After the salted fish is married

34 Reluctant

When Yan Xining and Ji Song entered the main hall, Ji Yu was standing straight in the hall. He was still wearing an official uniform, and he seemed to have just come out of Dali Temple.The movement of the wheelchair alarmed Ji Yu, who turned her head and saluted respectfully: "Brother Sanhuang, Sister-in-law Sanhuang."

Ji Song returned a salute: "Why is Fifth Emperor Brother free to come to the residence today?"

Ji Yu couldn't hide the tiredness in his eyes: "I was entrusted by the second and seventh brothers to visit the third brother, and the second brother asked the younger brother to bring a word to the third brother. He said that grandma's birthday is coming soon, and the third brother Don't forget."

If Ji Song and Ji Yu are just acquaintances, then Ji Yu and Ji Liang are much closer.Ji Yu's mother used to be the concubine Yue's maid, and Emperor Pingyuan spoiled her once after drinking and having sex, so Ji Yu was born.Because of this relationship, Concubine Ning got very close to Concubine Yue, and she did not have a strong mother clan behind her, so she could only bring Ji Yu to attach herself to Concubine Yue's mother and son.

Ji Yu is Ji Zhuang's follower, but it's a pity that Ji Liu didn't like him when he was a child, and now that he's grown up, it's even worse.

Where did Ji Ling ask Ji Yu to give Ji Song a message? He was clearly humiliating Ji Yu.Also a prince without a strong mother clan, Ji Song lost his legs and became King Rong, but what about Ji Yu?If Emperor Pingyuan hadn't given him the position of Shaoqing of Dali Temple for the sake of Concubine Yue, he would have achieved nothing until now.

Because he was not taken seriously, Ji Yu was an invisible person in the royal family. After leaving the palace to build a mansion, his food and clothing were far inferior to other princes.Take the Queen Mother's birthday this time as an example. Ji Nan and Ji Liu had already started preparing birthday gifts, but Ji Yu didn't even have anything decent.

Today in the court hall, Ji Liang and the crown prince fought again. Ji Liang, who was not in a very good mood, saw Ji Yu passing by after the next court.So he asked him to bring a letter to Ji Song, on the surface to remind Ji Song, but in fact he was venting his anger on Ji Yu.

Ji Yu knew all this, but the impotent prince had no choice but to endure the humiliation.Ji Song saw Ji Yu's embarrassment, and he cupped his hands: "Thank you, Brother Wuhuang, if you hadn't reminded me, I would have really forgotten."

Ji Yu pursed her lips, the embarrassment and unbearableness in her eyes dissipated, and her eyes became softer: "Also, Xiao Qi also asked his younger brother to bring a message to the emperor's wife. Xiao Qi said that he was working hard to endorse the book. The master praised him If he has learned well, he may be allowed to rest in two days. When he rests, he will come to play in the Prince Rong's mansion."

Yan Xining returned a salute: "Thank you, Your Highness, for sending the letter."

When Ji Yu's mission arrived, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.Seeing that the sky was getting darker and darker, he wanted to go back quickly: "If the emperor's brother and sister-in-law have nothing else to do, I will take my leave first."

As soon as the words fell, Ji Yu's stomach let out a long "gu—" sound.At that moment, Ji Yu's eyes darkened, and then she lowered her head in embarrassment.

Seeing Ji Yu like this, Ji Song couldn't bear it. He said softly, "You haven't had dinner yet? Let's have a light meal together." Ji Song would never have thought of this before, but when he experienced the pain of a broken leg After seeing the warmth and coldness of people, and meeting Ji Yu again, he felt that he could understand Ji Yu a little bit.

Ji Yu's body froze suddenly, his breathing was two minutes faster, and his fists in his sleeves were clenched slightly, his face was flushed, and there was more complexity in his eyes that Ji Song couldn't understand.After a pause, Ji Yu looked at Ji Song's legs: "Is Brother Huang feeling better?"

If it's a person who is slick and slick, he would have said this when they first met.Speaking of asking this question until now, it will give people a perfunctory and careless feeling.But what Ji Yu said made Ji Songsheng disgusted.Ji Yu was indeed not flexible enough, but this was also one of his strengths.He can ask this question, at least it proves that he really cares about himself.

Ji Song said softly, "It's much better."

