Sick beauty always wants to bend me

it's a love story for me

In the white snow, the two figures stood facing each other without any response for a long time.

Shen Mo looked at Lu Ye with flickering eyes, but he didn't know how to respond to such an enthusiastic person. He still wasn't sure if Lu Ye really liked him. He had already tried and missed once. This time, Shen Mo became extraordinarily Get up carefully.

He knew that Lu Ye relied on him, and it was precisely because of this that he hesitated and was not sure.

Like is like, this kind of pure emotion should not be mixed with friendship, not to mention that he is in the United States now, even if he believes Lu Ye's words, so what, they still have the problem of distance.

Shen Mo always felt that it was Lu Ye who couldn't accept life without him and mistook this as a habit.

Shen Mo moved her lips, lowered her eyes, and softly called the other person's name: "Lu Ye, do you know what liking is?"

With calm eyes, Lu Ye replied seriously: "I have never liked anyone before, but since you left, I began to understand the taste of missing, and I began to miss you every moment, miss you, Momo, do you think this is not Like it?"

Shen Mo slowly shook her head, her mind was in chaos: "I don't know."

He couldn't tell whether Lu Ye was right or not.

The corners of Lu Ye's mouth curled up, he bowed his waist, rubbed Shen Mo's head, and said softly, "I'm just chasing you, Momo, you don't need to put too much pressure on you."

He gently touched Shen Mo's hand, put it in his palm, covered it in his arms, and put on a serious expression: "I know, what happened before made you sad, you dare not believe me easily again like you."

Shen Mo stretched his eyes, his hand was covering Lu Ye's chest, feeling the strong heartbeat of the other party, Lu Ye's eyes were unprecedentedly serious: "You have enough time now to test whether I am sincere."

During the time when Shen Mo left, Lu Ye thought a lot about it, for example, when did Shen Mo start to like him.

There are traces of everything. A long time ago, Shen Mo often looked at him with complicated eyes full of emotions. Lu Ye didn't understand at that time, but he didn't know until the other party left him.

That is love, a strong and inextricable love.

He couldn't imagine what kind of mood Shen Mo had when he stayed by his side. After all, he used to firmly believe that he was a straight man, and he often said homophobic things. Momo must have been very sad when he heard this. Thinking of this, Lu Ye couldn't help feeling sorry for Shen Mo, how stupid he was before, he didn't realize all of Momo's hinted words and hinted actions.

Shen Mo gently withdrew her hand, looked at Lu Ye who had a serious face, and felt somewhat convinced in her heart, but she was not willing to compromise easily: "Wait until I return to China, shall we talk about it?"

His mind is in a mess now, and he can't think of what he wants.

A helpless smile crossed the corner of Lu Ye's mouth: "Momo, are you punishing me for a whole year? I was too stupid to punish me before, and I haven't been able to understand your intentions?"

Shen Mo shook her head slowly, denying: "No."

He raised his eyes, and from Lu Ye's words, he found his direction again, rationality overcame sensibility, and he replied seriously: "Lu Ye, we both need to calm down now, and finish our studies well. Know exactly what you want."

He covered his head and frowned in embarrassment: "I'm in a mess now, can you, can you give me some time?"

Helplessness flashed across Lu Ye's eyes. Seeing Shen Mo's embarrassed appearance, he couldn't help but soften his heart. After a while, he said in a hoarse voice: "So, you still don't trust me."

Shen Mo moved her lips and told Lu Ye the answer.

"I want to be myself first."

Only in this way can he make a choice in an upright manner. Even if he is with Lu Ye, he does not rely on Lu Ye to be the one who drags him down. This cognition gradually becomes clear in Shen Mo's eyes.

Lu Ye's face turned pale, facing Shen Mo's answer, he didn't know how to answer for a moment.

He was making a painful decision on his sharp cheeks. After a while, he frowned, took two steps back calmly and restrainedly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay, I respect your decision. I will give you time." , as long as you don't think about it for a day, I won't come to you in the future."

Shen Mo nodded slightly: "Okay."

Until this moment, Shen Mo finally understood what he had always been obsessed with. He should leave Lu Ye and his parents, and be himself first before he is qualified to talk about a lover. Now, he should get rid of all dependencies and be himself .

-

Lu Ye hasn't been to the United States for a long time since he came last time.

