Deadly rivals deserve a pair

Shen Yu didn't go home at noon, and when he got home in the afternoon, he was keenly aware that something was wrong.To be more precise, something is wrong with Yan Jin.

Are you still thinking about what happened last night?It's not very similar, and this guy's behavior and language are normal, as if nothing happened last night just like him, but with years of understanding and indescribable intuition, Shen Yu feels that there is something wrong with this guy.

He went home at three o'clock this afternoon - just because things were done, not worried about someone drinking badly, yes, no.I went home too early, and spent the afternoon in a seemingly normal but inexplicably weird atmosphere - it was impossible for him to ask, after all, Yan Jin didn't say anything on the face, if he asked, wouldn't it be There is no silver 300 taels here?

Unable to bear the inexplicable atmosphere, Shen Yu chose to avoid talking, but no matter in the living room terrace or in the garden, this person deliberately appeared in his line of sight, so Shen Yu had no choice but to go to the study and close the door to see it.

Out of sight, but his heart may not be pure, and he can't think about the business. Shen Yu's mind is full of doubts about what is wrong, and he can't think of a clue. Instead, he makes himself restless. He has no choice but to go back to the room and take out the paper as a Self-curing medicine.

The number of people can clear up the messy thoughts and calm the mind. Today, I want to replace the effect of counting sheep with paper. Shen Yu took out all the paper and counted the number one by one. He has done it before. 99 is not a perfect number. But every time he counted to the last one, he would feel satisfied and very useful.

"Nine six, nine seven, nine eight...!?"

One is missing!

Shen Yu stood up abruptly, he counted again without giving up, still one sheet was missing, originally wanted to use paper to calm his mind, but this had the opposite effect, his mind was completely confused, Shen Yu put 98 papers into the box Put it away, and immediately look for the lost piece of paper.

He is a person who tidies up and can be found, there will be no littering, not to mention such a precious thing, the note paper will not be taken out of the room by him, and a piece of paper will only be lost when he is not paying attention , not under the pillow, not next to the cabinet...what else is possible?

Shen Yu's gaze moved, and he landed on the trash can next to the cabinet. His trash can is also placed in a fixed position, and the people who clean it will not move his decorations. Could it be that...

Shen Yu's face turned pale.

He hurried downstairs and rushed to the door like a demon, but when he touched the cold doorknob, he trembled, making his body dominated by chaotic emotions stop in place.

...Yes, if it is really accidentally dropped into the trash can, the cleaning staff have been away for a few hours now, and the trash should go to the right place with the recycling truck, a small piece of paper, and I hope to find it back Come?

Shen Yu let go of the doorknob, pressed his head and took a deep breath, his expression was already very ugly, which was comparable to the expression of Yan Jin who was poisoned by alcohol last night.Usually it's time to give up at this time, but Shen Yu hasn't completely given up yet, it's really... There aren't many things he can put down in his heart, and he doesn't want to lose even one of the 99 sheets of paper.

After all, if one day Yan Jin ends up staying away from him, then these are Shen Yu's remaining thoughts, at least let Shen Yu know that the light that once appeared was not a dream.

"Uncle Wang," Shen Yu called Uncle Wang, "Give me the contact information of the company responsible for cleaning today."

Uncle Wang: "Okay. Master Shen, you need a phone... Could it be that something went wrong?"

"I... lost something and want to make sure."

"Oh!" Uncle Wang was taken aback, "I watched from the sidelines while cleaning, and I didn't find anyone making small movements. Now, I will contact them immediately!"

Shen Yu understood that Uncle Wang had misunderstood, he explained: "It's not stolen." Whoever stole a piece of worthless paper, "It may have accidentally dropped into the trash can and was taken away."

"Ah..." Uncle Wang was stunned, and then worried for Shen Yu: Since Shen Yu asked, it proved to be an important thing, but if it fell into the trash can and was cleared away, the chance of getting it back is about zero.

But the owner sent a message, and Uncle Wang wanted to follow suit. Just as he turned around to get his phone, a voice came from the second floor: "Is this what you lost?"

Shen Yu and Uncle Wang looked up at the same time, and saw Yan Jin leaning against the fence on the second floor with a piece of paper in his hand.

Shen Yu opened her eyes slightly, not knowing what expression to use for a moment.

