starry sky
Chapter 12
As soon as I entered the classroom in the morning, I could see several exquisitely packaged gift boxes on Gao Yuhan's desk, with small notes on them. It seemed that they were not given by the same person. They almost filled the desk. Gao Yuhan After watching it for a long time, I still have to worry about where to throw it
"Are you going to throw it away again?" Bai Hang sat on his seat and looked sideways at Gao Yuhan. Although Gao Yuhan was lame, he was outstanding in every aspect, most importantly because he was handsome. Liked by girls, they often receive gifts, but they are always thrown away or rejected in a very rude way, which hurts a lot of little girls' hearts.
"It's useless to keep it if you don't throw it away." Gao Yuhan stood and looked at Bai Hang, then looked around where he could throw it away
Bai Hang smiled, and sighed, "If they know you don't even look at it, they throw it away, how sad it is."
"I told them not to take it, but they still gave it away, and I can't help it." Gao Yuhan finally aimed at the cabinet behind, moved the boxes to the top of the cabinet one by one, freed up the desk, and put the schoolbag on the table , and then slowly sat down, in order not to trip people, the cane is always placed inside against the wall.
Although Han Hao took the initiative to admit his mistake, he still cared about Gao Yuhan's existence. He had to turn around while sitting in his seat, watching Bai Hang's actions from time to time. Whenever Bai Hang said a few more words to Gao Yuhan, he had to prepare for it. Killed.
"It's very cold, don't come up here in the future." Han Hao stood in front of Bai Hang and helped Bai Hang block the slightly insolent cold wind
"I'm used to it. It seems like there's no place in the school that suits me except the rooftop." Bai Hang leaned his back against the wall, and as always he didn't like to be like others, laughing and joking with his classmates on the playground, and he wouldn't be like other classmates Chatting gossip, or playing ball, just like quiet
"It's so windy, I can't bear to catch you cold." Han Hao couldn't cover himself, and stretched out his hand to cover Bai Hang's face, for fear that the cold wind would blow Bai Hang's face.
Looking at Han Hao's appearance, Bai Hang was actually a little naive and cute, and couldn't help but smile, "Don't be so exaggerated, I'm not fascinated by the wind."
"No exaggeration, I don't want you to be blown by the wind, rain, or sun. If possible, I wish I could hold you in my arms all the time to protect you from the wind and rain." Han Hao held Bai Hang's face in both hands, The face is full of tenderness and considerateness, and the expression of extreme love
Bai Hang grabbed Han Hao's hand and smiled relaxedly, "Are you always so flirtatious?"
"I don't flirt with girls, I only flirt with you." Han Hao held Bai Hang's face, and kissed Bai Hang's lips leisurely
"I can't be bothered to believe you"
"Then how to believe it"
"I don't believe it"
"Then I'll keep kissing you until you believe me." Han Hao had a smirk on his face. He clasped Bai Hang's head with his palms one left and one right and did not let go. His lips rose and fell on Bai Hang's lips once, twice, three times. Down, four times... The picture is so sweet that it can be eaten as candy. After dozens of kisses, Bai Hang finally spoke.
"You're not too tired." Bai Hang looked at Han Hao stretching his neck back and forth, tossing back and forth, feeling so tired that he panicked
"is a bit"
"Then don't kiss hard." Bai Hang stretched out his hands and tugged at Han Hao's collars on both sides, and engulfed Han Hao's two cool lips. Han Hao froze for two seconds and began to respond impatiently. He actively wanted to get close to himself, and the joy in his heart was revealed from the kiss. If it weren't for the coldness on the roof, maybe Han Hao would really be unable to control himself in this broad daylight. In this sacred and noble place where talents are educated, the bestiality is rampant. , to eat enough for Bai Hang, to be completely satisfied inside and out, of course, no matter how hard it is for Bai Hang to be satisfied, he will never be satisfied, even if this life is over, he will pray for the next life, Han Hao Every moment, he prayed that Bai Hang truly belonged to him, and would only belong to him forever. Only he knew how much he liked Bai Hang, and no one else could understand how important Bai Hang was to him.
"I'll cook and you just watch TV." Han Hao put his hand on Bai Hang's shoulder and pushed Bai Hang out of the kitchen, for fear that a little bit of oily smoke would splash on Bai Hang's body
Bai Hang smiled and expressed helplessness, "Okay, then you can do your own work, I will wait to eat." Bai Hang walked to the living room, turned on the TV, sat on the sofa, held the remote control in his hand, pressed up and down, it was not an advertisement It’s just boring TV shows, or some TV shows with old-fashioned plots. If you find nothing to watch for a long time, you simply put the remote control on the coffee table, get up and wander around the house. Don't take a closer look at the things in Han Hao's house. Basically, Han Hao's house has never seen a photo displayed. When Bai Hang walked past the TV, he was caught by a small iron box that looked old but was still very delicate. Attracting attention, Bai Hang casually picked up the box from under the TV and looked at it twice. When he opened it, he found a dilapidated ceramic doll full of cracks. You can still see the general appearance. It is a little boy who is a model. His head is bigger than his body. He is quite cute. The more Bai Hang looks at it, the more he looks familiar. He seems to have seen it before. After a long time, he finally remembered that this doll was his It's a gift, because it is made of his own appearance, so I still have a good impression
When he was in junior high school, because Bai Hang couldn’t go to school with Gao Yuhan by car, in order not to be late, he took the small road to school every day, saving a quarter of the time. The rooms there are basically with small courtyards. Although they are not luxurious, they make people feel friendly and practical.
Bai Hang, as usual, walked through the alley with his schoolbag on his back. When he reached the gate of a small courtyard, he stopped habitually, stretched his neck and looked into the small courtyard.
"If you skip class again today, I won't break your leg." A woman was yelling fiercely at a little girl.
It has been two years since the first day of junior high school. Bai Hang passed by this yard, and the most he heard was beating and scolding. At first, he didn't pay much attention to it. After a long time, I don't know why, but he started to feel sorry for the little girl, secretly in his heart. I thought, what kind of grown-up is hitting a child every three days, it's inhumane
Bai Hang was still peeking inside, when a little girl came out with her schoolbag on her back. The little girl was not tall, but she didn't look soft and frail. , people can't bear to see it, the skin is not very white but it looks very beautiful, the whole person looks clean and neat, look at the school uniform on the body, it is not the same middle school as Baihang
Bai Hang hurriedly turned his head, pretending he didn't hear anything, pulled the schoolbag on his shoulder, and continued to walk forward. The little girl was walking behind not far from Bai Hang. The speed of the two was about the same. Bai Hang felt that The girl was at the back, so I was too embarrassed to look back, but kept secretly watching the back, like this every day, until I walked out of the alley, and after we parted ways, Bai Hang looked back. The girl was walking in the opposite direction, so Every time I look back, I can only see the back. Under the gentle sunlight in the morning, I am striding forward, twice as fast as before. The long high ponytail reaches to the waist, and it is shaking on the back with the steps. Shaking, even though she is a girl, she is not weak at all and looks very chic
Bai Hang watched the girl walk away before regaining his composure. He turned around and hurried to school, almost forgetting that he still had to go to school
Bai Hang also returned the same way after school at night, and also had to pass through the alley. Every day when he arrived at the entrance of the alley, he happened to meet that little girl. The two of them obviously hadn't spoken a word or communicated with each other, but they had a tacit understanding. It's like a secret appointment
But today, when Bai Hang walked to the entrance of the alley, he didn't see the little girl. Bai Hang always felt that something was missing. He stood there waiting for a long time, but he didn't see the little girl. Hang was a little disappointed and didn't wait any longer. When Bai Hang came to the alley after school the next day, he happened to see the little girl, but she looked a bit more embarrassed than usual, with a schoolbag in one hand, messy hair, and a sharp face. Yesterday there was a new injury in the corner of the eye, as if he just got into a fight with someone, Bai Hang intentionally walked slowly, followed carefully, his eyes kept on looking at the little girl, he really wanted to go up and take care of it, but because Bai Hang just This kind of character that can suffocate people, I thought about it thousands of times in my heart, but I didn't make a sound. I followed the door of the little girl's house. The little girl stopped, threw her schoolbag on the ground, straightened her clothes, untied her hair and used her fingers After sorting it out for a while, tied it up again, picked up the schoolbag and carried it on the back, and then slowly stepped up the steps. Bai Hang watched the little girl enter the door foolishly before turning his eyes away.
For several days in succession, Bai Hang struggled to talk to the little girl. Finally, after another week, Bai Hang bought two ice creams after school, and when he walked to the alley, he saw the little girl had already entered the alley. Mouth, and then deliberately speed up, catch up with the little girl's steps, and walk side by side with the little girl, Bai Hang sneaked a glance twice nervously, hesitating and dare not reach out, the little girl didn't know if she felt it, suddenly Stopped and looked sideways at Bai Hang, Bai Hang was overwhelmed by the little girl's look, he was stunned for a long time before stretching out his hand in a panic
"This is for you to eat." Bai Hang almost stuttered, his eyes were so nervous that he didn't know where to look.
