I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

After leaving the detective agency, Dazai kept laughing.

First, she smiled subduedly, and finally wrapped her arms around his neck, and leaned on his shoulders, laughing so hard that she was about to lose her breath.

"Mr. Terao, the way you lost your temper just now is so scary."

Terao Yashu belongs to the kind of person with high self-esteem and sensitive personality. If he does something wrong, he will be embarrassed for a long time, so he couldn't bear it: "Is it funny?"

"No."

Dazai hugged him and whispered in his ear: "I just think... Terao-san is too cute, I like you so much."

The other party's breath sprayed on the back of his neck, his body trembled from the itchiness, and his toes curled up.

Now Dazai is not used to confessing to him anytime, anywhere, regardless of the occasion.

"Stop laughing."

"Okay, stop laughing." Dazai kissed his forehead, "Let's go, let's go have breakfast."

They went to the coffee shop downstairs of the detective agency and ordered a meal for two.

"The food here may not be as good as the ones near your home, but the coffee here is the best."

Terao Yasuke took a sip of coffee, then lowered his head and said, "I don't like people beating you."

Dazai stretched out his hand and gently stroked his hair, "Okay, I've already felt the feeling that Terao-san wants to protect me. But I'm really not hurt, so don't worry, huh?"

"..."

Seeing that his expression gradually softened, Dazai felt relieved.

Terao Yashu recalled the scene just now, but still couldn't understand: "I don't understand the way you get along."

"That's how I get along with Kunikida-kun. He won't hurt me, and I think it's funny when he's angry."

"I don't understand. If a person cares about another person, he should protect him and prevent him from being hurt a little bit. He won't punch him in the face no matter what."

If the people in the detective agency like Dazai, they should be like him and take good care of Dazai.

Dazai sighed, and tapped his finger on the coffee cup, "Mr. Terao, there is not only one way of getting along with people. Caring for each other is a way of getting along, making noise is also a way of getting along, and confronting each other is also a way of getting along. Way."

He still can't understand, in his opinion, to care about someone is to treat that person well.

After hearing this, Dazai smiled, "So Mr. Terao, you are different. No matter how much other people care about me, at best they only care about me, but you are the only one who holds me in the palm of your hand unconditionally."

"..."

"That's why I like Terao-san."

After saying this, the other party rested his chin on one hand, stared at him and smiled, like the syrup on the waffles on the plate, exuding a sweet and greasy taste.

Terao Yashu was stared at by this gaze, his face was hot and dizzy, so he quickly lowered his head to eat.

Due to being too nervous, he became dizzy for a while, mistook the fork for a spoon, and tried to use the fork to drink the soup.

Seeing this scene, Dazai on the opposite side started laughing again.

"Mr. Terao is so cute." The other party looked at him and sighed, "The more you are like this, the more reluctant I am to give you up to others."

For some reason, Dazai seemed extremely happy, and he was very active throughout the day, dragging him around many places in Yokohama.

When walking on the road, he leaned over to kiss him from time to time, completely ignoring the eyes of people coming and going on the road.

He felt embarrassed and had to reach out and push it away, "What's the matter with you?"

He was frightened, he and Dazai often went out for a walk before, but every time it was just a regular walk, they would not even hold hands in crowded places.

Are you drunk today?

"I told you I won't get drunk, Terao-san, you don't know me at all."

After nightfall, they were driving home, passing by the seaside, Dazai suddenly called to stop.

"what happened?"

The sky was gloomy, with dark clouds, no light on the stars and the moon, and the evening wind in the cold winter night was intertwined with the sound of the waves.

Dazai pulled him to the back seat of the car, covered him with his body, and kissed him.

"Mr. Terao." The other party held his face in the dark, "In order to repay your efforts to protect me, I will reward you now."

These words are like a ghost, with a hint of jokes and the determination to eat him up.

"Now?"

"Well, right here, right now."

Terao Yashu couldn't see the opponent's face clearly, but the opponent's lips tapped on the tip of his nose, kissed him sideways, rubbed his skin, and sniffed the scent of his neck.

He wanted to refuse, but the other party lightly touched the back of his neck with his fingertips, and his whole body immediately softened.

"I'll be home soon..."

"No, it's going to be here."

He wasn't used to this outside, but he couldn't refuse, as long as Dazai acted coquettishly to him, he would satisfy him with anything.

Dazai is a supernatural being, not a fool who needs to be protected by him, but he just likes to pamper Dazai, and likes to see the carefree appearance of the other party being pampered by him.

He heard the crash of the waves in the distance, sweeping up the shore and sweeping back, pounding the rocks, drowning every syllable that came out of his mouth.