Yan Jin was condescending, taking in all his reactions, and said to Uncle Wang, "Uncle Wang, go back to your room and sit down first, don't rush to prepare dinner."

Uncle Wang looked at Shen Yu, it was obvious that what Yan Jin was holding was what he was looking for, Uncle Wang understood that he had nothing to do here, Yan Jin even asked him to leave on purpose, it must be inconvenient for him to see it later, Uncle Wang Nodded: "Then I'll go to rest for a while, please call me at any time if necessary."

Yan Jin held the note and walked down the stairs, Shen Yu's gaze followed him, watching the man walk up to him step by step, and handed out the note.

Yan Jin said, "It's been sterilized, so it's not dirty."

Shen Yu remained silent, raised his hand to pinch the other end of the paper, and pulled it back, but found that Yan Jin did not relax his strength at all, he couldn't pull back the paper at all.

Yan Jin grabbed the other end and did not let go, looked up at Shen Yu: "You obviously still keep it."

Shen Yu lowered his eyelids, his eyes only fell on the paper, and his tone was cold: "How to deal with my things is my business."

"Yes, it's yours if it's given to you. You can throw it away and burn it as you like, but you found out so quickly when you lost one, and you're so anxious after losing one. Mr. Shen, why is that?"

Yan Jin has been fluctuating since he discovered the paper today. It is undoubtedly great news for him that Shen Yu kept the paper, but it is not enough. He habitually thinks of many possibilities, both good and bad. Laminated paper appeared in the trash can, and he wanted to see what it was.

Did you cherish it once, but now you finally want to break it clean, or do you have other intentions?Shen Yu's reaction gave him the answer.

What's so precious about a piece of paper, it's worth cherishing, isn't it because of the person who gave it?

"Shen Yu, how dare you say you don't like me?"

Dare to say that you never cared about me, dare to say that you have never been moved, and dare to... don't want me?

Yan Jin was aggressive, Shen Yu opened his mouth, but he couldn't say a word, because his thoughts were blocked by Yan Jin's mouth, and he snatched his way with fierce lips and tongues, and any duplicity would be swept away It was clean, those thoughts that had never been spoken and hidden in the depths were all stirred up, and the magma flowed wantonly in his chest, burning his heart ache.

The weather today is bad, with black clouds pressing down on the city, a gust of wind whistling and roaring past, heralding a heavy rain, the sound of the wind beating the branches, but it is not as loud as the breathing of the person in his arms, the paper falls to the ground, and the two fall into each other. in the sofa.

It was too heavy, this kiss was too heavy, Shen Yu almost couldn't breathe, when Yan Jin let go of his lips, the air rushed in, Shen Yu took a big breath, and felt that his heart was hurting between each breath. , His eyes were red, and he didn't know who he was pitying.

Yan Jin hugged him and whispered in his ear, he was going crazy, but he couldn't stop laughing. "You lied to me for so long, do you think you are an asshole?"

Shen Yu's breathing was unsteady, and her words were intermittent: "I don't... um..."

Yan Jin pecked him again: "Why not? You are a duplicity liar."

Shen Yu put her palm on his shoulder: "Get up..."

Shen Yu's heart was about to jump out of his chest, and he was suppressed again, and his limbs couldn't gather strength at all. He didn't expect that he would be defeated on a piece of paper... It was also his own fault, and he couldn't cut the roots and clean it up. , It turned out to be defeated.

But if there were not even a few sheets of paper left, what would he do when all these years of sick emotions dragged him to hell?Is it all about pills that he can't swallow?

A hand reached for his clothes, Shen Yu was startled, and grabbed Yan Jin's hand.

He raised his eyes and met Yan Jin's shining eyes, and his heart ached more and more from the scalding eyes.

"Stop continuing." Shen Yu grabbed his hand, "Do you know what you're doing?"

Yan Jin let him grab it: "I didn't drink alcohol today, I'm very sober."

"If you are sober, you shouldn't approach me." Shen Yu pulled his hand away, "If you insist on peeling off this layer of skin, you will only see a monster, Yan Jin, I am not a normal person, you are not know what I look like."

You don't know that I'm a sick person. There is a monster that bites emotions in his body. If he can't control himself well, his dark emotions will stretch out his hands in the mud and blacken others. The death of his mother, the tears of his father, the rigid and dry His childhood was muddy and turned into a swamp in his heart, pulling him and making him unable to escape for the rest of his life.