The little girl didn't say a word, she reached out to take the ice cream in Bai Hang's hand, turned around and left without any indication, Bai Hang didn't care too much, and just gave the ice cream away with a look of satisfaction, so from that day on, one after another For several weeks, as soon as school was over, Bai Hang would buy two ice creams and give one to the little girl, and the little girl always accepted it, but she never said thank you, never said a word to Bai Hang
Bai Hang was also very puzzled that the little girl seemed to be quite friendly, but she just never spoke.
"Hey, little dumb" A few junior high school students who didn't look like good things stopped Bai Hang and the little girl in the alley
"I heard that your mother is the mistress of a rich family, so she must have a lot of money." The leader was a little chubby, who looked like a fool, and deserved to be beaten.
Little girl clenches her fists and glares at the kids, looking angry
"My lord is short of money recently, shouldn't you be filial and filial?" The leading fat paper not only has an ugly voice, but also looks ugly, and it seems that his character is just like this
Seeing this, Bai Hang quickly stretched out his hands and surrounded the little girl, "What are you doing?"
"Stinky boy, you still plan to be a hero to save the beauty just like you." Those brats laughed at Bai Hang, completely looking down on Bai Hang
The little girl stood behind Bai Hang without moving or making a sound. Bai Hang's eyes were firm. He looked at the people in front of him without any timidity, and tightly protected the little girl.
"My uncle only wants money, just take out the money obediently."
"Why should I give you money?" Although Bai Hang doesn't like to talk, he is still very imposing at critical moments. It may be because his father is a policeman. He is also very righteous and will never give in.
"If you don't give it, then we will do it ourselves." There is a big guy next to him, he looks like he has developed limbs and a simple mind, he is obviously a small follower
A few people stretched out their hands to snatch Bai Hang's schoolbag while talking. Bai Hang grabbed the schoolbag and did not let go. He raised his foot and kicked the person who grabbed the schoolbag in the stomach. Those people were enraged and attacked Bai Hang viciously. Good boy, how can you fight? Push and fight with those few people for a while. After all, it is very difficult to fight with a weak force. One of them was pulling Bai Hang's collar, but Bai Hang held his head and pushed him. Hitting the iron wall, the man rubbed his head and yelled while cursing, several people beat and scolded, Bai Hang was pushed to the ground, I don't know where the brat who just hit the wall picked up a broken stone and threw it on Bai Hang's head, Bai Hang Hang cried out in pain. He didn't know where it hit. He saw blood flowing from his hair, from his forehead to his eyes. His face was covered with blood. First, those few people couldn't fight back, they stretched out their hands into Bai Hang's pocket and took away all the money in Bai Hang's pocket in a panic. The few people who got the money looked scared when they saw Bai Hang's face covered with blood, and one pushed one ran away
Seeing Bai Hang's appearance, the little girl also looked nervous and worried. She pulled her sleeves to help Bai Hang wipe his face. Bai Hang's left eye was almost covered with blood. Fortunately, if he hit his head, his face would be disfigured. up
"Master Hang" the driver Lao Li saw Bai Hang's appearance, he was anxious and worried and hurriedly helped Bai Hang up
"Uncle Li" Bai Hang saw Lao Li with a look of embarrassment and a little joy in his heart
Thanks to Lao Li's miraculous appearance, someone took Bai Hang to the hospital. Otherwise, I don't know how Bai Hang would get there with the blood all over his face. The little girl might have seen an adult come to help, so she didn't follow. Silently followed Bai Hang out of the alley and watched as he got into the car. After watching the car go away, he slowly turned around and looked at the blood on his sleeve. He didn't know what he was thinking, but he actually showed a sweet smile
Fortunately, even though Bai Hang bled a lot, the wound wasn't too deep. He got two stitches, rested for a few days, and packed some medicine to go back to school after the swelling subsided.
When walking to the door of the little girl's house, the little girl was standing at the door. When she saw Bai Hang, she ran over in a hurry, but she didn't speak. She just looked up at Bai Hang's forehead with the white tape on it. After she was sure everything was fine, the nervousness in her eyes finally disappeared. recede slowly
"Are you waiting for me?" Bai Hang knew that the little girl might be worried about him, so he was inexplicably happy
Seeing that Bai Hang didn't answer, the little girl reached out from her pocket and took out a handful of stacked change and handed it to Bai Hang. There were ten, twenty, or even one piece of change, and it looked like there should be more than 100 pieces.
"What is this?" Bai Hang glanced at it inexplicably, and after a few seconds, he realized, looked at the little girl and said, "You didn't snatch it away, why did you give me the money?"
The little girl didn't speak, and stuffed the money into Bai Hang's arms. Seeing that the little girl was very persistent, Bai Hang reluctantly reached out to take it, smiled and said, "Then I will use this money to buy you ice cream from now on."
People at this age are all ignorant about love. Bai Hang also doubted whether he likes this little girl, but he is not very sure. He just thinks that seeing him like this every day is very happy, very happy, and he has no time to think about it. others
Bai Hang and the little girl walked to the door of the little girl's house together, watched the little girl enter the gate, and said with a smile "See you tomorrow"
The little girl turned around and smiled, her smile was sweet, fresh and refined
Bai Hang has lived in front of the little girl's house for two years, and has become acquainted with the little girl a lot, but he has never been to the girl's house, so he doesn't know much about the situation of the little girl's house. friends, strangers
It's been a long time, from the sunny summer to the cold winter, the relationship between the two seems to be getting better and better than before, and it seems that nothing has changed. We still meet twice a day, in the morning when we go to school, and in the afternoon after school. , Bai Hang is still the only one who sometimes speaks a few words, the little girl doesn't speak and doesn't want to write and communicate, she doesn't even say her name, only heard people call her a little dumb, Bai Hang is also a dumb, don't force the little girl talk, or communicate with yourself
"This is for you." Bai Hang held the ceramic doll made by himself, and handed it to the little girl hesitantly, for fear that the little girl would dislike it.
"It's a holiday after the exam, I won't go here during the holiday, but if you want, I can come and play with you"
The little girl didn't nod or shake her head, she didn't agree or disagree, she just silently reached out and took the ceramic doll
Although the little girl didn't say she wanted Bai Hang to come and find her, after the holiday, Bai Hang would visit the little girl's house from time to time. The old house has been demolished, and Bai Hang has never seen the little girl again, and there is no path to go to school in a short way
Bai Hang thought about the past, and Han Hao said that they knew each other before, and that Bai Hang didn't recognize him. After thinking for a long time, he finally figured it out, and was almost stunned. Han Hao was that little girl, not because Bai Hang forgot, I always thought it was a girl, so I never associated it with Han Hao, never thought it would be the same person, the difference is too big, I can't tell it at all
Bai Hang put down the ceramic doll, walked back to the kitchen, stood by the door and looked at Han Hao, smiled for a long time and said, "So you are not dumb."
"What dumb?" Han Hao didn't realize it for a while, and glanced at Bai Hang while chopping vegetables.
"It seems that you are much taller than before, but you still look good with long hair." Bai Hang knew that Han Hao was that girl, besides being surprised, there was also an inexplicable joy in his heart. Never forgetting a little bit of love, I never thought I would be by my side now
Han Hao was startled, put down the knife in his hand, walked up to Bai Hang cautiously, looked at Bai Hang tentatively, and said slowly, "You remember now."
"I just remembered, and I still find it incredible that a little girl in my memory suddenly turned into a boy, and I always feel something is wrong." Bai Hang sighed, feeling so amazing
"If you like, I can grow my hair longer." Han Hao stretched out his hand and slapped his face again.
"Forget it, I'm already used to your appearance, and I have to get used to it again." Bai Hang looked at Han Hao. If he had been so thick-skinned back then, he might have been a good friend long ago.
"You decide"
"Why did you cut your hair later?"
"Because when I went to high school, I grew suddenly and taller. Having long hair doesn't fit at all, and the school doesn't allow it, so I cut it off."
Han Hao smiled, "Okay, you go out and wait for a while, I'm going to cook, don't choke you." Han Hao let go of his hand, then gently pushed Bai Hang out, and ran into the kitchen to start cooking again
Bai Hang held back a lot of questions in his mind, and when Han Hao finished cooking and was about to eat, he finally had the opportunity to ask questions at the dinner table. Bai Hang sat opposite Han Hao, looked at Han Hao, thought about it, and then began to speak.
"Why did you pretend to be a girl?"
Han Hao couldn't help laughing, "I didn't pretend to be a girl. I just had long hair. You misunderstood yourself. It's not my fault."
"Then why don't you say it?"
"You didn't ask again"
"Okay, I really didn't ask." Bai Hang thought about it for a while, it is true, he has never said that he is not a boy
"But even if I asked you, you wouldn't say it." Bai Hang complained all over. If Han Hao had spoken at the beginning, maybe he wouldn't have misunderstood Han Hao as a girl.
"You're very smart." Han Hao looked at Bai Hang proudly. Because he didn't speak in the past, many people basically thought he was a girl. Those who knew that he was a boy were people he knew later on.
