the store with an excuse, just wanting Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue to spend more time together
Every time Bai Hang gets closer to Gao Yuhan, he will feel more and more cheating. No, this is cheating. Every time Bai Hang sees Chen Yue, he feels guilty.
In the blink of an eye, there is only less than a month before Gao Yuhan gets married, and Bai Hang's heart is getting heavier and heavier
Bai Hang and Gu Luo talked about Gao Yuhan, and Bai Hang stopped talking while chatting. Gu Luo cautiously probed, he knew that Bai Hang's mood would not be too relaxed
"Xiaohang, are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Bai Hang forced a smile, not wanting to look too down and out
"I didn't expect that the relationship between you would become like this." Gu Luo couldn't help sighing, the plot reversal was too sudden
"Yes." Bai Hang is the most helpless to all these things. When he thinks he will get happiness, he breaks all hope and makes himself lose the joy and happiness that he has time and time again.
Gu Luo looked at Bai Hang, and didn't dare to mention it. Thinking about it, he knew how uncomfortable Bai Hang would be. He thought that he would be together like this for the rest of his life. Who knew that such a big change would happen, and the two of them ruined their supposedly happy future like this.
When Chen Yue was about to go back, she met Bai Hang who had just returned home at the door, and got out of the car. Seeing that no one was there, she wanted to take the opportunity to humiliate Bai Hang. She usually pretended to be well-behaved and generous, but behind Gao Yuhan's back, she showed her true colors and was bitter and mean.
"If you really don't have a man, I can find one for you. Don't you feel ashamed to pester someone who is about to get married with shamelessness?" Chen Yue said sarcastically
Bai Hang wasn't angry, he wasn't irritated by Chen Yue, he didn't want to have a conflict with Chen Yue, to argue about it, in his heart he really felt that he was the one who was wrong, what Chen Yue said was not wrong, so even the courage to resist nothing
"Yu Han is just pitying you, no matter what, you are unlikely to have a future, you have nothing, there is something in your whole body that is worthy of Yu Han." Chen Yue's eyes are full of disdain, "You still have to be a little self-aware, don't think about yourself too good”
Bai Hang didn't intend to respond, nor did he intend to continue to listen to Chen Yue's cynicism, but chose to block it directly and walked past Chen Yue
Chen Yue looked at Bai Hang's back with a displeased expression on her face, and tried every means to get Bai Hang away from Gao Yuhan's side. In order to get revenge last time, she did not hesitate to spend money to find someone to make Bai Hang disappear, but after being warned by Gao Yuhan, she didn't dare No matter how much she does, she still grits her teeth with hatred towards Bai Hang. Bai Hang seems to be a nail in her heart, a thorn in her eye, which makes her desperately want Bai Hang to stay away. It's best not to. reappear in front of my eyes
The atmosphere at the dinner table was very depressing, Gao's father and Gao's mother felt ashamed of Bai Hang, so watching Gao Yuhan's intimate behavior with Bai Hang, it was hard to say anything
Gao Yuhan didn't care about it at all, and also poured water and vegetables for Bai Hang in front of his parents, as if there was no such thing as Chen Yue, which made Gao's mother feel sad for a while
Bai Hang couldn't be as calm and calm as Gao Yuhan. He knew in his heart that these actions could not be shown in front of others in the future. There were too many inappropriate things.
Gao Yuhan didn't eat much by himself, but he has been contracting Bai Hang's food all the time. He doesn't need Bai Hang to do it himself, just put it in Bai Hang's bowl
"I'll do it myself"
Ever since Gao Yuhan set the wedding date, Bai Hang felt very depressed every time we were together, even the air felt like he couldn't take a big breath, extremely uncomfortable, uncomfortable, calm on the surface, just didn't want to embarrass everyone and make the scene embarrassing
Han Hao still looks for Bai Hang from time to time. Even though Bai Hang's attitude is not very enthusiastic, he still insists on wanting to get closer to Bai Hang. Even if there is no way for Bai Hang to accept him for a while, he still wants to accompany Bai Hang silently.
"Let's vent." Han Hao brought Bai Hang to the gym. This time, he didn't want to teach Bai Hang how to box, but wanted to contribute himself to be a human sandbag and let Bai Hang vent his anger.
"What are you doing?" Bai Hang looked at the glove handed over by Han Hao, and asked indifferently
"I'll let you fight for free." Han Hao didn't wear glasses, and dressed casually, just to accompany Bai Hang to practice boxing
Bai Hang smiled, and under Han Hao's persuasion, took the glove from Han Hao's hand
"Come on, hit whatever you want." Han Hao moved his body, stood firm, and let Bai Hang make a move.
Bai Hang put on his gloves and was ready to punch. He knew that Han Hao was very good at boxing and fighting, so he didn't have to worry too much about punching. Recently, there were too many emotions suppressed in his heart. Han Hao just gave himself a chance to vent
As Bai Hang punched, all the unhappy things flashed through his mind, as if he wanted to throw all the unhappiness out with his fist, leaving nothing behind.
Bai Hang kept throwing punches, Han Hao didn't stop, and kept venting with Bai Hang until Bai Hang lost his strength.
Panting for breath, Bai Hang bent over with his hands propped on his knees, the sweat dripping down his face, and his t-shirt on the back was soaked with sweat
Bai Hang then sat down, lay on the ground, and looked up, as if after venting, he felt that he had let out some of the breath he had bet on his heart, and he could finally breathe a sigh of relief and let himself take a breather
Han Hao didn't bother Bai Hang, but lay down next to Bai Hang, silently accompanied the people around him, and quietly looked at Bai Hang's side face
Recently, Bai Hang really felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by everything. He dared not breathe. He tried his best to avoid Gao Yuhan in front of everyone every day. He tried his best to show that he was not wronged or unhappy, and that he was calm The way things look, I'm really tired
"I'll send it back." After eating, Han Hao thought about full service and sent Bai Hang home
Bai Hang glanced at Han Hao indifferently, shook his head and said, "No, I want to walk alone."
Bai Hang turned around and lowered his head, still absent-minded. After walking a short distance, he was almost hit by a passing motorcycle. Fortunately, Han Hao pulled him away and held Bai Hang in his arms.
Before Bai Hang could react, it was only when he came to his senses that Han Hao showed some doubts.
"Why are you here"
"I've always been here" Han Hao has been silently following behind Bai Hang, but Bai Hang has been thinking about it and never noticed that Han Hao has not left
"Go back, don't worry about me." Bai Hang backed away from Han Hao's arms. The lights on the roadside were not very bright at night, but he could clearly see the worry on Han Hao's face.
"How can I rest assured to leave you alone?"
"Xiao Hang, it doesn't matter if you don't love me anymore, just let me be with you during this time." Han Hao gently grabbed Bai Hang's shoulders, and looked seriously at the person in front of him who he loved so much but gave him. deeply hurt person
"I'm fine, you don't have to do this." Bai Hang doesn't want to have anything to do with Han Hao because of this. He loves Gao Yuhan now. Even if Gao Yuhan is going to get married, even if this relationship ends, he won't use Han Hao to heal his wounds.
"I am willing. I don't expect you to fall in love with me again. I just want to be able to give you everything I can. I want to be with you and make you forget all the unhappy things."
