Light Yu · I have a little sun

"Ayu, the doctor said that as long as you take care of it for a period of time, your legs will get better, and it won't affect your daily life. Your sister didn't do it on purpose. You see, she is still young. You are an older sister..."

"Sister, I envy you so much. Mom always pays attention to my sister."

"Sister, why can't mom look at me more, I've worked hard too!"

"Sister, if I surpass you, will mother love me more?"

"Go away! I hate you the most!"

"Ah, sister be careful! I'm sorry, I didn't do it on purpose, I was careless, woo woo woo" Gu Yu's mind lingered on Gu Xi's words.Blame my sister?No wonder, besides, my sister didn't do it on purpose.In the final analysis, who is more pitiful, Gu Xi or herself?

"Dad, stop talking, I understand." Gu Yu interrupted Gu Chaowei's words, he actually didn't blame his sister at all, and even felt that this was a kind of relief.

It is easier for me to accept reality than my mother, and I am calmer than my father imagined. The quarrel that day still seems to be lingering in my mind.

"What did you say? Ayu can't dance anymore? Then what have I worked hard for so many years?" Shen Yun's sharp voice broke the silence outside the ward. If someone she knew was present at this time, she would definitely not be able to see the hysteria The woman is the calm and elegant Shen Yun when dancing.

"Keep your voice down, Ayu just fell asleep. The doctor said that as long as Ayu relieves the stress on her knee joints in the future, pay more attention to keeping warm and avoid catching cold, her daily life will not be affected. Ayun, I think, just give up dancing!" Gu Hearing the sigh from his father's words, Yu stretched out his hand to touch his knee, the excruciating pain reminded Gu Yu that he really wanted to give up dancing, it was the same as giving up eating a piece of candy, it was no big deal.

"Give up? It's easy for you to say, so what is my hard work for so many years?" But, what else can I do besides giving up?

"Ayun, what you should care about now is our daughter, not dance."

"Because I care about her now, I am more distressed and more lost! To become an excellent dancer is the dream of me and Ayu. Seeing that we can participate in the competition in August, it is only held once every three years. For the 'Tao Li Cup', we have endured so much hardship and worked so hard for this competition, but with the result now, tell me what the hardships we have endured over the years are nothing!"

"Enough, Ayun, that's your dream, not Ayu's. My mother is right. Children are the continuation of our blood, not the continuation of our dreams. They are all independent individuals, not our appendages." , they should have their own dreams."

"Independent individual? Haha, what a joke! I gave birth to Ayu, and I gave her life. My dream is her dream. It was because of her that I gave up the national competition. Those who are not as good as me can stand on the podium, and I, heh, confinement at home! Do you know how regretful I am? Now let her finish my unfinished road, what is wrong, this is her What she owes me, she should pay it back!" Shen Yun's voice sounded particularly harsh, and her tone was very stubborn.

"Ayun, do you know what you're talking about?"

"This kid, why are you in a daze? Come, eat an apple, it's all peeled." Gu Chao suddenly said, interrupting Gu Yu's bitter memories.

"Dad, Mom... is she busy recently? I... haven't seen her for a few days." The aroma and sweetness of the apple spread in the mouth, dispelling the bitter taste left in Gu Yu's mouth due to hanging water .

"Your mother, she, recently... takes care of your sister, and she can't get away from it."

I just had an illusion, this apple is not sweet, it is very astringent, it must be unripe, it is really hard to swallow.

"Father, help me out for a walk." Gu Yu looked at the ward, his eyes were glaringly white, and he always felt empty in his heart, like a hole was broken in the glass window in winter, and the cold wind was blowing.

"Hey, good. Take a wheelchair. The doctor said that you can't walk on the ground for the time being. You can do some simple exercises in a week before you can walk by yourself." The daughter didn't continue to ask Shen Yun's whereabouts. What Shen Yun said to herself in the evening.

"Husband, let's remarry."

"Remarried? Ah Yun, are you serious?"

"What? Are you unwilling to remarry?"

"Of course I would. You know that I have always loved you. It was you who said no to divorce. My mother and I always interfered with your education of Gu Yu. You see, I also listened to you. I haven't returned to the country for the New Year for several years. I Admit that I deliberately used the guise of being good for the children, divorced and never left home, just hoping to remarry you one day."

"Then we'll go get the certificate tomorrow."

"Okay, let's go at dawn."

"Then wait for Ayu to be discharged from the hospital and send her to your mother's house in the countryside."

"Ayun, are you really willing? Didn't you dislike Ayu going to the countryside before?"

"You also said that was in the past. Now I want to take Xixi to dance practice. I will take Xixi to participate in the next "Tao Li Cup". You are going to the company. We don't have extra energy to take care of our legs. We can't do it Ayu, sending her to her mother-in-law is the best choice, isn't it?"

"But how sad it would be for Ayu. Wu Wu abandoned her, should we also abandon her?"

"How could it be abandonment? The air in the countryside is good and suitable for recuperation. Can you feel at ease if you let Ayu stay at home alone? And I think Ayu likes to play with the little girl from the neighbor's house? Now Ayu is just lost It’s nice to have a friend by your side when you’re there.”

Yes, you have to make a choice after all. Letting Ayu go to the countryside is the best choice after weighing the pros and cons. Ayu will not be sad because of seeing the previous trophies, nor will she ignore her because Ayun is now devoted to cultivating Xixi And lost.This is the best choice, and it is also for the good of Ayu.

So, people, always seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, find some high-sounding reasons for yourself, even if you do something that hurts the other party, in the end, as long as you say "I'm all for your own good", you will feel that you have done everything for the other party. After painstaking efforts, even if there is a mistake, it will definitely be forgiven, not to mention that you are the other party's parents, so it is even more worthy of forgiveness.

