Sick beauty always wants to bend me

Momo, how can you be nice to other men?

Yang Xu stared at Lu Ye, and said angrily, "Since you don't like Xiao Shen, do you need to take care of him for the rest of your life?"

Lu Ye stood where he was, and expressed his thoughts: "I am so close to him, why not? Besides, Momo is weak and needs someone to take care of her."

Xu Zhiyan persuaded from the side: "Lu Ye, have you ever thought that Xiao Shen will also meet a lifelong lover in the future, and he doesn't need you to take care of him."

Hearing this, Lu Ye's expression darkened instantly. He just thought about it, and felt that the person beside Shen Mo was not him, which was totally unacceptable.

Shen Mo clenched the cup in his hand, and didn't choose to go forward, everyone was there, such a situation was too embarrassing for him, he took a deep look at Lu Ye not far away, turned and left.

Lu Ye frowned slightly, and his tone was a little murmured: "But...I want to be with him forever."

Yang Xu laughed, and patted Lu Ye's shoulder: "You, think about it carefully, you want to be with him now, don't you like him?"

Lu Ye's tone was confused, he looked at Yang Xu and Xu Zhiyan suspiciously, and said in disbelief: "You mean, I like Momo?"

Xu Zhiyan added: "You know if you like it or not, but if you don't like it, don't provoke Xiao Shen. Your intimacy can easily be misunderstood."

Lu Ye suddenly said: "Is that so?"

When the two roommates said this, Lu Ye couldn't help but wonder what kind of emotion he had towards Shen Mo in his heart.

Shen Mo returned to the dormitory, and gently placed the water glass on the table. His face was a little pale. He held his chest, and his breath fluctuated slightly.

Just now he almost ran away from there, and ran back to the dormitory, with one hand propped on the table, his body bent, panting lowly with an ugly face.

He also couldn't tell whether he was running too fast or suffering too much.

Lu Ye's words just now were like a heavy punch, hitting his heart, and made him completely awake, those intimacy back then.

It's just a quarrel between friends, Lu Ye doesn't like him, he just got used to the time when he was by his side, and he was unwilling to give up his friend, a compromise he had to make.

Perhaps more, it was this weak body that made Lu Ye feel pity. He wanted to take care of himself, so he was embarrassed to refuse him.

Shen Mo trembled his eyelashes uncomfortably, and the end of his eyes was slightly moist. Because he was too emotional, his body heaved violently. He leaned on the seat without any strength, and his whole body trembled violently.

At the same time, self-loathing became more and more intense.

It's not that he likes him, Lu Ye doesn't like him, it's just because he is weak and needs someone to take care of him, and he just feels sorry for him. Everyone's good temper towards him is only concerned about his body, even his parents' favoritism is because of this Useless disease.

The breath in the lungs became less and less, Shen Mo covered his forehead, and his head became more and more dizzy due to lack of oxygen. The heavy breathing was like a dilapidated fan, making a heavy and heavy sound.

"Cough...cough..."

He slipped from the chair and fell to the ground, curled up, curled himself into a ball, coughed tremblingly, just let himself feel uncomfortable, and didn't take the medicine.

He wants to have a healthy body and a healthy relationship with everyone, instead of being like a beggar who needs mercy and affection like he is now.

Shen Mo let himself get sick. For a moment, his mind went blank, and he frowned, falling into self-doubt.

I don't know how much time passed, but the physical condition began to improve. The broken hair on Shen Mo's forehead was wet, his cheeks were defeated, and he was covered in hot sweat, as if he had been fished out of the water.

He slowly opened his eyes clearly, pursed his pale lips, and slowly propped himself up from the ground.

Maybe... it's time to put an end to this ridiculous secret love.

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When Lu Ye returned to the dormitory, Shen Mo had already tidied up her appearance, calmed down her mood, and sat quietly by her bed, waiting for Lu Ye to land.

Lu Ye was a little guilty when he saw Shen Mo's calm gaze, so he looked away: "I'm back."

