Dongyang

As a result of the two drinking too much, they both had a splitting headache the next day, and Liang Jin still had a stiff neck, because they slept directly on the carpet last night.

Mo Dongyang rubbed his aching head, and staggered to the bathroom.He is a good drinker and almost never drunk. He tried the feeling of drinking too much for the first time last night.

Liang Jin was still sitting on the carpet with his head resting on the sofa cushion, suffering from both a headache and a neck pain.What a hangover!

"Dongyang, do you have painkillers at home?" Liang Jin yelled, rubbing his neck.

"It seems to be in the bedside table in the bedroom, find it yourself!" Mo Dongyang said vaguely, he was brushing his teeth!

Liang Jin had no choice but to stand up unsteadily and walk to the bedroom.Liang Jin, who was still not so clear-headed, was not in the mood to look at the bedroom of Mo Dongyang and Fang Huaizhou this time, so he directly opened the bedside table and saw that it was empty.He looked up to the other side, and walked around the big bed to the other side.Pulling open the first layer, there are all kinds of messy jewelry and watches.Liang Jin took a closer look and found that all of them were famous brands. Among them was a limited-edition famous watch worth hundreds of thousands of dollars, which was thrown carelessly in the cabinet like sundries.

Liang Jin curled his lips, he was indeed a big star, and then closed his eyes.Open the second floor and there you have it.

The cabinet is very neat, there are not many things, just four or five white plastic medicine bottles.Liang Jin randomly picked up a bottle, only to find that it was imported from Germany.After taking a closer look, his eyes suddenly widened and his mind went blank.

"Ajin, I made a mistake and the painkiller is here! I forgot to take it out two days ago!" Mo Dongyang hurried into the bedroom with toothpaste foam hanging from the corner of his mouth, and his expression was even a little flustered.

Liang Jin raised his head and suddenly met Mo Dongyang's flustered eyes.

Mo Dongyang froze in place, staring straight at the medicine bottle in Liang Jin's hand.

"Oh, that's not a painkiller, it's a special cold medicine, I bought it for a cold before—"

"I know German." Liang Jin interrupted Mo Dongyang, looking straight at him, "I have studied in university for two years."

Mo Dongyang was startled, his expression panicked.

Liang Jin raised the medicine bottle in his hand and said word by word: "Fluoxetine, this is an antidepressant drug for patients with severe depression. This drug, whether it is domestic or foreign, is extremely strictly controlled. How could you have it?"

Fluoxetine is a new type of antidepressant. Although it is more effective than traditional antidepressants, its side effects are terrible.The most common side effects are systemic or local allergies, gastrointestinal dysfunction, anorexia, dizziness, headache, abnormal sleep, fatigue, abnormal mental state, sexual dysfunction, abnormal vision, dyspnea, etc.

This type of drug was once resisted and banned by major psychiatrists, and it was not accepted by most doctors until the past ten years.However, the amount of medicine prescribed each time is very small. Not to mention that this kind of medicine is not available in pharmacies, even the general large hospitals do not know if it is available.But Mo Dongyang has a whole bottle, and the dose has been reduced by half.

This can only show that Mo Dongyang has become so serious that he has to take a large amount of such high-risk drugs.

After a long silence, Mo Dongyang said: "Because I have a history of serious mental illness, I have a genetic mental disorder, severe depression."

Liang Jin trembled, the hand holding the medicine bottle trembled.He looked at Mo Dongyang's vacant eyes and couldn't say anything.

"Don't tell anyone, including Huaizhou." Mo Dongyang's voice was indifferent.

Liang Jin was startled, and blurted out: "He didn't know?" Fang Huaizhou and Mo Dongyang lived together for four years, these medicines were kept beside this bed for four years, Fang Huaizhou didn't know? !

"He respects personal privacy, so he never touches my things. Even if he saw it, he couldn't understand what was written on it. Not everyone can speak German." Mo Dongyang walked in front of Liang Jin while talking , took the medicine bottle and put it back to its original position, and then gave him the painkiller in his hand.

Respect for personal privacy?There was an inexplicable anger in Liang Jin's heart. To put it mildly, it's called respecting personal privacy, but to put it mildly, it's called indifference!But if Fang Huaizhou has a heart for Mo Dongyang, why hasn't he found anything wrong with Mo Dongyang for four years together? !But these words, he will not hurt Mo Dongyang's heart.

"You said it was a hereditary mental disorder?" Liang Jin held the painkiller in his hand and looked at Mo Dongyang with a frown. "When did you start to get sick? What is the trigger?"

"At the age of 12, there was a female teacher in the school who committed suicide because of love, and she fell in front of me." Sitting on the bed, Mo Dongyang took a tissue to wipe the foam from the corners of his mouth, and then suddenly smiled. "That's how my mother died. The death of the female teacher reminded me of my mother. During that time, I was like crazy. I could see her when I opened and closed my eyes. She was dressed in a blood-red dress. She said to me, "Dongyang, everyone in the Mo family has cursed blood flowing all over their bodies. If you can't ask for love, you can die if you fall in love." How funny you say, I can't even remember her face, and she still refuses to let me go." Mo Dongyang raised his head, his bottomless black eyes stared straight at Liang Jin. "Later, I was sent to the orphanage for treatment. After half a year, I improved and continued to go to school. But the doctor stipulated that I should go to psychological counseling three times a week."

Liang Jin is a doctor. He has been in contact with patients with mental illness. With a few words that Mo Dongyang lightly said, he can already understand the pain that Mo Dongyang suffered back then.That kind of mental devastation is comparable to the harshest punishment.

