When the tears are gone

Countless autumn famines, uncertain falling sands.Liao Liao majestic Hanshan, swaying streams.The uncertain state of the country is healthy and the never-ending flow of bright red blood.

The flames of war lingered, and the sound of percussion continued.She had predicted the beginning, and she had already thought of the ending.

——At the second moment of time——

When the flames of war burn out, the lingering breath must be broken.The sound of crackling fireworks echoed throughout the camp, and the waves had already swallowed up the dilapidated ships.

After a long time, there was the sound of knocking wooden sticks in the distance.Sparks drifted past her, and the flames on the ground burned her skirt. Lan Feng hurriedly ran over, groping and trying to find Amu, and she shouted: "Sister Muqi... where are you, sister?" ?”

Seeing that no one responded, she imagined that they had already fought to the death.Relying on Amu's subtle body fragrance, she rummaged through the pile of copper-smelling corpses, and she turned her light pupils to ooze blood.

The miscellaneous smell of copper and the influence of fireworks made her lose her way.She couldn't find her specific location, but she still searched for a long time, because she didn't want to give up, and she didn't want to believe it.

Maybe it's been turning over for a long time, my hands are sticky, and the sweat can't stop falling down.

She rummaged through the pile of corpses, and suddenly she touched a familiar face.The already dim pupils showed more bloodstains.

Her hands trembled, and she stroked the face in her arms helplessly.Reluctantly, she tried to see if she was still breathing...

What Amu said before he left flashed in his mind: "The rich river is full of water, and it is hard to get back the water. Now that you have done this, don't back down."

After confirming that it was Amu, her whole body trembled. Touching her face, she almost shouted: "Sister Muqi...Sister Muqi! I am Alan...I am Alan!" Suddenly, Drops of blood hit Amu's face, which had no signs of life.

Her upper hand is moving.She hugged the person under her tightly, hugging the remaining warmth reluctantly.She smiled wryly: "It's been eight years... I thought I'd never see you again...but why...why!"

But this sentence at this time made her angry again: "Lanfeng's decision this time is a foregone conclusion. Remember to help collect the corpse when the time comes... At least... At least I still have someone who can come to help me collect the corpse. By the way, I must be buried Not far away, under the plum blossom and bamboo forest, the princess... the favorite place." Amu was still smiling and talking to her at that time.Suddenly she felt sad, and her bitter face was filled with unwillingness.

Sometimes she really wanted to ask, but she couldn't say it before she left. She seemed to be relieved suddenly, but she still couldn't help being annoyed: "Sister! Is that princess really that important!" She hugged the person in her arms tightly, and shouted: "Is this country so important! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh—" She hugged the long-dead Amu tightly, and all kinds of resentment and loneliness emerged.

Her eyes were blank, her brows were tightly frowned, and she looked into the distance helplessly. She seemed to know her future, but she couldn't see the end.All of a sudden, she dreamed, knelt on the ground and hugged Amu's body for a while.The future is at a loss...

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Eight years ago, when the autumn moon was warm and windy.

Lan Feng is not her real name. In fact, her name was Zheng Lan in the early years, and her style name was Han Yuan.

How indulgent they were playing that year, how beautiful life was, but God was against them...

When Zheng Lan was five years old, the government sent troops to inspect, not only to rob food but also women.The small ones are bought, and the big ones are either bought into brothels or kept as concubines.

In this era of patriarchy, the old concepts and national policies are simply nonsense.There is no bullshit about the fact that only men can defend their homes and the country, and men should, and those who treat women preferentially should die.

There are even some peasant families who think that giving birth to a girl is an ominous sign, and the baby girl will either die or be raised by Famai after she is born.

What a realistic and nostalgic concept...

Alan and Amu have known each other since childhood and depended on each other for life.Because Amu is one year older than Alan, Amu became the older sister.As for how they met, Amu lived with her original family back then, but when she was six years old, she passed the door of her parents' room and heard her parents arguing.

The father pressed his mother's shoulder and said, "Wait a little longer, ma'am. This little girl is still young. When she grows up, she will be able to get a good price." But her mother wanted to sell her immediately.Soon, because of disagreement, they immediately quarreled.