Yan Xining followed Ji Song's words and said, "If Brother Wu Huang doesn't mind, why don't we have a meal together?" Yan Ke only needs to go to the guest building to bring food, and the dishes he brings back will only be more or less.

Ji Yu was probably starving, so he saluted Ji Song and the two: "Thank you, brother and sister-in-law, it's better to obey orders than to be respectful."

An ice bucket was quickly placed in the side hall, and gorgeous meals from the Yingkelou were also placed on the table.Ji Song smiled and said, "Take off your court clothes, you can do whatever you want at your brother's house."

There was a little more smile in Ji Yu's eyes: "Thank you, Brother Huang."

Ji Yu is not good at words, and he used this to the extreme when eating, he focused on eating vegetables without lifting his head.When it comes to the royal dinner, it is inevitable that Ji Yu will be looked down upon by others.However, in Prince Rong's Mansion, everyone was very attentive when eating.

Seeing Ji Yu's big mouthful of food, they passed the delicious and large portion of the dish in front of Ji Yu, and the three of them sat together like an ordinary family and had a quiet dinner.

After dinner, Ji Yu stood up, and said sincerely, "I'm bothering the emperor's brother and sister-in-law today."

Ji Song said softly, "My brothers don't say such things. If you have any difficulties in the future and need my help, you can come to me."

Ji Yu's eyes were complicated, he glanced at Ji Song and then gave a big gift: "Thank you, Brother Huang."

Seeing the back of Ji Yu leaving, Yan Xining sighed a little: "I didn't expect that there is such a temperament as His Royal Highness among the princes." Ji Yu's painting style is completely different from his other brothers, it is hard to imagine that such a person is actually a prince.

Ji Song withdrew his gaze, and said slowly, "Maybe this is his way of survival." It is precisely because he can see through his dullness at a glance that he can gain breathing space among the princes.

After coming out of the main hall, the two walked back along the eaves, and arrived near Tingsong Tower in a short while.Looking at the lights in Tingsong Tower, Yan Xining stopped in his tracks, he hesitated: "It's Tingsong Tower, you... I won't see you off, you go in quickly."

Hearing this, Ji Song smiled bitterly, but the wheelchair rolled towards Wen Zhangyuan: "I'll take you back."

In the afternoon, he promised Aning and gave him enough respect and trust.Aning told him that he hoped he could move out of Wenzhangyuan, and now is the time to test whether he keeps his word.

Seriously, Ji Song doesn't want to leave.It was hard for him to talk to Ah Ning, and now he can't wait to show his heart to Ah Ning, so that he can see his sincerity and sincerity.But how can you take out your heart so easily?He can only take his own actual actions.

Yan Xining: ...

Seeing that Yan Xining was helpless, Ji Song seriously explained: "The water is strong recently, and I am worried about you. I will send you to Wenzhang Garden, and I will come back." After a pause, Ji Song promised: "I promise not to hear about it tonight. The courtyard of Zhangyuan, okay?"

Seeing that Ji Song was really persistent, Yan Xining could only nod his head: "Okay."

The night after the rainstorm was exceptionally cool.Frogs croaked in Lanyue Lake, occasionally there was the sound of koi breaking through the water, and cicadas in Pinmei Garden screamed loudly.Even though it was a noisy night, the two of them walked in silence.

Ji Song deliberately slowed down. At this moment, he felt a little regretful. If he had known earlier, he would not have built the plank road.With the plank road, the road to send Aning back to Wenzhang Garden is too short.

Yan Xining didn't know what Ji Song was thinking, he was struggling with his relationship with Ji Song.He knew very well that the crux of the problem was not with Ji Song, but with himself.

Ji Song is very good, there is nothing to say about his character and strength.In the feudal dynasty of Chu and Liao, Ji Song, as the supreme prince, was good to the original owner and himself.

From Ji Song's point of view, the original owner was just an illegitimate son with a bad reputation who was married off, and he violated his taboo on the first day they met and looked at his injured leg.He became angry and threw the original owner to Wenzhang Garden, which was nothing.

It was the Yan family who really drove the original owner to death, the original owner's father who did not want to take responsibility and risks, the mother who raised but not taught and only wanted to seek power, and the harsh treatment and calculations of the Yan family... It was all of these that forced the original owner to come to power. dead end.

