Fenghua Zhengmao

Chapter No.16

Hao Jun's face was so stiff that it was ugly. Although he knew that Lin Hua on the other side couldn't see him at all, he still straightened his face, took a deep breath, and smoked half of a cigarette.

"He's not my cousin."

A tired voice came through the electric current, Lin Hua was not surprised by this, silently waiting for his next words.

"He has been my neighbor since high school. He is one year younger than me. He followed me to a university. When I graduated from senior year, he suddenly said he liked me." Hao Jun lit another one, and the flame came from the lighter. The moment he sprayed out, he couldn't help but think of Lian Wei's eyes that night.

"I didn't understand what it meant at the time, and I took care of him like a younger brother all the time, so I took it as a joke. It was time to find a job, but when I went to him for dinner the next day, the people in his dormitory said he was I went home with something to do, but no one answered my phone calls, and I lost contact with him after that.

"The next contact is when I called you two years ago."

Lin Hua had been listening silently, and when the other side finished speaking, he suddenly got up and went to the kitchen. Sure enough, when he came back pouring water, the other side was still silent.

"I didn't know he was here until you left. The school gave him the opportunity to study abroad. His grades can continue his studies in the original school for free, but he came to our school before finishing his studies, so the principal In order to keep him, I wanted to give him good conditions, but he recommended you to the school and stayed instead..."

"Speak the key."

Lin Hua had no choice but to interrupt him, although he was kind enough to listen to the dissatisfied man in the boudoir confide in his pain, but it doesn't mean that the other party can praise his family and insinuate him one sentence after another.

"Cough... I don't mean anything else." Hao Jun realized what he had said, and was coughed by the smoke.

Lin Hua raised her brows, this is the Hao Jun he was familiar with, the ones before, no matter how deep she felt, it was not suitable for him.

"Continue." Lin Hua spoke clearly.

Hao Jun smiled wryly, and listened to his continuation.

"After he told me that day, I actually started to believe it in my heart, but you know, it was too hard to accept, let alone it happened to me. I was panicked at the time, what did I say to myself It was only later that I realized that I was angry," Hao Jun laughed at himself, "I was also hurt."

"Did you feel distressed?" Lin Hua asked back with almost certainty, Hao Jun smiled again and didn't speak.

"When I entered the hospital that night, I turned off my mobile phone and didn't look for him because I was afraid he would contact me. As a result, when he came out of the hospital, he stopped talking to me."

"What's the disease?" Hao Jun found him just after he came back. He only knew that Lian was slightly ill and asked him to help persuade him to go back to the hospital for surgery, but he still didn't know anything about it.

"Heart disease," Hao Jun sighed, just when Lin Hua wanted to call him an asshole, Hao Jun said again, "Congenital."

Congenital ones are generally not curable, and he is angry with a heart patient, saying that he is a jerk is light.

"I was very scared when I found out, Lin Hua, you know? It's the feeling of being afraid of losing but luckily not having it."

Lin Hua's heart trembled when he said it, "Mmm." The answer was barely one word.

"That's when I completely understood, I'm just like him..." After Hao Jun finished speaking, he stretched out his hand to the cigarette case again, but after thinking about it, he retracted it again, staring at the call time on the screen, no longer say.

There was a slight sound at the door, Lin Hua glanced at the closed door, turned back and took a sip of water, "Did you tell him?"

"How dare you!" Hao Jun sneered, "What's so hard to hear? He said everything, not because he wanted to lose face, but because he was afraid of being angry again. I thought about it for a long time. He couldn't wait so long, so he probably knew it. I don't have much time, I... I really have nothing to do, you know? At that time, when he said to go home, it was because of his illness that he went back for treatment and recuperation. I was really afraid... "

"I'll persuade him," Lin Hua glanced at the light from the crack of the door, "Don't feel too bad, go to bed early."

The blocked place returned to the light again, and it seemed that he had heard everything.

Hao Jun didn't know it at all, "Well, you too."

Close the call window, the time in the lower right corner of the computer is already eleven o'clock, thinking about going to school tomorrow morning, just about to turn off the computer, another call application came.

It's Yusi.

He told himself about Fengsheng, what he wanted to know in the past two years...it was also him...

"Ace."

This time, he wanted to smoke instead.

"Xiaohua, how's the situation? You'd better come to my place soon." Yu Si's voice was as gentle as water, with a deceptive warmth in the night.

"Let's talk about it." Lin Hua was completely unmoved, her voice was as cold as the outdoor temperature in the early morning.

"Oh... then you can do whatever you want."

Before he could speak again, Lin Hua closed the window and then the computer.

Lying down on the bed in a hurry, the room was still bright, but Lin Hua just closed her eyes and prepared to go to sleep, as if she didn't care about this kind of light which is called a hindrance to sleep, and her breathing gradually became calm as usual.

muddled...

Been half asleep.

Lin Hua finally opened her eyes uncomfortably, a thin layer of sweat had formed on her forehead.

Sitting up exhausted, this sleep would be better than not sleeping, Lin Hua looked at the electronic watch by the bed, it was already 05:30.

Frowning and rubbing the tight and painful brows, he got down from the bed and walked a few steps to the desk to get the water. Both coma and nausea hit him.

Returning to the bed with the water glass in hand, she opened the drawer of the bedside table. Lin Hua frowned and looked at it for a long time, then took a small medicine bottle from it, poured two pills into the palm of her hand, and drank it with her head up, waiting for the bitterness to disappear. Taste buds opened, Lin Hua glanced at his watch again.

Five fifty-eight.

After grabbing the phone, he entered a simple number five times in a daze, and when the connection was connected, his voice was hoarse as if it had been crushed by stone sand, and a bitter feeling spread all over his mouth.

"Hello, Ash."

"...Xiaohua? What's wrong with you?"

Lin Hua frowned and closed her eyes forcefully, "It's okay, I'll go to the hospital to find you this afternoon."

After speaking, it doesn't mean that Si will hang up the phone if he talks again.

It was already difficult to fall asleep when lying down again, Lin Hua leaned against the head of the bed and closed his eyes to rest his mind, the morning temperature penetrated through the thick walls and glass, making his body shiver involuntarily.

The fundus of the eyes was light blue, which looked tired and obvious on the fair complexion, but he didn't pay attention to these. Now that his thoughts are clear, he can't help but think of the dream just now.

--do you know?It's that feeling of being afraid of losing but thankfully not having it.

——Just hold on!

——Feng Sheng is now in a wheelchair, and he is also old, don't wait for something to happen, it will be too late.

In the dream, the signboard of Fenghua Hotel was grotesque, and the man was standing below, with a gentle but bleak smile, looking at him quietly, without saying a word, slowly, the back was full of blood, like a ferocious demon stretching out the domain, The word Fenghua was quickly eroded, and he was still smiling until he was drowned in blood...

The author has something to say: By the way, I really like Hao Jun and Lian Wei~~