"At that time, why didn't you speak? I always thought you were dumb." Bai Hang was cautious, afraid of touching things that Han Hao didn't want to mention
"I quarreled with my mother every day since I was a child, whether it was right or wrong, and then I just stopped talking when I got bored, and I didn't want to talk about it after a long time." Han Hao seemed relaxed, as if these things had already happened. put down
"Then why don't you talk to anyone else?"
"Whenever I quarrel with my mother, I get in a bad mood, and when I go out, I fight with others. No one wants to be friends with me, so there is no one to talk to." Han Hao put the food in his mouth indifferently, but Bai Hang Feeling a little distressed, watching Han Hao's expression
"Actually, I really wanted to talk to you at that time. Seeing that you always regarded me as a girl, I was afraid that if you said you, you would not talk to me, so I kept holding back."
"It's possible to be scared, but I shouldn't ignore it if I'm so generous." If Bai Hang knew at that time, he would only be beaten from then on. Why wait these three years
"It's hard to find someone who is so kind to me, I don't dare to take the risk." For Han Hao, Bai Hang is the first and only person in the world who really cares about him and wants to be nice to him. warmth
When it came to talking about it, Bai Hang suddenly thought of a question, watching Han Hao raise his voice, "You are so good at beating, but you still watched me get beaten at that time, it was on purpose."
"It's the first time someone wants to protect me, so I want to enjoy the feeling of being protected"
"What, you're too heartless, right?" Bai Hang was speechless to Han Hao when he thought that Han Hao would not make a move just to enjoy himself, causing himself to be beaten badly.
Seeing that Bai Hang's face darkened instantly, Han Hao quickly coaxed and explained, "Don't be angry, I've taught you a hard lesson later, and you got your money back for you, too."
Han Hao did not know that the money was not given by Han Hao, but was robbed by himself, and Han Hao robbed it back
"I really can't take you"
"Hit me if you're angry." Han Hao stretched out his face with a playful smile and asked Bai Hang to hit me.
"Forget it, I don't want to be a good person and a bad person at the same time."
Han Hao smiled even more proudly, and kept adding vegetables to Bai Hang's bowl, trying to please Bai Hang with all his heart
"Then you moved behind because it was about to be demolished?"
Han Hao paused and said, "It was demolished because I moved away."
"What's the meaning"
"That piece of old houses was supposed to be demolished a long time ago, because my mother still lived there, so my dad bought it and kept it there. Later, when my mother died, I went to Han's house and demolished it. up"
"Your mother..." Bai Hang only listened to Han Hao's mother beating and scolding Han Hao, and he didn't know anything else
"Suicide" Han Hao didn't know if he was really heartless or pretending to be strong. He didn't feel sad at all when he mentioned his mother's suicide.
Bai Hang didn't dare to continue asking, but secretly felt distressed
"Is it not to your liking?"
"No..." Bai Hang held the bowl and didn't take a bite for a long time
Looking at Bai Hang's expression, Han Hao knew what Bai Hang was thinking about, and pretended to smile relaxedly, "Don't be so sad, I will feel so distressed that I can't eat it."
Bai Hang smiled, "I see that you don't look like someone who can't eat."
Bai Hang didn't continue to bring up the past. Thinking about the two of them being together now, there is no need to think about the past, and there is no need to ask about the future. It is enough to care about the present
After eating, Han Hao consciously washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. Bai Hang sat on the sofa and watched TV. Han Hao walked over and sat on the sofa, and slowly lay down on his side, resting his head on Bai Hang's lap. Reach out to touch Bai Hang's face, touch Bai Hang's ears from time to time
"Baihang, Xiaobai, Xiaohang, Hanghang..." Han Hao was not honest at all, he kept disturbing Baihang to watch TV quietly, and scratched everywhere on Baihang's neck.
"What are you doing?" Bai Hang was tickled and twisted his neck
"You smell so sweet." Han Hao looked serious, lifted Bai Hang's clothes, turned his head, and stuck out his tongue to gently lick Bai Hang's navel
"It's itchy, what are you doing?" Bai Hang reacted naturally and quickly blocked it
Han Hao looked at Bai Hang seriously, and reached out to touch Bai Hang's face, "Do you like me?" Han Hao is still not sure whether Bai Hang's heart is the same as his own.
Bai Hang was taken aback by the question. Although he had admitted it in his heart, he had never said it in person. Thinking about it, he was really speechless, and he didn't respond for a long time.
Han Hao's expression was a little lost, but he forced a smile, "It's okay, as long as I like you"
"I..." Bai Hang doesn't know how to say those ambiguous words, and he doesn't know how to say love words. He just didn't say what was in his heart. He is a typical character who can be anxious to death.
"I believe that one day, you will like me." With a confident smile, Han Hao secretly made up his mind that if he can't do it for two days a day, it's two years if he can't do it for a year. He just never thought of giving up
"Then do you really like me?" Bai Hang is also unsure about Han Hao. He obviously likes himself so much, but he is still with other people. He doesn't know what kind of love Han Hao likes.
"It couldn't be more true"
"Don't ever leave me, okay?" Han Hao gently hooked Bai Hang's neck down, and Bai Hang also bent down in cooperation, and gently kissed Han Hao's lips
Bai Hang completely understands how much he cares about Han Hao. The little girl whose heart fell in love three years ago is now Han Hao. He still likes Han Hao from the beginning to the end. Whether it is a boy or a girl, if you like it, happiness is the best. The most suitable and the most beautiful.
The exam is about to come. Although Bai Hang deliberately fails the exam every time, he will still review seriously, put everything he has learned in his head, and honestly review the materials at home after school
Bai Hang was reading a book, Gao Yuhan knocked on the door lightly twice, Bai Hang got up and put down the pen in his hand, opened the door Gao Yuhan held two books
"This is"
"The exam is coming soon. During this time, I will help you with your revision." Gao Yuhan entered the room after finishing speaking, Bai Hang looked bewildered
"Actually, I don't need tutoring. Anyway, I don't have much hope with my grades."
"If you didn't make mistakes on purpose, you shouldn't be much worse than me." Gao Yuhan sat down on the bed unhurriedly
"What's on purpose, I wouldn't have done it in the first place." Gao Yuhan's words were beyond Bai Hang's expectation. He didn't expect Gao Yuhan to even know this.
"Don't accommodate me in the future, don't let me do everything" Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang seriously, as if he could see through Bai Hang's mind
"When did I let you go? I'm not that kind." Bai Hang didn't think it was letting you go, but he didn't want to care about it, so he just changed his way to avoid arguments
Gao Yuhan glanced at Bai Hang, "Bring the book here, I'll teach you if there's anything you don't understand."
Although Bai Hang felt a little uncomfortable, he still moved the book to the bed, moved the chair to the side of the bed, and sat down slowly. In fact, he would do most of the things, but Gao Yuhan wanted to help himself so sincerely, so It's not easy to refuse
Bai Hang put one hand on his head and looked at Gao Yuhan who was seriously explaining the subject to himself, and unconsciously thought that Gao Yuhan was actually very kind in this way, obviously not that difficult to get along with, but he looked unapproachable every day , isolate yourself from the world
"What do you think I'm doing?" Gao Yuhan felt unnaturally stared at by Bai Hang
"Actually, you are pretty good-looking." Bai Hang smiled. This is probably the first time he has praised Gao Yuhan in person.
"Listen to my explanation." Gao Yuhan pretended to be calm, and when Bai Hang lowered his head, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he smiled softly when Bai Hang didn't see it
"Are you studying?" Mrs. Gao carried a plate of peeled and halved apples with a few small toothpicks on it, knocked on the door and walked into the room, smiling happily
"Aunt"
"mom"
"Let's eat some fruit first. You two need to study together. You can move to a bigger table. How uncomfortable it is to sit like this." Mother Gao put the plate on the table behind Bai Hang. People are willing to get along well, the happiest is Gao Mama
"It's okay, auntie." Bai Hang looked at himself and thought he was fine, afraid that Gao Yuhan would be tired, but anyway, he wouldn't be like this every day
"Okay, then I will go down first, and you will come down to eat after finishing your homework."
"Yeah." Bai Hang nodded.
Bai Hang stretched out his hand and forked a piece with a toothpick and handed it to Gao Yuhan's mouth, "Let's see after eating."
Gao Yuhan paused for a long time before slowly opening his mouth, with a look of unaccustomed, but not repelling
"I want to visit my grandma during the winter vacation, do you want to go together?"
Bai Hang thought for a while and said, "Well, then let's go together."
Bai Hang has already regarded the Gao family as his own home, treated the Gao family members as his own family members, and lived in peace with Gao Yuhan, which made Bai Hang feel more at ease living in the Gao family, and also found a home and harmony. The feeling of family.
Bai Hang was anxious and worried and kept calling Han Hao, but he couldn't get through. Just 10 minutes ago, he saw the identity of Han Hao's illegitimate child being exposed on TV. Bai Hang never cared about things that had nothing to do with him, not because he watched TV just now. Bai Hang never knew that Han Hao was still an unknown existence outside the Han family.