Amu immediately froze in place, she turned and ran out without looking back.

She never imagined that her relatives would actually buy her...if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes...otherwise she might still be counting the money when she was sold.

She took nothing, dared not take anything, dared not stop.

Fleeing to death, she ran a long distance by herself, even afraid of being taken back, she didn't sleep and didn't stop, she ran to hide in the cave on Jiuhan Mountain.It is separated by two rivers and three mountains from her parents' home.

She was unfamiliar with the place where she was, her clothes were thin, and water was still dripping in the cave. It was obvious that it was cold and damp.She shivered as night fell.

She was alone behind a rock in the cave, sleeping tremblingly in her nest.She slept very deeply and very deadly. She slept there for two full nights. The next day she rubbed her eyes and woke up.

But what we are facing now is that there is no food and no grass shed.Only the hard ground and dripping water from the cave.

She couldn't bear it anymore and immediately went out to look for food.

She searched for a long time, and did not find a fruit tree until sunset.

She didn't forget to take it away after a full meal there.When she returned to "home", an unexpected visitor came inside.

A little girl who looked like three or four years old emerged from inside, looking at the dark-faced elder sister delicately in front of her.Amu hadn't said anything yet, she was wronged and cried first?She actually cried? ! !

Amu restrained herself in her heart, neither angry nor angry, she was still young!immature.She tried her best to restrain herself from being rough, even gnashing her teeth when she advised her in her heart.

She went up to ask the little girl what she was doing here, but it seemed that the little doll couldn't speak at all, and she was so angry that she was half dead.

She carried the pestle in front of her face, then taught her to speak and told her the rules.After agreeing on what each other should do, division of labor and cooperation, we don't want to make this cave look good, just want to make it warmer and provide food and clothing.

More than a month later, Amu and the others' "new home" were finished, and the two hugged each other excitedly, happily buried in each other's shoulders.

At this time Zheng Lan spoke, and she said to Amu: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you. In fact, I'm not dumb, nor can I speak, but I was a little scared at the time and didn't dare to speak..." Shrugged a little scared He shrugged his shoulders, and lowered his head for a long time, not daring to lift it up.

Zheng Lan guessed that Amu must be irritable, but Amu was very calm.Amu patted her on the shoulder and said, "How can I still not understand? I already knew it and felt relieved. By the way, I never dared to ask, what is your alias?"

Zheng Lan was shocked but she quickly came to her senses, she stuttered and lowered her head and said: "Zheng Lan, the name is Hanyuan."

Amu smiled, touched her head and said: "Mu Qi, Zi Jian." Then he gently pinched her face, and led her into the cave with a smile.

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Five years passed in a flash. In late autumn, thousands of flowers withered and rice was ripe.

Amu walked over with a smile and shouted: "Alan, come here quickly. I will take you to the plum blossom forest to steal fruit. Alan? Alan——!"

When she returned to the cave, Amu found that Alan was gone. She didn't dare to shout, so she could only call twice in the cave, but there was no response.

She immediately froze in place, her eyes widened, and the leaf she was swinging in her hand immediately fell off.

As soon as she turned around, Peng!The whole person fell to the ground, and in a trance, she saw a man carrying her up, but the man was very rude, he just picked her up, and then dragged her away when he got tired halfway.

When he arrived at the place, the man directly left Amu aside.

After a long time, Amu's consciousness slowly came back, he propped up his body slightly and covered his head, and then went around for a while, looking vigilantly at the creaking crack of the door in the distance.

Amu looked at the stone not far away, thinking that she might want to hit someone with that thing.

But the person who opened the door and came in really surprised her, with three large characters "What the hell!" written all over his face.

That's right, the person who came in was A Lan, she couldn't think of it no matter what, she was even very suspicious, she looked at her with a bit of hatred.But she quickly withdrew her gaze, and said humblely, "Don't...don't be angry..."

Although Amu didn't say anything, her expression betrayed her, because at that time she hadn't learned to hide her emotions.So it's easy to see, and besides, her expression really looks like if you can't explain clearly, she will swallow you in one gulp.