But Ji Song was just the last straw that broke the camel's back. He was responsible for the original owner's death, but it was not the main reason.

Ji Song is also good to himself, since he crossed over, whatever he wants, Ji Song asks someone to give him what he wants.He never skimped on his own food, and gave him such a large yard to live in.After the two got acquainted, Ji Song protected him, warded off disasters for him and dealt with others.He is not a person who has suffered a lot. Even in modern times, no one can help him materially and spiritually like Ji Song.

Ji Song and the guards felt that they had treated them badly, but Yan Xining didn't.At least after crossing, he lived a good life that he never had in modern times.

Yan Xining is not a straight man in the traditional sense. In his opinion, as long as two people have a deep relationship, gender is not an issue.If Ji Song were in modern times, the two of them could experience so many things together after they met, he would even take the initiative to think about the possibility of himself and Ji Song being together.

The key now is on yourself.Because of her parents, Yan Xining attaches great importance to relationships and partners.In his opinion, the most important thing for two people to become a husband and wife is honesty and tolerance.

He is a clean freak about his relationship, he doesn't like to be cheated by others, and he doesn't want to hide anything from his partner.He is a ghost from modern times, occupying the body of the original owner.

Although he was sure that Ji Song liked him, but if he really told Ji Song about it, would he accept it?He really couldn't say to Ji Song without any scruples: "Hi, Songsong, I'm a ghost from another world."

There was a sound of the wheelchair, and Yan Xining took a peek at Ji Song, only to see that Ji Song's eyes were slightly narrowed, and the corners of his lips were upturned, looking very happy.At this moment, his heart was sore and painful, as if he had been crushed by a big rock, the feeling was too uncomfortable.

Ji Song turned his eyes around the lake, and there were red lanterns hanging on the eaves of the lakeside and in the woods.The red reflection swayed on the lake, and it was so beautiful to look at.

Ji Song is in a good mood, he finds that as long as he is by Aning's side, even if they don't say anything or do anything, he is also very happy.It's just that as he got closer and closer to Wenzhang Garden, Ji Song felt more disappointed and reluctant.

The flowing water under the stone bridge was gurgling, and today's heavy rain has caused the water level to rise a lot.Ji Song stopped on the stone bridge, he looked up at Yan Xining, the lights of Wenzhang Garden turned into two twinkling lights in his eyes: "A'Ning, you're home, go back quickly."

Ji Song's eyes contained an unresolved tenderness, seeing these eyes, the sourness in Yan Xining's heart was uncontrollable.He grinned and wanted to pull out a smile: "You turn around, I will watch you go."

Ji Song smiled lightly: "You don't have to worry about me, I feel at ease seeing you go back."

It was obvious that Yan Xining was the one who made Ji Song leave, but now he was the one who looked at Ji Song with embarrassment.He lowered his eyes, not daring to look into Ji Song's eyes again: "Okay, then I'll go in."

Just when he turned his head away, Ji Song's voice came from next to his ear: "Go back to sleep early. Have a good dream."

Ever since Ji Song and him were in the same room, they always had a few words before going to bed. "Have a good dream" was the most common sentence the two of them said before going to bed. Hearing this, Yan Xining was so sad that she couldn't stand still.

He hastily responded: "Good night." Then he quickened his pace and fled.

135 Nightmare

Yan Xining once thought that being poor was the most debilitating thing in the world.Without money, there is no dignity. I look at people's faces everywhere, and I am in a state of anxiety all day long.However, now he feels that feelings are the most debilitating thing in this world.

If you don't have money, as long as you are motivated enough, you can work anywhere to make money.Moreover, the process of wealth accumulation is very happy, and after finding the right way, the whole person will be full of energy.

But the relationship is different, and it is too uncomfortable to have a thorn in my heart that cannot be hidden.

After entering the door, Yan Xining felt as if she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle in her heart, full of sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty and delicious.He closed the door and leaned against the door panel. If anyone was in the room at this time, his eyes would be slightly red.

Yan Xining took several deep breaths, trying to suppress her emotions.But he couldn't think about it, when he thought about Ji Song, he felt wronged and uncomfortable.When did he experience this kind of thing, and when he realized that it didn't make sense to him, Yan Xining became angry with himself: "What are you hypocritical? What exactly do you want?"

