I am in love with Sliced ​​Dazai

He became very interested in this kid and wanted to find an excuse to strike up a conversation with him.

So he took the initiative to ask: "Do you like to play?"

A frozen insect was hanging on the dead branch. The child observed the frozen state of the insect carefully and ignored him completely.

"Actually, I am very good at playing ball. Do you want me to play with you?"

The other party was annoyed by his continuous questioning, and finally gave him a cold look: "Not interested."

Communication is ineffective.

"Also, you don't have to deliberately find topics to get close to me. I don't like that. I don't want to talk to you idiot."

Okay, I get it, this kid is naturally cold and doesn't want to get in touch with people.

The first contact ended in failure, and Mori Ogai gloated at this scene: "Terao-kun, this is the first time I see you hitting a wall in front of a child."

"It doesn't matter, the future will last forever."

There is no child in this world that he can't handle, and sooner or later he will take down this little kid.

He had a basketball game in the evening, so he got on the tram to school a few hours later.Along the way, he was thinking about the child's appearance and appearance in his mind, and the more he thought about it, the more suspicious he became.

Generally speaking, a child's personality is inherited from his father, but Dazai has a lively personality, so it is impossible to give birth to such a cold child.

But maybe—

What is Dazai's life experience, and how many secrets are there in him?

He knew that Dazai had many secrets, but he felt that he shouldn't probe too much, the more he knew, the more likely he would lose this little beauty.

He was distracted, but after a few bouts of solid play on the court, he forgot all about it.

He is short and has no advantage in playing basketball, but his speed and explosive power far surpass others.

He deliberately pretends to be sunny and optimistic at school, he treats people around him friendly, he joins clubs, joins the school team, and balances his double life with ease.

His classmates are all ordinary people. Those people live in the sun and have the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of ordinary people, but he came out of the darkness. The longer he stays in the sun, the more likely he will be torn apart.

During the intermission, he stood by the court to replenish water. Some girls came to give him water, and he could only thank them one by one.

During this process, he kept a fake kind smile.

There was a girl who couldn't unscrew the bottle cap because of her lack of strength, so he reached out and said, "Give it to me, I'll open it for you."

"Ah~ Terao-san is so considerate~" The girls held their faces excitedly, "Why have you never had a girlfriend?"

A gentle and considerate girl, but unfortunately he has no luck with it.

He was enjoying the stars and the moon, when Dazai sent him a message: "Why don't you go home?"

He ignored it, and the other party began to bombard him indiscriminately: "I'm so boring by myself~~~~~~~~"

"I'm so hungry, meow~"

To be honest, just standing here and imagining how Dazai meows like a cat, his limbs go limp.

"I'm hungry, I want to eat crab meat, buy me crab meat~~~~"

Followed by a string of rolling and cute emoji.

He ignored the messages.Already read, cold, no reply.

He put away his mobile phone, and then his shoulder was bumped suddenly, Kise Ryota squeezed beside him, and hugged him naturally, "I'm in a good state today."

He wiped off the sweat from his forehead, "Senior, your condition is also very good."

Kise looked at his smile, hesitated to speak.

"Actually, Terao, I want to ask you—"

Kise let go of him, sat down on the chair next to him, stared at Terao Yasuke for a while, then suddenly got up and walked back and forth in front of him, and finally sat back down, and began to scratch his hair with his hands in frustration.

"Senior, what's the matter with you?"

When Kise was with him, he always grabbed his hair like this, which made him very worried.

Kise finally plucked up the courage to speak, "Terao, have you found someone to spend Christmas with?"

"No, I'm still single."

Huang Lai was invigorated when he heard this, "What a coincidence, I'm alone too, if you invite me to live together, then both of us will be together."

"The two of us?" He didn't understand. "Just the two of us, alone all night? But why—"

The other party reached out and rubbed his hair, and snowflakes came in from the window, but the temperature of the other party's hands melted the snow on his hair, the burning sensation that was about to come out, and the overflowing emotion came over, shocking him.