"What happened later?" Liang Jin felt pain in his heart. If he hadn't accidentally discovered this secret today, he would never have known that Mo Dongyang, who was so sunny and warm, was actually a mentally ill patient.What kind of mood does Mo Dongyang use to show such a heart-warming smile?

"I went back to school, but because of this disease, I feel inferior and think that I am not a normal person. I am withdrawn and alone. Only when Eucommia comes to see me, I can talk and laugh." Mo Dongyang didn't care Xiaoxiao, "Later, the doctor said that I need to get in touch with the crowd more and feel more normal emotions and emotions. At that time, I just dropped out of school, met a scout again, and entered the entertainment industry. As an actor, you can taste Life is full of flavors, and gradually I will be fine.”

Mo Dongyang said, and looked at Liang Jin again, showing a bright smile: "I haven't taken that medicine for a long time, and the doctor said two years ago that I'm almost recovered. So, it's nothing, it's all over. "

Looking at Mo Dongyang's smile, Liang Jin's eyes gradually became wet.However, he also raised a smile—even if it was very reluctant: "Yes, it's all over." He knew that Mo Dongyang hadn't told the truth, at least he hadn't told all the truth.Hereditary mental disorder, is it possible to be cured?But what Dongyang said is true.

Mo Dongyang did not tell the truth, even what he told Liang Jin was deliberately processed by him.He was admitted to a mental hospital for a year instead of half a year. In that year, he not only suffered from severe depression, but also had severe hallucinations and self-harm tendencies.

That year, Du Zhong happened to go to other provinces with the Du family who adopted him.The helpless Mo Dongyang survived with just one painting.While he was hospitalized, a fire robbed him of his last refuge, the orphanage.The mother who had been taking care of him died in the fire, and it is said that several children were burned to death.Mo Dongyang, who had escaped a catastrophe because of being hospitalized, gradually got better when he heard the news.

Later, Mo Dongyang was discharged from the hospital, but his personality was withdrawn and autistic, he didn't like to laugh or talk, and he had to report to his attending doctor almost every day.

But Mo Dongyang didn't want to go back to the pale hospital and endure the pain of restraints every night.So he learned to pretend and hide.He can act, it seems like a natural skill, enough to fool the psychiatrist.

Gradually, I went from daily reports to weekly reports, and finally I only went once when I was free. When he came into contact with the Internet at the age of 14, he seemed to have entered a brand new world. From being addicted to games at the beginning, to becoming a top hacker later, it took only four short years.In those four years, his spirit has been sustenanced, and apart from the still insomnia every night, his mental state has improved a lot.

That year, Mo Dongyang knew that he could not get deeper and deeper.Therefore, he hacked into the mainframe of the Personnel Bureau and modified a perfect file for himself.It is very easy for him to modify his own file. His original file was burned in that fire, and the electronic file entered later was also incomplete because he was in a mental hospital.In addition, he dropped out of high school before finishing high school, and the school did not require him to complete the original file.Therefore, even if his file was tampered with, no one would know.

Finally, Mo Dongyang stepped into the entertainment circle with a clean file and started his acting career.

Maybe it was the embarrassment of breaking other people's secrets, or maybe it was because he didn't want to face Mo Dongyang who had a painful past, Liang Jin left soon, in a hurry.

Mo Dongyang sat blankly in the bedroom, then opened the first drawer of the bedside table, and took out the only accessory in a box.

After opening it, there were no brand-name watches and jewelry inside, only a piece of yellowed paper—this was the secret that Mo Dongyang had hidden deep in his wallet, and it was also the secret that Liang Jin discovered.

Mo Dongyang unfolded the paper carefully, and it turned out to be a child's crayon drawing.

There is a big sun in the painting. Under the sun, an older child and a younger child are holding hands. There are only a few simple black lines on the round face, outlining a bright smile.

Mo Dongyang gently caressed the two children, and then fixed his eyes on the line of neat words in the lower right corner.

"Dongyang: I will come back to pick you up—Fang Huaizhou."

Twenty years ago, a ten-year-old boy visited an orphanage with a group of adults. Then he met a beautiful four-year-old boy, drew a picture, and made a promise.The four-year-old has treasured the painting for 20 years, and has kept this promise for 20 years.But the ten-year-old boy at that time had long forgotten.

The author has something to say: Alas, I finally wrote it here.Bi Shui knew that the previous plot was somewhat procrastinated.

Because it was the first draft written by hand, a lot of content was written as soon as I thought of it at the time. I was in therapy at the time, so the thinking was not very smooth and clear, and the content was a bit long-winded.Bishui’s new texts are all edited and coded at the same time, and typos must be corrected. Please be considerate.

Because it has been on the list, it is very difficult to correct the typo, and I am afraid that it will be considered a fake and closed the small black house.It’s not that I won’t apply for the list in the next issue. Let’s correct the typo first. As for some content, after the modification, it will be directly placed in the group when it is finished. There is still harmonious content in it. Oh my God, everyone can download it by themselves at that time.

PS: Dear friends, you can join the group after the article is over, because the Q account is not Bishui's, but the work account of Bishui's friends.After the download is complete, you can automatically withdraw from the group.Let's wait for Bishui to use his Q number to form a group, and everyone will join.However, it may take a long time.Because Bishui is very lazy...

Another PS: Bishui’s dormitory is now disconnected from the Internet, and it was disconnected at 11:30. If there is no update at 11:30 in the future, it means that Bishui is lazy again.But this is rare~