Being with him will not be happy, it is impossible to be happy, a gentle person like Yu Feng will only be tired after associating with him, he is destined to be a lonely monster.

Why did I meet you?If you don't see it, you won't be moved.

"Why did you meet me?"

Shen Yu raised his hand and wiped Yan Jin's cheek with his thumb: If you don't see him, you don't have to be bound by a monster.

Shen Yu could still make up a hundred reasons why he kept the paper, but he knew from Yan Jin's eyes that Yan Jin wouldn't believe what he made up. This person has the ability to smash his mask into pieces , so he said softly, with a little bewitching meaning: "It's just a piece of paper, just pretend you didn't see it, okay?"

He actually tried to retreat in vain, Yan Jin gritted his teeth, not knowing whether to be angry or distressed first.

"Not good," he said.

Yan Jin covered his hand and pressed it on his face, while the other hand held by Shen Yu turned away from the guest, and with a clever trick, he pressed Shen Yu's hand on the sofa.

"You are not a monster," Yan Jin looked at his little fox. "If you have to think that you are a monster, then what do you want, my heart, soul or life? I can give it to you, just take it."

Yan Jin slowed his gaze, and looked at him tenderly: "I watched you, and I know...you have been very close to the psychiatrist."

Shen Yu's pupils shrank, and his eyes widened in disbelief. He thought he hid it well, and no one else knew about it except Bai Qingxian and Aunt Gu, and he didn't even suspect Silence.

Was it when I first met psychology professors in school?But at that time he was very concealed, even when he was in contact with the professors, he hid his emotions very well, and even they didn't find out about his psychological problems. If he hadn't been a little more honest with Aunt Gu for the diagnosis, he would have been able to Fooled everyone.

Because the first thing he deceived was himself, as long as he wanted to, he could pretend to be a normal person perfectly.

"I'm just guessing, and it seems I guessed it right." Yan Jin lowered his head and pressed his forehead against his, "You're not a monster, you're just sick, you'll be fine, and I'll watch you get better."

The gust of wind outside the window knocked down a flower, which fell to the ground without a sound.

Shen Yu loosened his clenched fist, closed his eyes, and murmured: "Don't blame me for not reminding you, you will regret it."

"Shen Yu, don't underestimate me. I have loved you for so many years, and I have tasted all kinds of flavors. Dudu has never regretted it, and has no thought of not wanting to love you again."

"Even if my head is really broken, I don't blame you. I can't blame others for what I said and did willingly."

Besides, Shen Yu was more than just reminding him, did he have little taste of various methods of forcing retreat in college?Liking Shen Yu is self-inflicted, and it's none of other people's business.

Shen Yu's eyes were swollen, and she turned her head away.Yan Jin looked at him for a while, then let go of Shen Yu's hand, rubbed his face for a moment, and kissed him tentatively.

Shen Yu didn't dodge this time.But his breathing was visibly trembling, Yan Jin stretched out his hand, and found that his fingertips were also trembling, he pulled Shen Yu's clothes away while suppressing his voice, and said softly: "Don't be afraid."

Together, I will fill your missing heart. One day, you will taste the most ordinary happiness from the bottom of your heart like everyone else. Don’t think that meeting you is my misfortune. It is obviously a blessing to meet you.

Yan Jin needs Shen Yu, Shen Yu is not his catastrophe, but his destiny.

The raindrops fell, and the wind and rain fell on the ground in an instant outside the window. The rain swept across with the force of thunder, the grass and trees bent, and the glass windows crackled. The voice of the two sad people was only vaguely seen together, and it was difficult to distinguish them.

Shen Yu was forced to cry, but his tears and voice were swallowed up by Yan Jin, and a layer of rouge was applied to the corners of his eyes. He looked sad and pitiful, but it was really a stunning beauty. Yan Jin wanted him as a monster and accepted him. I want to swallow his heartache, and share the pain with him.

Shen Yu's eyes couldn't focus, he looked at the blurred rain scene outside the window in a trance, thinking: I still dragged him into this swamp after all.

"Don't cry." Yan Jin whispered in his ear.

Shen Yu raised her arms to hug him, and gave Yan Jin a hug.

Fool, Shen Yu said in the middle of the storm, I am crying for you.

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