Han Hao supported Bai Hang's face and lowered his head, and when he was about to kiss Bai Hang, a voice interrupted Han Hao's next kiss before Bai Hang was about to reject Han Hao
"What are you doing?" Chen Zhe came over angrily, and Bei Ke followed closely behind, with an anxious expression on his face
"Chen Zhe" Bai Hang looked at Chen Zhe
"Okay Han Hao, so you really like men, and that's why you divorced Sister Qingye, right? Sister Qingye really misjudged you." It's been good all the time, and I've been fighting for An Qingye's injustice since I came up.
"And you Bai Hang, I really misjudged. How could you do such a thing? It's abominable to destroy other people's families, don't you know?" Chen Zhe would be angry just like this. The relationship between Han and Baihang can only be more angry
"You misunderstood." Although Bai Hang knew that there was no way to explain it, he still hoped that Chen Zhe would not blindly blame Han Hao. The marriage between An Qingye and Han Hao was actually just a negotiation between the two of them. I believe An Qingye did not blame it. Han Hao's decision to divorce
"What are you misunderstanding? I can see clearly." Chen Zhe didn't intend to listen to any explanation at all, he only believed in his own eyes and his own judgment
"Chen Zhe, calm down, there must be some misunderstanding, Bai Hang is your boyfriend, you should trust him" Bei Ke hurriedly comforted Chen Zhe, for fear that the two would quarrel
"What kind of boyfriend, I don't like this kind of person, I can see it clearly..."
Bai Hang listened to what Chen Zhe said and didn't want to say anything more. Knowing that Chen Zhe had such a personality, he didn't care about him. When Chen Zhe had said enough, he turned around and left. Worrying things were enough. There are too many, and I don't care about one or two more things, just forget it, anyway, after Gao Yuhan's wedding, I should leave, let go of all this, let everything go back to the way it should be without him, let Gao Yuhan Han can forget about himself, and after having his own family and children, Gao Yuhan will definitely be able to have the happiness he should have the most, and live the happy life he should have had when he didn't have himself
Bai Hang was wandering on the road without a clue, sitting on the bus stop with a heavy heart, leaning on his back, slightly raised his chin, took a deep breath, and slowly closed his eyes. Apart from feeling uncomfortable in his heart, there was no pain in his body. It's good, a person who never exercised, boxed with Han Hao all afternoon, and now his whole body is sore, and he doesn't want to move
Bai Hang maintained the same posture for more than an hour without opening his eyes. He just silently listened to the sound of passing vehicles passing by, felt the lights flashing again and again through his eyelids, and listened to the sound of the bus. The hurried or lazy footsteps of people waiting on the platform and the sound of bus stops and doors opening
The people waiting for the bus thought that Bai Hang was asleep, but in fact, he was not. Bai Hang was awake all the time, and he could hear clearly every time the bus arrived and left. After more than an hour, there were 7 buses.
Bai Hang faintly heard a familiar sound of footsteps, approached him, and stopped in front of him. He felt how close he was to him without looking. Even with his eyes closed, he knew it was Gao Yuhan, because Gao Yuhan's breath It has long been deeply embedded in Bai Hang's heart
Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang, showing distressed expression, but didn't react much, just silently looked at the exhausted person in front of him
Bai Hang opened his eyes slightly, and looked at Gao Yuhan with a very flat expression. After a long time, he smiled lightly, without too much emotion. Although the smile looked a bit vicissitudes, there was purity and calm in his eyes. Mixed with a trace of filth
Gao Yuhan saw that Bai Hang didn't feel happy or relaxed because of Bai Hang's smile, but his heart became heavier
Gao Yuhan stayed quietly for a while, Baihang also remained motionless, just quietly looking at the person in front of him, finally Gao Yuhan ended the staring, and stretched out his hand to Baihang
Bai Hang was silent for two seconds, and gently reached out to hold Gao Yuhan's gentle and slender hand. Until now, Gao Yuhan's ring has not been taken off, even though Bai Hang has not worn another ring for several days.
The two of them had a tacit understanding without saying a word, as if being silent is a rare happiness. They don't need to talk, they just need each other to be by their side, and they can feel each other's breath to know each other's feelings
Bai Hang felt drowsy as soon as he got into the car, and leaned gently on Gao Yuhan's shoulder, as if he could sleep soundly with Gao Yuhan by his side. He temporarily forgot everything and didn't want to think about anything. fell asleep in a while
Gao Yuhan didn't say a word, didn't move much, just quietly looked at Bai Hang who was sleeping on his shoulder, looking very calm...
"Where are you going?" Han Shuo said in a very flat tone, not surprised at Bai Hang's idea of leaving
"It's fine to go anywhere." Bai Hang smiled, looking relaxed, but there was still a trace of melancholy in his eyes
"What if he won't let you go"
"I wasn't going to tell him"
"If he wants to find you, he will find you wherever you go," Han Shuo reminded Bai Hang
Bai Hang pondered slowly. What Han Shuo said was indeed reasonable, so he had to go to a place where Gao Yuhan couldn't find him.
"I can help you." Han Shuo looked at Bai Hang and said without thinking.
"How can you help me?" Bai Hang looked at Han Shuo
"You don't have to worry about it. If you don't want him to find me, let him not find me." Han Shuo promised confidently
"Thank you." Bai Hang knew that Han Shuo would definitely be able to help with this matter, but he didn't expect that Han Shuo would be the only one who could tell his heart
Bai Hang has never had many friends, except for Han Hao and Gao Yuhan, only Han Shuo is an acquaintance he has known for many years, Chen Zhe is a friend, but now he is just a bad person in his heart
There is a park not far nearby. I remember that when I was a child, Bai Hang liked to go to the park to play, but as I grew up, I seldom went there. I thought that I would leave when Gao Yuhan got married, and I wanted to get along with Gao Yuhan calmly and well. less than half a month left
Bai Hang and Gao Yuhan sat together on a park chair, leaning against the back chair Bai Hang and Gao Yuhan sat together on a park chair, leaning against the back chair, gently raised their heads and raised their chins, looking at the beautiful and bright night sky The stars that shine without the moon
"Look..." Bai Hang's eyes are always fixed on a very bright star, and a not-bright star is following him, because it is illuminated by the bright star, it seems to be gradually brightening
"That star is just like me." Bai Hang smiled, pointing to his insignificance
"What's the same?" Gao Yuhan didn't understand the meaning of Bai Hang's words
Bai Hang turned his head to look at Gao Yuhan, then turned his head and continued to look at the stars, and said slowly, "If there is no bright star next to that dark star, it may not be visible at all, or even as if it does not exist. Nothing is the same”
Gao Yuhan watched Bai Hang's every frown and smile quietly, not missing every expression
Bai Hang paused, and suddenly smiled again on his heavy face and continued, "You are like that very bright star, and I am like the faintly visible star beside you."
"What are you thinking again?" Gao Yuhan was worried about what was on Bai Hang's mind, so he started to think wildly again, and couldn't help feeling nervous
"It's nothing, just talk about it casually." Bai Hang smiled and took it lightly.
"Let's go back." Bai Hang slowly got up and stretched out his hand to Gao Yuhan
"Hmm..." Gao Yuhan stretched out his hand and grabbed Bai Hang's hand. Just as he stood up, his legs cramped again, and he couldn't help frowning
"what's wrong"
"leg cramps"
"Let me see." Bai Hang quickly squatted down to massage Gao Yuhan's calf muscles
"It's okay, I just smoked it, it's fine now"
Bai Hang raised his head and looked at Gao Yuhan lightly, continued to press a few times before slowly getting up, paused, turned around and turned his back to Gao Yuhan in a half-squat position
"I carry you"
"It's okay, there's no need." Gao Yuhan was afraid of crushing Bai Hang, so he was reluctant to let Bai Hang carry his back.
