Fenghua Zhengmao

Chapter 7

It rained and it was fine.

It is rare to see such a clear sky in summer.

Fenglei leaned against the head of the bed, looking at the quietly sleeping person next to him, his heart was too peaceful.

Turning up the temperature of the air conditioner, Fenglei got up, ready to go to the balcony to smoke a cigarette.

"Cough cough."

A dull cough stopped him in his tracks.

Fenglei bent down and saw Linhua sleeping on his stomach, his sideways face was a little red, his face was still pale, and his lips were a little wrinkled, Fenglei's heart tightened, and he quickly reached out to touch his forehead, luckily he didn't have a fever, Looks like I have a cold.

Losing the mood to smoke, Fenglei poured a glass of warm water back, woke Linhua up, and asked him to drink some medicine before going back to sleep.

Lin Hua turned over, and when he got up, his body swayed, Feng Lei supported him, passed the water glass over, and put the medicine back on the table.

"I'm sick..." Linhua touched her forehead when she saw the medicine, and smiled at Fenglei when she put down her hands, her voice was still hoarse.

"I'll go get something to eat, let's go to bed after dinner." Feng Lei supported him, and put a piece of clothing on him, Lin Hua put it on directly, using his strength to prepare to get out of bed.

"What time is it? I have to go home." Although she had taken a shower and slept for a while, she still felt sore all over her body when she moved. Lin Hua got used to it and held onto Fenglei's hand without letting go.

Fenglei wrapped his other arm around his waist, letting his whole body's strength be on his body, frowning to see that his face turned paler, took off his slippers and handed him to him, and then helped him to the living room to sit.

After a few steps, Lin Hua had already gotten used to it, and Lin Hua sat on the sofa, feeling dizzy for a while. It seemed that the rain and excessive exercise had exhausted his entire body.

"Hua, I want to discuss it with you." Feng Lei sat opposite, barefoot, looking at Lin Hua.

Lin Hua frowned, ignored his words, kicked the slippers over, motioned him to put them on, Feng Lei saw his bare feet hanging in the air, put on the shoes and was going to give him another pair, just got up, saw Lin Hua pushing She touched him for a while, and when she sat down, she stepped on her coolly with her feet.

"Let's talk." Lin Hua leaned back in satisfaction, and nestled on the sofa. Although she didn't look energetic, her expression was much better than before.

Fenglei was amused by his behavior, the original melancholy was better, he took his feet and held them in his arms to warm them.

"I want to say, let's live together, you can come to my place, or I can move there, we live together."

Lin Hua felt the warmth from her feet, but she didn't hear what he said specifically in her mind, but just reflected everything about the two of them not long ago.

The body is still trembling, and the soreness of various joints continues to show, but it cannot be denied that the heart that has been isolated for a long time has finally stabilized, not only because of today's events, but also a feeling from the other party's behavior. I believe that if there is someone who can accompany him and stay with him for the rest of his life, it must be Fenglei. It does not mean that he is sure that the other person will be with him, but that he will not allow anyone else except him.

"Fenglei," Lin Hua moved her legs, her voice was light and hoarse, which sounded a bit heavy, "I'm going to visit my parents in the cemetery today."

Lin Hua was silent for a few seconds, but these few seconds seemed to be stretched infinitely, so dense that it made people breathless.

Feng Leijing waited for the next sentence, but the original excessive calm began to churn, and the feeling of the undercurrent made him feel his fingers stiff, but fortunately, his performance was still calm.

"I told them, I like you..."

Feng Lei suddenly raised his head.

"you said so?"

"Well, I thought they would blame me at the time, but now, I think they will understand."

Fenglei stopped what he was doing, and when he saw Hua facing him staring at him without knowing it, his throat seemed to be tightly strangled, not only could he not speak, he even had no chance to catch his breath.

He opened his mouth, reluctantly for a long time, and only smiled, but the tone of his speech was as bitter as if he had swallowed Coptis chinensis.

"Hua, actually, about your father..."

"Pfft..." Lin Hua suddenly laughed out loud, with a simple and bright look, as if it was just because he saw something that made him feel very funny.

"Don't be like this, I'm not used to it, haha, I didn't mean to scare you, I just wanted to say, my parents are gone, I've been alone all the time," Linhua stopped laughing, but her voice was very gentle, "Living with you, I'm looking forward to it, I just hope you can adapt, after all, I have only been myself for so many years."

Fenglei only felt that his heart was about to ache, his hands and feet were cold, he didn't dare to touch Linhua's already warm feet, he understood what Linhua meant, but it was because he understood that he suddenly felt so hateful.

But this feeling of being dependent on him is so fascinating, letting go, it would kill him.

So, Fenglei tried his best to make himself laugh, looking very good-looking.