"Ayu, I'll take you to grandma's house after a while. Dad will give you a one-year leave of absence to wait for your legs...Okay, when the time comes, I will continue to study in junior high school. Don't worry about the school, Dad can handle it That's right." As long as some words are spoken and started, the rest will naturally follow.

"Look, your mother has to take care of your sister, and your father has to go back to the company. There are a lot of things that have not been dealt with recently. Your mother and I are not at ease when you are alone at home, and the doctor also said that you need to rest now. The air in the country How wonderful, besides, grandma misses you too, you can accompany grandma when you go back, grandma will love you the most when you are young."

Sure enough, that's what family love is all about.So, for my mother, is I really just a tool to realize her dream?

Gu Yu thought blankly, since she became an abandoned child, her sister will get what she wants.Seemingly aware of Gu Yu's abnormality, Gu Chao stopped talking, except for the friction sound of the wheelchair and the ground, there was only silence between the two of them.

Different from the desolation of the hospital corridor, the air outside is full of the fragrance of grass and trees. Under the cover of green grass, green trees and blue sky, the hospital also becomes full of vitality.A cicada on Guang Yulan sang Xia Tian loudly, as if to show off that it lived a more carefree and free life than Gu Yu.

At this time in 2008, I still caught cicadas, but this year I can only listen to its mockery.

It was also in that year that I learned the secret on the way home. My parents at the time thought I was asleep.

"Gu Chao, we are already divorced. Ayu is now my child alone. Without my permission, how could you bring her to the countryside."

"Ayun, my mother misses her child. She knows that Xixi doesn't need to be forced to dance by you. She is worried about Ayu, so..."

"Worried about Ayu? What? I'm a stepmother? I'm really tired of your preaching. I just let her dance, not let her die!"

"A Yun, don't get excited, you know I didn't mean that, keep your voice down, don't wake up the child."

"Gu Chao, I don't want to quarrel with you either, but let me say this one last time, Xixi belongs to you, I don't care if you always bring Xixi around, Ayu belongs to me, don't worry about how I teach Ayu, and others Then let your mother mix it in, otherwise I'm afraid I won't be able to help but say something."

"Hey... this is the last time. After you approve it, I will bring Ayu to the countryside again. Don't tell mom or the child."

"Remember what you said, and if you do what you say, I will naturally not be a big deal."

Over the years, I have always wondered why the happy family in my impression has become like this, and I have practiced dance so obediently, why I still can't satisfy my mother.

I am always looking forward to the future, looking forward to growing up, delusional thinking that when I grow up, I will have capital and all kinds of things that I don’t have now, but the reality is always ruthless. Now that I am 13 years old, I finally understand that family is not always perfect Yes, dancing is not always possible, and Jiang Can will not always be waiting for me to find her in Caodeng Village.

What is that little girl who caught cicadas all over the woods doing now?Can she remember me this time?

Without a perfect home, without dancing, do you want to lose even your friends?

"Okay, let's go to grandma's house after leaving the hospital." If it is useless, there is no need to exist. What is the meaning of life for that person.

"Hey, good. Dad pushes you to sit in the lotus pond in front, and I'll call your grandma." Gu Chao seemed to have lifted a big stone from his heart, and his tone became lighter.

"Hey, Mom, I'm Da Chao."

"Hey, Dachao, how is Ayu? Will he be able to walk in the future? I'm so anxious to death at home."

"Mom, don't worry, it's all right, I can walk in the future."

"Can I not worry about this? Tell me what a wonderful baby, what can I do if there are sequelae in the future? What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said that it will take half a year, and there will be no sequelae, that's just..." It's just that I won't be able to dance in the future, Gu Chao looked back and stared at the ground in a trance, Gu Yu, and swallowed the words that were on the verge of his mouth.

"What is it? You said it, my old woman is anxious to get angry at home."

"It's nothing, it's just that A Yun and I plan to send A Yu to you to recuperate for a year."

"Oh, my darling, it's been hard, you bring Ayu here, your wife knows how to dance every day, and doesn't know how to care for children, I can rest assured that Ayu is raising me by my side."

"Mom, A Yun, I've already told her, let's do this first, I'll take A Yu to see you in two days." Gu Chao hung up the phone hastily, for fear that Grandma Gu would continue talking.

The sunlight passes through the gaps in the leaves, casting dappled light and shadow on the ground.Gu Yu listened to his father's comforting words to grandma, looked at the sunlight beating on the ground, and suddenly didn't know what the meaning of his existence was.Mom likes Gu Yu who can dance, not the current Gu Yu.

Grandma Gu heard the "beep" sound in her ear, and said angrily: "I haven't finished talking about this kid yet, why did the phone hang up, and he thinks I'm nagging, when he comes to see, I won't hit him with a stick." head!"

"Grandma Gu, what's the matter? Who made you angry."

"It's Xiaojiang's family, hey, it's not my good-for-nothing son and daughter-in-law who knows how to dance. The children don't like it, so I threw it for my good granddaughter. That's fine, I won't tell you anymore, I Go and tidy up the room, Dachao said that Ayu is coming to live for a year." Grandma Gu waved at Chu Hongmei, got up and went back to the house.

"Grandma Gu, slow down. I'm going to find Cancan. That girl probably went fishing again, and she doesn't know how to go home for dinner." Chu Hongmei didn't dare to echo Grandma Gu's words. Everyone is like this, and she can say that her son It's not the daughter-in-law, outsiders can't just say it, the old man has a tough style, so it's important to find his daughter for dinner.