After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

It's great to have an older brother.

In the living room, the sound of "squeaking" water came from the kitchen.

Song Qingshi stood by the door near the kitchen, looked at the back of Lu Chenglin who was washing the dishes, and opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something.

After Lu Chenglin finished washing the dishes, he turned around and put them into the cabinet. When he passed by Song Qingshi, he caught a glimpse of Song Qingshi's hesitant expression, leaned down and asked, "Qingshi, what do you want to say?"

Song Qingshi raised his eyes and met his gentle face. After hesitating again and again, he finally asked the doubt in his heart: "Uncle, are you my father?"

His voice was small, filled with apprehension and uneasiness, as well as a hint of imperceptible expectation.

When his uncle and aunt were quarreling before, he heard his aunt questioning his uncle if he was his seed. Apart from shock, there was also a tinge of joy.

If he is the uncle's son, it means that he still has relatives in this world, and he is no longer alone.

He will not be so sad in this family.

Looking at the tense and expectant expression on his face, Lu Chenglin felt a little uncomfortable, but he couldn't deceive him about this kind of thing.

Even though his answer might disappoint him, he said softly, "Although I'm not your real father, you can treat me as your real father from now on."

The expression on Song Qingshi's face became silent, as if the last candle in the room had been extinguished.

This is what Lu Yanchen saw when he came out of the master bedroom.

Seeing the weird atmosphere between the two, he said in a daze, "What's wrong?"

Seeing him coming out, Lu Chenglin said, "Is your mother gone?"

Lu Yanchen nodded with a "baby face", and said innocently: "Well, mom is not angry anymore."

"Then take brother to your room to play."

Lu Yanchen dragged out his voice, and said crisply and authentically: "Okay—" Then he took Song Qingshi's hand and led him back to the guest room.

Song Qingshi followed him step by step like a soulless doll.

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Lu Yanchen was a little worried when he looked at the silent Song Qing. He lowered his head, his eyes were not bright, he seemed to be lost, and he didn't respond to his surroundings at all. No matter how Lu Yanchen teased him, he was indifferent.

Obviously it was fine before eating, why did it become like this after a while.

Did Liu Mei's actions hurt him?Or what did Lu Chenglin say to him?

Lu Yanchen shook Song Qingshi's hand and said, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

Seeing that Song Qingshi still ignored him, he took a deep breath and let out a "bang" in his ear.

This sudden sound seemed to scare Song Qingshi, pulling him out of the silence just now, his eyeballs moved, and his gaze was fixed on him.

Lu Yanchen's acting skills came as soon as he said it, he flattened his mouth and shook Song Qingshi's hand, looking like he was going to cry or not: "Brother, don't ignore me..."

Song Qingshi just came back to his senses. He was afraid that Lu Yanchen would cry, so he said at a loss: "I didn't ignore you, don't cry..."

Lu Yanchen said: "The elder brother told me what happened just now, so I won't cry."

Song Qingshi was a little embarrassed, he picked his fingers, hesitantly said: "I...I..."

Lu Yanchen said dejectedly: "Can't you tell Chenchen?"

After all, Song Qingshi couldn't stop Lu Yanchen from being stubborn, so he finally told him what happened just now.

He grabbed his fingers nervously, wondering if his younger brother would blame him, thinking that he wanted to rob his father or something...

Unexpectedly, Lu Yanchen rubbed his head, and said tolerantly: "Brother, don't be sad, brother's biological father must still be somewhere in the world, if brother wants to see his biological father, when we grow up, I will accompany my brother to find him."

"Before that, it's enough for my brother to treat my father as his own father. In this case, my brother will have two fathers in this world. Do you think this is good?"

Song Qingshi looked at Lu Yanchen with a childish face, and felt a little awkward. His younger brother was obviously younger than him, but he could say such mature words in a serious manner.

Originally, before coming to this house, he heard from his uncle that there was a bully in the family, and he still thought that even if his younger brother was not easy to get along with, he would still take good care of him, let him go everywhere, and build a good relationship with him.

Unexpectedly, the opposite is happening now. My younger brother is not overbearing at all, and he is easy to get along with. He always thinks of him, so that he doesn't feel like an older brother at all...

Although a bit frustrated, his younger brother's words were so reassuring, like a warm current flowing along his limbs, he couldn't help being close and dependent.

Song Qingshi gave a soft "hmm".

After dinner in the evening, Lu Chenglin came to ask Lu Yanchen to take a bath. He glanced at Song Qingshi and said, "Let's join Qingshi too."

The two children followed him to the bathroom. Seeing that Lu Yanchen didn't take off his clothes as usual, but stared at him with big eyes, he asked a little funny, "What's wrong?"