"What's the matter?" Gao Yuhan passed by Bai Hang's room, and saw that the door of Bai Hang was still open, and had been looking at his phone. He walked in and looked at Bai Hang with concern.
Bai Hang heard Gao Yuhan's voice, looked at Gao Yuhan, pretended to be calm and said "it's okay"
"Are you worried about him?" Gao Yuhan had seen Bai Hang absent-minded since just now, and he could see through Bai Hang's worry at a glance.
Bai Hang thought about it for a while, but was still worried. He wanted to see Han Hao right now. After confirming that Han Hao was fine, he hesitated for a while, and said to Gao Yuhan, "I'll go out for a while." Then he hurriedly picked up the thick black coat from the bed, anxiously He went out in a hurry, took a taxi and went to Han Hao's house
There is no doorbell at the door of Han Hao's house, so Bai Hang can only shout outside, but no one answers after shouting for a long time, and there is no light inside, Bai Hang probably hasn't come back yet, after waiting for a while, he still hasn't seen anyone, the sky is very dark , the cold wind blew on his face like a knife scraping, making Bai Hang's face red, the tip of his nose and ears were sore and red from the cold, his teeth couldn't help falling in love with each other, they kept colliding, his hands and feet kept moving It's moving, but it still doesn't have much effect. Bai Hang waited for nearly an hour, but he didn't wait for anyone, so he changed direction and went to the boxing ring. He searched all over the place where Han Hao might go, but couldn't find Han Hao. Bai Hang thought It is possible that Han Hao has already returned home, and returned to Han Hao’s house again. There is still no light, and there is still no response when he calls. It is already 11 o’clock. Lost, as if being around Han Hao has never been of much use, can't help anything, disappointed in myself, Bai Hang didn't fall asleep all night, kept calling Han Hao, Han Hao turned off his phone all night
I didn't see Han Hao when I went to school the next day. Bai Hang was absent-minded and couldn't listen to the class all day. He went to Han Hao's house as soon as school was over.
"Han Hao..." Bai Hang stood at the door and shouted loudly, Han Hao hurried out to open the door after calling several times
"Why didn't you tell me when you came?" Han Hao saw Bai Hang, it was so cold that Han Hao almost didn't feel sorry for him.
"Let me tell you, you'll answer your phone call." When Bai Hang saw Han Hao like this, he probably just got up from the bed. He forgot to put on his coat, but he still looked heartless. Don't worry. many
"Did you call me? I probably forgot to charge my phone and turn it off."
"Come, come, go in first, it's too cold." Han Hao was like a normal person, he couldn't see anything wrong at all
Bai Hang looked at Han Hao like this, and it seemed inappropriate to bring up what happened yesterday. After thinking about it, he just kept silent and felt relieved as long as he saw that Han Hao was fine.
"You see your hands are frozen, go to the room and cover them under the quilt." Han Hao pulled Bai Hang and went straight to the room
"Give me the schoolbag." Han Hao reached out and pulled the schoolbag off Bai Hang's shoulder, put it on the table, and pushed Bai Hang to lie down on the bed.
"Come on, cover the quilt." Han Hao lay down next to Bai Hang, and pulled the quilt over Bai Hang's body
"I'm not that delicate." Bai Hang couldn't help but smile when he saw Han Hao's actions.
"That has to be covered too." Han Hao reached out his hand and took out the phone from the bedside coat. Seeing that it was out of battery, he stretched out his hand and pulled the charger data cable from the bedside table over Bai Hang's head, plugged it in and restarted the phone.
"You didn't sleep all day, did you?" Bai Hang looked at Han Hao, feeling inexplicably distressed. The more Han Hao looked fine, the more distressed he was. At such an old age, he seemed to be able to block everything, not to be sad, not to be sad
"Yeah, I overslept this morning. It was cold and I didn't want to go out, so I just continued to sleep. I didn't expect to sleep until now." Han Hao acted very naturally, but Bai Hang knew that he was not at home at all last night. In this way, it is obvious that I came back in the morning to sleep until now
Seeing that Han Hao didn't say anything, Bai Hang silently cooperated, pretending that he didn't know anything
"The exam is coming soon, you better not skip class, review more"
"It's okay, it doesn't matter whether you study or not, you can barely pass." Han Hao looked relaxed and indifferent
"Take off your clothes. It's uncomfortable to sleep in so many clothes." Han Hao stretched out his hand under the quilt to help Bai Hang take off his coat
"What are you doing?"
"This one is off too"
"Don't take off..." Bai Hang just felt sorry for Han Hao for a while, and then started to be unreasonable again, he was speechless
"Okay, okay, don't take it off, come closer to me." Han Hao stretched out his hand and put Bai Hang in his arms, hugging him tightly.
Han Hao kissed the tip of Bai Hang's nose lightly, and stroked Bai Hang's hair
"It feels good to hold you"
"What's so good"
"everything is fine"
"Xiaohang, will you leave me?" Han Hao stared at the ceiling with sad eyes, looking deeply moved
"It depends on your performance. If you behave well, I won't leave. If you behave badly, then it's hard to say." Bai Hang didn't see Han Hao's expression, he just took it as a joke
But Han Hao was very serious. He looked at Bai Hang in his arms and said in a gentle but firm tone, "If one day, you really don't want me, you must hide far away and never let me have a chance to find you. you"
Bai Hang was silent for a moment, and looked at Han Hao intently.
"Han Hao, do you really want to be like this with me forever?" Bai Hang never knew what it was to be with Han Hao for so long. Han Hao never said that he wanted to date, and there are so many people around him. I have no confidence or courage to believe that Han Hao will always treat him so well
"Don't you want to?" Han Hao didn't know what Bai Hang cared about, but he often thought that Bai Hang didn't like him as much as he liked him
"I think so, but we can't be like this forever. In the future..." Bai Hang didn't say the rest, if you really like me in the future, can you just be with me, okay? Let's be together and have a serious relationship , to be a real couple, to be my boyfriend, these are the things Bai Hang wants to say deep down in his heart, but he is afraid that he will not get the answer he wants, so he dare not say it easily
"I will talk about the future, as long as you are still by my side now."
Bai Hang remained silent. Perhaps Han Hao never thought about why he would think so much, look so far, let it be, maybe one day Han Hao doesn't like him, and the two of them just let it go. Lost contact, severed this relationship, and also severed this thought
Bai Hang had just closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep in a daze, when he was woken up by the phone ringing. Bai Hang reached over his head and picked up the phone to connect.
"Hey"
"Last night was my first time. I am very happy. I will do better in the future." The man's voice is nice and his tone is very cute. It can be heard that he should be a very likable boy
Bai Hang didn't speak. He looked at Han Hao's phone, and immediately understood the meaning. It turned out that Han Hao spent the night with others, loving each other, but he was running around in the cold because of worry. It's ridiculous to think about it
"Han Hao, are you still there?" The man didn't get a response, and cautiously probed
Bai Hang actually thought that if he knew that the guy who was still flirting with him last night, but lying with someone else today, would he be sad too, inexplicably feeling unbearable to the person on the other end of the phone, kept silent for a long time, suppressed Feeling as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife, the soft voice replied "You have done a good job"
After Bai Hang hung up the phone, he felt even more ridiculous. He actually wanted to help Han Hao to appease Han Hao.
Looking back at Han Hao sitting on the bed and looking at himself, Bai Hang was not sure if Han Hao heard it, and was a little panicked
"I..." Han Hao wanted to explain, but he didn't know what to say, and looked at Bai Hang in fear
"Are you hungry? I'm so hungry. Do you want to get up and have something to eat?" Bai Hang pretended to be cool, sat up, kept silent, and deliberately changed the topic
Han Hao looked at Bai Hang and said nothing, Bai Hang was not unhappy, he was a little unhappy
"Is there anything you want to ask me?"
"Did you talk about the phone call just now? There are so many people who called you, and I can ask them all. Besides, it's your friend. Why did I ask? I didn't know you were awake just now, so I hung up. See if you want to call back again." Bai Hang concealed his disappointment and made himself look as natural as possible. He didn't want to be like a little girl, who would cry and make trouble when encountering such things. After all, with such a relationship with Han Hao, Unclear, in Han Hao’s heart, he doesn’t know anything, he doesn’t have the confidence to ask Han Hao, and he doesn’t have the confidence to make Han Hao change something for himself, the only thing he can do is to try to keep the same, as long as Han Hao I won't leave even if I tell myself
Han Hao looked displeased but didn't say much. There was a kind of sadness in his eyes but it was not obvious. It was hard for people to see.
Bai Hang didn't dare to look at Han Hao, fearing that he couldn't control himself and wanted to blame Han Hao, and wanted to ask Han Hao for more, so he got out of bed sideways, reached out and lifted his coat from the bedside to put it on, "I'll see what there is to eat Yes, you should get up quickly, after sleeping for a whole day, you won't be able to sleep at night if you sleep again." Bai Hang deliberately avoided Han Hao's gaze, strode out of the room, his eyes were reddened and he clenched his fist unconsciously But there is no place to vent.