"I'm looking forward to it too, looking forward to having you in my life."

Now that they decided to live together, Linhua was not in a hurry to leave, and after talking with Fenglei for a while, he fell asleep on the sofa. Fenglei looked at him, took out a cigarette several times, In the end, he put it back, picked him up by the waist, and walked steadily towards the bedroom.

It was already night when I woke up.

Lin Hua sat up, his waist was a little better than before, but the numbness was still there. He looked at the night scene outside the window, and after reacting for a while, he remembered that this was Feng Lei's home. of.

The door opened from the outside, and the orange light slanted in, fell on the foot of the bed, and shone on the pair of slippers on the floor.

"Wake up." Fenglei walked in, with a faint light, sat gently on the side of the bed, and reached out to touch his forehead.

Linhua waited quietly until Fenglei put down his hand, then suddenly leaned over, resting her head on Fenglei's shoulder, her soft, broken hair rubbed against his cheek.

"Fenglei." He called him, and after he finished speaking, he felt sudden again and closed his eyes.

Fenglei raised his hand to press his neck, this movement seemed to be caressing and comforting.

"I've actually been secretly in love with you for eight years." Speaking of this, Lin Hua suddenly smiled, "During the eight years, I didn't think of you too many times, but every time I think of you, it makes me very sad."

The hand on the neck trembled, Lin Hua thought it was her words that had frightened him, she raised her head, imitating his movements, and put her own hand on the back of the other's neck.

"I still remember that at school you liked this movement the most. When you were tired from reading, you relaxed after playing the ball, and you were flamboyant when talking to people. At that time, I thought, in the future, even in my dreams, I hope There is a chance for me to feel how you felt at that time, but no matter how many times I learn your movements, it will only make me miss you more and forget the original intention."

"you……"

"Don't laugh." Lin Hua smiled and turned her head away, looking a little awkward, but Feng Lei seemed inexplicably moved.

"Actually, if it weren't for now, I might never say these words in my life. When it really comes..." Lin Hua suppressed her smile, "These will all become sharp weapons to hurt me."

A thin layer of sweat formed where the skin was connected, and the air penetrated through the slits, making the skin shudder with the coolness.

"Hua," Feng Lei licked some dry lips, "I can't guarantee what will happen in the future, but I can say that I want to be with you forever, I understand what it's like to be in love for eight years, I love you ,Too."

Eight years, during this period, only he knows how difficult it is, and in the future, no matter how difficult it is, he will be with him. I only hope that in the end, this kind of staying will not become the source of resentment.

Feng Lei looked at Lin Hua's appearance, surprised and delighted, his eyes were shining beautifully, and his whole body seemed to exude a seductive aura.

Fenglei couldn't help kissing him, and carefully grinded to convey the purest infatuation in his heart, until his breath became confused, then he was reluctant to let go, suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and hugged him tightly.

"It's true, eight years, if I can't help seeing you again, maybe there will be more eight years."

"Can't help it?" Lin Hua chuckled.

"Well," Feng Lei kissed his ear, "At that time, I thought, try it once, or I will go crazy when I see someone else by your side one day."

Lin Hua laughed out loud, "So?"

"So..." I was ready to face all problems, and I was ready to be rejected by you in the end, "Close to you, let you pay attention to me, and then confess to you."

"Ha! Confession?" Lin Hua patted his shoulder with a smile, "Why didn't I know."

Fenglei also laughed, and threw him down hard, "It was just a few hours ago, don't you remember?" He pressed down a few times with his waist, "Why don't we reminisce about it?"

Lin Hua struggled with a smile, the two of them rolled into a ball at once, their twenties are the time to have fun.

Only they are different.

While having fun, be more sincere. It is a sincere sharing with the person you love the most, and it will eventually become the best memory of the two.

After moving things in on the weekend and tidying them up, when I go to school again, the day of the final exam will arrive.

Feng Lei sent Lin Hua to the school gate, shook his hand in the car, and did not drive away until he entered the school gate and walked away.

The study room needs to add a desk, ask the worker to see if it is possible to add a bookcase; Linhua's clothes are pitiful, after the exam, go shopping in the mall; or arrange a short trip?Or go to a place farther afield for a vacation?

Fenglei thought, drove all the way to the company, parked the car, got into the elevator, and sat at the desk, he was still thinking about whether to go to the sea or climb the mountain.

"Tuk Tuk."

"Enter."

The door opened, and Fenglei's assistant walked in, before she could speak, the people behind had already followed in, walked a few steps to the swivel chair in front of the table and sat down, looking leisurely as if she was the owner of the place.

"You go out first." Feng Lei looked at the person in front of him, and said helplessly to the assistant. The assistant looked at him, nodded and turned to leave.