However, no one can answer this question except himself.And the person who asked this question did not know the answer to the question.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door, and Bai Tao's voice sounded: "Master, why is the door closed? I'm still outside."

Yan Xining: ...

He quickly took a few deep breaths and opened the door, and Bai Tao walked in with water: "Hehe, you surprised me." Ever since Ji Song came to Wenzhang Garden, the gate of Wenzhang Garden has not been closed.Bai Tao was used to coming in and out, but Yan Xining suddenly closed the door, he was a little uncomfortable.

Bai Tao put the water basin on the low table in the room, he was a little puzzled: "Master, did you quarrel with the prince again? Why didn't the prince come in?"

Yan Xining was stunned for a moment: "My lord hasn't left yet?" He has been leaning against the door for a long time, could it be that Ji Song has been there all this time?

Bai Tao looked confused: "I didn't leave, the prince is on the stone bridge."

Yan Xining was startled, Ji Song hasn't gone back yet?

So he went around to the room and carefully opened the window a crack.Looking through the cracks, I saw Ji Song's wheelchair was still firmly parked on the small bridge, his face was facing his direction, for a moment, Yan Xining felt that their eyes were facing each other.Ji Song was in the shadows, his figure was indistinct, looking forlorn and lonely.

Yan Xining was suddenly annoyed, Ji Song stayed here to feed the mosquitoes?This person's legs are still not healed, so he doesn't care about his body, what if he gets tired and affects the recovery of the wound? !

He wanted to say a few words, but he was afraid that if he did, Ji Song would stay longer.After thinking for a while, he closed the window and lit up the house, and after some posturing, he blew out the light.

Don't say it, this trick is really useful.Hearing the sound of the wheelchair going away, Yan Xining finally breathed a sigh of relief.But before he could catch his breath, his heavily swollen chest began to stir again.

Turning over in melancholy, he touched his chest.Reason told him that he should distance himself from Ji Song.But what is this unquenchable restlessness in the chest?

It seems that tonight is destined to be difficult to sleep.

Compared to Yan Xining's difficulty falling asleep, Ji Song fell asleep very fast today.He had a strange dream, in which he was having a wedding with Aning.His eyes were full of red. In the dream, he was standing in the wedding hall wearing a wedding dress, quietly watching Xi Po holding the red silk and bringing Aning in front of him.

The red silk covered Ah Ning's face, but Ji Song recognized his princess at a glance.He was full of joy: "A-Ning."

Just as he reached out to hold the red silk in Aning's hand, suddenly the screen changed, but Aning disappeared.Instead, there are lingering giant trees and the desolate Wenzhang Garden. A red figure hangs from the huge branches of the camphor tree.Take a closer look, isn't that his Aning?

When the wind blows, the red veil shakes with the wind.Ji Song was flustered, he ran towards Aning, but there seemed to be a barrier between him and Aning, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move forward.

Aning's body was stiff, and the red wedding robe could not cover his pale fingers.Ji Song was heartbroken: "A-Ning—"

Then he woke up suddenly, and when he opened his eyes, there was a dim candlelight in the room.Ji Song wiped the thin sweat off his brow, he breathed a sigh of relief: "Fortunately, it's a dream..."

Fortunately, everything is still in time.His Aning is still there, not hanged in Wenzhang Garden.He and Aning still have a long way to go, and they will be fine.

Early the next morning, Yan Xining got up from the bed in a daze.As he thought, he didn't sleep well last night.He yawned, his eyes glowing with a light purple color.

When he walked out of the bedroom, he was surprised to find that Ji Song was already working in the main room.Yan Xining was stunned for a moment, when did Ji Song come?After he finished being stunned, he felt a little funny again. Ji Song's understanding of moving out and his understanding of moving out are not the same concept.

Ji Song put down the book in his hand, and said with a smile, "There is a steamed bun shop in the south of the city, and the steamed stuffed buns they make are outstanding. I bought you two drawers of steamed stuffed buns, and they are warming up in the pot. Wash up and go eat."

Yan Xining said warmly in his heart, "Thank you." Thinking of the time when he got up in the middle of the night to make breakfast for Ji Song, his current life was as beautiful as a dream.

The buns in the south of the city were just the beginning, and then the famous snacks and dishes from various shops in the capital flowed into Prince Rong's mansion like flowing water.Yan Xining felt that he could eat from the moment he opened his eyes until he closed his eyes and fell asleep. After a few days, he actually had a small belly.