"Mr. Terao..."

He heard his name being called, like a spell to hypnotize him, but he couldn't do anything except nod.

"Mr. Terao, you can only do this with me alone."

"Ah."

"you promise."

He was very sleepy, his limbs were a little sore, but he still nodded: "Well, I promise, only do this with Mr. Dazai."

The other party's tone was dissatisfied, and he corrected him: "No, it's only with me, only with the person in front of you, it can only be me. No matter how many people with the surname Dazai in this world, you can only be with me, okay? ?”

"..."

"Mr. Terao?"

He still couldn't make the pledge in the end, because he fell asleep.

At the same time, the lights in the mafia chief's office were still on.

The windows of the office were wide open, and the cold winter wind blew in fiercely, sweeping up all the documents on the desk, rolled them to the ground, and then dropped them lightly.

Even on such a high floor, occasionally nocturnal jackdaws pass by, leaving a series of clumsy calls in the darkness.

Dazai rested his face in one hand and twirled a pen in his hand, thinking about how to install more monitors on Yao Terao.

He installed one, and the old man dismantled one.

He considered re-opening memory sharing, but he didn't want to indirectly feel the intimate contact between those two people.

He doesn't care about those indirect touches, he wants to face each other face to face and feel those in person.

He asked Terao Yashu to come up to him, to cling to him, to offer kisses and hugs.

At this time, Xiaoyin came to deliver the documents, Dazai saw that she was wearing a white cotton dress under her coat, and asked wonderingly, "Why are you wearing a skirt all of a sudden?"

"It was given to me by Terao-san."

Seeing Dazai raised her eyebrows, she lowered her head as if she had done something wrong, "If you don't like it, I can replace it."

Dazai didn't say anything, touched the bow on her skirt with his fingers, and asked, "Do you have to wear a gift from someone else?"

"Yes, this is the minimum courtesy."

Then, why doesn't Terao Yashu wear the watch he sent?

Isn't the watch broken? I specially gave him a new one, and it's a very expensive brand. Why don't you wear it?

Are you looking down on his gift?

Seeing the leader's complexion suddenly turned bad, Xiaoyin asked cautiously, "Don't you like my skirt?"

He said bluntly, "Yes, I don't like it, change it, and don't wear it in front of me again."

"..."

Xiaoyin lowered his head again, Dazai looked at her pursed expression, and suddenly felt that he was very mean.

He remembered that Terao Yashu said to him before: "Chief, don't always torture yourself and the people around you."

So he asked: "Xiaoyin, how long has it been since you took a vacation?"

Little Silver has never taken a vacation, she has stayed by the leader's side since she was a child, and is used to clinging to him.

Like a thin and inconspicuous vine wrapped around the tree of the leader, it grew slowly and cautiously.

The leader's attitude towards her has always been neither cold nor cold, but he would think of her when he was bored, and would call her name in that long and lazy tone.

"Little-Silver-go buy me the latest game console and play with me."

But now, what the leader said the most was: "Little--yin--go and see if Terao Yashu is dead, and if he is not dead, call him over."

She was a little sad, it seemed that the leader suddenly didn't need her, and he was only thinking about things related to Yashu Terao.

But later she felt that this was also a good thing. Since Terao Yashu intervened, the leader has gradually changed his previous self-styled way of life.

As she was thinking about this, she saw the leader take out a black card from the drawer and pushed it in front of her, "Here."

"What are you doing?"

Dazai curled his lips, "Tomorrow you can go on vacation, go shopping with your card, and buy beautiful clothes to wear... It will be Christmas soon, don't stay in the office all the time, dress up like a girl once in a while, don't make people think I have treated you badly."

What's so great about the tattered skirt that Yashu Terao gave, he can give Xiaoyin a more expensive skirt.

After saying this, he thought for a while, and then ordered: "Go, issue an order—starting tomorrow, send people to attack the detective agency without interruption."

Xiaoyin didn't understand: "Excuse me for talking too much, why did you do this?"

Because he was going to keep the old man busy.

If the detective agency was attacked, the old man would have to go back to the detective agency and fight, and he wouldn't have time to date Yasuke Terao.

"Remember, don't hurt the people in the detective agency, just mess them up."

Terao Yasuke's negotiation with the detective agency failed completely, and he never dared to step into the detective agency after that.

People in the detective agency think Terao Yasuke is a dangerous person, but the two are very close, and it seems unrealistic to insist on breaking up.

In the end, the detective agency could only make a concession: "Dazai, you don't need to break up, but when the detective agency needs you, you must go back as soon as possible."

Dazai readily agreed.

But since then, Dazai has suddenly become very busy.