Shen Mo's life is back on the right track again. He has gradually become familiar with the life in the United States. He buys vegetables, cooks and goes to school by himself. When he is sick, he can make emergency calls for himself and go to the hospital to see a doctor and get medicine.

I used to think that it would be difficult to overcome, but as long as I am willing to do it, it is not too difficult.

During the days here, he has become a more pure Shen Mo, focusing on his studies and photography. He will make appointments with his classmates to go to various places to take pictures of mountains, rivers and lakes, Fengshui and human relationships, and for a subject, Day and night, I repeatedly polished my sense of lens in the studio.

Getting along with the seniors is also very smooth, they will eat together, and occasionally go out shopping together in their spare time, sitting together and chatting about life plans.

Chu Qi is the kind of person Shen Mo admires the most. He clearly knows what kind of person he wants to be, and he takes action for it.

It seems that it is not as bad as he imagined before. He can still live well by himself.

The fulfillment of life often means the emptiness of the spiritual world. In countless moments, Shen Mo will inevitably think of Lu Ye.

Even without Lu Ye's care, the little things they got along with each other still moved Shen Mo's heart.

He has already determined his heart, and liking Lu Ye is something that will not change.

In the blink of an eye, half a year passed quietly.

Chu Qi's experimental project has been completed, and he needs to return to China to continue his studies. After coming and going, Shen Mo is the only one left in the family.

However, after working hard for this period of time, he believes that he can handle everything well by himself.

Chu Qi packed his luggage and stayed at the door. He was wearing a camel-colored windbreaker today, and he looked lazy and lazy. He paused and looked at Shen Mo who was seeing him off.

Shen Mo held a wrist watch in his hand, and gently handed it to Chu Qi's hand. After getting along for so long, it is natural to be reluctant to part each other.

With a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, he watched Chu Qi feel happy for the other party: "Senior, congratulations on successfully completing the experiment, this is a parting gift,"

Shen Mo bent her eyes: "You always forget the time when doing experiments, and suffer from stomach pains. I hope it can remind you to remember to pay attention to your body."

Chu Qi's eyes flashed, and a look of emotion appeared on his usually calm and cold face: "Thank you."

Shen Mo: "You're welcome, be careful on the way, senior."

Chu Qi took a deep breath, turned around suddenly when leaving, and stopped at the door with the suitcase: "Shen Mo."

Shen Mo looked up with some doubts: "What's wrong, senior?"

The expression in Chu Qi's eyes was a bit complicated. He lightly pressed his fingertips to his forehead, and after a long time of deliberation, he finally said what he hadn't said.

"If you speak, I am willing to stay for you."

What Chu Qi meant was that he was willing to stay with Shen Mo for the remaining few months.

Shen Mo showed a hint of doubt, then politely smiled and refused: "Thank you for your concern, but no need, I can take care of myself."

Chu Qi sighed softly, and simply made it clear: "I mean, I think we are very compatible, Shen Mo, have you considered putting me in your list of candidate boyfriends?"

Shen Mo was taken aback, this was the first time he felt Chu Qi's affection for him that crossed the line, after all, in the previous relationship, the other party had always played the image of a restrained and polite gentleman.

He opened his lips slightly, still in disbelief: "Senior?"

Chu Qi's eyes were calm and clear, and his attitude was solemn: "I have a good impression of you, and we are also very compatible. Can you try to develop a relationship with me as a lover?"

Shen Mo stood where she was. Although she was surprised, she shook her head and refused without thinking: "Senior, I have someone I like. Thank you very much for your liking. I'm sorry."

Chu Qi was silent for two seconds, and asked quietly, "Is that your... friend who grew up?"

Shen Mo paused, then nodded lightly, and said frankly without any hesitation: "Well, it's him."

Chu Qi nodded slightly: "I understand."

He stepped forward, held out his hand restrained and politely: "Farewell, can I give you a hug?"

Shen Mo opened her hand, and gently hugged Chu Qi back: "Of course."

Chu Qi felt the warmth in his arms, his eyes sank, and after a while, he slowly said, "I wish you happiness."

Shen Mo's eyes warmed up: "Thank you."

Chu Qi calmed down the emotions in his eyes, opened Shen Mo lightly, and left the apartment with the suitcase in a blink of an eye. Shen Mo looked at the back of the other party, feeling deeply in his heart.

