After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

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He came from the light and glanced at Wannian.

too close.

Song Qingshi's face was flushed red, he lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and he didn't dare to look at Lu Yanchen at all, for fear that if he looked at him, he would reveal his secrets.

He gently pushed Lu Yanchen away, walked to the bed with hands and feet like a malfunctioning robot, lay down on the bed, and buried his face in the crook of his arms.

Lu Yanchen's eyes followed him, and when he saw him lying on the bed without saying a word, he thought he was unhappy, so he followed him, lying beside him, gently stroking the hair on the back of his head, and said softly: "Why? If you are unhappy, just say it, don't hold it in your heart."

The warm body temperature came from his side, and Song Qingshi could feel his clothes brushing against his clothes inadvertently while he was moving, and the touch of him fiddled with his hair from the top of his head, as soft as a feather brushing, making people itchy .

In fact, the two of them have lived together for so many years and slept in the same bed for several years. These actions are very common, and Chenchen coaxed himself like this before.

But in the past, he would only feel warm and caring from these actions, and would not have other thoughts, but once he realized that he liked him, his every move would be magnified before his eyes, and his usual gentle actions would become It became ambiguous, as if a pink filter had been cast on it, making the air between the two of them warm and sticky.

In fact, he was in a bad mood today. Before leaving the city library, the uncle looked at him vividly. It was clearly stated in the book that homosexuality is normal, but people in reality are not so tolerant.

It seems that as long as you are different from the majority, you become a different kind.

In fact, when he first found out that he fell in love with Chen Chen, he only had joy and sweetness in his heart at that time, and he even wished that Chen Chen knew about it, that's why he always teased Chen Chen intentionally or unintentionally, although he didn't realize it.

But now his mentality seems to be a little different. He thought that being in love is a very simple matter, as long as he likes Chenchen, and Chenchen likes him. What a difficult thing.

After all, Chenchen already liked him very much, as long as there is more fire, Chenchen will definitely like him as much as he likes him.

But it seems that everything is not as easy as he imagined, whether it is the problem of sexual orientation or the problem of the eyes of the people around...

Now he has tasted a bit of bitterness from the sweetness of love, but Chen Chen's gentleness towards him is like a deadly poison that can make people addicted, making people sink.

He turned sideways, facing Lu Yanchen, his two beautiful big eyes were filled with water vapor because of the previous blushing, and there was still a blush on his fair face, which made his skin pink, and he opened his eyes. Looking at Lu Yanchen with foggy eyes, he whispered embarrassingly: "Chenchen, can you hug me, I'm in a bad mood recently..."

It's not good to be in a bad mood, but if you tell Chen Chen directly, there are actually some elements of pretending to be pitiful.

Lu Yanchen was almost responsive to him, hearing what he said, quickly grabbed him into his arms, and hugged him with just the right strength, neither too loose nor too tight.

Song Qingshi buried her face in his arms, and couldn't help blushing again.

……

The next day, after class.

Recently, Song Qingshi no longer went to see Lu Yanchen after every class as before. He reflected on himself and felt that what he did before was too obvious.

That's why Ye Xiaonan found out that he likes Chen Chen, he no longer wants to be seen by the second person that he likes Chen Chen, so he resumed his former aloofness.

Seeing him on the seat, Huang Tingting couldn't help gossiping to him: "Hey, have you heard that two students from class 10 were punished last night."

"Is that so..." Song Qingshi echoed, writing non-stop.

Huang Tingting didn't mind his indifference at all, and said to herself, "Do you know why they were punished?"

"Why?" In fact, he is not interested in other people's gossip.

"Because the two of them are in a relationship, they were hugging each other in the grove last night, and they were discovered by the teacher."

Song Qingshi's pen stopped for a moment, he was very sensitive to the word "love" recently.

Seeing that he was finally interested in this topic, Huang Tingting couldn't help covering her mouth with her hand, and said mysteriously: "I heard they even kissed!"

"kiss?"

"That's right." Huang Tingting's face turned red with excitement when she said this: "I heard that they kissed for a long time, hey, I'm really not ashamed..."

Kiss, it seems that he and Chenchen also kissed each other when they were young, that time was Chenchen's birthday, and he accidentally damaged the painting prepared for him, so he kissed him to make up for it.

But they only kissed this time, because Chen Chen said that this can only be done after they become lovers.

lover...kiss...

Is it possible to kiss after becoming a lover?

The image of Chen Chen's lips suddenly popped up in Song Qingshi's mind, his heart skipped a beat, and his face quickly turned red.

