My reunion with you is a belated confession

At night, silence seemed to envelope the entire night.

Suddenly a strong wind blew outside the window, accompanied by graupel.As the wind hits the glass, it can also make a burst of sound.

Often afraid of frost and sleet, scattered like grass.

I don't know what it will be like this winter.

He Mingsheng put away his emotions and returned to the bedroom, Xingheng still maintained the original posture.

Just about to lie down, Xingheng's cell phone rang.

He Mingsheng glanced at it, but didn't move.

But the person on the opposite side didn't seem to give up. He Mingsheng glanced at Xing Heng who was still sleeping, so he got up and took the phone, trying to turn it to silent.

Xingheng's password is easy to guess, there is no doubt that it is He Mingsheng's birthday.

Just as He Mingsheng undid it, another multimedia message came to his phone.

He Mingsheng didn't want to pay attention to it at first, but the following message made He Mingsheng, the instigator, click on it.

【Xingheng, what?Are you still as reluctant to listen to this recording as you were back then, when you were willing to be tortured by me because of He Mingsheng, are you also willing now? 】

This was the last message sent by the other party. He Mingsheng didn't need to analyze it at all. He knew it was sent by Wei Qian at a glance.

What is the humiliation of Xingheng that Wei Qian said?

He wanted to see how the person he had been trying his best to protect suffered all the humiliation.

He Mingsheng leaned over, found the earphones in the bedside table and plugged them in.

First there was a rustling sound, then there was the sound of a woman's needle pricking and a man beating and scolding, and finally ended with a comfortable moaning sound.

To be honest, when He Mingsheng heard this recording, he didn't have too many emotions and feelings, after all, this was something he knew a long time ago.Because this was also one of He Mingsheng's methods of threatening him, and it was one of the reasons why he compromised because he thought Xingheng cared about his father.

Moreover, this recording was far less clear than what he heard, as if it was a second recording.

However, the audio sent by Wei Qian was very long, and when He Mingsheng finished listening to the first half of the recording with a blank face, another person's voice rang on the phone.

He Mingsheng's hand stopped suddenly, even his back straightened, and he even broke out in cold sweat, and the hand holding the mobile phone began to tremble slightly.

It was the voice of Xingheng, the sound of Xingheng begging for mercy and going crazy.

Just hearing the sound, He Mingsheng's heart ached to the point that he couldn't breathe.

"elder brother……"

This word appeared most frequently in Xingheng's words in that recording, and it was the same as the mindless Xingheng he saw that night.

The recording was mixed with Wei Qian's ridicule and abuse: "Xingheng, even if you are so arrogant that you never look down on me, so what, your good brother already doesn't want you anymore. And you are so merciless Rape | Traitor's father, look at you, do you fail more than me?"

After a burst of wild laughter, there was a new round of humiliation: "You have no father, no mother, even yourself, you are a mistake, tell me about you, what else can you do?"

"For a He Mingsheng, push yourself to such a situation, is it worth it? Even if he, He Mingsheng, has perjured himself, so what, he doesn't want you anymore, what's the point of protecting you like this?"

The response to Wei Qian was always Xingheng's indistinguishable sobs, mixed with indistinct: Brother...

Putting down the phone, He Mingsheng still maintained the original posture.

At this time, after Wei Qian probably used that recording to threaten Xingheng, He Mingsheng let out a long sigh of relief. Regret was like a chronic poison, gradually corroding his internal organs, and the pain emerged from his heart, which kept stimulating him. to his brain.

When he came back to his senses, he heard that the people around him were short of breath, and He Mingsheng felt that his heart seemed to be settled, but it hurt.

"Are you awake?" He Mingsheng asked softly.

The person in the bed squirmed | body, and said in a low voice: "Well, you're not here, I always feel that I can't sleep well."

He Mingsheng heard the words, the smile on his face was obvious, he walked over and lay down, he didn't lift the quilt, but slept on the quilt, directly connected to the cup and hugged Xingheng: "Then do you want to eat something?"

Xingheng shook his head, did not speak, just looked at He Mingsheng in this posture, and after a long time stretched out a hand to caress He Mingsheng's brow.

The eyes looking at He Mingsheng seemed to be full of stars.

"Brother, do you blame yourself?"

As soon as Xingheng's words came out, He Mingsheng felt that the emotions he had just pretended to collapse instantly.

He wanted to send He Guoping in because of selfishness, but in that selfishness, the so-called revenge for the father he had never met was really just incidental.Wanting a future without worries is the real reason, but now, it seems that no matter how he looks at it, he has failed completely.

Responding to Xingheng, it was He Mingsheng who supported him even more vigorously, as if wanting to integrate the person in his arms with himself.

"Brother, it's all over." Xingheng comforted.

Things have developed to the present situation, which he did not expect.

"Why didn't you come and ask me?" He Mingsheng buried his head into Xingheng's neck, his voice was hoarse, which was obviously the reason for suppressing his emotions: "Xingzi, I really failed, right?"

"No bro, you're fine."

Xingheng's words had no effect on He Mingsheng who fell into sadness and self-blame.

