Burning fire

Jin Mei felt that, as the youngest child in the family, she had always been very filial. The word "filial piety" is for parents, and the word "shun" is for elder brothers.

At that time, the father held her hand and asked her to give up her studies and sacrifice for the family. She agreed without saying a word, and threw away all her books and papers—there were so many of them, piled up, It must be higher than the small bungalows in the countryside.Jin Mei threw it without complaint.

But after all, she didn't understand herself enough.There is no filial son in front of the bed for a long time, and serving the patients has never been an easy task.The elder brother was tortured by the illness, and she also suffered from the elder brother's illness.

Physically tired, mentally tired.Finally one day, her torment was over.

Seeing her elder brother being pushed into the morgue, she didn't feel any sadness at all, and even felt a sense of relief.For the first time, she felt terrible about herself.

Not long after her elder brother was buried, one day, Jin Mei overheard her parents' conversation.

Parents are discussing to find a good family for her to marry.

"Xiaomei hasn't read the books, so she won't have any good prospects. It's better to marry the banker as soon as possible." That's what the mother said.

Jin Mei thought at the time: "Why on earth did I not study?"

"That's right. Our Xiaomei is pretty and can find a good family." Jin's father also said.

Jin Mei silently took off her apron, went to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror.

The mirror in the toilet is not big, square and square, so it can shine on her shoulders.The mirror is very clean. Jin Mei just wiped it this morning when she cleaned up the house.

The girl in the mirror has an oval face, a bit thin, but with thin eyebrows and big eyes, she is really beautiful.Like my father said, she was pretty.

Such a beautiful face must not be locked in a square mirror in the toilet.She has to jump out.

This is the second time that Jinmei feels terrible about herself.

That night, while the whole family was asleep, Jin Mei stole her father's wallet, bought a train ticket and ran away.

On the long green leather train, in the empty carriage late at night, she met a man.The man was very well dressed, personable, and took the initiative to chat with her.Jin Mei was very happy and felt that she had chosen the right one. ——Sure enough, there are bigger and better mirrors outside, suitable for reflecting her face.

She drank the drink the man handed her.

What happened after that, Jin Mei didn't remember at all.Waking up before dawn, Jin Mei found herself sitting naked in the small toilet in the carriage.

Her underwear was torn and there were many bruises on her body. ——She was raped/violated.

And that "handsome" man got off the train in the middle of the night in a hurry, and was never seen again.

Jinmei cried.She didn't know she had so many tears.She didn't dare to cry, and she didn't dare to call the police.

What if I call the police?Will that man be quartered by five horses?Can her innocence be restored?can't come back.Not only would she not be able to come back innocent, but she would be sent home, to the countryside, where she would be ridiculed for the rest of her life.

Hate to curse silently in my heart, as long as she doesn't say anything, no one will know that she is already an unclean girl.nobody.

It was bright outside the car window, Jin Mei took out the largest and longest coat from her bag and put it on, covering all the traces on her body. ——She is really scary.

In the next month, Jinmei came to Changchun after several rounds.

Jin's father's wallet is very thin, and Jinmei needs money very much. She has no education and it is difficult to find a decent job.

One night, she was hungry and stared at the sky at the station, not knowing what to do.Suddenly someone patted her on the shoulder and asked her, "Eight hundred and one night, is it all right?"

Jin Mei understood immediately.She knew very well that she ran out of the house in hysterics, and she wanted to live a different life.She knew it was impossible, but she thought of the green leather train, the narrow and smelly toilet, and the purple bruises on her snow-white thighs...

"One thousand and five." Jin Mei didn't know what she was talking about.

The man looked at Jin Mei carefully again: "OK, let's go."

Only now did Jin Mei see clearly that the man opposite her was not as tall as her, and was very ugly, with his left and right faces even asymmetrical.

The man took out fifteen thousand from his pocket, stuffed it into Jinmei's pocket, and took it away for her.

For 500 yuan, Jinmei offered her own price and "sold" herself.The next day, she had a full meal.

Later, there were many men around Jinmei, all kinds of strange shapes. She didn't know their names, but only remembered their distorted faces, the disgusting smell of sweat on their bodies, and the money stuck between her thighs/roots.

Jin Mei has Jin Mingyu.

When she knew about Jin Mingyu, Jin Mei thought about it for a whole day and night, but she couldn't figure it out—whose child is Jin Mingyu?Who is his father?