It's nothing to have a small belly, the way Ji Song looked at him made him more and more frightened day by day.I don't know why, but Ji Song has been a little depressed for the past few days, and the black and blue under his eyes are getting deeper and deeper day by day.He looked at himself as if looking at a fragile object, full of tension and worry.

This made Yan Xining suffer a lot, the better Ji Song treats him, the more painful the thorn in his heart will be.

These few days, Ji Song is very uncomfortable, as long as he falls asleep, he will dream of the same big wedding scene, and every time it ends with Ah Ning hanging from a tree.Ji Song doesn't believe in gods and ghosts, but he has been having the same dream for several days, which really makes him terrified.Moreover, the picture in the dream became clearer and more real, which once made him unable to distinguish between dreams and reality.

For this reason, he also specially found Ye Linfeng, but Ye Linfeng said that this is a normal phenomenon.He used a lot of black ghost umbrellas, and there were always some sequelae.But it's not a big problem, just take a good care of it for a while.

After taking the medicine that day, Ji Song fell asleep early.This time he dreamed of the circling blue wind, and the world turned gray and white.Standing in a pool of blood, he could see Zhui Feng's eyes that lost his spirit when he lowered his head.

Come to think of it, this was the scene on the day Shizihe was attacked.The brothers who went out with him all died tragically under the sneak attack of the enemy, and their bodies were scattered around him.

Heavy snow fell one after another and covered the blood-stained armor, Ji Song felt like a ghost wandering on the battlefield.He was full of grief and rage, but he couldn't change his situation.

The next moment, the blue wind circled down, like a bolt of lightning flashed in front of him.The scene changed suddenly, and then the sky and the earth turned red, and he stood at the wedding banquet again.

This time he bypassed the red silk and held Aning's hand, his heart was filled with joy: "A'Ning, I'm going to marry you as my princess."

Then he heard Ah Ning's voice: "Rong Chuan, I don't love you, Yan Xining, who was able to love you in a fair way, is dead."

Ji Song was a little confused: "A-Ning, what are you talking about?"

The screen once again changed to the camphor tree in Wenzhang Garden, with Yan Xining in a happy dress hanging from the tree.This time the wind blew off the red silk on Aning's head, and Ji Song saw a blue-white face.Aning, who was bleeding from seven orifices, said quietly: "You threw me into Wenzhang Garden. On the first day I came to Wenzhang Garden, I committed suicide."

"Ah—" Ji Song's scream came from the room, Yan Ke and the others suddenly woke up and rushed into the room: "Master! What's wrong with you, master?"

The master just took the medicine from Doctor Ye and fell into a deep sleep, but within half an hour, he became like this.Yan Ke took a look at his master's face and then his heart sank: "Go to Doctor Ye!"

Ji Song's face was pale and sweating profusely, he was still in shock: "Hurry up, take me to Wenzhang Garden! I want to see the princess, I want to see him."

Yan Xining had just fallen asleep when she heard a loud knock on the door: "A-Ning! Please let me take a look, Aning!"

It was Ji Song's voice, his voice was so eager, Yan Xining was startled, he turned over and said, "Here we come!"

As soon as the door opened, Ji Song hugged Yan Xining in his arms, his hands trembling, he said incoherently: "I was wrong, I was wrong." He shouldn't have left Aning in the Wenzhang Garden and ignored him, and he shouldn't have made Aning hang himself .He has suffered a lot in the past few days, and he is afraid that Ah Ning will really disappear when he opens his eyes.

The dream tonight was so real, he had to come and see Ah Ning.Now holding Ah Ning in his arms, feeling his body temperature, heartbeat and breathing, Ji Song's heart slowly fell back to reality.

Yan Xining stretched out his arms to hug Ji Song in a daze, and asked Yan Ke and the others with his eyes.Yan Ke lowered his voice: "Master has been having nightmares recently, dreaming that you hanged yourself. So he hasn't slept well for several days."

After hearing this, Yan Xining's emotions that he had suppressed for several days could no longer be suppressed. He opened his mouth and said sadly and desolately: "Rong Chuan, if I say, if that Yan Xining is really dead. Now I am just a lonely Ghost, will you send me to be burned?"