"I failed." He Mingsheng calmed down his breath and the emotions that were about to collapse, and said in a low voice: "What I want is always only you, but why, I can't even do such a thing well."

The warm liquid dripped on Xingheng's ears and flowed into the hair on the back of his head.

Feeling the teardrops passing by, as if he had a shape and a journey, Xingheng's heart gradually became sour.

Why are there a few words that are emotionally rendered?Because that must be real.

Hearing He Mingsheng's self-blame and apology full of tears, Xingheng seemed to have a backer suddenly, because someone cared.

At this moment of pretending to be strong in the past, the wrapped shell suddenly shattered into pieces, and those misfortunes that he never wanted to mention seemed to suddenly have a destination.

The wind and snow outside the window continued, and Xingheng was resting on He Mingsheng's arm.

Although the past was unfortunate, he never thought of saying it like this at this moment.

Xingheng's biological mother is actually a little girl from a small mountain village. In order to alleviate the family's financial difficulties, she asked her classmates in the same dormitory to introduce her to a part-time job.

At that time, Li Yulin and Tang Xuefen were in a bunk-bunk relationship. They were not considered rich people in this big city, especially in Benyi School, where there were many classmates from all over the world, and they wanted to have a common relationship soon. The topic is not easy.

But when Tang Xuefen proposed a part-time job, Li Yulin said that she could help find it.

They found a part-time job when they were sophomores. At that time, Tang Xuefen had good academic performance and earned a lot of scholarships. But even so, she still needed more money. There were elderly parents at home who needed money for medicine and medical treatment.So when Li Yulin said she found a part-time job, she went without saying a word.

But since then, he never came back.

He didn't come back, but it wasn't surprising that no one cared about him.

The school’s explanation at the time was that they were going abroad for exchange and study.

Because the relationship with the same dormitory was not very good, no one called to inquire, and it was easier to deal with this matter.

Xing Yaohui's father was working in a high-level government department at the time, and he happened to be running for election at that time, so they secretly imprisoned Tang Xuefen.

Originally, she planned to send her abroad for a sum of money after the election, but after the election, she found out that Tang Xuefen was pregnant and showed signs of pregnancy, so she couldn't even have an abortion.

As for Tang Xuefen's parents, Xing Yaohui just paid them off, and then settled down.

After Xingheng said these words, there was a long silence in the bedroom.

He Mingsheng just hugged silently.

It took a long time for Xingheng to make a sound, and called softly: "Brother..."

Before He Mingsheng could speak, Xingheng moved his body trapped in the quilt, and when He Mingsheng let go, Xingheng covered He Mingsheng's body with the rest of the quilt.

After resting on He Mingsheng's arm again, Xingheng said: "During that time, I felt like living a sin."

The hand on Xing Heng's waist moved slightly, and He Mingsheng leaned closer to Xing Heng's side, but it wasn't really close, the two of them were already very close, and they just moved their bodies symbolically, as if this could make him feel better. Xingheng felt his presence.

"You can't think like that." He Mingsheng moved the hand on his waist to Xingheng's neck, feeling the beating of his pulse, and then He Mingsheng said with emotion: "Xingheng, you are my light."

"When I knew that Tang Xuefen was raped|raped, and she committed suicide after giving birth to me, every time I thought about it, I felt like a filthy mess from the inside to the outside. "

There was sob in Xingheng's voice, holding He Mingsheng in his hands, as if he had found a glimmer of hope to live on the edge of a cliff.

"He knows that I hate him, so every time he finds an opportunity to be alone with me, while I'm asleep, just... right next to my ear..." By the time he said this, Xing Heng was a little I can't cry.

Who this "he" is is self-evident.

It was obviously not that wronged, but He Mingsheng's "You are my light", said so nakedly, was like the last straw that broke the camel's back.

"Xingzi?" He Mingsheng got up, took Xingheng into his arms, and gently comforted him: "Baby, let's not talk about it, let's not talk about things we don't like, okay?"

Xingheng shook his head.

When he spoke again, his mood was bad, but he calmed down a lot.

"He put that recording in my ear and I..."

"Baby, let's not talk about it, okay, I don't want to know."

According to Xing Heng, He Mingsheng felt that his whole heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, as if he was about to be stripped alive.

Xingheng recklessly said: "Later, I tried to avoid being in the dormitory with him, and when he found out, he threatened me."

"He clearly knows how important you are to me, but he, but he still wants to do that, brother...I...I don't know what to do..."

He Mingsheng was stunned. He guessed that Wei Qian used that recording to threaten Xingheng, but he never thought of using that method.

"He said he would delete it, but brother...he lied to me..."

He Mingsheng lowered his head and sealed Xing Heng's lips, then lightly kissed the wet tears on Xing Heng's face.

"Baby, it's okay, that's not true. We Zaizai were wronged, it's my brother's fault, can I avenge you, okay? After I avenge you, we'll be together, okay? We Zaizai get better soon... ...."

"Brother, give me a hug, we Xingzi will be fine, right..."

The warm yellow light looks out of place in the night where the north wind howls, a pair of lovers embrace each other, one whispers in the other's ear, extremely tender.