"Yeah, let's spend the whole night together like a couple, okay?"

No matter how dull Terao Yashu was, he could understand the meaning of these words.

"Senior, you—" he stammered, "Are you expressing your love?"

The other party was helpless, "Did I not make it clear enough?"

"Why didn't you say so earlier?"

"Is it late?"

It was too late, if Kise had told him this a few weeks ago, then maybe he would not have chosen to save Dazai, let alone be tempted by Dazai.

He'd always wanted to be in love, almost wanted.

Other lovers would get married on Christmas Day, but he could only keep warm at home by the fireplace, guarding a person who teased him every day but would never be with him.

Although the idea of ​​having sex with Dazai was still strong, he didn't want to hope for it anymore.

Maybe it would be nice to be with Kise-senpai——

He looked at the curved corner of the other party's mouth, feeling a little dazed.In a strange dizziness, he couldn't help but want to say yes.

But at this moment, a sweet voice sounded in his ear: "Mixiu~"

The familiar voice immediately brought him back to his senses.

He looked up, glanced around, and then found Dazai standing in the auditorium not far away, with a strange smile on his face.

When did it come?

"What, Mixiu, didn't we agree to go on a date together on Christmas night? How could you date someone else behind my back?"

"..."

"Hey, did you forget? It was the first time we quarreled, I went to the bedroom to hug you and apologize to you, and then we agreed to spend Christmas together."

Dazai's voice was not loud, but it was extremely penetrating in the empty stadium, and the attention of the entire stadium was attracted, and they all looked to this side.

"If you dare to break your promise, I will not forgive you."

"It's over, this little beauty is crazy." Terao Yashu thought, this symptom must be at least the sequelae of a ten-year cerebral thrombosis.

At this moment, he felt that Kise's hand touching the top of his head tightened.

"Why are you standing there, let's go after the game is over, I don't like you staying with other men~"

The students around him were silent, everyone on the basketball team was dumbfounded, and the girls who had been nympho around him before were also all dumbfounded.

Great, now the whole school knows he's gay.

He dragged Dazai away from the basketball court, not daring to look in Kise Ryota's direction before leaving.

After staying away from everyone's sight, Dazai immediately returned to normal, opened a suitable distance from him, and let go of the hand on his shoulder.

"Why do you do this?" He came to the dressing room and slammed the door of the cabinet with resentment, "Just because I didn't buy you crab meat, you came to revenge on me?"

Dazai didn't speak from the beginning to the end, but just stood quietly in front of the door, thoughtful: "Mr. Terao, did you fall in love with that Kise-senpai just now?"

"So what?"

If Dazai hadn't shown up just now, he might have actually agreed to spend Christmas with Kise, or even spend the night together.

He suddenly felt very depressed. He could become No. 1 by just studying, and he could win countless basketball games by just training for a few months, but he just couldn't handle the matter of falling in love.

Now it's all ruined, Senior Kise hates him, and the rest of the students will talk about him.

"I've worked very hard to manage my relationships. I've tried my best to be a good student in order to live a normal life. But now it's all ruined by you, and they'll talk about me behind my back—"

Dazai listened intently to his complaints, at this moment he suddenly let out a long sigh, and said, "Mr. Terao, I'm really sorry, I really caused you a lot of trouble during this time."

Why the sudden apology?

"Let's stop here, I really can't bear to let you continue to suffer."

These words gave Terao Yasuke a bad feeling.

What do you mean, stop here?

"Yes, the two of us can't go on like this, let's end this mutual torture."

Dazai stood in front of the window, the cold wind outside the window came in through the cracks in the glass, and countless snowflakes swirled in the rays of the setting sun, sticking to his clothes and hair tips.

Everything around seemed to be quiet, and then, his lips parted——

"Let's fall in love."

After hearing this, Terao Yashu accidentally bumped his forehead against the cabinet and made a loud "dong".