Lu Yanchen raised his innocent face and asked, "Isn't Dad going out?"

Lu Chenglin didn't understand, so: "How can I help you wash when I go out?"

As a child with a 20-year-old "vicissitudes" soul, Lu Yanchen absolutely couldn't let another person take a bath for him, so he said to Lu Chenglin: "Then dad help brother wash first, I will wash it later."

He was just about to go out, but someone pulled his sleeve lightly. When Lu Yanchen looked back, he saw two thin white fingers tugging on his sleeve lightly.

The owner of these two fingers shook his head at him with pleading eyes.

Lu Yanchen's heart softened all of a sudden, he raised his head and said to Lu Chenglin, "Otherwise, Dad should go out, and my brother and I wash ourselves."

Lu Chenglin expressed doubts about this: "Can you wash it yourself? Didn't I wash it for you before?"

Lu Yanchen pushed him out of the bathroom and said, "We are all grown-ups, we can wash ourselves."

Lu Chenglin was still chattering: "Can you adjust the hot water? Do you know which shower gel it is?"

Lu Yanchen shut his voice out of the door.

Although Lu Chenglin was driven away, only he and Song Qingshi were left now, but in Lu Yanchen's memory, he did not have the memory of taking a bath with others, so now he is somewhat uncomfortable.

He glanced at Song Qingshi and said, "Brother, take off your clothes."

He himself picked up the shower head, turned on the switch, and adjusted the water temperature.

After all, Song Qingshi was still a child less than seven years old. After getting along with him for a day, he already regarded Lu Yanchen as the closest person in the family. He no longer had the initial restraint in front of him, and quickly stripped himself off completely. , Standing naked in front of him.

Just at this time, Lu Yanchen had already adjusted the water temperature, and raised the shower head to pour water on him.

Song Qingshi was slender, it should be said that he was too thin, so thin that the ribs on both sides of the chest were clearly visible, Lu Yanchen couldn't help but said to him: "Brother, you should eat more, you are too thin."

Song Qingshi smiled at him, saw that he was still wearing clothes, pointed to his clothes, and said softly, "Aren't you going to take them off?"

Lu Yanchen scratched his face. He originally planned to help Song Qingshi wash himself first, but seeing his confused expression, he handed the shower head to him and said, "Then brother, flush the water first." Then he took off the shower by himself. clothes.

After taking off, he turned around and walked towards Song Qingshi. Seeing him staring at him curiously, he couldn't help but folded his chest and took two steps back, his face was a little hot: "Don't stare at me."

Song Qingshi smiled, pointed the shower head at him, and poured water on him.

After showering, Lu Yanchen searched on the shelf, took out a blue bottle, and said to Song Qingshi, "Brother, this is shower gel."

Song Qingshi let out a "hmm" and squeezed out some shower gel to apply on his body.

Lu Yanchen also squeezed a little, and was just about to apply it on his body, when he suddenly felt a chill behind his back, and he was inspired to stand up.

He looked back, and Song Qingshi was applying the shower gel on his body.

Lu Yanchen couldn't help but took two steps forward. Seeing Song Qingshi's hurt expression, he walked back and said, "It's not that I don't want my brother to apply it, it's just a little itchy."

Song Qingshi pursed his lips and said, "Then I'll be heavier."

"En." He obediently turned his back to Song Qingshi.

Lu Yanchen endured the itching and let Song Qingshi apply the shower gel on him.

It took the two of them half an hour to get out of the shower, and they each put on their pajamas.

The pajamas of the Song and Qing dynasties were not worn by Lu Yanchen last time. In fact, this set of pajamas is also very new, a set of pale yellow cardigan button-down pajamas.

But Lu Yanchen thought buttoning was troublesome and didn't like to wear it, so Liu Mei bought him another set of blue pullover pajamas with a cartoon dinosaur with its mouth wide open printed on it.

This set of cardigan button-style pajamas is really not easy to wear. After Lu Yanchen finished putting on the pajamas, he saw that Song Qingshi was still stumbling over the buttons, and even buttoned them in the wrong position. The collars on both sides were of different heights, so he walked up to him and grabbed the He was trying to button his hand with one button, and said, "Brother, wait a minute."

Song Qingshi looked at him suspiciously, Lu Yanchen put down his hand, and unbuttoned him again.

Song Qingshi stood upright in front of him, and as the buttons were undone one by one, his crow-feather-like eyelashes trembled, and he suddenly felt a little embarrassed.

After a while, Lu Yanchen put down his hands and said with satisfaction: "It's done."

The buttons and buttonholes on both sides of the pajamas are tightly buttoned together, which looks very neat.

