My reunion with you is a belated confession

"Why haven't you left yet?" Grandpa Feng sat on the sofa as usual, leaning on a cane, and slapped the pestle on the ground forcefully.

The picture is a little strange, yet familiar.Coming out of the door, He Mingsheng saw this picture.

He Mingsheng poured a glass of water and put it in front of Grandpa Feng, then poured himself another glass.

"Grandpa, I didn't have time to tell you last time, I avenged you, you can rest assured." He Mingsheng walked to the window, turned his back to the window and looked at the person sitting on the sofa, as if he was just talking about today's lunch It's as simple as what to eat.

The sun is shining today, but Grandpa Feng is hiding in the shade.

They are no different from the past, without excessive intimacy.He Mingsheng withdrew his gaze, turned and looked out the window.

It seems that someone has heard that a person who has passed away is a lonely ghost who cannot see the sun when he sees him again.

Amused by his own thoughts, He Mingsheng covered the window, and when he turned back to the sofa, Grandpa Feng had a kind expression on his face, as if he had never left.

"Xiao Sheng, you can go back, I don't have anything to worry about as an old man." Grandpa Feng waved his hand: "I know, you always think that my departure is your responsibility, but how can you distinguish so clearly in this world? Moreover, you should know Grandpa well, and I never blamed you."

"Why do you insist on taking things that have nothing to do with you?"

When He Mingsheng heard this, his expression relaxed for a moment, and after only a moment, he said a little awkwardly: "Grandpa, I left Xingzi alone, is he unhappy?"

"Hmph, you know everything, and you came here to ask me, an old man, are you making fun of me?" Grandpa Feng raised the crutch in his hand, but after a while, he put it down again as if resigned to his fate, and sighed: "Little Sheng, are you serious?" Are you willing to leave Xiaoxing alone?"

It must be unwilling. There is no doubt about this answer, but He Mingsheng was stubborn and did not answer for a long time.

Because he can't go back, he has been here for many days, he clearly knows that Grandpa Feng is no longer in this world, and that the person sitting opposite is probably what people call obsession, and he also clearly knows that this family, Before today, he had always been alone.

However, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get out.

One day, he was awakened from a dream by Xingheng, but he did not return to real life, as if he had fallen into an endless loop - dreaming, waking up, then falling into a dream, over and over again.

As long as he was lying on the bed, Xingheng's voice was always lingering in his ears, and anxiety and worry filled his whole atrium, especially Xingheng's heartbreaking but forbearing blame, which made him feel anxious and uncomfortable, but regardless of him How to do it, he can't even get out of this house.

"I can't go back." He Mingsheng supported his knees with both hands, and buried his face in his hands. Grief was like an impenetrable net covering his body, and he couldn't escape no matter what.

"You can go back." Grandpa Feng said, "Little Sheng, it's one thing to avenge me, but it's another thing to earn a future that belongs to both of you. There's no conflict, it just happened to happen together. .”

The whimpering sound from his fingertips resembled a mournful cry. Grandpa Feng stretched out his hand and stopped in mid-air.He Mingsheng just raised his head and held it tightly in his hands. The tears on his face were still wet. It may be due to the accumulation of emotions for a long time, so when he spoke, his voice was a little vague: "Grandpa... stay with me..."

Grandpa Feng sighed, as if the person in front of him was still a half-grown child, and said patiently: "Silly boy, grandpa will leave after all, and you will also go back. When everything is settled, you should too. Learn to look forward, you have to remember, you don’t owe me anything, you don’t owe me anything. Grandpa’s favorite thing is to see you and Xiaoxing happy.”

"It's not easy for you, and it's not easy for Xiaoxing. You know, for you, he can do anything. If you hadn't met, he might have lived his whole life so lonely, but you left him alone , you should know that he will not live alone. Xiao Sheng, you know better than anyone else, especially after he knows everything. "

Grandpa Feng's words seemed to have hit him hard, making him really stupefied.

"But I don't know how to go back, Grandpa, I've tried, I've tried all the methods, but I can't go back, I can't even get out of this door." He Mingsheng said helplessly.

Grandpa Feng patted He Mingsheng's head, and said earnestly:

"You are persistently wandering in this old house, but you just stubbornly want to take a look at me. You have always been such a person. Even though I have raised you for so many years, you are still born, but it is different for Xiaoxing. You feel that he is like a family member, someone you will live with for the rest of your life, so you leave him alone without any scruple, even if you can't bear it."

After Grandpa Feng finished speaking, he stood up on crutches and walked towards the door beside him.

He took He Mingsheng together, and when he was almost at the door, Grandpa Feng stopped, looked at the person who was much taller than him in front of him, and said with a kind face: "Xiao Sheng is really good, but you have to be with a very good little star." OK."

It seemed that in an instant, he became very small again, and was led away from the school gate by Grandpa Feng. Halfway there, the old man stopped and said, "Grandpa is still very reluctant to part with Xiao Sheng, but you have to go back anyway." of."