Bai Hang didn't speak directly, and stretched out his hand to put Gao Yuhan on his back. For the last few days, he didn't want to care about anything. He just wanted to be together for a good time, and after these days, he wouldn't bother him again.
"You're pretty heavy." Bai Hang's height of nearly 1 meters is half a head shorter than Gao Yuhan's, and his body is not as tall as Gao Yuhan's. It seems that it is not a waste of energy to carry it on the back, but it is actually a bit laborious
"Let me down!" Gao Yuhan asked Bai Hang to carry it on his back, and he felt embarrassed
"Just let me carry it on your back." Bai Hang smiled and said in a low voice with a sullen face, "This is the last time." Bai Hang's voice was so small that Gao Yuhan didn't even hear it.
Bai Hang carried Gao Yuhan on his back all the way, as if he would not be tired, a few drops of sweat flowed from his forehead, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, smiling happily, as if he wanted to let go of his hands for the rest of his life
Bai Hang carried Gao Yuhan on his back like this until he turned his feet not far from the door of his house before letting go of Gao Yuhan. Although Gao Yuhan said many times along the way, Bai Hang didn't listen to Gao Yuhan's words for the first time.
The date of Gao Yuhan's wedding is getting closer and closer, Baihang has not quarreled with Gao Yuhan anymore, and will not deliberately bring up this matter. In Baihang's heart, he just wants to cherish the best beauty, and all this is in the In Chen Yue's eyes, Bai Hang is shameless and still pesters Gao Yuhan, and she hates Bai Hang deeply in her heart
Bai Hang came out of the room and was about to go downstairs when he ran into Chen Yue who was coming upstairs. As usual, he didn't have a good face. Bai Hang met Chen Yue's eyes and didn't intend to communicate too much. He was about to leave. Chen Yue began to speak sarcasticly and sarcasticly again
"I didn't expect you to be so shameless." Chen Yue usually has a very kind and obedient appearance in front of Gao Yuhan, and said ugly and hurtful words to Bai Hang
Bai Hang stopped for a while, didn't speak, and the expression on his face didn't change at all. He was used to Chen Yue's sarcastic remarks for a long time.
Chen Yue was even more unhappy seeing Bai Hang's face not changing, and cast a disdainful glance at Bai Hang
"Why are you pretending to be a good person? While chasing Yu Han, you're getting entangled with that surnamed Han. One isn't enough, are you just so hungry?" Chen Yue's sarcasm became increasingly harsh
Bai Hang didn't turn his head when he heard these words, Hao didn't care what Chen Yue said, and didn't want to explain anything
Just as Bai Hang lifted his foot and was about to leave, Chen Yue, with sensitive ears, heard Gao Yuhan's footsteps, sat down on the ground, clutched her stomach and shouted
"Bai Hang, you are too much. You pushed me even though you knew I was pregnant." Chen Yue began to direct and act in crying scenes
Bai Hang turned his head to look at Chen Yue's actions and didn't react for a while, his face was unclear, so
"What's going on?" Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang and then at Chen Yue, and didn't seem too worried
"You know you hate me, you don't want me to be with Yu Han, but how can you treat me like this when I'm pregnant now?" Chen Yue pretended to be aggrieved and cried, her voice was intentionally amplified, Gao's mother and a servant at home were caught by the voice brought over
Gao Yuhan approached and looked at Chen Yue, but he didn't reach out to pull him, looking very ruthless
"What's going on?" Seeing the situation and listening to what Chen Yue said, Gao's mother thought that Bai Hang had done something, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Chen Yue
"Mom..." Chen Yue was so wronged that she had already called her mother so easily
"How is it? Is there anything wrong?" Mrs. Gao looked anxious, afraid that something might happen to the child.
"I feel my stomach hurts." Chen Yue became more and more addicted to acting, and she acted quite similarly. She is more suitable as an actor than Chen Zhe
"Sister-in-law Li, hurry up and get ready for the car to go to the hospital." Gao's mother is looking forward to and cherishing the child in Chen Yue's belly.
"Mom, am I that annoying to people?" Chen Yue pretended to be pitiful, leaving Bai Hang speechless
"Xiaohang, how can you push Xiaoyue? She is pregnant now." Gao's mother blamed Bai Hang for the first time. Yes, Bai Hang may feel bad after breaking up, so I think it is possible that Bai Hang treated Chen Yue like this because of anger
"I didn't push her." Bai Hang didn't worry too much, he said every word clearly, but he didn't intend to explain too much except for this one sentence, because he knew that he didn't do it, and it didn't matter what others thought.
"You didn't push me, can I still fall by myself?" Chen Yue acted even more aggrieved
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and then at Chen Yue. He didn't want to explain, so he turned around and left. He wasn't interested in acting with Chen Yue.
Gao Yuhan watched all this without saying a word, he knew that Chen Yue did it on purpose, and Bai Hang was the kind of person who was wronged and wronged and would not be willing to explain more
Bai Hang went downstairs and went straight to the store without looking back. He didn't need to think about what Chen Yue was like now, and how caring and considerate Gao Mu was.
Han Shuo has been very enthusiastic recently. Not only did he often come to Bai Hang, but he also wanted to arrange everything for Bai Hang, and wait for Bai Hang to decide to leave.
"Have you decided where you want to go?" Han Shuo waited for Bai Hang to speak and was about to make arrangements.
Bai Hang pondered for a while and shook his head, "I don't know either." Bai Hang only felt that as long as he left, he could go anywhere.
"Then how about I help you choose?"
"You help me choose"
“How about Paris, France”
"I'm not suitable for going abroad." Bai Hang knew that he had nothing and nothing, and even living abroad was an unsolvable problem.
"With me here, you can rest assured." Han Shuo knew Bai Hang's thoughts, but he could solve them all.
"You can't follow me." Bai Hang smiled, no matter what, the road ahead can only be walked by yourself, and you can't always rely on others to live
"you are right"
"What's the meaning"
"I'm going to Paris for further studies, and I can accompany you for a long time. If you still want to go back to China, you can come back with me."
"I don't want to go abroad, I just want to find a quiet place where no one is around for a while"
“I have a few good places to recommend”
Bai Hang smiled slightly, "You've already helped me a lot." Bai Hang didn't want to rely on others, he wanted to live on his own in the future, and face all the hardships and joys of life by himself.
"I haven't helped anything before." Han Shuo smiled to himself that he hadn't done what Bai Hang needed help with.
"I've already helped." Bai Hang was content to have someone to open up and say a few words with him at this time, and he didn't need to help him too much.
Bai Hang went back early in the evening. As soon as he entered the house, he could feel the heavy atmosphere in the house. Gao's mother and Gao's father looked sad and frowning. Gao Yuhan sat beside him with a calm expression, without much expression
As soon as Bai Hang approached, Mother Gao greeted her with eyes, her face was faintly angry, as if she was very disappointed with Bai Hang
"Auntie" Bai Hang saw Gao's mother's expression for the first time, thinking that Gao's mother was still misunderstanding what happened in the morning, and felt unhappy
"What are you dissatisfied with? Come to me. Why can't you tolerate an unborn child?" Mother Gao: "I thought you were a kind child, but unexpectedly, you really disappointed me."