He had never discovered that the senior had a different affection for him, and he couldn't help admiring Chu Qi even more.

Even if he likes himself, he found a suitable opportunity to tell himself and reveal his feelings before leaving.

If he accepted it, he would be able to stay in a legitimate manner. If he did not accept it, the two of them would not feel embarrassed after leaving.

-

In a blink of an eye, it is another spring and autumn.

In the evening, Shen Mo took advantage of the setting sun and made himself a cup of coffee slowly. With a letter from a foreign country between his fingers, he leaned gracefully and calmly on the recliner on the balcony, and slowly opened the letter.

Since the last time we parted, although Lu Ye never came to look for Shen Mo again, he used his persistence to tell Shen Mo his determination.

Almost every now and then, Shen Mo would receive a letter from Lu Ye in the mailbox at home. The content of the letter was very short, and it was some bits and pieces of daily life. Occasionally, she would share some recent interesting stories with Shen Mo, When he finds something interesting, he will send it to Shen Mo along with it.

In this short period of half a year, Shen Mo gently opened the letter. Today, apart from a letter, there is also a business photo.

His eyes flickered slightly, he didn't expect Lu Ye to send such an important thing, Shen Mo carefully put away Lu Ye's business photo, and began to check the letter written by Lu Ye.

In this year, the two of them basically had no phone calls or text messages except letters. Lu Ye really did what he said and gave him a certain amount of time.

The content of the letter is very concise, and Gouzi will not say anything provocative.

Lu Ye: Another day of missing Momo, today I wonder if you ate well, slept well, did you miss me...

Have you received the business license sent to you?You see, I am obedient and obedient, I have not failed in my studies, and I have successfully passed the commercial license exam.

But there is a little secret that I haven't told you yet, Momo, if you look through the business photos, there is also a private photo of a helicopter, in fact.

Shen Mo paused, opened the business photo, and took out the private photo from inside. He looked at the time, it was the latest time.

He returned his attention to the letter:

In the last exam, I failed because of your sweet kiss. I was afraid of losing face in front of you afterwards, so I pretended to be brave. Now that I think about it, I might have been tempted by you a long time ago. Otherwise, how can a light kiss Keeping me upset and up at night?

Signed: Another day of thinking about Momo - Lu Ye;

Shen Mo curled his lips calmly, and the smile in the corners of his eyes could hardly be suppressed. He gently folded the letter, took it back to the room, and put it in a small box. There were more than 100 letters in it. letter to him.

On the other side of the box are some gadgets that Lu Ye sent along with the letter, including medicines that are effective for his allergies, gadgets that he usually sees when he goes out with his friends, hand-folded love for Shen Mo, and every time he takes exams. Transcripts, and this time a driver's license.

Shen Mo carefully put away everything Lu Ye sent.

The schoolwork here is almost over, and he will return to China in one month, but after seeing this pile of letters, he can no longer restrain himself, and wants to see Lu Ye strongly.

The turbulent lovesickness, after all, at this moment, rides the waves and drowns the foam in it.

Shen Mo looked back slowly, looking at the full moon outside the window, the bright and soft moonlight lightly sprinkled on his cold and fair cheeks.

-

South University.

Lu Ye got the letter from the school gate, and when he returned to the dormitory, he excitedly paced back and forth in the dormitory, holding a letter sent by Shen Mo in his hand. Xu and Xu Zhiyan swayed and swayed in front of them.

"Momo wrote me a letter, it's the first time he wrote to me."

Yang Xu looked at Lu Ye who was about to jump up excitedly, and patted comfortingly: "Yes, yes, yes, don't get excited, open it first and take a look."

"Ah."

Lu Ye nodded excitedly, tidied his clothes, put the letter on the table, sat down solemnly, straightened his back, and opened the envelope seriously and carefully.

Yang Xu craned his neck curiously: "What did Xiao Shen say?"

Lu Ye's voice trembled slightly, he couldn't help himself with excitement: "What Momo said to me was a love story."

Yang Xu squinted his eyes halfway, and looked over curiously. He was surprised that someone as reserved as Xiao Shen could even talk about love?

What caught my eye was a picture, a full moon immersed in the night, surrounded by a bright star.

Under the bright moonlight, Shen Mo left behind a line of words.

——The recent moonlight is beautiful, come to enjoy the moon?

The author says:

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