The bodyguard wants to get on my dragon bed

From then on, Panruo never came again, and even Qinyue never came again. Of course, Chen Bing didn't really want to see this person again now.There are only two people left in Zhong Cuiyuan, Chen Bing and A Huan.

Panruo's favor is absent, and they all look down on Chen Bing's difference from them, always tripping up Zhong Cuiyuan overtly and covertly.Either the food delivered was getting more and more perfunctory, or they even forgot to give Zhong Cuiyuan the materials for new clothes.

Ah Huan tried to fight for it, but it was useless.No one would listen to them. The most indispensable thing in the Prince's Palace was male concubines. Only now did Chen Bing know how many people Panruo had around him.

There are many people with different eye colors in his house, except that they don't have the same red color as him, and after looking at the rest, they don't even know what color they are missing.This is Panruo's hobby, he likes to collect these, just like a child who collects colorful stones.

Similarly, Chen Bing also knew the reason why he came here, and he was the only one with black pupils here.

How ridiculous.

He is a simple person who pursues love extremely. He looks forward to love and is willing to give everything for love.But at the same time, under his simplicity, he is also very stubborn, and he will withdraw immediately if he doesn't feel a response.

Panruo is right, he is just a cat, sensitive and suspicious.When he likes you, he can stretch out his neck and let you scratch his chin, but once he realizes that he will be hurt, he will immediately shrink his body and run away quickly.

For Ah Huan's anxiety and apology, Chen Bing just smiled.

He didn't like to go out at first, even when he read new books, he asked Ah Huan to go out and find them for him.Nesting in this courtyard full of radiant yang energy, he was numb to himself that he was still in the boundary of huiyang, but the books in Nanqu language in his hand would bring him back to reality every time.

Ah Huan always told him Panruo's movements from time to time, for example, today he was drunk and called Chen Bing's name, and for example, the paintings he occasionally drew were all black-haired youths without faces.

Chen Bing pretended not to hear these things, if Panruo really missed him, why didn't he come to him?Ah Huan is Panruo's person, and Panruo told him these things through Ah Huan, but he dared not come to see him at all.Is this really cowardly, or just not loving enough.

Chen Bing was very clear in his heart.

Clear is clear, but he also hopes that Panruo can come to see him, imagining that wanton and flamboyant man telling him that this will not happen again, and he will be the only one in the future.

Until one day, when he swallowed the clear porridge delivered today, his heart suddenly became astringent, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and he spurted out a big mouthful of blood.

Ah Huan was taken aback. This was a symptom of poisoning, but she was not proficient in it. She only knew it was poisoning, but she didn't know what it was, let alone how to cure it.

Seeing that Chen Bing's consciousness gradually blurred, Ah Huan could only use the antidote she carried to relieve it. Seeing that Chen Bing's breath was slightly stable, he hurried to find Panruo for help.

He is not in the yard.

Not at Qinyue either.

Ah Huan was about to search the entire palace, and finally found Panruo at a male concubine who was not usually favored very much.But she couldn't get in, the maid beside the man drove her away, she shouted outside, but she didn't get any pity from Pan Ruo.

In the end, she returned to Zhong Cuiyuan with her face full of injuries.

Chen Bing looked at her weakly, didn't cry, just smiled as usual, "Don't go, Huan. It's my fate whether I make it through or not, so don't worry about it."

Ah Huan went to look for Panruo twice more, but he didn't see anyone every time. He was wandering around with different men, and he didn't even have time for Chen Bing.

In the end, Chen Bing lay on the bed with a haggard face.He said to Ah Huan, "Don't look for him. If you look for him again, you can go."

Ash was silent.But since then, she has never looked for Panruo again, and has never preached for Panruo again. The master and servant are isolated in Zhongcui Garden, completely losing traces of their existence.

Chen Bing still survived stiffly, relying on his own half life and the medicine that Ah Huan begged from everywhere, barely hanging on to the remaining half life to survive.

Life is saved, and the person has lost a lot of weight, and his cheeks are sunken.He also left the root of the disease because of this. Every day when it was cloudy, his heart seemed to be pulled out, pricked with a needle and then stuffed back.

Chen Bing never talked about pain, let alone refute Pan Ruo's heartache.

A year has passed in this way, and Chen Bing's heart has changed from anticipation and initiative at the beginning, to numbness later, and now it is completely indifferent.During this process, Ah Huan also stopped caring about outside affairs at all, and stayed wholeheartedly with Chen Bing in Zhongcui Garden.

Chen Bing sighed from time to time, no matter how frustrated he was emotionally, even in such a place where nobody knew each other, at least there was still a friend named Ah Huan who was with him all the time.

As for Panruo, at first he wanted to get back together with Chen Bing, otherwise Ah Huan would not have often mentioned himself in front of Chen Bing, but why didn't he come to Chen Bing.

On the one hand, because of Panruo's self-esteem, he has always been a sentimental person. He can coax his little lover, but he will never lower his posture and apologize because of his lover's temper. What's wrong with his man, the man he dotes on?