Father Gao also looked disappointed, but Gao Yuhan was expressionless. Bai Hang felt a little aggrieved for no reason and found it ridiculous that he was being calculated like this in a TV drama.
"I said that I didn't push her, she sat on the ground by herself." Bai Hang didn't want to explain at first, but he looked at the situation and explained for himself.
"Up to now you are still talking about panic, Xiaoyue's child is gone, do you know, how can you be so willful?" Gao's mother almost burst into tears, with a sad face and tears in her eyes
"What?" Bai Hang was taken aback when he heard that, Chen Yue obviously sat down, not fell, just like that, the child can't be gone just like that
Bai Hang almost suspected that he had heard it wrong. No wonder Gao's mother and Gao's father looked like this, no wonder they were so disappointed in themselves. Now they all think that the child was killed by themselves
"Auntie knows that you feel wronged, but the child is innocent, why do you have to do this?"
"I really didn't push her." Bai Hang didn't feel flustered or disturbed, because he knew that he didn't touch Chen Yue at all, and it had nothing to do with him. Although he was surprised and felt pity and distressed for Gao Yuhan, he didn't feel guilty at all.
"You go out with me." Gao Yuhan stood up, looked at Baihang, his face was expressionless and he couldn't tell what was going on in his heart
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan, didn't intend to explain too much, looked at Gao's mother still with a disappointed expression, Bai Hang silently followed Gao Yuhan out of the house
Gao Yuhan didn't say a word, went out to get in the car, and Bai Hang also got into the car, Bai Hang didn't want to explain so much, but seeing Gao Yuhan's appearance, Bai Hang was a little worried, the child just disappeared, and he didn't know Gao Yuhan was now Have you really misunderstood yourself?
"I really didn't push her." Bai Hang regretted it as soon as he said it. At this time, Gao Yuhan must be very sad, and he was only anxious to explain. Would Gao Yuhan feel that he was just shirking responsibility?
"I know." Gao Yuhan was very calm, so calm that no one could see that he had just lost his child.
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and didn't say a word. He didn't know whether Gao Yuhan really knew or was just comforting himself. Gao Yuhan would always accommodate him for whatever wrong he had done all this time, and would rather wrong him.
Gao Yuhan didn't take Bai Hang anywhere, but went back to the apartment with Bai Hang, as if nothing happened
Bai Hang couldn't help trying to figure out Gao Yuhan's mood and thoughts secretly. He couldn't understand Gao Yuhan's calmness, and couldn't fathom Gao Yuhan's heart. He just kept his mouth shut and followed Gao Yuhan silently.
"Why are you here"
"Why can't I be here?" Gao Yuhan's expression was grim and black, and he checked the location of his mobile phone as soon as Bai Hang went out, and he was even more furious when he knew that Bai Hang went to Han Hao's house
"That's not what I meant." Bai Hang saw the dark and cold expression on Gao Yuhan's expression, and couldn't help explaining
Gao Yuhan was full of anger, he stretched out his hand and pulled Bai Hang against the wall fiercely, kissing him brutally...
Bai Hang felt overwhelmed by Gao Yuhan's sudden behavior for a moment. Gao Yuhan's kiss was full of punishment and anger. The biting kiss made Bai Hang not feel comfortable at all. He only felt his lips hurt from being kissed.
"Gao Yuhan, what are you doing?" Bai Hang unconsciously amplified his voice, shouting
"You said you loved me, and you said you will only love me in the future." Gao Yuhan also asked angrily, "But why do you still have a crush on him and get entangled with him? What did he do to you? Have you forgotten, you love him so much, don’t you?”
"I didn't." Bai Hang hurriedly explained
"You still said no, then where did you go just now, didn't you go to find him?" Gao Yuhan couldn't stop the anger in his heart, it was the first time he got angry at Bai Hang like this, expressing his dissatisfaction
"I went to find him, but I really have nothing with him"
"You're still lying to me"
"I didn't, I loved him, but that was all in the past, the person I love now is you, only you"
"You made me believe that"
"Then what do you want from me"
Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang fiercely, he had been too insecure about this relationship from beginning to end, and was always afraid of losing it. Now that he is going to get married, it is undoubtedly easier to lose it, so there is no way he can bear it like before.
"Help me off"
Bai Hang paused, hesitatingly stretched out his hand slowly, and gently helped Gao Yuhan unbutton his jacket, unbutton his tie, and unbutton Gao Yuhan's shirt
Gao Yuhan seemed impatient to wait, before Bai Hang unbuttoned the last button, he kissed him again...
……
Bai Hang turned around in coordination, lay down, and leaned against the wall, but was forcibly turned over by Gao Yuhan
"Don't turn your back on me, I want you to look at me"
"Where's the ring?" When Gao Yuhan clasped his fingers tightly with Bai Hang's, he realized that the ring on Bai Hang's hand was missing, and his anger just receded increased a bit.
"in the pocket"
"Why... afraid that he would see it, why did you hide it?" Gao Yuhan didn't want to speak in such a tone, but because he couldn't control his anger for a while, his tone was a bit unpleasant
"no…"
"Did you have sex with him just now?" Gao Yu was so angry that he couldn't care less about reason, he opened his mouth and said without thinking
"No…"
"Really not"
"Really do not have…"
This is Gao Yuhan's first attempt at standing...
"say you Love Me"
"I love you…"
"Who do you love"
"Gao Yuhan..." Although Bai Hang followed Gao Yuhan's guidance, what he said was the truth
"Gao Yuhan, I love you..."
Because of standing...it was inconvenient for Bai Hang to move a lot, because Gao Yuhan's one leg couldn't be too hard, and he poured all his strength into one leg, and Bai Hang didn't dare to put too much on Gao Yuhan...so he was much more tired than usual
Gao Yuhan never said what was in his heart to Bai Hang, and he never said what he thought, so Bai Hang never even had a chance to explain, and Gao Yuhan could only misunderstand
To get married within two months, the time is really tight, and there is a lot of preparation required, which also makes Gao Yuhan a lot busy
Bai Hang tried his best to avoid being with Chen Yue and Gao Yuhan, but he didn't know what to think. He had to be by his side to take a wedding photo.
Originally, Gao Yuhan was not willing for this marriage, so naturally he didn't have a lot of thought to prepare for it. Even the wedding photos were all taken indoors. The marriage that came was nothing more than a formality
"The groom puts his arms around the waist of the bride and keeps smiling"
"Okay, that's it, change the action..."
The photographer guides the two people how to laugh and how to move
Bai Hang was standing at the back, watching Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue embrace each other, feeling so uncomfortable that he didn't dare to breathe, but he still had to suppress his emotions so as not to reveal his feelings without any concealment, but no matter how calm he was Plain, the faint loss and sadness in the eyes are still easy to detect
Although Gao Yuhan hugged Chen Yue cooperatively, his eyes were always paying attention to Bai Hang's every move and every change in his expression.
Chen Yue's figure is already well-proportioned and her temperament is very good. She looks even more beautiful and generous in a one-shoulder wedding dress. Every look she looks at Gao Yuhan is full of love and happiness, and she is always smiling
Bai Hang couldn't help but feel that the two were really a good match in every way. In terms of appearance, the two were talented and beautiful, and in terms of family and career, the two were well-matched.