"Are you going to throw it away again?" Bai Hang sat on his seat and looked sideways at Gao Yuhan. Although Gao Yuhan was lame, he was outstanding in every aspect, most importantly because he was handsome. Liked by girls, they often receive gifts, but they are always thrown away or rejected in a very rude way, which hurts a lot of little girls' hearts.
"It's useless to keep it if you don't throw it away." Gao Yuhan stood and looked at Bai Hang, then looked around where he could throw it away
Bai Hang smiled, and sighed, "If they know you don't even look at it, they throw it away, how sad it is."
"I told them not to take it, but they still gave it away, and I can't help it." Gao Yuhan finally aimed at the cabinet behind, moved the boxes to the top of the cabinet one by one, freed up the desk, and put the schoolbag on the table , and then slowly sat down, in order not to trip people, the cane is always placed inside against the wall.
Although Han Hao took the initiative to admit his mistake, he still cared about Gao Yuhan's existence. He had to turn around while sitting in his seat, watching Bai Hang's actions from time to time. Whenever Bai Hang said a few more words to Gao Yuhan, he had to prepare for it. Killed.
"It's very cold, don't come up here in the future." Han Hao stood in front of Bai Hang and helped Bai Hang block the slightly insolent cold wind
"I'm used to it. It seems like there's no place in the school that suits me except the rooftop." Bai Hang leaned his back against the wall, and as always he didn't like to be like others, laughing and joking with his classmates on the playground, and he wouldn't be like other classmates Chatting gossip, or playing ball, just like quiet
"It's so windy, I can't bear to catch you cold." Han Hao couldn't cover himself, and stretched out his hand to cover Bai Hang's face, for fear that the cold wind would blow Bai Hang's face.
Looking at Han Hao's appearance, Bai Hang was actually a little naive and cute, and couldn't help but smile, "Don't be so exaggerated, I'm not fascinated by the wind."
"No exaggeration, I don't want you to be blown by the wind, rain, or sun. If possible, I wish I could hold you in my arms all the time to protect you from the wind and rain." Han Hao held Bai Hang's face in both hands, The face is full of tenderness and considerateness, and the expression of extreme love
Bai Hang grabbed Han Hao's hand and smiled relaxedly, "Are you always so flirtatious?"
"I don't flirt with girls, I only flirt with you." Han Hao held Bai Hang's face, and kissed Bai Hang's lips leisurely
"I can't be bothered to believe you"
"Then how to believe it"
"I don't believe it"
"Then I'll keep kissing you until you believe me." Han Hao had a smirk on his face. He clasped Bai Hang's head with his palms one left and one right and did not let go. His lips rose and fell on Bai Hang's lips once, twice, three times. Down, four times... The picture is so sweet that it can be eaten as candy. After dozens of kisses, Bai Hang finally spoke.
"You're not too tired." Bai Hang looked at Han Hao stretching his neck back and forth, tossing back and forth, feeling so tired that he panicked
"is a bit"
"Then don't kiss hard." Bai Hang stretched out his hands and tugged at Han Hao's collars on both sides, and engulfed Han Hao's two cool lips. Han Hao froze for two seconds and began to respond impatiently. He actively wanted to get close to himself, and the joy in his heart was revealed from the kiss. If it weren't for the coldness on the roof, maybe Han Hao would really be unable to control himself in this broad daylight. In this sacred and noble place where talents are educated, the bestiality is rampant. , to eat enough for Bai Hang, to be completely satisfied inside and out, of course, no matter how hard it is for Bai Hang to be satisfied, he will never be satisfied, even if this life is over, he will pray for the next life, Han Hao Every moment, he prayed that Bai Hang truly belonged to him, and would only belong to him forever. Only he knew how much he liked Bai Hang, and no one else could understand how important Bai Hang was to him.
"I'll cook and you just watch TV." Han Hao put his hand on Bai Hang's shoulder and pushed Bai Hang out of the kitchen, for fear that a little bit of oily smoke would splash on Bai Hang's body
Bai Hang smiled and expressed helplessness, "Okay, then you can do your own work, I will wait to eat." Bai Hang walked to the living room, turned on the TV, sat on the sofa, held the remote control in his hand, pressed up and down, it was not an advertisement It’s just boring TV shows, or some TV shows with old-fashioned plots. If you find nothing to watch for a long time, you simply put the remote control on the coffee table, get up and wander around the house. Don't take a closer look at the things in Han Hao's house. Basically, Han Hao's house has never seen a photo displayed. When Bai Hang walked past the TV, he was caught by a small iron box that looked old but was still very delicate. Attracting attention, Bai Hang casually picked up the box from under the TV and looked at it twice. When he opened it, he found a dilapidated ceramic doll full of cracks. You can still see the general appearance. It is a little boy who is a model. His head is bigger than his body. He is quite cute. The more Bai Hang looks at it, the more he looks familiar. He seems to have seen it before. After a long time, he finally remembered that this doll was his It's a gift, because it is made of his own appearance, so I still have a good impression
When he was in junior high school, because Bai Hang couldn’t go to school with Gao Yuhan by car, in order not to be late, he took the small road to school every day, saving a quarter of the time. The rooms there are basically with small courtyards. Although they are not luxurious, they make people feel friendly and practical.
Bai Hang, as usual, walked through the alley with his schoolbag on his back. When he reached the gate of a small courtyard, he stopped habitually, stretched his neck and looked into the small courtyard.
"If you skip class again today, I won't break your leg." A woman was yelling fiercely at a little girl.
It has been two years since the first day of junior high school. Bai Hang passed by this yard, and the most he heard was beating and scolding. At first, he didn't pay much attention to it. After a long time, I don't know why, but he started to feel sorry for the little girl, secretly in his heart. I thought, what kind of grown-up is hitting a child every three days, it's inhumane
Bai Hang was still peeking inside, when a little girl came out with her schoolbag on her back. The little girl was not tall, but she didn't look soft and frail. , people can't bear to see it, the skin is not very white but it looks very beautiful, the whole person looks clean and neat, look at the school uniform on the body, it is not the same middle school as Baihang
Bai Hang hurriedly turned his head, pretending he didn't hear anything, pulled the schoolbag on his shoulder, and continued to walk forward. The little girl was walking behind not far from Bai Hang. The speed of the two was about the same. Bai Hang felt that The girl was at the back, so I was too embarrassed to look back, but kept secretly watching the back, like this every day, until I walked out of the alley, and after we parted ways, Bai Hang looked back. The girl was walking in the opposite direction, so Every time I look back, I can only see the back. Under the gentle sunlight in the morning, I am striding forward, twice as fast as before. The long high ponytail reaches to the waist, and it is shaking on the back with the steps. Shaking, even though she is a girl, she is not weak at all and looks very chic
Bai Hang watched the girl walk away before regaining his composure. He turned around and hurried to school, almost forgetting that he still had to go to school
Bai Hang also returned the same way after school at night, and also had to pass through the alley. Every day when he arrived at the entrance of the alley, he happened to meet that little girl. The two of them obviously hadn't spoken a word or communicated with each other, but they had a tacit understanding. It's like a secret appointment
But today, when Bai Hang walked to the entrance of the alley, he didn't see the little girl. Bai Hang always felt that something was missing. He stood there waiting for a long time, but he didn't see the little girl. Hang was a little disappointed and didn't wait any longer. When Bai Hang came to the alley after school the next day, he happened to see the little girl, but she looked a bit more embarrassed than usual, with a schoolbag in one hand, messy hair, and a sharp face. Yesterday there was a new injury in the corner of the eye, as if he just got into a fight with someone, Bai Hang intentionally walked slowly, followed carefully, his eyes kept on looking at the little girl, he really wanted to go up and take care of it, but because Bai Hang just This kind of character that can suffocate people, I thought about it thousands of times in my heart, but I didn't make a sound. I followed the door of the little girl's house. The little girl stopped, threw her schoolbag on the ground, straightened her clothes, untied her hair and used her fingers After sorting it out for a while, tied it up again, picked up the schoolbag and carried it on the back, and then slowly stepped up the steps. Bai Hang watched the little girl enter the door foolishly before turning his eyes away.
For several days in succession, Bai Hang struggled to talk to the little girl. Finally, after another week, Bai Hang bought two ice creams after school, and when he walked to the alley, he saw the little girl had already entered the alley. Mouth, and then deliberately speed up, catch up with the little girl's steps, and walk side by side with the little girl, Bai Hang sneaked a glance twice nervously, hesitating and dare not reach out, the little girl didn't know if she felt it, suddenly Stopped and looked sideways at Bai Hang, Bai Hang was overwhelmed by the little girl's look, he was stunned for a long time before stretching out his hand in a panic
"This is for you to eat." Bai Hang almost stuttered, his eyes were so nervous that he didn't know where to look.