On the other hand, Pan Ruo didn't know how to face Chen Bing, Chen Bing's devotion made him uneasy, he was afraid that Chen Bing would understand what he said.He didn't even know how to explain it to Chen Bing. There was no room for explanation at all.

After dragging and dragging, he gradually forgot about this matter, and even forgot that it was because of his own problems that the two of them came to this point.He used different men to numb himself, and at the same time kept telling himself, look, Chen Bing is so important, you can be so happy with others.

But he didn't realize that whenever he thinks like this, it also shows Chen Bing's position in his heart.Even if he doesn't see him, he will always think of it.

"My lord, tomorrow is Wang Shang's birthday, and we, Zhong Cuiyuan, are also required to attend." Ah Huan said.

Chen Bing was leaning on the rocking chair. He was completely different from a year ago.He has a skinny figure, the joints of his hands are more prominent, and the exposed wrists seem to be broken when they are folded. The originally black and beautiful hair is a little withered and yellow, and it has lost its former style.

"Just say I'm sick."

"My lord, I said so, but they still insisted on asking you to go."

"How come I wasn't forced to attend last year?"

"This time also happens to be the full moon of the second prince's newborn son, so the king asked everyone to bring their family members to the venue, even the eldest prince is no exception."

It turns out that I am still his family member?

Chen Bing didn't say these words, he said lightly, "Got it."

At noon on the second day, Chen Bing stepped out of the gate of Zhongcuiyuan.

Can't remember how long it's been out.He raised his hand to cover the dazzling sunlight, and led Ah Huan towards the banquet hall.

Few people on the road noticed him. Chen Bing was wearing Nanqu's clothes, the one that Panruo had prepared for him on Nanqu Road.He didn't want to wear this on purpose, because no one gave him new clothes, and his own clothes were all Huiyang clothes. The only few Nanqu clothes were the most formal ones.

When he arrived at the banquet hall, Chen Bing found an unobtrusive corner and sat down.

After waiting for a long time, Panruo slowly entered the hall with Qinyue in his arms, and took a seat on the main seat, with Qinyue sitting beside him.

He hasn't changed at all, he is still so gorgeous and eye-catching.Qinyue seems to be more graceful than before.Chen Bing looked down at himself, he was like a living dead, and now he is even more unworthy of being favored by his lover.

Pan Ruo didn't see Chen Bing.

The banquet went smoothly until I didn't know which male concubine it was, and said to the king, "I heard that people from Huiyang are the best at singing and dancing. Isn't there a male concubine from Huiyang who happens to be here? Why don't we let him be the king?" Performing a song can also show the friendship between Huiyang and Nanqu!"

It was only for the purpose of humiliating Chen Bing, but he just wanted to elevate his name. If he refused, it would be like rejecting Nanqu's friendship on behalf of Huiyang.

Finally, Chen Bing met Panruo's gaze.

The eyes were a little complicated, Chen Bing couldn't read them, and he was really tired, so he didn't want to interpret them.But he was very clear about one thing, Panruo didn't intend to stop these things for him.

"Are you willing?" the king asked Chen Bing.He didn't even have a name. He had long forgotten the name of the man kidnapped by his son.

Chen Bing stood up. He was like a grass with a broken stem. Although he looked embarrassed, he was still tenacious. "I obey."

He stood in the center of the hall, and everyone's eyes were on him, including Panruo.

The long and long flute sound escaped from Chen Bing's lips.It's like being full of depression that can't be relieved, and those who listen to the sound of the flute can't help crying.

Looking at the man in front of him, Pan Ruo almost couldn't recognize him.Is Chen Bing having a bad time?Is the sound of his flute expressing his lovesickness to himself?Is he blaming him for not apologizing to him for so long, is he trying to save him?

At the end of the song, all the people present were silent, and it was Chen Bing who broke the sad mood in the hall by speaking, "I have little talent and learning, and I hope the king will forgive me."

"What's the crime, what's the crime!" The king doesn't like rhythm very much, so he doesn't care if it's a sad song, "Does this song have a name?"

"……No."

The king didn't ask any more questions, and let Chen Bing back down.

In fact, this song has a name. "The Jue with Jun" is his name.

Just take it as an end to their relationship.

Chen Bing's appearance a year later caused a huge wave in Pan Ruo's heart.From time to time, he looked back to see what Chen Bing was doing and whether he had eaten well, but Chen Bing just sat there for less than a quarter of an hour, and left on the pretext of illness.

When the banquet ended, it was still dark outside and the sun had not yet set.The weather was cloudy, and now it was drizzling.

Everything seemed to be intentional, Pan Ruo thought of it, the day they first met, it was also raining, and Chen Bing lent him his umbrella.This incident seems to have given Panruo a step. Ruoyou Ruowu's longing these days finally broke out, and Panruo made up his mind that he was going to see Chen Bing, and he wanted to repair their relationship no matter what.