Jin Mingyu shouldn't have stayed.On the day she went to the hospital for an abortion, Jin Mei passed by a telephone booth and suddenly became possessed by a demon.She unexpectedly picked up the phone and called her second brother.

She remembered her second brother's cell phone number.The second brother goes to college in a big city.She should too.

"Hello, who is it?" The second brother's voice came from the other end of the phone.

At this moment, Jin Mei felt as if she had been electrocuted, her scalp was numb, and the soles of her feet hurt like being poked on a nail board.She couldn't breathe, couldn't move.

"Hello?" The second brother called again.

Jin Mei immediately hung up the phone.This was the last time she had contact with her family.

She has no connection with "home".She has no family anymore.Jin Mei touched her belly subconsciously.

Not in touch anymore.She was left alone.But there is a damn life that can still belong to her.

Jin Mei took a deep breath, until she became dizzy.She turned her head and did not enter the hospital.

She kept Jin Mingyu.

Labor is painful.That was the last time Jinmei felt terrible about herself.

Because after that, she will no longer be conscious, and she will no longer have a clear consciousness.Her world gradually became nothingness and blur.When Jin Mingyu was four years old, she became addicted to drugs.It took one night to catch it in a karaoke bar.

It was also at that time that she met Yang Liu.

Yang Liu is a drug dealer.He and Jinmei are on good terms.

Life can be as rotten as it is, and finally one day, Jin Mei's life is rotten.

Yang Liu killed someone in her house.She and Yang Liu were arguing that day. Jin Mei couldn't remember why they were arguing.Her memory was all messed up.

They quarreled from noon until mid-afternoon, when suddenly the door opened, and Jin Mingyu brought in a young gangster.

As soon as Jin Mingyu opened the door, he was frightened and cried, and Sa Yazi went into the toilet. ——This child has developed a habit of drilling into the toilet whenever he is afraid. Of course, he is always afraid of his own mother every time.

He is really like Jin Mei, only worthy of going to a toilet.

Jin Mei didn't know what she scolded Yang Liu. Yang Liu was so angry that his eyes turned red, and he slapped Jin Mei into the kitchen. He picked up the fruit knife on the table and was about to stab him.

Jiang Liu at the door was stunned, but Jin Mingyu's own mother was lying on the ground. Seeing the knife, he rushed up and tried to pull Yang Liu away. During the dispute, the fruit knife unfortunately pierced Jiang Liu's chest.

"Yang Liu ran away... I forgot how many days. That little bastard has been dying in my kitchen, and has been dying there." Jin Mei grinned.Her lips were very dry, and the corners of her mouth were even cracked, and bright red bloodshots could be seen.

"I locked the kitchen door, but the kitchen smells again..." Jin Mei was still giggling, "Ah, Yang Liu is back again, he beat me up and entered The kitchen, the kitchen didn't smell anymore."

——"It was Yang Liu who came back and threw Jiang Liu's body into the river." Zhou Qizun thought to himself.

Jin Mei: "Yang Liu robbed me of money! I can't give it to him, I gave it to him... I gave it to him, he ran away, what should I do? Xiaoyu, yes, there is Xiaoyu."

Trauma, drugs, nightmares... There are too many things haunting Jinmei to go to hell.

Jin Mei was insane, Zhou Qizun just looked at her in silence, without speaking.

Jin Mei also stared at Zhou Qizun, she stared at him blankly, her eyes had a kind of creepy innocence, as if she was saying - it's only natural for ghosts to harm people.

——Look, I'm a ghost from hell, so don't blame me.

"My head hurts and my mind is messed up." Jin Mei seemed to be thinking very hard, she said to Zhou Qizun, "I seem to have seen you before. There are others..."

Jin Mei: "...No, am I dreaming? What did I tell you just now? Where is Yang Liu? Do you know where Yang Liu is? Yang Liu wants to take my money!"

"Ah!——my money!" Jin Mei yelled suddenly. She pulled her hair with her hands, and scratched her scalp with her fingernails. Some blood.

"Where is Xiaoyu, where is Xiaoyu..." Jin Mei stood up abruptly, stomping her feet on the ground, looking around anxiously.

The door was pushed open, and two policemen rushed in immediately and set up Jin Mei to control her.

"Brother Zhou." Gao Yan went out to answer the phone earlier, and now he returned to Zhou Qizun and said, "The message from the interrogation room, Yang Liu explained everything."