The little girl didn't say a word, she reached out to take the ice cream in Bai Hang's hand, turned around and left without any indication, Bai Hang didn't care too much, and just gave the ice cream away with a look of satisfaction, so from that day on, one after another For several weeks, as soon as school was over, Bai Hang would buy two ice creams and give one to the little girl, and the little girl always accepted it, but she never said thank you, never said a word to Bai Hang
Bai Hang was also very puzzled that the little girl seemed to be quite friendly, but she just never spoke.
"Hey, little dumb" A few junior high school students who didn't look like good things stopped Bai Hang and the little girl in the alley
"I heard that your mother is the mistress of a rich family, so she must have a lot of money." The leader was a little chubby, who looked like a fool, and deserved to be beaten.
Little girl clenches her fists and glares at the kids, looking angry
"My lord is short of money recently, shouldn't you be filial and filial?" The leading fat paper not only has an ugly voice, but also looks ugly, and it seems that his character is just like this
Seeing this, Bai Hang quickly stretched out his hands and surrounded the little girl, "What are you doing?"
"Stinky boy, you still plan to be a hero to save the beauty just like you." Those brats laughed at Bai Hang, completely looking down on Bai Hang
The little girl stood behind Bai Hang without moving or making a sound. Bai Hang's eyes were firm. He looked at the people in front of him without any timidity, and tightly protected the little girl.
"My uncle only wants money, just take out the money obediently."
"Why should I give you money?" Although Bai Hang doesn't like to talk, he is still very imposing at critical moments. It may be because his father is a policeman. He is also very righteous and will never give in.
"If you don't give it, then we will do it ourselves." There is a big guy next to him, he looks like he has developed limbs and a simple mind, he is obviously a small follower
A few people stretched out their hands to snatch Bai Hang's schoolbag while talking. Bai Hang grabbed the schoolbag and did not let go. He raised his foot and kicked the person who grabbed the schoolbag in the stomach. Those people were enraged and attacked Bai Hang viciously. Good boy, how can you fight? Push and fight with those few people for a while. After all, it is very difficult to fight with a weak force. One of them was pulling Bai Hang's collar, but Bai Hang held his head and pushed him. Hitting the iron wall, the man rubbed his head and yelled while cursing, several people beat and scolded, Bai Hang was pushed to the ground, I don't know where the brat who just hit the wall picked up a broken stone and threw it on Bai Hang's head, Bai Hang Hang cried out in pain. He didn't know where it hit. He saw blood flowing from his hair, from his forehead to his eyes. His face was covered with blood. First, those few people couldn't fight back, they stretched out their hands into Bai Hang's pocket and took away all the money in Bai Hang's pocket in a panic. The few people who got the money looked scared when they saw Bai Hang's face covered with blood, and one pushed one ran away
Seeing Bai Hang's appearance, the little girl also looked nervous and worried. She pulled her sleeves to help Bai Hang wipe his face. Bai Hang's left eye was almost covered with blood. Fortunately, if he hit his head, his face would be disfigured. up
"Master Hang" the driver Lao Li saw Bai Hang's appearance, he was anxious and worried and hurriedly helped Bai Hang up
"Uncle Li" Bai Hang saw Lao Li with a look of embarrassment and a little joy in his heart
Thanks to Lao Li's miraculous appearance, someone took Bai Hang to the hospital. Otherwise, I don't know how Bai Hang would get there with the blood all over his face. The little girl might have seen an adult come to help, so she didn't follow. Silently followed Bai Hang out of the alley and watched as he got into the car. After watching the car go away, he slowly turned around and looked at the blood on his sleeve. He didn't know what he was thinking, but he actually showed a sweet smile
Fortunately, even though Bai Hang bled a lot, the wound wasn't too deep. He got two stitches, rested for a few days, and packed some medicine to go back to school after the swelling subsided.
When walking to the door of the little girl's house, the little girl was standing at the door. When she saw Bai Hang, she ran over in a hurry, but she didn't speak. She just looked up at Bai Hang's forehead with the white tape on it. After she was sure everything was fine, the nervousness in her eyes finally disappeared. recede slowly
"Are you waiting for me?" Bai Hang knew that the little girl might be worried about him, so he was inexplicably happy
Seeing that Bai Hang didn't answer, the little girl reached out from her pocket and took out a handful of stacked change and handed it to Bai Hang. There were ten, twenty, or even one piece of change, and it looked like there should be more than 100 pieces.
"What is this?" Bai Hang glanced at it inexplicably, and after a few seconds, he realized, looked at the little girl and said, "You didn't snatch it away, why did you give me the money?"
The little girl didn't speak, and stuffed the money into Bai Hang's arms. Seeing that the little girl was very persistent, Bai Hang reluctantly reached out to take it, smiled and said, "Then I will use this money to buy you ice cream from now on."
People at this age are all ignorant about love. Bai Hang also doubted whether he likes this little girl, but he is not very sure. He just thinks that seeing him like this every day is very happy, very happy, and he has no time to think about it. others
Bai Hang and the little girl walked to the door of the little girl's house together, watched the little girl enter the gate, and said with a smile "See you tomorrow"
The little girl turned around and smiled, her smile was sweet, fresh and refined
Bai Hang has lived in front of the little girl's house for two years, and has become acquainted with the little girl a lot, but he has never been to the girl's house, so he doesn't know much about the situation of the little girl's house. friends, strangers
It's been a long time, from the sunny summer to the cold winter, the relationship between the two seems to be getting better and better than before, and it seems that nothing has changed. We still meet twice a day, in the morning when we go to school, and in the afternoon after school. , Bai Hang is still the only one who sometimes speaks a few words, the little girl doesn't speak and doesn't want to write and communicate, she doesn't even say her name, only heard people call her a little dumb, Bai Hang is also a dumb, don't force the little girl talk, or communicate with yourself
"This is for you." Bai Hang held the ceramic doll made by himself, and handed it to the little girl hesitantly, for fear that the little girl would dislike it.
"It's a holiday after the exam, I won't go here during the holiday, but if you want, I can come and play with you"
The little girl didn't nod or shake her head, she didn't agree or disagree, she just silently reached out and took the ceramic doll
Although the little girl didn't say she wanted Bai Hang to come and find her, after the holiday, Bai Hang would visit the little girl's house from time to time. The old house has been demolished, and Bai Hang has never seen the little girl again, and there is no path to go to school in a short way
Bai Hang thought about the past, and Han Hao said that they knew each other before, and that Bai Hang didn't recognize him. After thinking for a long time, he finally figured it out, and was almost stunned. Han Hao was that little girl, not because Bai Hang forgot, I always thought it was a girl, so I never associated it with Han Hao, never thought it would be the same person, the difference is too big, I can't tell it at all
Bai Hang put down the ceramic doll, walked back to the kitchen, stood by the door and looked at Han Hao, smiled for a long time and said, "So you are not dumb."
"What dumb?" Han Hao didn't realize it for a while, and glanced at Bai Hang while chopping vegetables.
"It seems that you are much taller than before, but you still look good with long hair." Bai Hang knew that Han Hao was that girl, besides being surprised, there was also an inexplicable joy in his heart. Never forgetting a little bit of love, I never thought I would be by my side now
Han Hao was startled, put down the knife in his hand, walked up to Bai Hang cautiously, looked at Bai Hang tentatively, and said slowly, "You remember now."
"I just remembered, and I still find it incredible that a little girl in my memory suddenly turned into a boy, and I always feel something is wrong." Bai Hang sighed, feeling so amazing
"If you like, I can grow my hair longer." Han Hao stretched out his hand and slapped his face again.
"Forget it, I'm already used to your appearance, and I have to get used to it again." Bai Hang looked at Han Hao. If he had been so thick-skinned back then, he might have been a good friend long ago.
"You decide"
"Why did you cut your hair later?"
"Because when I went to high school, I grew suddenly and taller. Having long hair doesn't fit at all, and the school doesn't allow it, so I cut it off."
Han Hao smiled, "Okay, you go out and wait for a while, I'm going to cook, don't choke you." Han Hao let go of his hand, then gently pushed Bai Hang out, and ran into the kitchen to start cooking again
Bai Hang held back a lot of questions in his mind, and when Han Hao finished cooking and was about to eat, he finally had the opportunity to ask questions at the dinner table. Bai Hang sat opposite Han Hao, looked at Han Hao, thought about it, and then began to speak.
"Why did you pretend to be a girl?"
Han Hao couldn't help laughing, "I didn't pretend to be a girl. I just had long hair. You misunderstood yourself. It's not my fault."
"Then why don't you say it?"
"You didn't ask again"
"Okay, I really didn't ask." Bai Hang thought about it for a while, it is true, he has never said that he is not a boy
"But even if I asked you, you wouldn't say it." Bai Hang complained all over. If Han Hao had spoken at the beginning, maybe he wouldn't have misunderstood Han Hao as a girl.
"You're very smart." Han Hao looked at Bai Hang proudly. Because he didn't speak in the past, many people basically thought he was a girl. Those who knew that he was a boy were people he knew later on.