"Okay, change into the last set of clothes and go to the basement"
As soon as the photographer stopped, the stylist in charge helped Chen Yue lead the wedding dress to change into another outfit, ready to take a photo of the next one, but Gao Yuhan didn't let the dedicated person tidy it up for him, but asked Bai Hang to do it for him change clothes
The changing room is fairly large, but Bai Hang feels that it is very narrow. Seeing Gao Yuhan taking photos for a day, and watching Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue being intimate for a day, Bai Hang's inner feelings can no longer be expressed in words.
Bai Hang took off his shirt for Gao Yuhan, and took off the clothes he wanted to change from the hanger. It was still a suit, but the style was different. The previous one had a mature and steady style, but this one is a more relaxed and casual style.
Gao Yuhan put on his shirt in cooperation, and his eyes never deviated from Bai Hang's body. Seeing Bai Hang so calm, he felt inexplicably angry. He wished that Bai Hang could become possessive of himself, and he could ask himself not to like others, not to with others
Gao Yuhan's promise to get married in his heart actually has something to do with Bai Hang's attitude. As long as Bai Hang says he doesn't want to, even if he is scolded by everyone and cast aside by everyone, he will choose to give up everything for Bai Hang, but Bai Hang never treats himself Asking for anything, this also made Gao Yuhan feel that Bai Hang didn't care about marrying someone else
Bai Hang buttoned Gao Yuhan's buttons completely, and tied the bow tie. When he retracted his hand, Gao Yuhan grabbed his wrist. Gao Yuhan's expression didn't change much, but from the strength of his hand, Bai Hang felt that Gao Yuhan was angry of
"Didn't I ask you to take the ring back?" Gao Yuhan was clearly worried about the missing ring on Bai Hang's hand, because he had never taken off the ring even after taking pictures.
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and said no. Chen Yue and Gao Yuhan were going to get married soon, and they were still wearing a pair of rings. Bai Hang's heart is clear
"Are you just waiting for me to get married so impatiently? Did you want me to marry her from the very beginning so that you can leave me justifiably?"
"I never thought about it that way"
"Never?" There was a trace of anger in Gao Yuhan's eyes, "I see that you are very happy, do you think that as long as I get married, you can return to him and be with him again?"
"I said I didn't have it." Bai Hang obviously felt the most sad for himself, but he had to be questioned like this, and he couldn't even express the grievance in his heart
"Do you know yourself"
"Gao Yuhan"..."If you don't believe me, just don't bother with me anymore, I can go."
"Finally say what's in your heart, you want to leave a long time ago." Gao Yuhan stared at Bai Hang fiercely, people always speak insincerely because of anger and anxiety
Bai Hang kept his mouth shut and looked at Gao Yuhan's face, feeling so wronged in his heart that he couldn't help but shed tears unknowingly
Gao Yuhan looked like a jackal one second, but when he saw Bai Hang's tears in the next second, he was immediately at a loss
"I really love you, but what do you want me to do? You said you loved me, but you let her bear your child. What else can I do except pretend to be calm?" Bai Hang didn't want to say these things either. I don't want to embarrass Gao Yuhan, but Gao Yuhan wants to investigate
"I admit, at first I was grateful for you, but then I fell in love with you, and I wanted to be with you forever, and I became the only one in your life, but now you are getting married, I Hope can no longer be realized. I pretend that I don’t care about anything. I just don’t want to embarrass you. I don’t want to affect you because of me. I’m not qualified to ask for anything, and I’m not qualified to ask you to give up anything for me. Do you understand?”
Bai Hang couldn't help the tears that flowed down, touching the helplessness in his heart. For many years, he never dared to ask for anything from anyone. Facing Gao Yuhan, Bai Hang also had an unspoken but very strong feeling in his heart. inferiority complex
"I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that." Gao Yuhan helped Bai Hang wipe away his tears. He only knew that Bai Hang never said anything, but he didn't know the real emotion in Bai Hang's heart, so he had such a misunderstanding
"I'm sorry, I thought..." Gao Yuhan repeatedly apologized, "It's all my fault..."
Gao Yuhan hugged Bai Hang in his arms, put his hands on Bai Hang's head and hugged him tightly, feeling guilt mixed with joy in his heart
"Do you need any help?" The people outside couldn't see and asked enthusiastically.
"No need" Gao Yuhan refused without haste
Bai Hang sorted out his mood, calmed down a bit, and regained his senses, and gently backed away from Gao Yuhan's arms
"I'll get you clothes"
Bai Hang carefully put on Gao Yuhan's coat and tidied up his collar
"Go out"
"I want to kiss you" Gao Yu looked at Bai Hang, he didn't want to take any wedding photos at all, he just wanted to stay with Bai Hang
Bai Hang didn't refuse either, Gao Yuhan supported Bai Hang's face and kissed it lightly, both of them were still rational and didn't do anything under such circumstances, Gao Yuhan just kissed Bai Hang and it wasn't too much...
After taking the photo, Bai Hang didn't go back with Gao Yuhan, but went back to the store with an excuse, just wanting Gao Yuhan and Chen Yue to spend more time together
Every time Bai Hang gets closer to Gao Yuhan, he will feel more and more cheating. No, this is cheating. Every time Bai Hang sees Chen Yue, he feels guilty.
In the blink of an eye, there is only less than a month before Gao Yuhan gets married, and Bai Hang's heart is getting heavier and heavier
Bai Hang and Gu Luo talked about Gao Yuhan, and Bai Hang stopped talking while chatting. Gu Luo cautiously probed, he knew that Bai Hang's mood would not be too relaxed
"Xiaohang, are you okay?"
"I'm fine." Bai Hang forced a smile, not wanting to look too down and out
"I didn't expect that the relationship between you would become like this." Gu Luo couldn't help sighing, the plot reversal was too sudden
"Yes." Bai Hang is the most helpless to all these things. When he thinks he will get happiness, he breaks all hope and makes himself lose the joy and happiness that he has time and time again.
Gu Luo looked at Bai Hang, and didn't dare to mention it. Thinking about it, he knew how uncomfortable Bai Hang would be. He thought that he would be together like this for the rest of his life. Who knew that such a big change would happen, and the two of them ruined their supposedly happy future like this.
When Chen Yue was about to go back, she met Bai Hang who had just returned home at the door, and got out of the car. Seeing that no one was there, she wanted to take the opportunity to humiliate Bai Hang. She usually pretended to be well-behaved and generous, but behind Gao Yuhan's back, she showed her true colors and was bitter and mean.
"If you really don't have a man, I can find one for you. Don't you feel ashamed to pester someone who is about to get married with shamelessness?" Chen Yue said sarcastically
Bai Hang wasn't angry, he wasn't irritated by Chen Yue, he didn't want to have a conflict with Chen Yue, to argue about it, in his heart he really felt that he was the one who was wrong, what Chen Yue said was not wrong, so even the courage to resist nothing
"Yu Han is just pitying you, no matter what, you are unlikely to have a future, you have nothing, there is something in your whole body that is worthy of Yu Han." Chen Yue's eyes are full of disdain, "You still have to be a little self-aware, don't think about yourself too good”
Bai Hang didn't intend to respond, nor did he intend to continue to listen to Chen Yue's cynicism, but chose to block it directly and walked past Chen Yue
Chen Yue looked at Bai Hang's back with a displeased expression on her face, and tried every means to get Bai Hang away from Gao Yuhan's side. In order to get revenge last time, she did not hesitate to spend money to find someone to make Bai Hang disappear, but after being warned by Gao Yuhan, she didn't dare No matter how much she does, she still grits her teeth with hatred towards Bai Hang. Bai Hang seems to be a nail in her heart, a thorn in her eye, which makes her desperately want Bai Hang to stay away. It's best not to. reappear in front of my eyes
The atmosphere at the dinner table was very depressing, Gao's father and Gao's mother felt ashamed of Bai Hang, so watching Gao Yuhan's intimate behavior with Bai Hang, it was hard to say anything
Gao Yuhan didn't care about it at all, and also poured water and vegetables for Bai Hang in front of his parents, as if there was no such thing as Chen Yue, which made Gao's mother feel sad for a while
Bai Hang couldn't be as calm and calm as Gao Yuhan. He knew in his heart that these actions could not be shown in front of others in the future. There were too many inappropriate things.
