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"I...I don't know."

I don't want to quit.These words swirled in Gu Jing's mouth, and he was swallowed hard.

"I know why you went to work in a bar instead of a milk tea shop, and why you want to form a band with Song Chi."

His heart constricted suddenly, and his nerves tensed up instantly.

The sharp eyes shot at him, his palms were sweating, and at the same time, an impulse was constantly surging.He chose to obey his heart, closed his eyes and said bravely, "I don't want to quit."

Mei Ting is most familiar with his stubbornness of never giving up easily when he decides on one thing, and she also feels powerless because of this stubbornness and unwillingness to learn when he is lucky.

She clearly remembered one night when Gu Jing was helping her wash the dishes and hesitantly said: "I am only interested in English and Chinese, other subjects... are very difficult."

Even his interest in English and Chinese is inseparable from the band, and with Song Chi's help, his grades slowly climbed up.

Song Chi...

"Forget it, let's not talk about this." Mei Ting took a deep breath and said, "What's between you and Song Chi?"

"What happened between us?"

"Have you ever thought about the gap between you?"

The phone rang, but Gu Jing's attention was not on Song Chi's message at all. With the light from the screen, he finally saw Mei Ting's side face hidden in the darkness.

"What happened to your face?"

"He has money to squander, do you?"

"Did that old bastard do your face?"

"It's not your business, it's our business."

Gu Jing remained silent, and Mei Ting continued: "No matter how much Song Chi struggles, his grades will not be affected. How can you mess around with him? Where do you put your future? Are you going to give up on yourself? ?"

Gu Jing suddenly said: "I have been given up by the teacher. He smeared my grades that I stayed up late for two weeks to improve my fucking grades as plagiarism. When I pissed him off, he said that I would become the scum of society in the future."

"And..." Gu Jing licked his dry lips, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly, and his smile was as light as a feather, "Yes, Song Chi is rich and has good grades, but so what, he still Not to be my guitarist."

The circles of his eyes were red, and he stared at her eyes as if filled with the moonlight from the sky, breaking through the darkness in the room.Mei Ting heard him say clearly: "I know him better than you, and he will follow me no matter what I do."

At this moment, Gu Jing's appearance was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Only at this moment did she clearly realize that her child had grown up and had his own friends, and would leave her one day.

Mei Ting suddenly lost her strength and fell down on the chair. The accumulated anger and grievances for a while swept over her, leaving her powerless to resist. In the end, she collapsed and covered her face and let out restrained and mournful sobs, and stopped looking at him. .

Every small weeping sound was like crying or accusing, turning into sharp thorns, deeply hurting him.After venting, he lowered his head like a child who admitted his mistake, hiding behind his bangs, his damp eyes had nowhere to rest, he only dared to glance at his mother from time to time, and quickly retracted like an electric shock.

Under the oppression of the long silence, the air became heavy.After going through a fierce psychological struggle, Gu Jing sighed in his heart, stepped forward to caress the curved and thin back, handed over a tissue, and lowered his voice: "Think more about yourself... I'll get you some medicine .”

Mei Ting remained motionless.

The door gradually closed, and the creaking sound seemed to forcibly draw a gully between the two of them, and soon, they would be completely separated.

At the moment when the door was about to close, he saw Mei Ting raised her head, and a pair of tired tearful eyes broke into his sight, which was unforgettable in his life.

And the last words that came into my ears before the door closed: "Why does he follow you all the time? Do you really understand him?"

After closing the door, Gu Jing's every step towards the bed was as heavy as if poured with lead, and those teary eyes were replayed in his mind repeatedly, causing chaos in his heart.

He stood silently in front of the bed, letting the tears flow silently, quietly falling with the leaves that were knocked down by raindrops on the branches outside the window, and finally soaked in the small puddles on the ground.

The sudden ringing of the phone broke the silence in the room. Looking at the word Song Chi on the screen, he remembered that he had forgotten to reply to the message, but his hands were hanging by his side indifferently, and he hesitated to press the answer button.

Is there a gap between him and Song Chi?

How could he not know?

Song Chi, if I didn't know your essence, I wouldn't let you approach me.

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Today is a rebellious pig~

The meaning of the last sentence of the pig is: Song Chi showed him the dark side hidden behind others, let him know that they are the same kind of people, and he also knew that Song Chi treated him sincerely, that's why he let Song Chi stay with him all the time .

Zhuzhu is very smart, but Zhuzhu is also very pure, so I haven't seen Song Ge's thoughts yet ()

Song Chi: Dangerous! ! !My mother-in-law is not optimistic about me, what should I do!