"At that time, why didn't you speak? I always thought you were dumb." Bai Hang was cautious, afraid of touching things that Han Hao didn't want to mention
"I quarreled with my mother every day since I was a child, whether it was right or wrong, and then I just stopped talking when I got bored, and I didn't want to talk about it after a long time." Han Hao seemed relaxed, as if these things had already happened. put down
"Then why don't you talk to anyone else?"
"Whenever I quarrel with my mother, I get in a bad mood, and when I go out, I fight with others. No one wants to be friends with me, so there is no one to talk to." Han Hao put the food in his mouth indifferently, but Bai Hang Feeling a little distressed, watching Han Hao's expression
"Actually, I really wanted to talk to you at that time. Seeing that you always regarded me as a girl, I was afraid that if you said you, you would not talk to me, so I kept holding back."
"It's possible to be scared, but I shouldn't ignore it if I'm so generous." If Bai Hang knew at that time, he would only be beaten from then on. Why wait these three years
"It's hard to find someone who is so kind to me, I don't dare to take the risk." For Han Hao, Bai Hang is the first and only person in the world who really cares about him and wants to be nice to him. warmth
When it came to talking about it, Bai Hang suddenly thought of a question, watching Han Hao raise his voice, "You are so good at beating, but you still watched me get beaten at that time, it was on purpose."
"It's the first time someone wants to protect me, so I want to enjoy the feeling of being protected"
"What, you're too heartless, right?" Bai Hang was speechless to Han Hao when he thought that Han Hao would not make a move just to enjoy himself, causing himself to be beaten badly.
Seeing that Bai Hang's face darkened instantly, Han Hao quickly coaxed and explained, "Don't be angry, I've taught you a hard lesson later, and you got your money back for you, too."
Han Hao did not know that the money was not given by Han Hao, but was robbed by himself, and Han Hao robbed it back
"I really can't take you"
"Hit me if you're angry." Han Hao stretched out his face with a playful smile and asked Bai Hang to hit me.
"Forget it, I don't want to be a good person and a bad person at the same time."
Han Hao smiled even more proudly, and kept adding vegetables to Bai Hang's bowl, trying to please Bai Hang with all his heart
"Then you moved behind because it was about to be demolished?"
Han Hao paused and said, "It was demolished because I moved away."
"What's the meaning"
"That piece of old houses was supposed to be demolished a long time ago, because my mother still lived there, so my dad bought it and kept it there. Later, when my mother died, I went to Han's house and demolished it. up"
"Your mother..." Bai Hang only listened to Han Hao's mother beating and scolding Han Hao, and he didn't know anything else
"Suicide" Han Hao didn't know if he was really heartless or pretending to be strong. He didn't feel sad at all when he mentioned his mother's suicide.
Bai Hang didn't dare to continue asking, but secretly felt distressed
"Is it not to your liking?"
"No..." Bai Hang held the bowl and didn't take a bite for a long time
Looking at Bai Hang's expression, Han Hao knew what Bai Hang was thinking about, and pretended to smile relaxedly, "Don't be so sad, I will feel so distressed that I can't eat it."
Bai Hang smiled, "I see that you don't look like someone who can't eat."
Bai Hang didn't continue to bring up the past. Thinking about the two of them being together now, there is no need to think about the past, and there is no need to ask about the future. It is enough to care about the present
After eating, Han Hao consciously washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen. Bai Hang sat on the sofa and watched TV. Han Hao walked over and sat on the sofa, and slowly lay down on his side, resting his head on Bai Hang's lap. Reach out to touch Bai Hang's face, touch Bai Hang's ears from time to time
"Baihang, Xiaobai, Xiaohang, Hanghang..." Han Hao was not honest at all, he kept disturbing Baihang to watch TV quietly, and scratched everywhere on Baihang's neck.
"What are you doing?" Bai Hang was tickled and twisted his neck
"You smell so sweet." Han Hao looked serious, lifted Bai Hang's clothes, turned his head, and stuck out his tongue to gently lick Bai Hang's navel
"It's itchy, what are you doing?" Bai Hang reacted naturally and quickly blocked it
Han Hao looked at Bai Hang seriously, and reached out to touch Bai Hang's face, "Do you like me?" Han Hao is still not sure whether Bai Hang's heart is the same as his own.
Bai Hang was taken aback by the question. Although he had admitted it in his heart, he had never said it in person. Thinking about it, he was really speechless, and he didn't respond for a long time.
Han Hao's expression was a little lost, but he forced a smile, "It's okay, as long as I like you"
"I..." Bai Hang doesn't know how to say those ambiguous words, and he doesn't know how to say love words. He just didn't say what was in his heart. He is a typical character who can be anxious to death.
"I believe that one day, you will like me." With a confident smile, Han Hao secretly made up his mind that if he can't do it for two days a day, it's two years if he can't do it for a year. He just never thought of giving up
"Then do you really like me?" Bai Hang is also unsure about Han Hao. He obviously likes himself so much, but he is still with other people. He doesn't know what kind of love Han Hao likes.
"It couldn't be more true"
"Don't ever leave me, okay?" Han Hao gently hooked Bai Hang's neck down, and Bai Hang also bent down in cooperation, and gently kissed Han Hao's lips
Bai Hang completely understands how much he cares about Han Hao. The little girl whose heart fell in love three years ago is now Han Hao. He still likes Han Hao from the beginning to the end. Whether it is a boy or a girl, if you like it, happiness is the best. The most suitable and the most beautiful.
The exam is about to come. Although Bai Hang deliberately fails the exam every time, he will still review seriously, put everything he has learned in his head, and honestly review the materials at home after school
Bai Hang was reading a book, Gao Yuhan knocked on the door lightly twice, Bai Hang got up and put down the pen in his hand, opened the door Gao Yuhan held two books
"This is"
"The exam is coming soon. During this time, I will help you with your revision." Gao Yuhan entered the room after finishing speaking, Bai Hang looked bewildered
"Actually, I don't need tutoring. Anyway, I don't have much hope with my grades."
"If you didn't make mistakes on purpose, you shouldn't be much worse than me." Gao Yuhan sat down on the bed unhurriedly
"What's on purpose, I wouldn't have done it in the first place." Gao Yuhan's words were beyond Bai Hang's expectation. He didn't expect Gao Yuhan to even know this.
"Don't accommodate me in the future, don't let me do everything" Gao Yuhan looked at Bai Hang seriously, as if he could see through Bai Hang's mind
"When did I let you go? I'm not that kind." Bai Hang didn't think it was letting you go, but he didn't want to care about it, so he just changed his way to avoid arguments
Gao Yuhan glanced at Bai Hang, "Bring the book here, I'll teach you if there's anything you don't understand."
Although Bai Hang felt a little uncomfortable, he still moved the book to the bed, moved the chair to the side of the bed, and sat down slowly. In fact, he would do most of the things, but Gao Yuhan wanted to help himself so sincerely, so It's not easy to refuse
Bai Hang put one hand on his head and looked at Gao Yuhan who was seriously explaining the subject to himself, and unconsciously thought that Gao Yuhan was actually very kind in this way, obviously not that difficult to get along with, but he looked unapproachable every day , isolate yourself from the world
"What do you think I'm doing?" Gao Yuhan felt unnaturally stared at by Bai Hang
"Actually, you are pretty good-looking." Bai Hang smiled. This is probably the first time he has praised Gao Yuhan in person.
"Listen to my explanation." Gao Yuhan pretended to be calm, and when Bai Hang lowered his head, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he smiled softly when Bai Hang didn't see it
"Are you studying?" Mrs. Gao carried a plate of peeled and halved apples with a few small toothpicks on it, knocked on the door and walked into the room, smiling happily
"Aunt"
"mom"
"Let's eat some fruit first. You two need to study together. You can move to a bigger table. How uncomfortable it is to sit like this." Mother Gao put the plate on the table behind Bai Hang. People are willing to get along well, the happiest is Gao Mama
"It's okay, auntie." Bai Hang looked at himself and thought he was fine, afraid that Gao Yuhan would be tired, but anyway, he wouldn't be like this every day
"Okay, then I will go down first, and you will come down to eat after finishing your homework."
"Yeah." Bai Hang nodded.
Bai Hang stretched out his hand and forked a piece with a toothpick and handed it to Gao Yuhan's mouth, "Let's see after eating."
Gao Yuhan paused for a long time before slowly opening his mouth, with a look of unaccustomed, but not repelling
"I want to visit my grandma during the winter vacation, do you want to go together?"
Bai Hang thought for a while and said, "Well, then let's go together."
Bai Hang has already regarded the Gao family as his own home, treated the Gao family members as his own family members, and lived in peace with Gao Yuhan, which made Bai Hang feel more at ease living in the Gao family, and also found a home and harmony. The feeling of family.
Bai Hang was anxious and worried and kept calling Han Hao, but he couldn't get through. Just 10 minutes ago, he saw the identity of Han Hao's illegitimate child being exposed on TV. Bai Hang never cared about things that had nothing to do with him, not because he watched TV just now. Bai Hang never knew that Han Hao was still an unknown existence outside the Han family.