Gao Yuhan didn't eat much by himself, but he has been contracting Bai Hang's food all the time. He doesn't need Bai Hang to do it himself, just put it in Bai Hang's bowl
"I'll do it myself"
Ever since Gao Yuhan set the wedding date, Bai Hang felt very depressed every time we were together, even the air felt like he couldn't take a big breath, extremely uncomfortable, uncomfortable, calm on the surface, just didn't want to embarrass everyone and make the scene embarrassing
Han Hao still looks for Bai Hang from time to time. Even though Bai Hang's attitude is not very enthusiastic, he still insists on wanting to get closer to Bai Hang. Even if there is no way for Bai Hang to accept him for a while, he still wants to accompany Bai Hang silently.
"Let's vent." Han Hao brought Bai Hang to the gym. This time, he didn't want to teach Bai Hang how to box, but wanted to contribute himself to be a human sandbag and let Bai Hang vent his anger.
"What are you doing?" Bai Hang looked at the glove handed over by Han Hao, and asked indifferently
"I'll let you fight for free." Han Hao didn't wear glasses, and dressed casually, just to accompany Bai Hang to practice boxing
Bai Hang smiled, and under Han Hao's persuasion, took the glove from Han Hao's hand
"Come on, hit whatever you want." Han Hao moved his body, stood firm, and let Bai Hang make a move.
Bai Hang put on his gloves and was ready to punch. He knew that Han Hao was very good at boxing and fighting, so he didn't have to worry too much about punching. Recently, there were too many emotions suppressed in his heart. Han Hao just gave himself a chance to vent
As Bai Hang punched, all the unhappy things flashed through his mind, as if he wanted to throw all the unhappiness out with his fist, leaving nothing behind.
Bai Hang kept throwing punches, Han Hao didn't stop, and kept venting with Bai Hang until Bai Hang lost his strength.
Panting for breath, Bai Hang bent over with his hands propped on his knees, the sweat dripping down his face, and his t-shirt on the back was soaked with sweat
Bai Hang then sat down, lay on the ground, and looked up, as if after venting, he felt that he had let out some of the breath he had bet on his heart, and he could finally breathe a sigh of relief and let himself take a breather
Han Hao didn't bother Bai Hang, but lay down next to Bai Hang, silently accompanied the people around him, and quietly looked at Bai Hang's side face
Recently, Bai Hang really felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by everything. He dared not breathe. He tried his best to avoid Gao Yuhan in front of everyone every day. He tried his best to show that he was not wronged or unhappy, and that he was calm The way things look, I'm really tired
"I'll send it back." After eating, Han Hao thought about full service and sent Bai Hang home
Bai Hang glanced at Han Hao indifferently, shook his head and said, "No, I want to walk alone."
Bai Hang turned around and lowered his head, still absent-minded. After walking a short distance, he was almost hit by a passing motorcycle. Fortunately, Han Hao pulled him away and held Bai Hang in his arms.
Before Bai Hang could react, it was only when he came to his senses that Han Hao showed some doubts.
"Why are you here"
"I've always been here" Han Hao has been silently following behind Bai Hang, but Bai Hang has been thinking about it and never noticed that Han Hao has not left
"Go back, don't worry about me." Bai Hang backed away from Han Hao's arms. The lights on the roadside were not very bright at night, but he could clearly see the worry on Han Hao's face.
"How can I rest assured to leave you alone?"
"Xiao Hang, it doesn't matter if you don't love me anymore, just let me be with you during this time." Han Hao gently grabbed Bai Hang's shoulders, and looked seriously at the person in front of him who he loved so much but gave him. deeply hurt person
"I'm fine, you don't have to do this." Bai Hang doesn't want to have anything to do with Han Hao because of this. He loves Gao Yuhan now. Even if Gao Yuhan is going to get married, even if this relationship ends, he won't use Han Hao to heal his wounds.
"I am willing. I don't expect you to fall in love with me again. I just want to be able to give you everything I can. I want to be with you and make you forget all the unhappy things."
Han Hao supported Bai Hang's face and lowered his head, and when he was about to kiss Bai Hang, a voice interrupted Han Hao's next kiss before Bai Hang was about to reject Han Hao
"What are you doing?" Chen Zhe came over angrily, and Bei Ke followed closely behind, with an anxious expression on his face
"Chen Zhe" Bai Hang looked at Chen Zhe
"Okay Han Hao, so you really like men, and that's why you divorced Sister Qingye, right? Sister Qingye really misjudged you." It's been good all the time, and I've been fighting for An Qingye's injustice since I came up.
"And you Bai Hang, I really misjudged. How could you do such a thing? It's abominable to destroy other people's families, don't you know?" Chen Zhe would be angry just like this. The relationship between Han and Baihang can only be more angry
"You misunderstood." Although Bai Hang knew that there was no way to explain it, he still hoped that Chen Zhe would not blindly blame Han Hao. The marriage between An Qingye and Han Hao was actually just a negotiation between the two of them. I believe An Qingye did not blame it. Han Hao's decision to divorce
"What are you misunderstanding? I can see clearly." Chen Zhe didn't intend to listen to any explanation at all, he only believed in his own eyes and his own judgment
"Chen Zhe, calm down, there must be some misunderstanding, Bai Hang is your boyfriend, you should trust him" Bei Ke hurriedly comforted Chen Zhe, for fear that the two would quarrel
"What kind of boyfriend, I don't like this kind of person, I can see it clearly..."
Bai Hang listened to what Chen Zhe said and didn't want to say anything more. Knowing that Chen Zhe had such a personality, he didn't care about him. When Chen Zhe had said enough, he turned around and left. Worrying things were enough. There are too many, and I don't care about one or two more things, just forget it, anyway, after Gao Yuhan's wedding, I should leave, let go of all this, let everything go back to the way it should be without him, let Gao Yuhan Han can forget about himself, and after having his own family and children, Gao Yuhan will definitely be able to have the happiness he should have the most, and live the happy life he should have had when he didn't have himself
Bai Hang was wandering on the road without a clue, sitting on the bus stop with a heavy heart, leaning on his back, slightly raised his chin, took a deep breath, and slowly closed his eyes. Apart from feeling uncomfortable in his heart, there was no pain in his body. It's good, a person who never exercised, boxed with Han Hao all afternoon, and now his whole body is sore, and he doesn't want to move
Bai Hang maintained the same posture for more than an hour without opening his eyes. He just silently listened to the sound of passing vehicles passing by, felt the lights flashing again and again through his eyelids, and listened to the sound of the bus. The hurried or lazy footsteps of people waiting on the platform and the sound of bus stops and doors opening
The people waiting for the bus thought that Bai Hang was asleep, but in fact, he was not. Bai Hang was awake all the time, and he could hear clearly every time the bus arrived and left. After more than an hour, there were 7 buses.