The leader didn't know what went crazy, and suddenly sent people frequently to attack the detective agency. Dazai had to go out to perform tasks every day, and was busy fighting against the people of Mafia.

As a result, they had very little time to see each other. He went to work at night, and Dazai went to work during the day. Their working hours happened to be staggered, and they could only sit together for breakfast in the early morning.

Every time he woke up, he reached out to touch the bed next to him, but he was very disappointed if he couldn't touch Dazai's body.

Before Dazai left, he always told him over and over again: "Mr. Terao, you must remember to eat well when I'm not at home."

"Ah."

"Don't turn off the phone, otherwise I won't be able to monitor——cough, no, otherwise I won't be able to contact you."

Dazai installed a tracker and listener on his mobile phone to prevent the leader from stealing the house again.

Terao Yashu didn't know anything about it, he just felt that life was hard.

In the past, he disliked the pink rabbit that Dazai gave him, but now he often sleeps with that rabbit, and the rabbit has the smell of Dazai.

He buried his face on the rabbit, as if being held in his arms, comforting himself in this false way.

"What the hell is the leader thinking? When will the attack on the detective agency end?" He thought sullenly.

It's really hard to stay at home every day and wait for your boyfriend to come home.

That night, Terao Yasuke was on duty in the infirmary. Because he hadn't eaten dinner, he was tired and hungry, and his stomach began to ache again.

I couldn't have sex with Dazai today either.

At this time, the staff in the infirmary brought him food, which was macaroni and cheese. He picked up a spoon and scooped it up, and was about to put it in his mouth when an idea popped into his mind——

His stomach problem is still not healed, if he doesn't eat on time, he will probably get sick again.

But every time he was sick, no matter where he was, Dazai would show up immediately and send him to the hospital.

Just like when he was in the hospital that day, Dazai carefully accompanied him for the examination. Although he was cold, and although he always looked unlovable, he still patiently coaxed him to take medicine and sleep.

Dazai swears that he has no split personality and does not need to go to the hospital for treatment, which means that Dazai's personality is hot and cold from time to time.

In fact, he thinks Dazai's fierce look is also very good-looking, whether it is gentle or cold, he likes it very much.

If he gets sick again, Dazai will stay at home with him, right?

Thinking of this, Terao Yasuke silently put away the tableware and pushed the food aside.

"Senior?" Higuchi didn't understand his behavior, "Aren't you hungry, why don't you eat?"

"no appetite."

After that, he returned to the infirmary, holding a cup of coffee, sitting on a chair to review his homework.

I was hungry all night, my stomach was sore and painful.

Halfway through reading, he almost fell asleep, when someone suddenly pushed the door and woke him up.

"Mr. Terao, the leader invites you to go over."

Well, a bad day starts with being summoned by the leader.

It was dinner time, and the leader seemed to be eating. When he entered the office, he immediately smelled the smell of barbecue and cheese.

After a night of hunger, he suddenly smelled the smell of food and felt a little dizzy. His stomach began to convulse violently.

The leader turned his back to him, as if sensing his hunger, he laughed and said, "Mr. Terao is very hungry, are you drooling, how pitiful."

"..."

"Don't you have a boyfriend? Isn't he very affectionate? Why doesn't he come to bring you dinner when you are hungry?"

The leader not only hates him, but also always attacks his boyfriend with vicious words and mocks his love affair.

He felt that the leader had a very serious mental illness, and seemed to have malice towards all good things.

Normally, he would retort, but now he was so hungry and dizzy that he was too lazy to argue with the leader, so he could only keep nodding and say, "Yes, you are right."

Seeing that he was beating an eggplant, the leader was not in the mood to tease him anymore, but ordered, "Sit down and eat everything on the table."

"I do not know what you mean."

"Eat." The other party continued to order, "Eat all the food on the table, and if you dare to leave a mouthful, you will be thrown from upstairs."

These words sound familiar.

When he was in the hospital a few days ago, Dazai also said this to him: "If you dare not eat well, you will be thrown from upstairs."

why--

The leader looked fierce, much like the Dazai at that time.

He didn't want to eat and refused, but some of his subordinates came over, pointed a gun at his head, and forced him to sit down.

"Do you want to eat, or do you want to eat bullets?"

"..."

The leader noticed his suspicion and found a reason to explain: "Don't get me wrong, I just want you to test whether there is any poison in the food. Recently, people from the detective agency have always been against me. I am afraid they will send someone to poison you." murder me."

Yashu Terao always hated being forced by others, but when he saw what the other said, he didn't bother to refuse and sat down to eat.

He has a new job, the chief drug testing officer of the leader.