Seeing his reaction, Huang Tingting was a little strange, and said, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing..." He stared at the handwriting, but unconsciously touched his lips with his finger.

That night, Song Qingshi found another excuse to sleep with Lu Yanchen. He pretended to be asleep, and only opened his eyes when he felt that Lu Yanchen's breathing gradually became long and steady.

He got up slowly, like a thief with a guilty conscience, his movements were extremely light, for fear of waking Lu Yanchen up.

He knelt on the bed, with one hand resting on Lu Yanchen's face, the shadow cast by the bedside lamp fell on Lu Yanchen, he looked at Lu Yanchen under him, his eyes fell on his lips, along the line of his lips an inch One inch tracing.

Chenchen's lips were neither too thick nor too thin, with moderate thickness, plump lips, and clear lip lines.

He was relatively relaxed when he was sleeping, his lips were slightly open, and from the angle of Song Qingshi, it was clear that the middle part of his upper lip was slightly raised, and there was a very obvious lip bead, which was exposed to the air at the moment, and it was a natural pink color. Looks nice and sweet.

Song Qingshi involuntarily held his breath.

He suddenly had a bold idea.

He leaned down little by little, getting closer and closer to Lu Yanchen, and at the same time, his heart was beating like a drum.

Lu Yanchen became bigger and bigger in his perspective, and he could only hold his lips in his eyes. Just when the lips of the two were close at hand, the person under him suddenly let out a soft snort. Lu Yanchen stretched his waist and turned around. Turned away from him.

Song Qingshi's heart almost stopped in shock.

Looking at Lu Yanchen's smooth back, he was speechless for a moment, and then let out a sigh of relief, not knowing whether it was a sigh of relief or a sigh.

He lay down slowly, and also lay down with his back to Chen Chen, restless all night.

He didn't fall asleep until three or four o'clock that night, and he had a dream by the way.

He dreamed that he and Chenchen were in the classroom of junior high school, the classroom was empty, only the two of them, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, shining warmly on them, Chenchen was giving him a lecture, and his pleasant voice echoed in his ears side.

"It should be like this here..."

The elbows of the two on the table touched each other from time to time. After Chenchen finished speaking, he asked him, "Can you understand this?"

He looked up at him, and he also looked up at him, their eyes met, as if they had some kind of tacit understanding, their eyes were glued together by something, staring blankly at each other, unable to move their eyes away.

Suddenly, Chen Chen reached out to touch his face, and raised his chin.

He held his breath, his heart was beating fast, but his body was extremely obedient, his chin lifted along his fingers.

Chenchen slowly bent down, he watched him approaching a little bit, couldn't help closing his eyes.

After a while, there was a soft touch on the lips...

But before he savored the touch for a few seconds, the bed suddenly creaked softly, his body was awakened, and his dream was broken.

He opened his eyes, and saw that Lu Yanchen had got up from the bed at some point. He was naked from the upper body and was changing his shirt. Seeing that he woke up, he teased him: "It's rare that my brother woke up later than me today, although I don't want to wake up. My brother's sweet dream, but it's time to get up, and I have to go to school today..."

Song Qingshi raised his eyes to look at him, and his eyes fell on his lips, feeling a sense of loss.

……

It was actually Friday, after class, Huang Tingting at the front desk came to talk to Song Qingshi again.

She approached him mysteriously, "Hey, do you know what day it is today?"

"What day?" As far as he knew, today was not a special day.

"520."

"520?"

Seeing that he didn't understand, Huang Tingting enthusiastically explained to him: "It's the homonym of "I love you"..."

"Uh..." Huang Tingting is a chatterbox. Even if no one responds, she can finish the sentence on her own: "I heard that "Skylight" is holding an event. There must be many couples going there tonight. I heard there will be Discount, in fact, I also want to go and see, but no one will accompany me, I have to go back to take my brother tonight..."

Skylight is a well-known theme park in their city.

Song Qingshi stared at the exercise book and became thoughtful.

When they came home from school that night, Song Qingshi tentatively asked: "Shall we go to "Skylight" together tonight? intention.

But Lu Yanchen didn't think much about it, he just thought that he simply wanted to go shopping, and said: "Okay, let's go back and change clothes first."

"Ah."

……

After the two went home and changed their clothes, they took the bus to "Skylight".

There seemed to be more people on the bus today than usual. Lu Yanchen grabbed the ring with one hand and Song Qingshi's shoulder with the other, protecting him in his arms. Song Qingshi only needed to grab his clothes.