Bai Hang faintly heard a familiar sound of footsteps, approached him, and stopped in front of him. He felt how close he was to him without looking. Even with his eyes closed, he knew it was Gao Yuhan, because Gao Yuhan's breath It has long been deeply embedded in Bai Hang's heart
Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang, showing distressed expression, but didn't react much, just silently looked at the exhausted person in front of him
Bai Hang opened his eyes slightly, and looked at Gao Yuhan with a very flat expression. After a long time, he smiled lightly, without too much emotion. Although the smile looked a bit vicissitudes, there was purity and calm in his eyes. Mixed with a trace of filth
Gao Yuhan saw that Bai Hang didn't feel happy or relaxed because of Bai Hang's smile, but his heart became heavier
Gao Yuhan stayed quietly for a while, Baihang also remained motionless, just quietly looking at the person in front of him, finally Gao Yuhan ended the staring, and stretched out his hand to Baihang
Bai Hang was silent for two seconds, and gently reached out to hold Gao Yuhan's gentle and slender hand. Until now, Gao Yuhan's ring has not been taken off, even though Bai Hang has not worn another ring for several days.
The two of them had a tacit understanding without saying a word, as if being silent is a rare happiness. They don't need to talk, they just need each other to be by their side, and they can feel each other's breath to know each other's feelings
Bai Hang felt drowsy as soon as he got into the car, and leaned gently on Gao Yuhan's shoulder, as if he could sleep soundly with Gao Yuhan by his side. He temporarily forgot everything and didn't want to think about anything. fell asleep in a while
Gao Yuhan didn't say a word, didn't move much, just quietly looked at Bai Hang who was sleeping on his shoulder, looking very calm...
"Where are you going?" Han Shuo said in a very flat tone, not surprised at Bai Hang's idea of leaving
"It's fine to go anywhere." Bai Hang smiled, looking relaxed, but there was still a trace of melancholy in his eyes
"What if he won't let you go"
"I wasn't going to tell him"
"If he wants to find you, he will find you wherever you go," Han Shuo reminded Bai Hang
Bai Hang pondered slowly. What Han Shuo said was indeed reasonable, so he had to go to a place where Gao Yuhan couldn't find him.
"I can help you." Han Shuo looked at Bai Hang and said without thinking.
"How can you help me?" Bai Hang looked at Han Shuo
"You don't have to worry about it. If you don't want him to find me, let him not find me." Han Shuo promised confidently
"Thank you." Bai Hang knew that Han Shuo would definitely be able to help with this matter, but he didn't expect that Han Shuo would be the only one who could tell his heart
Bai Hang has never had many friends, except for Han Hao and Gao Yuhan, only Han Shuo is an acquaintance he has known for many years, Chen Zhe is a friend, but now he is just a bad person in his heart
There is a park not far nearby. I remember that when I was a child, Bai Hang liked to go to the park to play, but as I grew up, I seldom went there. I thought that I would leave when Gao Yuhan got married, and I wanted to get along with Gao Yuhan calmly and well. less than half a month left
Bai Hang and Gao Yuhan sat together on a park chair, leaning against the back chair Bai Hang and Gao Yuhan sat together on a park chair, leaning against the back chair, gently raised their heads and raised their chins, looking at the beautiful and bright night sky The stars that shine without the moon
"Look..." Bai Hang's eyes are always fixed on a very bright star, and a not-bright star is following him, because it is illuminated by the bright star, it seems to be gradually brightening
"That star is just like me." Bai Hang smiled, pointing to his insignificance
"What's the same?" Gao Yuhan didn't understand the meaning of Bai Hang's words
Bai Hang turned his head to look at Gao Yuhan, then turned his head and continued to look at the stars, and said slowly, "If there is no bright star next to that dark star, it may not be visible at all, or even as if it does not exist. Nothing is the same”
Gao Yuhan watched Bai Hang's every frown and smile quietly, not missing every expression
Bai Hang paused, and suddenly smiled again on his heavy face and continued, "You are like that very bright star, and I am like the faintly visible star beside you."
"What are you thinking again?" Gao Yuhan was worried about what was on Bai Hang's mind, so he started to think wildly again, and couldn't help feeling nervous
"It's nothing, just talk about it casually." Bai Hang smiled and took it lightly.
"Let's go back." Bai Hang slowly got up and stretched out his hand to Gao Yuhan
"Hmm..." Gao Yuhan stretched out his hand and grabbed Bai Hang's hand. Just as he stood up, his legs cramped again, and he couldn't help frowning
"what's wrong"
"leg cramps"
"Let me see." Bai Hang quickly squatted down to massage Gao Yuhan's calf muscles
"It's okay, I just smoked it, it's fine now"
Bai Hang raised his head and looked at Gao Yuhan lightly, continued to press a few times before slowly getting up, paused, turned around and turned his back to Gao Yuhan in a half-squat position
"I carry you"
"It's okay, there's no need." Gao Yuhan was afraid of crushing Bai Hang, so he was reluctant to let Bai Hang carry his back.
Bai Hang didn't speak directly, and stretched out his hand to put Gao Yuhan on his back. For the last few days, he didn't want to care about anything. He just wanted to be together for a good time, and after these days, he wouldn't bother him again.
"You're pretty heavy." Bai Hang's height of nearly 1 meters is half a head shorter than Gao Yuhan's, and his body is not as tall as Gao Yuhan's. It seems that it is not a waste of energy to carry it on the back, but it is actually a bit laborious
"Let me down!" Gao Yuhan asked Bai Hang to carry it on his back, and he felt embarrassed
"Just let me carry it on your back." Bai Hang smiled and said in a low voice with a sullen face, "This is the last time." Bai Hang's voice was so small that Gao Yuhan didn't even hear it.
Bai Hang carried Gao Yuhan on his back all the way, as if he would not be tired, a few drops of sweat flowed from his forehead, but the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, smiling happily, as if he wanted to let go of his hands for the rest of his life
Bai Hang carried Gao Yuhan on his back like this until he turned his feet not far from the door of his house before letting go of Gao Yuhan. Although Gao Yuhan said many times along the way, Bai Hang didn't listen to Gao Yuhan's words for the first time.
The date of Gao Yuhan's wedding is getting closer and closer, Baihang has not quarreled with Gao Yuhan anymore, and will not deliberately bring up this matter. In Baihang's heart, he just wants to cherish the best beauty, and all this is in the In Chen Yue's eyes, Bai Hang is shameless and still pesters Gao Yuhan, and she hates Bai Hang deeply in her heart
Bai Hang came out of the room and was about to go downstairs when he ran into Chen Yue who was coming upstairs. As usual, he didn't have a good face. Bai Hang met Chen Yue's eyes and didn't intend to communicate too much. He was about to leave. Chen Yue began to speak sarcasticly and sarcasticly again
"I didn't expect you to be so shameless." Chen Yue usually has a very kind and obedient appearance in front of Gao Yuhan, and said ugly and hurtful words to Bai Hang
Bai Hang stopped for a while, didn't speak, and the expression on his face didn't change at all. He was used to Chen Yue's sarcastic remarks for a long time.