The leader saw the resentment on his face, and sneered, "Mr. Terao, are you angry with me?"

"No, why should I be angry with you for no reason, how dare I."

Terao Yashu said so, but his heart was full of resentment.

Because mafia has been attacking the detective agency recently, so Dazai has to go into battle every day, and there is no time for him at all.

He hated the leader to death, it was the leader who prevented him from meeting his boyfriend.

After eating for only 3 minutes, he put down the knife and fork, "Enough is enough, I can't eat anymore."

The leader glanced at the plate and found that he had only eaten a few pieces of meat, "Not enough, continue. Don't eat so fast, haven't you learned to chew slowly?"

"I didn't study."

He has always eaten very fast, which is a bad habit left over from when he was a killer.

These days, under Dazai's correction, he has slowed down his eating speed as much as possible, but the old habit dies hard.

"No, keep eating."

The other party ordered forcefully, so he could only pick up the knife and fork again.

The chef kept bringing dishes to the table, and he kept eating. If he ate a little faster, the leader scolded him: "Didn't you hear me telling you to eat slower?"

"..."

"I'll let you chew a few more times before swallowing, don't you understand? Can't you chew slowly?"

"..."

"What's your expression? Am I forcing you to take poison?"

During this process, the leader secretly observed Terao Yasuke, seeing the reluctance on the other side's face, and reluctantly stuffed food into his mouth.

He felt that Terao Yasuke was extremely stupid, he was so sick before, and now he dared to eat irregularly, he was looking for death.

Can't live without your boyfriend?Do you have to make yourself so embarrassed?

Hard to understand.

The leader observed for a long time, and suddenly found that there was a pink rabbit pendant on Terao Yasuke's mobile phone.

How can a big man hang a fan rabbit on his phone?

Terao Yasuke explained: "This is a gift from my boyfriend."

Yashu Terao also thought this rabbit was a bit funny, but Dazai had his own reasons: "Mr. Terao, if you wear this, others will think it is a love gift from your girlfriend, and no girls will come to strike up a conversation with you." .”

But this coquettish pink color is only liked by gay men, and others may be able to guess that he is gay at a glance.

The leader looked at it for a long time, and suddenly sneered, "Oh, you don't want to wear such an expensive watch I gave you, but you cherish such an ugly broken rabbit like a treasure, and you still hang it on your phone."

Terao Yasu put down the knife and fork, "Even if the gift my boyfriend gave me is ugly, I have to wear it on my body, and I can only wear what he gave me."

"is this necessary?"

"Of course, you don't understand, the leader. You will probably never understand the relationship between us, the leader."

Dazai felt that the words were full of sarcasm, and wanted to be angry, but he found it very boring.

Terao Yashu was right, he really didn't feel this kind of emotion.

He was silent for a long time, and then said: "Come to my office for dinner every day from now on."

"Ok?"

"Since your boyfriend doesn't have time to make you dinner, you come to the office for dinner every day-don't get me wrong, I just asked you to test the drug for me."

Terao Yasuke subconsciously wanted to refuse, but the other party refused him this opportunity, and ordered him in a lazy but firm tone: "Come every day, you must come, otherwise I will deduct all the wages of all the staff in the infirmary."

Terao Yasuke was still confused when he left the office.

He is very slow in interpersonal communication, and he really doesn't understand why the leader treats him like this.

He was sure that the leader hated him very much, but it seemed that the leader cared about him occasionally.

The leader asked him for gifts before, called him to the office again and again, and assigned him many trivial tasks, all of which seemed to be to get his attention.

He always thought that the leader was a brat, and he never paid attention to what the leader said, including the previous statement "I can have sex with you", which he only took as a joke to humiliate him.

But the leader invited him to dinner, obviously caring about him.

Does the leader take him as a friend?

At this time, he remembered what Dazai said before: There is not only one way of getting along with each other, caring for each other is a way of getting along, and being noisy and confronting each other is also a way of getting along.

Maybe it is, the way he gets along with the leader is tit-for-tat, just like Mr. Kunikida's way of getting along with Dazai.

Thinking about this, he went to the lounge next to him to pack his schoolbag and prepared to leave.

Before leaving, he passed the dressing room and suddenly saw a red scarf hanging on the wall.

It looks a little familiar, much like Dazai's scarf.

He walked over involuntarily, took the scarf, put it in his hand, looked at it, and smelled the smell on it.

That's right, it's Dazai's smell.

This is the scarf that Dazai always wears.

"That's the leader's scarf." Xiaoyin reminded him, "Put it down, the leader doesn't like others touching his things."

Hearing this, his heart suddenly became cold.