Alan looked at her submissively, then walked over and took her hand, and said coquettishly: "It's really not my fault." She lowered her head and dared not speak.

Amu didn't say a word, but she was cursing secretly in her heart, I fucking... want to beat her up!The fist tightened.

But when the two came together, Amu still chose to forgive.Suddenly, a man broke into the door, curled his lips and pulled A Lan's hand like a whip, cursing: "Damn girl, how dare you sneak away, I think you are impatient!" Another whip.

Amu stepped forward to hold his hand, using gravity and his own advantages like a numb tendon, his man was caught off guard, he put down the person in his hand, and swung the whip over, but was caught by Amu To the whip rope to tear away.

She walked to the man's side in a split second, picked up the hoe and hit him.

But although the man's physical reaction was clumsy, the strength of his body could still resist a hoe. In his eyes, this hoe was as painless as that chopstick stuck into his body.

Alan, who was watching by the side, hadn't closed her mouth, and she screamed at the moment of bleeding.A Mu lazily went to look at her again, she suddenly saw the sickle beside the well, and faintly smiled evilly.

In her eyes, this man is like a wild boar. She doesn't believe that he won't die with a knife?

It looked like regular hunting. She ran over quickly, picked up the sickle, took advantage of the terrain and seat, crossed the well, walked to the wooden machine, and observed his direction.The man moved to the right, and she aimed at the right moment, three times, five times, two times, grabbed his neck and sent him to reincarnate early, this is retribution!

Before she got up, she found that there were bloodstains on the ground and in front of the wooden stakes. It was obvious that they were not the only ones, and there must be many girls who died or were bought.

A Lan was frightened and cried by the bloody scene, because they were fighting very loudly just now, and coupled with A Lan's crying, people rushed over soon.

Amu didn't think much about picking up Alan, carried her on his back, and ran in other directions. They wanted to rush out, but there were still many people. Amu didn't care about that much, and ran out without thinking about them.

They ran to the outside of the mountain, but the people behind were chasing after them. Amu took a look at the surrounding environment, and then saw a stream not far away. She thought, there was hope.

But as soon as she glanced back at the people behind, there were two big men in front of her turning to block her, and she was cornered. Amu thought that Alan's body was too weak to withstand their beatings, so she rushed over and took Alan Hold it in front and throw it away!

Amu shouted before being thrown down

"Live well!"

thump--

The water splashed, Amu was arrested, and was arrested by those officials and locked up in a cell. Before buying, he was whipped for several days.Later, he was sent to buy the palace. Because of his own skills, he was sent to do odd jobs. Half a year later, when he wanted to escape, he was rescued by Yun Xun.

Alan was thrown into the water by Amu, and when she crawled ashore, she was choked and passed out, and was adopted by a woman in her early thirties.But after she woke up, she hid in that stream and cried every night, and went to see if she had anything to do.

But before that, she had suffered a loss in health, and later she was preempted because of foreigners, and she had already secretly colluded with foreigners in the local county government.

In the second year of adoption, because he couldn't pay the tax, he was oppressed by the government and even came to the house.When A Lan rushed home, her adoptive mother was killed.The family was in a mess, and she held her adoptive mother's body and cried for two days, because she came to this house and her adoptive mother treated her very well, just like her own daughter.

After the burial, she passed out in front of her adoptive mother's grave, and when she woke up, she found that she couldn't see anything. When she woke up, she slapped herself in disbelief, and the loud slap woke her up.

Eight years later, she met the injured Amu by the river. At first, she was only because of the heart of a Buddha, but when Amu woke up, she not only refused to thank her, but even killed her and threatened her.

She was also drunk, but because she was still injured, and she also hated those officers and soldiers, so it was just a joke.

But in the end, Amu wanted to sabotage, which happened to be in her arms, because she wanted to avenge her adoptive mother.So she wants to use her.

On the second day after arriving at the camp, Amu and Alan exchanged each other's names.But when she heard that it was her sister Muqi, she could hardly control her emotions.

But in the end, Amu wanted to borrow troops from the county government. Of course Amu dissuaded her and told her the reason, but Amu said: "If my life alone can save the life of a city and wake up the soldiers, then it is worth it!"