Chen Yue was even more unhappy seeing Bai Hang's face not changing, and cast a disdainful glance at Bai Hang
"Why are you pretending to be a good person? While chasing Yu Han, you're getting entangled with that surnamed Han. One isn't enough, are you just so hungry?" Chen Yue's sarcasm became increasingly harsh
Bai Hang didn't turn his head when he heard these words, Hao didn't care what Chen Yue said, and didn't want to explain anything
Just as Bai Hang lifted his foot and was about to leave, Chen Yue, with sensitive ears, heard Gao Yuhan's footsteps, sat down on the ground, clutched her stomach and shouted
"Bai Hang, you are too much. You pushed me even though you knew I was pregnant." Chen Yue began to direct and act in crying scenes
Bai Hang turned his head to look at Chen Yue's actions and didn't react for a while, his face was unclear, so
"What's going on?" Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang and then at Chen Yue, and didn't seem too worried
"You know you hate me, you don't want me to be with Yu Han, but how can you treat me like this when I'm pregnant now?" Chen Yue pretended to be aggrieved and cried, her voice was intentionally amplified, Gao's mother and a servant at home were caught by the voice brought over
Gao Yuhan approached and looked at Chen Yue, but he didn't reach out to pull him, looking very ruthless
"What's going on?" Seeing the situation and listening to what Chen Yue said, Gao's mother thought that Bai Hang had done something, and hurriedly stepped forward to help Chen Yue
"Mom..." Chen Yue was so wronged that she had already called her mother so easily
"How is it? Is there anything wrong?" Mrs. Gao looked anxious, afraid that something might happen to the child.
"I feel my stomach hurts." Chen Yue became more and more addicted to acting, and she acted quite similarly. She is more suitable as an actor than Chen Zhe
"Sister-in-law Li, hurry up and get ready for the car to go to the hospital." Gao's mother is looking forward to and cherishing the child in Chen Yue's belly.
"Mom, am I that annoying to people?" Chen Yue pretended to be pitiful, leaving Bai Hang speechless
"Xiaohang, how can you push Xiaoyue? She is pregnant now." Gao's mother blamed Bai Hang for the first time. Yes, Bai Hang may feel bad after breaking up, so I think it is possible that Bai Hang treated Chen Yue like this because of anger
"I didn't push her." Bai Hang didn't worry too much, he said every word clearly, but he didn't intend to explain too much except for this one sentence, because he knew that he didn't do it, and it didn't matter what others thought.
"You didn't push me, can I still fall by myself?" Chen Yue acted even more aggrieved
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and then at Chen Yue. He didn't want to explain, so he turned around and left. He wasn't interested in acting with Chen Yue.
Gao Yuhan watched all this without saying a word, he knew that Chen Yue did it on purpose, and Bai Hang was the kind of person who was wronged and wronged and would not be willing to explain more
Bai Hang went downstairs and went straight to the store without looking back. He didn't need to think about what Chen Yue was like now, and how caring and considerate Gao Mu was.
Han Shuo has been very enthusiastic recently. Not only did he often come to Bai Hang, but he also wanted to arrange everything for Bai Hang, and wait for Bai Hang to decide to leave.
"Have you decided where you want to go?" Han Shuo waited for Bai Hang to speak and was about to make arrangements.
Bai Hang pondered for a while and shook his head, "I don't know either." Bai Hang only felt that as long as he left, he could go anywhere.
"Then how about I help you choose?"
"You help me choose"
“How about Paris, France”
"I'm not suitable for going abroad." Bai Hang knew that he had nothing and nothing, and even living abroad was an unsolvable problem.
"With me here, you can rest assured." Han Shuo knew Bai Hang's thoughts, but he could solve them all.
"You can't follow me." Bai Hang smiled, no matter what, the road ahead can only be walked by yourself, and you can't always rely on others to live
"you are right"
"What's the meaning"
"I'm going to Paris for further studies, and I can accompany you for a long time. If you still want to go back to China, you can come back with me."
"I don't want to go abroad, I just want to find a quiet place where no one is around for a while"
“I have a few good places to recommend”
Bai Hang smiled slightly, "You've already helped me a lot." Bai Hang didn't want to rely on others, he wanted to live on his own in the future, and face all the hardships and joys of life by himself.
"I haven't helped anything before." Han Shuo smiled to himself that he hadn't done what Bai Hang needed help with.
"I've already helped." Bai Hang was content to have someone to open up and say a few words with him at this time, and he didn't need to help him too much.
Bai Hang went back early in the evening. As soon as he entered the house, he could feel the heavy atmosphere in the house. Gao's mother and Gao's father looked sad and frowning. Gao Yuhan sat beside him with a calm expression, without much expression
As soon as Bai Hang approached, Mother Gao greeted her with eyes, her face was faintly angry, as if she was very disappointed with Bai Hang
"Auntie" Bai Hang saw Gao's mother's expression for the first time, thinking that Gao's mother was still misunderstanding what happened in the morning, and felt unhappy
"What are you dissatisfied with? Come to me. Why can't you tolerate an unborn child?" Mother Gao: "I thought you were a kind child, but unexpectedly, you really disappointed me."
Father Gao also looked disappointed, but Gao Yuhan was expressionless. Bai Hang felt a little aggrieved for no reason and found it ridiculous that he was being calculated like this in a TV drama.
"I said that I didn't push her, she sat on the ground by herself." Bai Hang didn't want to explain at first, but he looked at the situation and explained for himself.
"Up to now you are still talking about panic, Xiaoyue's child is gone, do you know, how can you be so willful?" Gao's mother almost burst into tears, with a sad face and tears in her eyes
"What?" Bai Hang was taken aback when he heard that, Chen Yue obviously sat down, not fell, just like that, the child can't be gone just like that
Bai Hang almost suspected that he had heard it wrong. No wonder Gao's mother and Gao's father looked like this, no wonder they were so disappointed in themselves. Now they all think that the child was killed by themselves
"Auntie knows that you feel wronged, but the child is innocent, why do you have to do this?"
"I really didn't push her." Bai Hang didn't feel flustered or disturbed, because he knew that he didn't touch Chen Yue at all, and it had nothing to do with him. Although he was surprised and felt pity and distressed for Gao Yuhan, he didn't feel guilty at all.
"You go out with me." Gao Yuhan stood up, looked at Baihang, his face was expressionless and he couldn't tell what was going on in his heart
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan, didn't intend to explain too much, looked at Gao's mother still with a disappointed expression, Bai Hang silently followed Gao Yuhan out of the house
Gao Yuhan didn't say a word, went out to get in the car, and Bai Hang also got into the car, Bai Hang didn't want to explain so much, but seeing Gao Yuhan's appearance, Bai Hang was a little worried, the child just disappeared, and he didn't know Gao Yuhan was now Have you really misunderstood yourself?
"I really didn't push her." Bai Hang regretted it as soon as he said it. At this time, Gao Yuhan must be very sad, and he was only anxious to explain. Would Gao Yuhan feel that he was just shirking responsibility?
"I know." Gao Yuhan was very calm, so calm that no one could see that he had just lost his child.
Bai Hang looked at Gao Yuhan and didn't say a word. He didn't know whether Gao Yuhan really knew or was just comforting himself. Gao Yuhan would always accommodate him for whatever wrong he had done all this time, and would rather wrong him.
Gao Yuhan didn't take Bai Hang anywhere, but went back to the apartment with Bai Hang, as if nothing happened
Bai Hang couldn't help trying to figure out Gao Yuhan's mood and thoughts secretly. He couldn't understand Gao Yuhan's calmness, and couldn't fathom Gao Yuhan's heart. He just kept his mouth shut and followed Gao Yuhan silently.
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