My reunion with you is a belated confession

The call was made by Gao An, who said He Mingsheng had given the call.

Grandpa Feng didn't feel well at [-] o'clock this morning and was sent to the hospital. He might be busy today and might not have time to answer Xingheng's phone call. Let him call Xingheng when he wakes up.

"Brother Xing, when did you turn off your phone?" Gao An asked puzzled on the phone.

"The battery is out. I went to bed early last night and forgot." Xingheng's voice was a little tired, and with the cold, he was a little groggy at the moment.

"Oh, your voice, did you just wake up?"

"No, you go to the hospital with me." Xingheng said directly.

"Oh." Gao An listened to Xingheng's strange voice, looked at the phone in his hand, and put his ear on the receiver: "Brother Xing, you didn't reply to my message yesterday."

"forgotten."

"Oh, good." Gao An hung up the phone with some doubts.

However, today's Xingheng is really indifferent. He has known Xingheng for so long, and he has never heard Xingheng's tone.

Gao An's house is relatively close to the Provincial First Hospital, and Gao An was already waiting at the entrance of the hospital when Xingheng Daode.

When Xingheng got off the car, he saw Gao An beckoning towards him.

Xing Heng was still wearing yesterday's clothes, he looked a bit sloppy, and he was very haggard.

"Fuck, Brother Xing, you had a good time last night, why did you look like a ghost?" Gao An exclaimed: "And, if I remember correctly, is your dress the same as the one you wore for the exam yesterday?! !"

In fact, I don’t blame Gao An for being so surprised, because for so many years when I knew Xingheng in Gao An, this person always changed his clothes every day as long as it was summer, and there was no reason to change his clothes every other day. Even in winter, he changed every day if he could. School uniform The same is true, he once complained, fortunately Lancheng No. [-] Middle School has two sets of school uniforms.

"No, why do you have such a complexion?" Gao An discovered something was wrong with Xing Heng while talking.

This person has always been a person who is afraid of the cold, as long as his body is touched, he will be icy cold, but what is the matter with the heat wave that can be felt even a step away? !

Standing at the door, Xingheng felt his stomach was overwhelmed, his head was heavy, and he couldn't make out what Gao An was talking about, only saw his mouth opening and closing.

In the end, I only heard Gao An's shocking sentence: Damn it!The shock made his eardrums vibrate a little.

Xingheng woke up again, and when the white environment greeted his eyes, he sighed in his heart, he might have rushed to the hospital.

I don't know what time it is, Xingheng just wanted to get up, but he felt sore all over his body, as if he was beaten to pieces by someone.

Struggling to sit up, and looking around the surrounding environment, I saw that the mobile phone was placed on the bedside table, and there was no one in the room.

Thinking back to the last time he was hospitalized, if he hadn't called He Mingsheng's name in a dream when he woke up, he should have been in the same situation.Xingheng suddenly smiled in his heart: This damn familiarity.

Without checking the time, Xingheng just sat there, the curtains in the room were drawn, it was probably getting late.

He always feels that his emotions are a little bit wrong recently, and he has some doubts whether he has always been so resentful. He clearly remembers that he was not like this before, but now, he will doubt, feel sad, and worry that He Mingsheng has not been with him until now. Together.

I don't know how long it took, but Xing Heng's thoughts were interrupted by the sound of a small dispute at the door of the ward.

Maybe the people outside thought he was still awake, and didn't take precautions against him, but just lowered their voices so as not to wake him up.

Xingheng could hear clearly, it was Gao An's voice: "You can't be so selfish, brother Xing just has a cold, how can you not tell him such a big thing?!"

"I didn't tell him, but at least wait for him to recover." He Mingsheng's emotions sounded less agitated than Xingheng's, but they were calm and powerful.

"He Mingsheng, you can't impose your thoughts on others every time."

"I......"

"Come in, I'm awake." Xingheng interrupted the argument outside.

Hearing Xingheng's voice, He Mingsheng was the first to rush in.

Seeing the two of them looking at each other, Gao An retreated consciously: "I'm going to buy something to eat."

Gao An left, He Mingsheng didn't sit down, just stood quietly, looking at Xingheng's ugly face, just wanted to ask how he was feeling, after all, Xingheng's expression was really ugly, but he didn't say anything yet After speaking, Xingheng's voice was heard.