Seeing her unwavering eyes, Ah Lan knew that she couldn't be persuaded, but she really didn't want to miss the last hug.

In fact, Lan Feng was named by her on the spot, because after Amu left, Lan naturally became crazy.

Besides, I have been in love for eight years.

But no one thought that the meeting again was only because of an accident and the other party's use.

Alan didn't tell her who she was before she died.

If you save me in Xihe, then I will save you in Xihe, but in the end you still died in the hands of the soldiers and the enemy.

We didn't even have a real reunion.

A-lan didn't dare to tell her, and she didn't want to tell her, because she didn't think she was qualified.What's more, this reunion scene was something she couldn't even dream of in dozens of dreams.

But in the end, I still regret that I didn't say it.So I have regrets in my heart.I also hope that this matter will pass away, just treat it as a dream...

A - sorry dream...

She got up slowly, and dragged her tired body step by step to bring the important person home.

She smiled wryly and said, "My sister will take you home now, yes, let's go home, let's go home. By the way, my sister wants you to tell me what happened to you over the years." But after a long time there was no response, and She continued softly: "Sister, if you don't want to tell, then forget it. I'll tell you how I spent these years."

"Sister, do you know how broken I was when you sent me into the river, because I knew that after this separation, I might never see you again. When I woke up, I was saved by A Niang, That year I had a high fever and fell into a coma for three days. Thanks to my mother for treating me, she also spent all her belongings to pay for the treatment.”

"When I woke up, I saw my mother was crying non-stop, and she said to me: 'Good boy, just wake up, just wake up' and then my mother lay down next to me and I held my hand and cried. It's been a long time. Only then did I realize that this is maternal love. It turns out that there will be no one else who will love me after you."

"After I got hurt, I told my mother to relax. In fact, I went to wait for you by the river. But I waited and waited, but I couldn't wait for you. My mother treated me very well, and you did the same. But I still can't help thinking of you, you said why haven't you come to me these years. "

"But in less than two years, foreigners came calling. The local people and soldiers rose up to resist, but in the end they were still defeated. Because the rulers colluded with foreigners, we were bullied and oppressed. Because we couldn't pay the taxes and governed From time to time, the tax collectors came to oppress us, but I never thought that when I came back from Xihe, Auntie died, and she was beaten to death by those beasts, just because the tax money cost a person's life."

"Sister, what should I do? I don't have any relatives anymore..." She cried in a low voice and tried to get Amu to reply to her, but how could she come back to talk with her after death.

She finally couldn't hold back anymore, she cried loudly: "Sister, please answer me, sister... please answer me. Just answer me like you did when you were a child, sister... sister... sister Just answer me... Sister! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."

As she walked, she couldn't support herself and fell to her knees on the ground.She beat the ground, grabbed the wooden stick and pinched herself severely.But she still couldn't help it, she covered her head and sat on the ground, muttering: "Sister...you take care of me..."

In desperation, it was as if her human soul had floated out of her body, and what was left was nothing but a body full of hatred besides mourning.

She slowly got up, and carried Amu on her back again to drive home.When she got home, she helped Amu take a bath, which was actually to wash away the blood stains.He changed into clean clothes, plain clothes in foggy blue, and matched them with a wooden hairpin that Alan wanted to give her before he was caught.Sandalwood flower hairpin, Amu's favorite hairpin.

She carried Amu back to the plum tree at the foot of the plum blossom and bamboo forest, dug the soil, dug a hole, and then gently put Amu down, submerging her bit by bit.

What she dug is not the soil but the heart... What she fills is not the pit but the past...Because I am content to be able to hug her again...

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The author has something to say:

Just lying down, I suddenly felt why so many people watched the sixth and fifth?

Damn, I'm so stupid (scratching head) This plot is really burning my head, I forgot after I wrote it, then I thought about it, and then I had to think about it again.Then the plot didn’t feel right and I had to change it, shit!

small theater~

Amu: Axi!Why am I so miserable?

Alan: Who is not?

(The two look at the author with huge eyes)

Poetry: Look at it, look at the fart.

(script money warning)

Amu, Alan: I was wrong (kneel down and beg to let Mani go) It is innocent!