After saying this, Grandpa Feng let go of his hand, and He Mingsheng stopped where he was, watching the old man walking in front gradually disappear at the corner of the street.

The sky suddenly became overcast, and it began to rain gradually. The rain was not heavy, but it dazzled his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether the wetness that slipped from the corner of his eyes was rain or tears.

The warm touch gradually became real, He Mingsheng slowly opened his eyes, the sound of rain outside the window was like a dream, pattering.

A piece of plain white jumped into his eyes, and He Mingsheng said with some difficulty: "Xingzi..."

What answered him was the unhurried sound of rain outside the window, and He Mingsheng was silent for a moment, staring at the roof to let go.

After moving his long-sleeping body, a familiar and distressing figure broke in unscrupulously from the corner of his eye.

The person who made him think like crazy in his dreams was lying quietly on the bed not far away at the moment, his face was terribly pale and lifeless, as if it would break if he touched it, He Mingsheng felt a sharp pain in his heart one time.

Just as He Mingsheng was about to get up, the door of the ward was pushed open.

"Yo, what the fuck, I'm awake." Wu Hang put one hand in his pocket and held onto Shi Yu with the other, as if he was afraid of disturbing the person on the bed, but his voice was not loud.

He Mingsheng nodded and said in a low voice, "Thank you."

"Hey! What you said is out of line, and you have seen it. The things you explained have not been done well at all." Wu Hang said, with a little apology on his face: "This is indeed my problem, and I didn't notice it in time. See Wei Qian's little trick."

Wei Qian committed suicide so suddenly that he didn't notice the suicide note at all.

He Mingsheng shook his head: "It's my problem, I think I can hide it for a long time."

"That's enough, that's all. It's all over now. It's meaningless to pursue who is responsible now. You've been lying down for so long after the operation, and you just woke up again. You should hurry up and call the doctor over." Shi Zhuo interrupted the two in time. The National People's Congress will take responsibility for it.

After a series of examinations, the doctor said: "Well, it's not bad. Pay attention to rest. After two days, all functions have recovered and you can go to the ground. The time of lying down is not long, but it is not short. Be careful, it might be a little uncomfortable."

He Mingsheng said: "Thank you doctor." But his eyes were always on the next bed.

"Okay, keep your eyes closed, you can't move around." The doctor put away his stethoscope, and followed He Mingsheng's eyes.

Wu Hang on the side smiled and said, "Let's go Jiang Hai, you're not done yet."

He Mingsheng glanced at the person beside him after hearing Wu Hang's words, and felt He Mingsheng's eyes, Jiang Hai laughed and teased: "Your eyes grew on the next bed right after you woke up, right?"

For such ridicule, He Mingsheng was not too embarrassed, but he was still a little embarrassed. Jiang Hai was wearing a mask, but he really didn't recognize it.

In fact, he didn't know Jiang Hai very well, and he didn't talk too much during the few meetings, so he was a little surprised by Jiang Hai's teasing.

"Just kidding, you can watch it. He's almost waking up soon after calculating the time." Jiang Hai said, "Okay, just wake up. I have surgery later, and we'll celebrate when you are discharged from the hospital."

He Mingsheng nodded slightly: "Thank you."

Just put his hand on the doorknob, as if he suddenly remembered something, he took a few steps back, glanced sideways at the four people inside, and said calmly: "But there is one thing, don't do adult things. "

"Hey! What the fuck, Jiang Hai, what do you mean?" Wu Hang looked like he was hopping: "You talk, what the hell are you looking at me for?"

Jiang Hai never cared much about Wu Hang, so he ignored him, just gave Wu Hang a look that you understand and left.

"Damn it!" Wu Hang pointed in the direction of the door, then looked at Shi Zhuo, with an instant expression of grievance: "Baby~, he bullied me!"

Shi Zuo gave Wu Hang a blank look without speaking, and pushed Wu Hang behind him.

"You have a good rest first, and we will come back when we have dinner."

Regarding Shi Zhuo's arrangement, He Mingsheng had no opinion at all, and only nodded in agreement.

After Shi Zuo finished speaking, he didn't even give Wu Hang a look, and walked away with him.

After walking for a long distance, He Mingsheng could still hear Wu Hang's voice, just like an old lady who was thinking about it.

He Mingsheng looked at the drip in his hand, then got up, and took off the medicine bottle from above. When he stepped on the ground, he did feel a little uncomfortable. It was uncomfortable, probably because he hadn't walked for a long time.

Hanging the medicine bottle on the infusion stand next to Xingheng's bed, and completing this series of work, it feels like a lot of wasted effort, and the forehead is covered with dense beads of sweat.

Pulling the stool aside and sitting on it, He Mingsheng was able to catch his breath.

The person whom he had missed for so long is now in front of him, but he seems to have a show suddenly, he doesn't know which hand to stretch out first, and the dense emotions seem to come together suddenly, making life uncomfortable.

"Xingzi, brother is back."

After thinking about it for a long time, and considering it for a long time, it seems that this is the only sentence that can be said.