The door was closed, and the air began to emit a faint fragrance of flowers. Feng Lei put away the documents in front of him, adjusted to a relaxed posture, looked at the woman opposite, and faced that beautiful face, but there was no reaction.

"Tell me, come suddenly, is there something?"

"Yes." The woman answered briefly, when the phone rang, and she replied a text message as if no one was there before looking at Fenglei again.

"Qi Ji, I'm very busy, don't bother me with boring text messages." Feng Lei laughed.

"It's not a boring text message, it's from my boyfriend." Qi Ji turned his phone to vibrate and put it on the table, his face was not smiling, and his face was tight, "Besides, if Lin Hua sends you a text message, Even if there is a general meeting of shareholders, you will concentrate on returning, cousin, brother."

Feng Lei suppressed his smile and squinted at the person opposite.

Linhua, cousin.

The two words made him think of something irresistibly, and Qi Ji came at this time, such a sensitive time, such an obvious attitude, which made his good mood shattered, and at the same time added a strong gloom.

"Just say what you want to say." Feng Lei turned his chair and turned his head to look out the window, his voice suddenly indifferent and alienated, and the irritability in his eyebrows and eyes was self-evident.

Qi Ji lowered her head. She had expected this kind of situation a long time ago, so when it came up, she skipped reminiscing about the past and went directly to the main topic, but this main topic was too cruel. When she was asked to speak now, she hesitated, couldn't bear it, They surged up together, making her unable to speak.

"Brother, I already know." Qi Ji slowed down his tone, it was as heavy as a sigh.

"Hmph!" Feng Lei suddenly sneered after hearing this, "I know, so what if I know? You still want to stop me?"

Qi Ji suddenly felt that the man in front of him was pitiful, "Brother, don't do this, I want to help you!"

"Help me?" Feng Lei suddenly turned to face her, "If you want to help me, don't remind me of my current situation with a warning look!"

Feng Lei rebuked almost ferociously, his eyes were full of aggression like self-preservation, "I know how impossible and difficult it is, but I'm just like this, right? I can't let it go, I can't leave it, you still want to What do you want me to do?"

"...I don't have one..." Qi Ji had never seen Fenglei like this, like a wounded lion. At the same time, she was fierce and in unbearable pain. The purpose is indeed...

"Brother," Qi Ji took a deep breath, "I don't reject this, on the contrary, it's because of you that I support it, but it's not enough for me to support it, Uncle..."

"Clap-"

All voices are gone.

Qi Ji froze on the chair, looking at the shards of porcelain cups and coffee stains all over the floor, her heart was still constricting and beating, until she recovered from the shock, she stiffly turned her head to look at Feng Lei on the opposite side .

Standing tall, his cold and furious mood made him scary and dangerous, but if you look carefully, you can see his trembling fingers, the extent of the panic and helplessness in his heart, which makes him who has always been calm and calm, Trembling uncontrollably.

Qi Ji was scared. She always thought that Fenglei was the gentlest and best person to get along with at the gatherings every year since she was a child, but now, she had the urge to leave quickly, and the coffee cup fell at her feet, icy cold. The coffee had even splashed up to her ankles.

"……elder brother……"

Almost weak temptations and entreaties.

Feng Lei was silent for a few seconds, but finally moved.

Sitting down slumped, exhaustion and despair surged into his brows and eyes, Feng Lei closed his eyes and his face was pale, like a piece of old yellow thin paper that has carried too much, and it will shatter when the wind blows.

"I know everything you want to say," Feng Lei's voice was hoarse, every word seemed to be cutting his throat and swallowing blood, "I knew that when the car my father was riding in killed him, I already knew that the relationship between us Impossible."

"Brother!" Qi Ji interrupted him with a raised voice. Seeing that he seemed to be shocked, he couldn't help his nose sore, "Why did you say it so bluntly?"

"Heh!" Feng Lei smiled wryly, looked up at her, his eyes were empty, and his pupils were dim, "Isn't it? Or, if I don't admit it, it didn't happen. If I didn't say it so bluntly, the situation would be different." It's going to be so bad... It hasn't changed, the fact is that my father killed his father, and I love him."

Qi Ji burst into tears instantly.

There is not much pain in my heart, the only thing I have is my love for my elder brother who has taken good care of me since I was a child, but when I saw his appearance, unconsciously, my tears couldn't stop.

What kind of despair is this, and how long has it been carried? From that year to the present five years, Feng Lei has been living in this kind of torture. Even now, they are together, but facing nothing Knowing Lin Hua, how can he feel safe?

Qi Ji lowered his head, tears flooded his face.

Just think of it as crying for him, crying for the person who is already full of tears but can't reveal the slightest bit.

Everything is quiet.

The silence dissolved in sorrow makes people feel that they can't see the light and just want to be sad to their heart's content.

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