letter to roommate

my dinner...

The whole bread was vomited out with the milk tea, and Lin Chuan had no time to feel sick. His first thought was, I would die if I didn't eat at night! ! !

Filled with grief, Lin Chuan went to the back of the classroom to get a broom and a dustpan, cleaned up the wreckage, lay down on the seat, and held a memorial service for his dinner as if he would rather die...

Xu Zixin watched such an abnormal Lin Chuan walk past her and took the broom without noticing, then walked over and dumped the garbage in the trash can.

This foodie who has dared to swallow stinky tofu in the dominatrix class since elementary school... When did he start to care about the teacher's gaze?Probably also frightened by Renekton's sudden appearance, right?

Thinking of this, Xu Zixin put her hand into the bag. Fortunately, she knew that this guy had the habit of eating extra meals every now and then, eating and sleeping like a pig, and would prepare a lot of mousse cakes that she liked in the bag every day.

His hand touched the box but stopped again.

Xu Zixin almost forgot that the two had been arguing for a long time.

——Does it mean that no matter whose fault it is, as long as I don't say I'm sorry, the two of us will never be reconciled?

After class in the first evening self-study, Xu Wei came back from the office to collect the math homework, and saw Lin Chuan paralyzed on the table: "Why do you look like a vegetable?"

Now Yan Xiya also looked over curiously. Seeing Lin Chuan's powerless look, she felt that Xu Wei's description was true... It was like the serious damage to the cerebral cortex described in the biology class, and the victim was in an irreversible deep coma state, loss of consciousness activities, but the subcortical center can maintain spontaneous breathing movement and heartbeat, the "vegetative state".

"I'm so hungry..." Lin Chuan said pitifully, almost going to chew on the desk.

"Didn't eat? Why did you go home?" Xu Wei asked while jumping over the forest boat to pass on the group's homework.

Lin Chuan scratched the desk and endured the inhuman torture: "It's time to take a shower..."

Xu Wei said disdainfully: "Are you kidding me? You didn't even eat to take a bath?"

Lin Chuan felt that just saying a word would be enough to consume the rest of his physical strength...

But he still grabbed her and said: "I had it, didn't I vomit out of fear?!"

Xu Wei: "Hahahahahahaha"

Zeng Xuan: "Hahahahaha"

Lady Yan Xiya covered her mouth and smiled..

Lin Chuan shook Luo Yu back and forth with a carp: "Do you have anything to eat?"

"If you keep shaking like this, I'll faint out of my dinner. I'm so sick of it, do you want it?" Luo Lu calmly said to Lin Chuan, who was frightened and let go, and then lowered his head and said nothing of his own business. I buried my head in the novel hidden under the table.

Lin Chuan was about to cry from hunger.

Renekton, who was far away in the office, sneezed twice inexplicably, and then joked at Teacher Yuan who was opposite, "Tell me, is someone thinking of me?"

Teacher Yuan said while preparing the lesson without looking up, "One thought, two scolding, and three colds."

When Lin Chuan was so hungry that his chest was pressed against his back, Luo Yu pulled out another cake from his desk and took a picture of it on Lin Chuan's desk.

"Don't you have it?!" Lin Chuan stared at the familiarly packaged cake, stunned for a moment, and finally pointed at Luo Yu angrily and said, "Okay, you, you only took it out when I was about to die!"

Luo Yu took Lin Chuan's hand away, and said flatly, "I didn't hide any secrets. Some unknown person asked me to give it to you. I just remembered that you were almost starved to death."

Lin Chuan looked at the mousse cake stupidly, and then looked in the direction of the back row of the classroom.

Xu Zixin stood talking with a few girls from the next class who were looking for her and a few boys in the same class standing at the window on the left, smiling brightly under the incandescent light, holding a mat in his hand and raising and lowering it to fan the flames.Didn't seem to notice it.

"Thank her for me." Lin Chuan opened the cake and said in a low voice.

"Why don't you go by yourself?" Luo Yu turned a page of the novel without looking up.

Lin Chuan dug out the math test paper carefully marked during the day from the messy pile of textbooks and materials on the table and threw it to Luo Yu: "Okay, stop talking nonsense, and hand this to her by the way."

Luo Yu looked at Lin Chuan's bleak back, turned his head, and called out without moving, "Xu Zixin!"

Xu Zixin, who was watching the performances of several boys and girls with a smile on her face, heard the voice, and a group of people looked over.

Luo Yu raised one hand, shook the math test paper in his hand, and said calmly: "Lin Chuan gave it to you, do you want it?"