The other two roommates also squeezed in: "I'll go, those sports students are still looking for foreign aid. Let's make an appointment next time. Our flight department must find this place."

Xu Zhiyan reached out to grab the towel around his neck and wiped the sweat off his face: "Let's talk about it next time."

Lu Ye didn't comment on this matter, he looked at Shen Mo's pale face, he didn't look very good, he couldn't help but stepped forward and asked with concern: "Momo, are you feeling a little uncomfortable?"

Shen Mo shook her head slowly: "No,"

He raised his eyes, met Lu Ye's eyes firmly, and said seriously: "Lu Ye, let's have a good chat."

For some reason, Lu Ye felt a strong uneasiness in his heart. He always felt that what Shen Mo wanted to talk to him was not what he wanted to listen to. He protested softly: "Didn't we just talk about it last time?"

Shen Mo said calmly: "The last time we talked was not thorough."

Yang Xu and Xu Zhiyan looked at each other in embarrassment, and then said: "Then you have a good chat, let's go to the next door for a visit."

When the roommate left, he still thoughtfully closed the door behind him.

After there were only two people left in the dormitory, they fell into a momentary awkward atmosphere, until Shen Mo's clear and shallow voice rang in Lu Ye's ear again.

"Lu Ye, I don't want to try."

Lu Ye froze on the spot, looked at Shen Mo, and said slowly: "Why?"

Shen Mo's eyes were clear and bright, as if he wanted to see through Lu Ye. After a while, he moved his lips and said slowly: "You don't like me."

Lu Ye wanted to explain, because he himself didn't know whether he liked Shen Mo's boundless intimacy.

In the next second, Shen Mo's voice came next: "I heard what I said just now downstairs."

Lu Ye shrank his eyes instantly, and his whole body drooped like a deflated balloon. He sincerely apologized: "Momo, I'm sorry, I...I just want to be with you for the rest of my life."

Shen Mo rubbed the space between his brows, facing this situation with Lu Ye, he also felt uncomfortable, he said softly: "It's okay, you just care too much about me, I understand."

Lu Ye stirred his hands together, and his whole body seemed tangled: "I don't know what I think, I can't bear to be separated from you."

Shen Mo looked at him, sighed softly, and said plainly: "I'm sorry, it's not a love between two people, I can't accept it, so let's treat it as a joke."

Lu Ye looked at him, there was still a trace of grievance in the dog's eyes, he looked at Shen Mo, as if he had been abandoned by someone, and asked, "Do you want to have sex with me, Momo?"

Shen Mo pursed her lips, and said lightly: "It's not about birth, it's about returning to the category of normal friends."

Lu Ye rushed over and hugged Shen Mo, trembling all over, he said in a self-defeating way: "I can't accept it, I want to be with you, and I am willing to be intimate with you," he let go of Shen Mo, and looked at He fought for himself: "Maybe, maybe I really like you?"

Shen Mo sighed slowly, and pulled Lu Ye's hand away: "Lu Ye, stop lying to yourself."

He calmly said: "You just can't stand the sudden change in our relationship. You think I'm weak, so you want to take care of me for granted, that's all."

Lu Ye froze on the spot, Shen Mo's words kept appearing in his mind, and he also repeatedly asked himself in his heart, is it true, is it really like what Momo said?

He didn't know, and he couldn't recognize clearly, what was on his mind.

In the end, the conversation broke up unhappy, and ended with Lu Ye's insistence on not agreeing and Shen Mo's insistence on returning to his friend.

Shen Mo began to learn to keep a distance from Lu Ye, but it was difficult, Lu Ye didn't give up, he still acted like a big dog, following behind Shen Mo's butt all day long, refusing to give up.

Shen Mo had no choice but to spend every day in classrooms and studios to avoid Lu Ye.

After the filming ended, the mentor called Shen Mo into his office alone.

Shen Mo is not surprised by this situation, he and his tutor often discuss academic matters.

He went to the side to make a cup of tea for the tutor, and after handing it over, he stood upright and asked, "Teacher, what's the matter?"