This light-yellow pajamas was worn on Song Qingshi's body, which gave him a bit of vitality, and looked like a fresh and tender leek.

After helping him put on his pajamas, Lu Yanchen walked out, when he felt his sleeve being pulled again.

He looked back, and Song Qingshi was still the same as before, stretching out two thin fingers and pulling on his sleeve.

Lu Yanchen said, "What's wrong?"

Song Qingshi looked at him and shook his head, but he didn't intend to let go, so he just followed behind him with his sleeves pulled.

Lu Yanchen thought for a while, reached out to hold his hand, and said, "Brother, let's go out together."

Song Qingshi nodded, and then let go of his sleeve.

After the two returned to their room, they found that Liu Mei and Lu Chenglin were there. Liu Mei was laying out a mattress on the floor, and Lu Chenglin stood at the door and said, "What are you doing laying that out? Let Qingshi and Chenchen sleep on the bed together. Now, the bed is not big enough."

Liu Mei glanced at him, and was about to speak, when she caught sight of the two people at the door, she changed her mind and said, "I'm not thinking about Qingshi, and it's not like you don't know how dishonest Chen Chen is when he sleeps. , Roll over there in a while, and always occupy the quilt alone, what if it affects Qingshi's sleep?"

After finishing speaking, she glanced at Song Qingshi, and said calmly: "Qingshi, did you make the floor for sleeping at night?"

Lu Yanchen was just about to refute that he would not be dishonest when he sleeps at night, but Song Qingshi tugged at his sleeve, shook his head at him, and timidly said to Liu Mei: "Auntie, it doesn't matter if I sleep on the floor at night."

Hearing this, Liu Mei glanced at Lu Chenglin provocatively, she put another layer of sheets on the mattress, watched the two of them get into bed one by one, and the other on the floor bunk, then turned off the lights, and left with Lu Chenglin.

The moment the door closed, only a dim bedside lamp was left in the room illuminating a corner of the room.

When the sound of the door closing came from the master bedroom next door, Lu Yanchen crawled to the side of the bed, stretched out half of his body and said to Song Qingshi, "Brother, you can sleep on the bed with me at night."

Song Qingshi shook his head, he pulled the thin quilt to the position above his nose, looked at Lu Yanchen with his big black grape-like eyes, and whispered: "Auntie will be angry if she finds out."

Lu Yanchen thought for a while, jumped out of bed, and lay down beside him.

Song Qingshi turned his head to look at him, those big watery eyes seemed to say: "What are you doing?"

Lu Yanchen also turned his head to look at him, with a smile on his face, and said: "I want to sleep with my brother, my brother sleeps on the floor, and I sleep on the floor."

The warm body temperature came from another person, warm, like a charcoal fire in winter, which can comfort people's hearts.

Song Qingshi looked at him for a while, then turned back, stared at the ceiling for a while, then turned back again, blinked and whispered to him, "You'd better go back to bed, it's not comfortable to sleep here."

This guest room is not very big. After putting a bed and bookcase, there is only a narrow corridor left. It is more than enough to sleep one person, but it is a bit crowded to sleep two people. Half of Lu Yanchen's body is stuck on the bed guard No, I didn't cover the quilt, if this continues, I will get sick.

Unexpectedly, Lu Yanchen acted coquettishly to him, saying: "I don't, I want to sleep with my brother. If my brother doesn't sleep on the bed, I won't sleep on the bed either."

Song Qingshi's cheeks were slightly red, because of his background, his popularity has not been very good, very few children of the same age are so close to him.

Although he was a little overwhelmed by Lu Yanchen's acting like a baby, he felt that it was very useful, which made him feel that he was also needed.

After thinking about it, he moved the quilt on his body to Lu Yanchen's side, and asked him to press one side of the quilt under his body, so that he would not catch the cold.

But in this way, half of his body could not be covered by the quilt.

So Lu Yanchen moved the quilt to him again.

The two looked at each other for a while.

Song Qingshi sat up and said helplessly, "Chenchen, go to bed."

Lu Yanchen shook his head.

Song Qingshi tugged at his clothes, compromised: "I'll sleep on the bed with you too."

Lu Yanchen's eyes lit up, and he said, "Really, that's great."

He took Song Qingshi's hand and jumped onto the bed together, the two of them nestled under the quilt, only their eyes were exposed.

Lu Yanchen's eyes were bent in the darkness, and the light of the bedside lamp was reflected in his eyes, like a Kongming lantern in the night sky. He looked at Song Qingshi's eyes that were also shining with lights and said, "It's great to have a brother."

Song Qingshi moved closer to him, thinking, it's great to have a younger brother.

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