Xu Zixin glanced at Lin Chuan, who was unpacking the mousse cake.

The mousse cake is an unspoken tacit understanding between the two.

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"I hate mousse cakes! I hate Li Xiying! I hate you too!!" In the summer vacation of the third year of junior high school, Xu Zixin, who thought that Lin Chuan had filled in the high school attached to X University with Li Xiying regardless of her feelings, had already given birth at home for three days. She went on a hunger strike to protest until she was excited He threw the mousse cake sent by Hayashi Chuan on the ground.

The middle school attached to X University can only enter if the grades are particularly top-notch, or the family is very rich. ． ．His own results are definitely impossible.

Lin Chuan smiled, picked up the packing bag on the ground, pinched off the dirty part, put it in the trash can, then stood up, touched the head of Xu Zixin who was sulking at the computer desk, and put the I handed over the folded notice from No. [-] Middle School in my pocket: "But I like mousse cakes, I like Li Xiying, and I like you too. I... like you the most. So why am I willing to leave you?"

Seeing that Xu Zixin still turned her back to him and said nothing, Lin Chuan thought she was probably still angry with him.

The admission requirements for cultural students of the High School Attached to X University are several levels higher than those of the No. [-] Middle School in the city. Lin Chuanliang can only swallow the consequences of his hard work...

Just as she was about to retreat, Xu Zixin had already turned around from the swivel chair, and suddenly slipped into Lin Chuan's arms, hugging her tightly, rubbing snot and tears on her clothes.

"Lin Chuan...you are really the most ruthless villain in the world...I thought...you were really so heartless to leave me behind."

"Fool."

"I don't care, you have to say sorry to me!"

"No...so embarrassing."

"Then you eat all the cake."

"How can I eat so much by myself?"

"You know a lot, Baga, do you think I'm a pig? Or do you mean that you just want to fatten me up because of your uneasiness!"

"Then you can eat with me, it's very expensive..."

...

"Um......"

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"No." Seeing Lin Chuan eating the cake, Xu Zixin paused for a moment, and after she refused, she continued to chat with the group of men and women about new topics.

"You heard me, she said no." Luo Yu didn't seem to expect that Xu Zixin would refuse so readily, and patted Lin Chuan on the back with the test paper.

Lin Chuan choked on being hit like this...

"Cough cough cough...uh—"

Today, Lin Chuan's almanac must say that it is not suitable to eat...

In the evening of the second quarter, the self-study at Lin Chuan was very quiet. Even Xu Wei yelled a few times to borrow a pencil sharpener before she reacted and handed over an eraser.

When the bell rang for the end of get out of class, it was Luo Yu's reminder that he slowly walked out of the classroom with his schoolbag through the front door.

Yan Xiya looked at the math test paper crumpled up in the garbage hanging between the two seats for a while, and was shocked by the phone in her pocket.

Yan Xiya didn't pick it up, but ran out from her schoolbag.

Lin Chuan pushed out his bicycle from the bicycle shed, and saw Yan Xiya standing at the door. Her face was a little rosy, and she seemed to be very bad at sports.

Yan Xiya handed over the Black Forest cake in her hand, with a rare smile on her face, like a spring breeze blowing flowers blooming and warming the sun: "Here you are."

Although Lin Chuan thought the act of delivering the cake was cute, and he wouldn't really starve to death if he didn't eat all night, he still took the expensive dessert that looked good: "Thank you."

"Didn't you say that the person who quarreled with you didn't shed a tear for you, so it's not worth caring about?" When Lin Chuan pushed the bicycle out, Yan Xiya said, remembering being told by the group No, the math test paper that was torn up like trash, was obviously done with so much heart....

Lin Chuan didn't expect that what he said to comfort and enlighten Yan Xiya not long ago would be taken back by this good student to educate him so soon.

When I said this at the beginning, after all, I still didn't put myself in Yan Xiya's place to compare, but just took the attitude of a bystander and said what I saw as a matter of course.

Now it seems that the authorities are confused by the onlookers, and I seem to understand the reason why Yan Xiya cried so sadly at that time.

"Xu Zixin..." Lin Chuan uttered the name almost by biting the words, and said with some self-deprecating emotion, "She's different..."

Even if that person no longer needs me, no longer sheds tears for me, no longer thinks about my own feelings, it is impossible not to care...

Because, she is none other than Xu Zixin...

Yan Xiya's heart ached because of this unavoidably caring words. .

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