Shen Mo's mentor, Liu Neng, is quite famous in photography. He is a professor at Nanjing University. Shen Mo has learned a lot from him and admires him very much.

Teacher Liu took Shen Mo's water, took a sip, and explained: "It's like this. Recently, the school has an exchange program with the University of California, USA. You are talented in photography. Are you interested in trying it? ?”

Shen Mo was startled.

Go to the United States, exchange students.

Rationally speaking, he really wants to go. The photography department in the United States opened courses much earlier than Nantah University, and the course experience in it is very worth learning.

But going to the United States alone means that he has to leave Lu Ye, his parents, and his classmates here. This is not an easy matter.

But if he leaves Luye for a year, will he be able to get out of this crush quickly?This may be a good thing for myself.

But when he thought of leaving Lu Ye, he inevitably began to feel uncomfortable. Could he really get used to the days without Lu Ye by his side?

He lowered his eyes and murmured, "Ah, the country of America..."

The instructor nodded slightly, looked at him with concern, and continued: "You should also know that the photography major of the University of California, their basic theories, unique photography insights, and academic weekly magazines are among the best in the photography circle. This opportunity is rare, just to go out and learn new knowledge.”

He looked at Shen Mo in embarrassment: "But your health is not very good, if you want to go, it will be very difficult, you have to think carefully about it."

Foreign medical conditions and accommodation are all things that need to be considered. Shen Mo looked at the tutor gratefully, and nodded solemnly: "I will think about it carefully, teacher."

Liu Neng waved his hand: "Then you think about it, give me an answer next week, go back."

Shen Mo bowed slightly: "Goodbye, Teacher."

After leaving the office, Shen Mo began to think about whether to go to the United States as an exchange student. This was a rare opportunity for him, but it was also a challenge.

If he goes, he will be separated from Lu Ye for a year, and he will live alone in the University of California. His physical illness is not allowed. The medical expenses in the United States are very high, and his parents will not allow him to go to the United States alone. All these are It was difficult, but he didn't want to miss such a good opportunity.

After thinking about it again and again, Shen Mo decided to ask Jiang Yu, a top student, for his opinion.

When Jiang Xueba heard that he could study, he naturally strongly supported it.

"It's a good opportunity, I think you can try it."

Shen Mo was a little embarrassed: "But, my body..."

Jiang Yu thought for a moment: "This is indeed a problem. Your health is not good. If you don't have acquaintances to look after you, it is easy to be in danger. Then your parents probably won't allow you to go."

Shen Mo nodded: "Yes, so I am hesitant about this opportunity."

Jiang Yu had a smile on his lips: "It's more than that, you're willing to give up your Lu Ye? I haven't asked yet, how are you and him doing recently?"

Shen Mo flashed a wry smile, and confessed honestly: "I have a showdown, Lu Ye, he doesn't like boys, I figured it out," he said in a light voice, "It's also for this reason, I think he and I should Separate for a while."

"Oh," Jiang Yu suddenly said, "So that's how it is."

Suddenly, Jiang Yu seemed to think of something, and suddenly excitedly said to Shen Mo: "By the way, I have a senior who is going to the University of California to participate in an experimental project. If you want to study there, I will ask him. You two can work together." Shared renting is also convenient for each other to take care of each other.”

It is indeed much more convenient for both parties if there are Chinese people you know together.

Jiang Yu did what he said, and immediately connected, organized a dinner, and introduced the two to each other.

Shen Mo and Jiang Yu met, ordered a meal in the restaurant, and waited for the senior Jiang Yu mentioned to come over.

Jiang Yu explained to Shen Mo with some admiration: "My senior is a master, very good at school, you will know when you see him later, he sent me a message, he is still in the laboratory, later on Come here, let's wait."

Shen Mo lightly sipped the tea at the side, and responded gently: "Okay."

The two ordered the dishes and waited for half an hour before the senior Jiang Yu was talking about pushed open the door and came in.

A deep and magnetic voice sounded above Shen Mo's head, carrying an air of indifference and abstinence.

"Sorry for being late."

Shen Mo looked at the man in front of him, a flash of surprise flashed in his eyes.