When the bus was driving on the road, it bumped from time to time, which made Song Qingshi a little unsteady, and bumped his face into Lu Yanchen's chest from time to time.

Seeing his blushing face, Lu Yanchen couldn't help reaching out to touch his forehead, and said, "What's wrong, it's hot?"

Song Qingshi shook his head and whispered: "No..."

When they arrived at the skylight, they found that there were a lot of tourists tonight, several times more than before, and the queue for ticket checking was quite long.

Afraid that Song Qingshi would get lost, Lu Yanchen held out his hand and said, "Don't get lost."

"Hmm..." Holding his hand was as warm as ever, Song Qingshi adjusted his posture calmly, and interlocked his fingers.

……

Ye Qian is a cartoonist who specializes in drawing BL comics. Recently, she encountered some bottlenecks. Accompany her to go to the skylight, hold an event today, discount, very cheap.

Ye Qian thought about it, and felt that she couldn't draw at home anyway, so she agreed.

Skylight is a theme park. The most proud thing is its colorful lights. There are colorful lights in different shapes and colors everywhere in the park. At night, the night scene is particularly beautiful and radiant. Today is 520. The park’s The colorful lights are also designed to be more romantic than usual, and many couples took pictures in front of the lights to commemorate.

At the moment they were in the food street, Ye Qian felt a little hungry, so she went to the stall to buy some barbecue.

But at this moment, Cheng Xi beside her suddenly pushed her, and whispered to her in a breathy voice: "Look, look, there are two handsome guys over there!"

Ye Qian turned her head in the direction she indicated, and saw two handsome boys standing in front of a candied haws stall. They were holding hands and smiling at each other from time to time. The tall boy looked at the short boy. The eyes of the short boy are full of pampering, and the eyes of the short boy looking at the tall boy are full of admiration.

Cheng Xi frantically tugged at Ye Qian's sleeves, trying her best to suppress the scream that came out of her throat: "They must be a couple!"

Ye Qian also tried her best to suppress the scream that she couldn't help but blurted out: "It must be, this is not a couple that can't be justified!"

After the tall boy bought two bunches of candied haws, he shared a bunch with the short boy. While eating the candied haws, the two continued to walk hand in hand, surrounded by colorful lights, dyeing them with a touch of fantasy .

In fact, their actions are no different from ordinary couples, but there is an indescribable tacit understanding, as if the two only have each other, and no one can interfere with them.

"This couple is super handsome, and it feels more beautiful than the cartoon characters you drew." Cheng Xi followed the two of them and couldn't help saying.

"I feel like I've been inspired!"

"Uh..." After wandering around for a while, Lu Yanchen and Song Qingshi rested in a quiet place. The two sat on a bench. Lu Yanchen looked around and found a stall selling ice cream. He touched it with his elbow. Song Qingshi said, "Brother, do you want to eat ice cream?"

Song Qingshi said softly, "Okay."

Lu Yanchen said: "Then I'll go and buy it, you wait here for me."

"Ah."

He followed Lu Yanchen's back and watched him walk towards the stall.

Song Qingshi looked at him for a while, then raised his head, staring blankly at the sky that was dyed purple by the lights.

At this time, he heard Lu Yanchen shout: "I'm back."

He looked over at him and saw him walking toward him through a corridor of colored lights with two ice creams in his hand.

This corridor is covered with long colored lanterns like wisteria flowers. The purple and white lights surrounded Chenchen and fell on his smiling eyebrows, as if they had become the shining special effects behind the comic characters. It made him dazzling and shining, as if he would glow.

He came from the light and glanced at Wannian.

"Putong, putong", Song Qingshi heard his heart pounding.

……

After Ye Qian and Cheng Xi visited several parks, they found a place to rest. Unexpectedly, they saw that super handsome couple again.

In front of the corridor full of wisteria lanterns, the tall boy held two ice creams in his hands, gave one to the short boy, and sat down beside him.

They ate ice cream quietly. After a while, they didn't know what the short boy said. The tall boy handed the ice cream he had eaten a few mouthfuls to his mouth. He took a bite, then raised his head and looked at the tall boy with crooked eyebrows.

Cheng Xi clutched her heart and exclaimed: "Oh my god, this is too sweet, don't you remember it, material material!"

"Yeah!" Ye Qian pretended to be calm and sneaked a peek, while crazily suppressing her aunt's smile at the corner of her mouth, material material!

The author says:

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