"He Mingsheng, is there anything you can't tell me?" Xing Heng lowered his eyes and didn't look at He Mingsheng. He didn't know why, but because of Li Yulin, he was a little bit resistant to seeing people, and even He Mingsheng was a little bit refusing.

He Mingsheng didn't answer when he heard Xingheng's words, but his expression was blank for a moment, and then he looked at Xingheng quietly.

"What's wrong?" Xingheng didn't wait for an answer, and looked up at He Mingsheng.

"You called me by my name." He Mingsheng's voice sounded emotionless, but when he listened carefully, he felt a little disappointed.

That's right, it's been a long time since he was called by He Mingsheng's name, he has been called brother all the time recently.

Xingheng paused, opened his mouth, and couldn't explain, so he changed the subject: "How is Grandpa Feng?"

He originally came to the hospital to visit patients, but ended up being admitted to the hospital himself.

Xing Heng originally wanted to change the subject, but when he asked this question, He Mingsheng's eyes darkened obviously, and his lips parted, exactly the same as Xing Heng's expression just now.

"What's wrong?" Xingheng made a gesture to get out of bed, his eyes were serious, and his tone was a little nervous.

He Mingsheng stepped forward, stopped Xing Heng, and sat on the bedside: "You know, Grandpa has been in poor health for the past six months, and every time he is called to the hospital, he always pushes back and forth."

"so what?"

He Mingsheng paused again, took a deep breath, did not look at Xingheng again, and put his hands on his forehead: "Have a stroke."

After Xingheng said he was going home yesterday, He Mingsheng waited on Feng Jin, looked at the time, and thought that Xingheng should be home almost, so he went back to his room and called Xingheng, but the phone didn't get through, so he sent a message SMS to ask.

But for some reason, he always felt a little flustered, because Grandpa Feng had been in poor health for the past six months, and he was a little worried, so he went back to Grandpa Feng's room and checked again, seeing that the old man had fallen asleep soundly, he was relieved to return home to his own room.

It may be because Xingheng's mobile phone has never been turned off, He Mingsheng always felt that he was not sleeping well, and heard a bang sound in a daze.

He Mingsheng woke up with a start, hurried out, and saw Grandpa Feng lying on the way to the toilet.

He Mingsheng was terrified, and stepped forward to pick him up and put him on the bed.He hurriedly asked Grandpa Feng if he was okay, but after asking for a long time, no one answered.

He was sent to the hospital in a hurry, and he was almost busy, so he took the time to send Gao An a message, thinking that Xingheng would definitely call him when he woke up and saw the news, and he might not have time to indirect.Originally, I wanted to send a message to Xingheng directly, but I was confused because I was concerned about it. In addition, I was busy with Grandpa Feng's affairs, which made me a little confused. When I realized it, I had already explained it to Gao An.

"It's the first time I knew that I was so scared." He Mingsheng kept his posture unchanged, with guilt in his voice: "I always thought that I was only grateful to him for taking care of me for so many years. I thought I have no family, and I always thought that he was only my responsibility."

Xingheng was silent, he had no way to comfort him, because he also didn't feel this way, his so-called family was just an exchange of benefits.

If Li Yulin hadn't told him the truth, he might have comforted He Mingsheng, but he couldn't say it now, he even rejected He Mingsheng, not because he didn't like it, but because he felt that he had a dirty "family" that made him Some involuntary inferiority complex.

But no matter what, resistance and low self-esteem can't stop him from liking this person, this person he has liked for three years, he still can't bear to make him sad, even a little bit of his heart aches.

He Mingsheng said that he always thought that he was only responsible for Grandpa Feng, but as a bystander, he could clearly see that He Mingsheng had considered Grandpa Feng in every way.

He Mingsheng has such a cognition because he has never felt a complete family, felt the love of his parents, and has no cognition of family, so he has such a misunderstanding, but he is different, he has a family, has Parents, I have felt the "care" from my parents since I was a child.

Therefore, Grandpa Feng is not just a lonely old man with him.This is the family affection he felt in this world besides love and friendship after finding the light of He Mingsheng.

"I want to go and have a look." Xingheng's voice was a little low.