My reunion with you is a belated confession

"Feng Jin, I'm getting married."

The hand that was writing the lesson plan made a long scratch on the book, the tip of the pen suddenly turned, and the tip of the pen scratched out. I don’t know whether it was human-made or the paper was not smooth. A large piece of ink fell out and smeared on the lesson plan. The original handwriting has long been unclear.

"Oh, congratulations." Feng Jin replied indifferently.

He Dun looked at Feng Jin "calmly" rescuing his own lesson plan, with unclear thoughts flashing across his eyes.

"What's the matter, aren't you happy when I get married?"

Hearing these words, Feng Jin stopped what she was doing, glanced at He Dun, and turned her eyes back to the ink-stained lesson plan. She couldn't save it, so she simply raised her hand and tore up the paper.

When he was throwing it into the trash can, he sat on a chair and looked up at He Dun: "What kind of answer do you want to hear?"

He Dun suffocated for breath, and Feng Jin didn't know how to answer the question.

"I can't answer, right? He Dun, you go home and get married and have children. We don't owe each other anything, and we will be different from now on."

"Xiao Jin, just because I'm getting married, you're going to cut off contact with me, right?" He Dun approached and looked down at Feng Jin: "I said, even if I get married, I still only love you .”

Feng Jin's eyes were full of shock when he heard these words, he didn't know how He Dun said such words, closed his eyes, got up and walked to the window: "He Dun, I always thought you were an upright person who acted Upright person, from the time I knew you to just now, I didn't believe you would say such a thing."

"How can you say such a thing?" Feng Jin turned and looked at He Dun again.

"Xiao Jin, I have to get married." He Dun's explanation paled under Feng Jin's questioning.

"You go."

Let's go, these are the last words Feng Jin said to He Dun face to face.

Only when people have thoughts and thoughts will they have memories.Two people, even if they are ordinary friends, have conflicts, and when they are separated, they feel that it doesn't matter, let alone someone who once wanted to spend the rest of their lives loving them.

After He Mingsheng made the phone call, when he came in, he saw Grandpa Feng staring out the window in a daze.

There was a loneliness in his eyes that he had never seen before. He Mingsheng originally wanted to back out gently, but when he stepped back, he heard Grandpa Feng say: "Little Sheng, did I not tell you? However, your grandfather and I actually knew each other."

He Mingsheng shook his head.

It's not that he didn't think about the reason why Grandpa Feng adopted him, but when he asked this question just now, he understood, and also understood Grandpa Feng's understanding of his relationship with Xingheng.

Grandpa Feng took a look at He Mingsheng, pointed at the dining table and said, "Take it all away, and I'll tell you a story about your grandpa."

He has never met his grandfather, nor his parents, but there are many irrelevant people around him.

Grandpa Feng said: "You are so smart, you must have already guessed it."

That night, while he was washing dishes by the sink, he listened to Grandpa Feng talking about an old man who was originally related to him by blood, but never appeared in his vitality.

Grandpa Feng said that when the college entrance examination was resumed in 1977, more than 27.3 people entered the university with a bed, an enamel basin, and a tea mug. In 1983, the Ministry of Education officially proposed "targeted enrollment and targeted allocation". He and He Dun took the college entrance examination in 1984. At that time, they agreed to the allocation and did not choose their spare time.He and He Dun belonged to the same group of students and were also grouped together.That was their beginning and that was their end.

After He Mingsheng washed the pot, dried his hands, and looked at Grandpa Feng again, the old man was hunched over, sitting on a chair, leaning on a cane, leaning against him.

He has rarely looked at this old man who has taken care of him since he was a child so carefully. The loneliness and loneliness linger on him, making him look lonely.

"Since then, I haven't seen him again. Later I heard that he died of lung cancer, and I didn't come to see him." Grandpa Feng's voice was a little distant, as if he was trying to recall the past: "I I always think that since he can marry someone else, he should have decided to forget about me, and it doesn't make any sense for me to go and see."

"Later, your father said that he left something for me. I didn't want to come, but..." When Grandpa Feng said this, he paused for a long time. He Mingsheng didn't know if he forgot to come. Thinking, still thinking, in what way can I make it clear to him.

"However, everyone is gone. No matter how angry, angry, remorseful and resentful I am, it will be of no avail."

Grandpa Feng said that he hadn't told his parents when he would come. He just happened to pick a sunny day to set off, thinking of coming to see He Dun. The weather was always clear and cloudless good.

It may be because the love between him and He Dun was not good, so that when he came to his hometown, he witnessed a car accident.And in that car accident, I heard: "Isn't this Lao He's son? It's also pitiful. Lao He has just left for a year, and something like this happened to his son. No one cares about leaving such a child."

Hearing this sentence, he could no longer move half a step.The person he didn't come to see until his death, now only left a little doll for him to miss.

Grandpa Feng said: "Little Sheng, don't resent Grandpa for keeping you by his side because of missing you. If it weren't for me, you would probably be living a better life than now. It's Grandpa's selfishness. But..."

"But, I'm left with you."

This night, Grandpa Feng talked a lot, but at the end it was too late, and He Mingsheng forced him to sleep.

In the end, Grandpa Feng's health was really bad, and he fell asleep after lying on the bed for a long time.

He Mingsheng sat by the bed, took the old man's hand, and whispered to himself: "Grandpa, how could I blame you, I am very grateful to you, although we do not have a good life, but we live a good life; although I only have you A family member, but I have never felt lonely; I am also very grateful to you, because of you, Xingheng can be by my side for so long."

Speaking of Xingheng, He Mingsheng had a smile on his face.

"If it was someone else, they probably wouldn't understand...wouldn't understand our feelings, but Xingheng has never received any bad treatment in our family from the beginning, and he can just rely on it me for so long."

As if thinking of something fun, the smile on He Mingsheng's face became more and more obvious, but he didn't keep it for long, the bright smile on the young man's face disappeared, and turned into unresolved melancholy: "Grandpa, I think I'm sorry for Xingheng. I kept him waiting too long."

"Grandpa, tell me, will I really make Xingheng happy all the time?"

"grandfather......"

The young man seemed to have a lot to say, and he stayed until very late before exiting the old man's room.

The snow was still falling, but no one noticed it. Under the tree in front of Unit [-], there stood a young man with gauze wrapped around his head, looking up at the direction of the seventh floor. In the snow, with the help of the light, he stretched his figure into a long and slender figure.