Selling drugs/products, whoring/prostitution/prostitution, accidentally killing Jiang Liu, throwing Jiang Liu's body into the river, trying to take all Jinmei's money and escape...

"Let's go out first." Gao Yan pinched Xia Zhou Qizun's shoulder.

"Yes." Zhou Qizun replied.

Jin Mei was pushed back to her seat, and when the door closed, Zhou Qizun heard Jin Mei shouting again at the top of her lungs: "My money!—"

The door closed, and so did Jinmei's screams.

"We will send Jinmei to the hospital. She has mental problems and needs treatment." Gao Yan said, "She still needs to go to a rehabilitation/drug center to detox/drugs."

"Brother Zhou, are you okay?" Gao Yan saw Zhou Qizun's expression was not very good.

"It's okay." Zhou Qizun waved his hand and smiled at Gao Yan, "Thank you for letting me see her, I know it's against the rules."

"It's okay, I've greeted our captain, you're allowed to meddle in this case as a special case, and he agreed." Gao Yan also smiled, "Brother Zhou, you're half of us."

"Thank you." Zhou Qizun thanked again.

"Thinking about Jin Mei, she is also a poor person, but in the end, it was her own fault." Gao Yan sighed, and returned from the long corridor with Zhou Qizun, "Smart is misunderstood by cleverness, if she can be strong some......"

Today's sun is too much, the sun's light beats in through the window hard, hitting the ground bright yellow, and even dazzles the eyes.

Zhou Qizun was so shaken that he squinted his eyes: "It doesn't matter if you are strong or not. People, who is not strong, who is not weak."

Zhou Qizun's hands were in his pocket, and the phone in his pocket was getting hotter and hotter, "Being a man, just live well."

Everything in the world is independent and riddled with holes.Whether it's a human or a ghost, the hell on earth, there is often no difference between a single thought.The big truth is all empty, all the "ifs" are false. "Live well", no matter what posture you take, kneeling, crawling, dripping with blood, disfigured, and struggling in arbitrarily ugly ways.As long as you keep these four words, you are a human being, and you will remain in the human world.

Zhou Qizun: "If you live well, great things may happen."

"That's right." Gao Yan laughed, "I'm being hypocritical. I've handled too many cases in the past two years, and I'm especially sentimental."

Gao Yan: "Some people say that doctors and policemen will harden their hearts after working for a long time. Only laymen say that. In fact, it is obviously the other way around."

"By the way, do you still want to see Jin Mingyu? That kid has been not well." Gao Yan was worried when he mentioned this matter, "Brother Zhou, you should get to know him better, why don't you go and comfort him?"

When Zhou Qizun heard this, he quickly answered: "Of course. I promised to buy him chocolates, and the chocolates are in my pocket right now."

"That's great. The child is so young, so pitiful, I dare not ask him too much. The child is also, I asked him why he brought Jiang Liu home, and he insisted that it was for some magical beads... .”

Gao Yan's face was already wrinkled: "The child is talking nonsense..."

"Beads?" Zhou Qizun was stunned for a moment, remembering that when he asked Jin Mingyu earlier, Jin Mingyu also mentioned beads.

After a while, the mobile phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly against his thigh. Zhou Qizun immediately realized that it was probably Zhang Jueming's signal.

Coincidentally passing by the bathroom, Zhou Qizun pointed to the door of the bathroom: "I'll go to the bathroom first, and I'll find you later when I come out."

"Okay, then I'll wait for you in the lobby." Gao Yan said.

After entering the bathroom, Zhou Qizun didn't take out his phone immediately.He carefully looked around, including the compartment inside, to make sure that the bathroom was empty.

Zhou Qizun then stood by the window.He was facing the door so that if someone wanted to come in, he would be the first to respond.

Zhou Qizun finally took out the phone from his pocket.The phone has been hung up.But there was a text message sent by Zhang Jueming: "Zhou Qizun, find a chance, no one around will reply to my messages, I have something to tell you."

It turned out that Zhang Jueming cut off the call and sent a text message, so Zhou Qizun's phone vibrated just now.

Zhou Qizun scanned Zhang Jueming's stern text message again, and called back.

Zhang Jueming's ears are so good, and with his mobile phone in his pocket, he can hear clearly enough.The phone was disconnected when Gao Yan said "ZiZi", so there must be something wrong with "ZuZi".

As soon as the call tone rang, Zhang Jueming answered it.Zhou Qizun didn't even waste time to catch his breath, he opened his mouth and asked, "What the hell are beads?"