"What's the matter?" Gao Yuhan passed by Bai Hang's room, and saw that the door of Bai Hang was still open, and had been looking at his phone. He walked in and looked at Bai Hang with concern.
Bai Hang heard Gao Yuhan's voice, looked at Gao Yuhan, pretended to be calm and said "it's okay"
"Are you worried about him?" Gao Yuhan had seen Bai Hang absent-minded since just now, and he could see through Bai Hang's worry at a glance.
Bai Hang thought about it for a while, but was still worried. He wanted to see Han Hao right now. After confirming that Han Hao was fine, he hesitated for a while, and said to Gao Yuhan, "I'll go out for a while." Then he hurriedly picked up the thick black coat from the bed, anxiously He went out in a hurry, took a taxi and went to Han Hao's house
There is no doorbell at the door of Han Hao's house, so Bai Hang can only shout outside, but no one answers after shouting for a long time, and there is no light inside, Bai Hang probably hasn't come back yet, after waiting for a while, he still hasn't seen anyone, the sky is very dark , the cold wind blew on his face like a knife scraping, making Bai Hang's face red, the tip of his nose and ears were sore and red from the cold, his teeth couldn't help falling in love with each other, they kept colliding, his hands and feet kept moving It's moving, but it still doesn't have much effect. Bai Hang waited for nearly an hour, but he didn't wait for anyone, so he changed direction and went to the boxing ring. He searched all over the place where Han Hao might go, but couldn't find Han Hao. Bai Hang thought It is possible that Han Hao has already returned home, and returned to Han Hao’s house again. There is still no light, and there is still no response when he calls. It is already 11 o’clock. Lost, as if being around Han Hao has never been of much use, can't help anything, disappointed in myself, Bai Hang didn't fall asleep all night, kept calling Han Hao, Han Hao turned off his phone all night
I didn't see Han Hao when I went to school the next day. Bai Hang was absent-minded and couldn't listen to the class all day. He went to Han Hao's house as soon as school was over.
"Han Hao..." Bai Hang stood at the door and shouted loudly, Han Hao hurried out to open the door after calling several times
"Why didn't you tell me when you came?" Han Hao saw Bai Hang, it was so cold that Han Hao almost didn't feel sorry for him.
"Let me tell you, you'll answer your phone call." When Bai Hang saw Han Hao like this, he probably just got up from the bed. He forgot to put on his coat, but he still looked heartless. Don't worry. many
"Did you call me? I probably forgot to charge my phone and turn it off."
"Come, come, go in first, it's too cold." Han Hao was like a normal person, he couldn't see anything wrong at all
Bai Hang looked at Han Hao like this, and it seemed inappropriate to bring up what happened yesterday. After thinking about it, he just kept silent and felt relieved as long as he saw that Han Hao was fine.
"You see your hands are frozen, go to the room and cover them under the quilt." Han Hao pulled Bai Hang and went straight to the room
"Give me the schoolbag." Han Hao reached out and pulled the schoolbag off Bai Hang's shoulder, put it on the table, and pushed Bai Hang to lie down on the bed.
"Come on, cover the quilt." Han Hao lay down next to Bai Hang, and pulled the quilt over Bai Hang's body
"I'm not that delicate." Bai Hang couldn't help but smile when he saw Han Hao's actions.
"That has to be covered too." Han Hao reached out his hand and took out the phone from the bedside coat. Seeing that it was out of battery, he stretched out his hand and pulled the charger data cable from the bedside table over Bai Hang's head, plugged it in and restarted the phone.
"You didn't sleep all day, did you?" Bai Hang looked at Han Hao, feeling inexplicably distressed. The more Han Hao looked fine, the more distressed he was. At such an old age, he seemed to be able to block everything, not to be sad, not to be sad
"Yeah, I overslept this morning. It was cold and I didn't want to go out, so I just continued to sleep. I didn't expect to sleep until now." Han Hao acted very naturally, but Bai Hang knew that he was not at home at all last night. In this way, it is obvious that I came back in the morning to sleep until now
Seeing that Han Hao didn't say anything, Bai Hang silently cooperated, pretending that he didn't know anything
"The exam is coming soon, you better not skip class, review more"
"It's okay, it doesn't matter whether you study or not, you can barely pass." Han Hao looked relaxed and indifferent
"Take off your clothes. It's uncomfortable to sleep in so many clothes." Han Hao stretched out his hand under the quilt to help Bai Hang take off his coat
"What are you doing?"
"This one is off too"
"Don't take off..." Bai Hang just felt sorry for Han Hao for a while, and then started to be unreasonable again, he was speechless
"Okay, okay, don't take it off, come closer to me." Han Hao stretched out his hand and put Bai Hang in his arms, hugging him tightly.
Han Hao kissed the tip of Bai Hang's nose lightly, and stroked Bai Hang's hair
"It feels good to hold you"
"What's so good"
"everything is fine"
"Xiaohang, will you leave me?" Han Hao stared at the ceiling with sad eyes, looking deeply moved
"It depends on your performance. If you behave well, I won't leave. If you behave badly, then it's hard to say." Bai Hang didn't see Han Hao's expression, he just took it as a joke
But Han Hao was very serious. He looked at Bai Hang in his arms and said in a gentle but firm tone, "If one day, you really don't want me, you must hide far away and never let me have a chance to find you. you"
Bai Hang was silent for a moment, and looked at Han Hao intently.
"Han Hao, do you really want to be like this with me forever?" Bai Hang never knew what it was to be with Han Hao for so long. Han Hao never said that he wanted to date, and there are so many people around him. I have no confidence or courage to believe that Han Hao will always treat him so well
"Don't you want to?" Han Hao didn't know what Bai Hang cared about, but he often thought that Bai Hang didn't like him as much as he liked him
"I think so, but we can't be like this forever. In the future..." Bai Hang didn't say the rest, if you really like me in the future, can you just be with me, okay? Let's be together and have a serious relationship , to be a real couple, to be my boyfriend, these are the things Bai Hang wants to say deep down in his heart, but he is afraid that he will not get the answer he wants, so he dare not say it easily
"I will talk about the future, as long as you are still by my side now."
Bai Hang remained silent. Perhaps Han Hao never thought about why he would think so much, look so far, let it be, maybe one day Han Hao doesn't like him, and the two of them just let it go. Lost contact, severed this relationship, and also severed this thought
Bai Hang had just closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep in a daze, when he was woken up by the phone ringing. Bai Hang reached over his head and picked up the phone to connect.
"Hey"
"Last night was my first time. I am very happy. I will do better in the future." The man's voice is nice and his tone is very cute. It can be heard that he should be a very likable boy
Bai Hang didn't speak. He looked at Han Hao's phone, and immediately understood the meaning. It turned out that Han Hao spent the night with others, loving each other, but he was running around in the cold because of worry. It's ridiculous to think about it
"Han Hao, are you still there?" The man didn't get a response, and cautiously probed
Bai Hang actually thought that if he knew that the guy who was still flirting with him last night, but lying with someone else today, would he be sad too, inexplicably feeling unbearable to the person on the other end of the phone, kept silent for a long time, suppressed Feeling as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife, the soft voice replied "You have done a good job"
After Bai Hang hung up the phone, he felt even more ridiculous. He actually wanted to help Han Hao to appease Han Hao.
Looking back at Han Hao sitting on the bed and looking at himself, Bai Hang was not sure if Han Hao heard it, and was a little panicked
"I..." Han Hao wanted to explain, but he didn't know what to say, and looked at Bai Hang in fear
"Are you hungry? I'm so hungry. Do you want to get up and have something to eat?" Bai Hang pretended to be cool, sat up, kept silent, and deliberately changed the topic
Han Hao looked at Bai Hang and said nothing, Bai Hang was not unhappy, he was a little unhappy
"Is there anything you want to ask me?"
"Did you talk about the phone call just now? There are so many people who called you, and I can ask them all. Besides, it's your friend. Why did I ask? I didn't know you were awake just now, so I hung up. See if you want to call back again." Bai Hang concealed his disappointment and made himself look as natural as possible. He didn't want to be like a little girl, who would cry and make trouble when encountering such things. After all, with such a relationship with Han Hao, Unclear, in Han Hao’s heart, he doesn’t know anything, he doesn’t have the confidence to ask Han Hao, and he doesn’t have the confidence to make Han Hao change something for himself, the only thing he can do is to try to keep the same, as long as Han Hao I won't leave even if I tell myself
Han Hao looked displeased but didn't say much. There was a kind of sadness in his eyes but it was not obvious. It was hard for people to see.
Bai Hang didn't dare to look at Han Hao, fearing that he couldn't control himself and wanted to blame Han Hao, and wanted to ask Han Hao for more, so he got out of bed sideways, reached out and lifted his coat from the bedside to put it on, "I'll see what there is to eat Yes, you should get up quickly, after sleeping for a whole day, you won't be able to sleep at night if you sleep again." Bai Hang deliberately avoided Han Hao's gaze, strode out of the room, his eyes were reddened and he clenched his fist unconsciously But there is no place to vent.
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