About the fact that I was knocked CP by the whole school

I flipped through the lesson plan in my hand, but the more I read it, the scene of the two hugging on the campus became clearer, and I simply closed it.

"Teacher Su? Teacher Su?" Su He only felt his shoulders being shaken, and when he woke up, he found that it was the team leader.

"Sorry, fell asleep."

"There's one more class in the afternoon, just keep going."

"Yes." Then he continued the new lesson plan given by the team leader,

"What's wrong?" Before Su He could react, the group leader's hand touched her face,

"You seem to have a fever. I'll go get the thermometer." Su He only felt lazy, and pinched his fingers, but he didn't have the strength.

"Quick, measure."

Su He took the thermometer and put it in, only to find that his whole body was hot.

"Hello? Teacher Lu? Let's go tonight and take a class on behalf of Su He."

"No, I can." Su He looked at the team leader beside him, but his eyelids were really heavy.

"Then say so, um, hang up." The team leader turned his head to look at Su He again,

"Can you still hold on? I'll go to the garage to drive, wait a moment."

Before waiting for an answer, Su He fell unconscious. Later, he heard from his colleagues that he didn't expect the team leader to be so strong and carried her downstairs...

When she woke up, she found that she was lying on the hospital bed, and the team leader was leaning on the stool beside her and typing on the computer. Su He didn't want to waste her time,

"Team leader? Go ahead and do your work."

"woke up."

"En." Su He struggled to sit up, but was pushed down by the team leader again.

"There is still a little left, and it will be finished in a while." Only then did Su He realize that the needle was still tied on his hand,

"I'll get you a cup of hot water."

"Do not bother."

Although the temperature dropped, Su He's face turned from red to pale,

"Let's drink some water, it's not far away, I'll pick it up."

Su He wants to resist in her heart, not only because she troubles the team leader, but her heart has no feeling anymore. She wants to resist all the people and things that are good to her. She wants to fend for herself. She thinks, this world will forget her .

"Do you want to eat something, I will take you to eat later."

While watching the drip, the team leader handed the water to Su He,

"I don't have much appetite, I'll go back directly in a while."

"Eat something hot. There is a Cantonese restaurant. Their porridge nourishes the body. I will take you there."

Still can't help it, the team leader has already reserved the position by the time the nurse pulls out the needle,

"Where's my cell phone?" Su He's hand was still pressing on the blood vessel,

"It's too urgent. If you don't have it with you, you are still in the office."

Su He fumbled up and down, the tampon fell on the ground,

"Blood!"

It wasn't until the group leader called out that Su He raised his hand, blood was dripping down his little finger,

"Will this nurse pull out the needle!"

This was the second time Su He saw the team leader get angry, and the first time was when he was late for work.

"I didn't press it properly."

Fortunately, there were cotton balls on the bedside, and the team leader pressed Su He on it again.

"I will do it myself."

"Why don't you come by yourself? Sit down obediently."

Su He lowered his head, not wanting the team leader to see his red eyes.

Obediently, this word with a knife.

In winter in City B, it always gets dark so early, as if to open its arms early, to let people who have worked hard all day rest.

The group leader put his coat aside, served a bowl of porridge for Su He,

"Try this seafood porridge."

"Thank you."

Su He scooped up a little bit with a spoon and put it into his mouth, slightly relieving the bitterness in his mouth, but the person in front of him didn't move his chopsticks for a long time, and looked at her straight, like staring at prey...

Before Su He could open his mouth, the person opposite spoke first,

"I like you."

This time, Su He couldn't even hold the spoon steadily. She finally understood what the group leader's recent actions meant, but how did the group leader know that he liked girls?

"Do you like it? I still can't see what liking is." Su He put down the spoon in his hand.

"Like means wanting to be nice to someone, wanting to do many things to make her happy, wanting to protect her when encountering dangerous things, wanting to be with her in all good things, it is happiness, it is joy."

"The painful ones, don't you like it?" Su He stared into the team leader's eyes. Whenever she asked questions, she always liked to stare into other people's eyes, which gave her a kind of heart-to-heart dialogue. Feel.

The team leader's smiling eyes suddenly dimmed, and he didn't know how to answer for a while, Su He smiled wryly,

"Does liking have a shelf life?" Su He asked again,

"Shelf life? Can I think it's the freshness everyone is talking about?" The team leader's expression became serious, and he was ready to answer well.

Su He nodded.

"Everyone will have a sense of freshness!"

"What about after the novelty?"

"After the novelty is over, the good feelings will stay, and the bad ones... of course they will fall apart."

"ridiculous."

"?" The team leader didn't understand what Su He meant by being ridiculous?

"Like the word itself is ridiculous? Don't you think? The definition of like should be a ridiculous word between a lie and a lie being exposed."

"It's just that everyone is in this lie and can't see clearly that it is a lie. The so-called shelf life is the time until the lie is exposed. If it is long, you can deceive each other for a lifetime. If it is not long, even deception is considered a waste of time. Naturally it will go away."