The other party was wearing a white lab coat, with a slender figure with almost perfect proportions. He looked tall and cold, exuding an air of high knowledge. His browbones were cold, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses hung on the bridge of his straight nose.

In Nanjing University, it is rare to meet boys with such outstanding looks and temperament.

Jiang Yu stood up and explained to the two of them: "Senior, let me introduce you. This is my friend Shen Mo." He looked at Shen Mo and continued: "Xiao Shen, this is my senior Chu Qi."

Chu Qi was stunned for a moment, looked at Shen Mo, then helped the mirror, and extended his hand politely: "Hello."

Shen Mo nodded slightly, shook hands with the other party, and greeted him gently: "Hello."

The two hands clasped together briefly, and then separated immediately.

After saying hello, the three of them sat down. I don't know if it was a common fault of the top students, but soon after Chu Qi took his seat, he took the initiative to open up the topic.

Chu Qi: "I heard from Jiang Yu that you plan to go to California University?"

Shen Mo unhurriedly picked up the vegetables while answering the other party's question: "Well, I'm going to be an exchange student."

Chu Qi nodded slightly: "I recently have an experimental project in cooperation with the University of California, and it will take half a year. Jiang Yu has already told me about the specific situation." He glanced at Shen Mo and smiled slightly: "I originally It’s because I don’t have the habit of renting with others, but you are my favorite, if you decide to come to the University of California, remember to come to me.”

Shen Mo was stunned, he didn't expect Xueba to speak so directly, he nodded: "Thank you senior, I may have to go back and ask my parents before I can give you an answer."

"It's okay," Chu Qi searched in the pocket of his white coat, took out his mobile phone and handed it over: "Let's add a friend, and we will contact you when the time comes."

Shen Mo took out her mobile phone, quickly added the other party's friend, and replied: "Okay."

After talking about the details, everyone went to the school.

Chu Qi looked aloof, but he didn't have any twists and turns in what he actually said, and he was also very polite. After finishing the meal, he offered to send Shen Mo and Jiang Yu back to the dormitory.

Jiang Yu's dormitory is in the front building, and Shen Mo's dormitory is a few hundred meters away. After sending Jiang Yu off, Chu Qi insisted on sending Shen Mo downstairs.

The two were walking on the road together, Shen Mo and Chu Qi chatted familiarly: "I didn't expect the senior to be interested in photography, what a surprise."

"Well," Chu Qi nodded his eyes, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and explained to Shen Mo: "I originally planned to apply for the photography major in college, but my eyesight doesn't allow it."

"That's a pity, our photography department has lost a talent," Shen Mo looked at the gold-rimmed glasses in his eyes with a smile: "But it doesn't matter, even if it's a hobby, as long as you can capture beautiful pictures."

When he reached the downstairs of the dormitory, Chu Qi stopped in his tracks: "Shen Mo."

He looked at Shen Mo appreciatively: "We really hit it off, I hope you can go to America and take pictures together."

Shen Mo nodded: "Well, goodbye senior."

Chu Qi waved his hand: "Goodbye."

Watching Chu Qi leave, Shen Mo looked away, turned around and walked towards the bedroom, before taking two steps, he bumped into Lu Ye who was blocking the way.

Lu Ye looked a little depressed at this time, he looked straight at Shen Mo, who looked like a big abandoned dog, and asked aggrievedly: "Momo, who is he?"

Lu Ye went to Shen Mo's major in the afternoon, and only then did he know that they had already finished class. He returned to the dormitory, but still did not see Shen Mo's figure.

Until he accidentally saw Shen Mo walking back with a man talking and laughing, Lu Ye's anger rushed straight to his head, and he couldn't wait to stop him immediately.

Shen Mo raised her eyes, a little surprised, but still explained: "A senior."

Lu Ye froze in place, thinking of the smile on Shen Mo's cheek just now, he felt very uncomfortable.

He just looked at Shen Mo in a daze, and said in a resentful tone: "Momo, how can you be nice to other men?"

"You don't want me anymore?"

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