The leader was silent again,

"Can I order wine?" Su He smiled at her, his eyes suddenly became charming,

"Drinking to drive away the cold, if you want to drink, just order a little."

After drinking for three rounds, the team leader still had to drive, and he didn't move.

"In the future? Don't say in front of me that you like it, love it, I don't believe it!" Su He got drunk and sat staggering in the box, almost spilling the wine. The team leader took care of him with a towel beside him.

"Why don't you believe it?" The group leader plucked the hair on Su He's forehead,

"I haven't seen it, people like me, I haven't seen it."

The team leader wanted to say something else, but Su He covered her mouth with his hand, and that charming face got closer and closer, so close that she could clearly see an eyelash that fell to the end of her eye, and she wanted to stretch out her hand to help her take it off. fell, and was pushed away again,

"The love I have seen is full of violence, obedience, and submission. They always have various reasons to convince themselves and defend the perpetrator. I am for the child? I can't do without him? This is you Elder, this is your father..."

Su He fell silent, and the team leader didn't dare to speak.

"They always say, he is your father. This sentence is the gold medal for avoiding death. He is my father. Therefore, the object of his violence is my mother. I should be responsible. I am full of guilt and will always carry this pain. It can only be me, why? Because mom is for you..."

"I obviously didn't do anything?" The wine bottle in Su He's hand fell to the ground, and the team leader hurriedly helped him up.

"No one will think they're at fault, ever."

"Su He, you drank too much, you can't drink any more." The group leader wanted to snatch the cup, but he didn't.

"Team leader, do you think a person like me deserves love in his heart? Do I deserve to be liked?"

"Yes, of course you deserve to be liked."

"Hahaha, do you want a dead person to believe that this world is alive?"

"Without love in the heart, the world is forever dead."

"It's getting late, I'll take you back to rest, the phone is still in the institution."

Seeing Su He's crying and laughing, the group leader felt very worried. He sat in the car and put her medicine in his bag to avoid accidental ingestion after drinking.

"Su He insists a little longer, we will be there soon."

What the team leader didn't know was that for Su He, this drink was just a tool for talking.

She wanted to die tonight, just tonight.

When you can lie to yourself for a while, die, with a fleeting liking tainted by deceit and lies, die.

At least, at the moment it exists.

The upstairs lamps went out one by one, leaving only one room in the end, Chen Nian looked up, his limbs were red with cold,

"Sister, did you hear from my teacher?"

"Not yet, are you sure the time given is correct?"

"Yes."

"Then I'm waiting."

"What are you waiting for? Teacher Su has already gone back at this point."

Chen Nian's thumb has lost all feeling, and the phone has not been held, no matter how hard he presses it, there is no response.

The friend request sent out in the morning has not been approved yet.

Just when he was about to turn around and walk into the coffee shop, a black car flashed double flashes and drifted over suddenly, splashing the old man with snow,

The door of the driver's seat was opened, and a person who was about the same height as himself got out of the car, and ran upstairs before he saw Chen Nian standing beside him,

I wanted to forget it, but it seemed as if something was sucking it in. Listen, it was the sobbing sound from the rear window. There were only two sounds, which were enough to make Chen Nian unable to move away.

Chen Nian looked at the car window, obviously he couldn't see anything, but he couldn't bear to leave his eyes.

She didn't know that the people in the car were also looking at her at this time, looking at her with those greedy eyes that could only reveal despair.

I'm afraid it's not blinding... Su He's fingers slid on the glass, trying to see clearly,

"Hello? What's the matter?"

When Chen Nian turned around, the group leader had come down from upstairs, holding the car door with his right hand, facing Chen Nian,

"It's nothing." Chen Nian glanced at her, and suddenly found that what she was holding in her hand was Su He's mobile phone, that little strawberry, he would not admit his mistake,

"Excuse me, whose phone are you holding?"

"this?"

The team leader shook her, meaning this?

"My colleague's."

After finishing speaking, he got into the car and started the car, leaving Chen Nian frantically on the phone, but still failed to turn it on.

Chen Nian quickly ran to the side of the road, a car happened to come over, the passenger in front just got off, Chen Nian sat on it,

"Master, please follow the car in front!"

"You came up in such a hurry? The family just now hasn't paid yet?"

"I'll pay, I'll pay! Please hurry up!"

"Okay, I met a great master."

The car started, but Chen Nian's eyes hadn't looked away from the car in front of him,

"What's wrong, big brother? Catch the little three?"

Chen Nian didn't say a word, the driver took it as acquiescence, coughed twice,

"Sit down, big brother! I don't like this kind of sneaky thing!"

"No, it may be a misunderstanding."

"Did you misunderstand that we will catch up and talk about it later!"

The driver made a sharp turn, and the car in front suddenly appeared in front of him, but the annoying snow started to fall again, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

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That's it for this week, look forward to next week, my dears!Stay happy and live a good life~