Seiichi: Please call me God

If love is a poppy, it must be the sweetest poison.

--Fuji Shusuke

Will a proud man like Fuji Zhousuke, who is as dazzling as the sky, know what love is?That kind of fiery emotion, like a moth to a flame, seems like it shouldn't appear on this man who even has a bright smile.He is indifferent and calm, wearing the most impeccable genius coat in people's eyes, and safely protects himself in a cage that only belongs to him.

But maybe fate always likes to trick people.So Bu Er understands the young Mu Ai, and understands the sorrows and sorrows...

During the most ups and downs of the three years in his life, Buer got to know the indifferent young man who had his own dazzling glory.The so-called life at a glance is probably such a feeling.From the first day Fujisuke met Tezuka Kunimitsu, he had already made plans to fly moths into the flames.The madness of a genius lies in his forbearance and silence. He is a veritable gambler, because from the very beginning, he planned to lose everything.

And the truth is exactly that...

The sky rendered by the afterglow of the sunset of U-17 is so clear. It is the first time that I lie on the tennis court and look up at the sky with such an almost pious attitude.

At that moment, the corner of the mouth tasted bitter.

The line of sight has long been blurred.

He covered his eyes with his hands.

The azure blue is like the eyes of the bright sky after the rain, disappearing in the bitterness of the fiasco.

All that can be recalled in my mind is that decisive back.

If you walk forever behind his shadow, even if it is only one step away.As long as the other party is determined to let go of all fetters and travel alone, he will have no chance of catching up.

Fuji suddenly understood that it turned out that Tezuka Kunimitsu stood side by side and never left a place for Fuji Shusuke.

His gentle and low-key thoughtfulness of "I don't want you to carry too much burden", isn't it a kind of contemptuous self-esteem?Perhaps it is because Tezuka Kunimitsu is destined to be a lone traveler without hesitation, so Fuji Shusuke, who never forgets to stop at the scenery, cannot walk the road to his heart.

After thinking about it, this is probably a silent refusal that only Tezuka can do.He may not have seen through Fuji's emotions, but he just refused, and Fuji went one step further in Tezuka's territory.Bu Er Zhou Zhu, may be a companion in the back, but when the eagle sets sail, he is destined to be a solitary bird.

That was not such a heart-wrenching realization.

At least Bu Er was that cold-hearted and cold-hearted genius from beginning to end. He stayed safely outside the Thunder Pond. Because he didn't step over, he was not injured, even if it was only on the surface.

Later, when Fuji and Yukimura talked about this obscure secret love with a smile, they couldn't remember that he was purely admiring Ozuka Kunimitsu at that time, because such a low-key and dazzling existence was also what he yearned for in his heart; or, that It's just pure admiration, but it's not love.

It's just a faint melancholy, like light smoke, sweeping away lightly.

Yukimura just laughed at that time and didn't make a sound.It wasn't until Fuji saw Atobe next to him handing him a cup of warm green tea that he felt relieved as if suddenly enlightened.

Tezuka Kunimitsu is just a young and frivolous dream of Fujisuke.Bu Er likes that frosty pride, but he also has an indestructible heart under his gentle coat, so even if that hazy love is broken, so what?Tezuka will not take the initiative to approach, genius, but also has aloof indifference.

So the ambiguity of youth ended without a problem.

Later in Fujisuke's life, Tezuka Kunimitsu became a passer-by after all.

However, there is another person who, with a strong and sharp blade, tore apart the most delicate mask of genius.

The most painful fiasco in Fuji's life may have come from Tezuka, but the most unforgettable must be the counterattack of the Holy Book.

For the first time in his life, Bu Er's genius-like perfect record had a flaw.

After being defeated by his opponent for five games in a row, Fuji used his ingenious trick to win five games in a row. However, when everyone thought he had a chance to win and this would be another brilliant achievement for him, Kuranosuke Shiraishi cracked his trick .

Later, Fuji has forgotten the first meeting between Shiraishi and himself when he was young.

But he still remembers that during the first confrontation, he stood in front of him with a sharp edge.

He says

——"Your actions are too redundant."

The genius's perfect technique was defeated by the opponent for the first time.

Sometimes Fuji felt that if Baishi hadn't given him such a beautiful slap in the face, maybe he would just be a mediocre genius forever, restraining all the light and becoming an ordinary shadow.

Just as the tennis magazine defined Shiraishi as "the man who made geniuses cry".

Although this sentence later had many not-so-simple meanings, the initial beginning did leave a deep impression on Fuji.

If this is not the case, after entering the U-17, Buer will not use the narrow-mindedness of the few geniuses to bully the holy book.Off the court, Shiraishi is actually a restrained and low-key person who is also excellent, but has a modest temperament, which is completely different from Atobe and Tezuka, who are both bright and dark.

He is called the holy book because it is perfect without blemish.However, in life, he is just an ordinary sophomore in middle school. Sometimes he has a literary accent, and sometimes he is a scumbag. He lives at the bottom of the plant food chain, but he is unexpectedly tough as the poisonous weeds he raises.

One is an understated genius, the other a gentle holy book.

With the same pride of rejecting others thousands of miles away, it seems that no matter how you look at it, there is no reason to come together.

But fate is so wonderful.

When Shiraishi Kuranosuke met Fuji Shusuke, it became a life-long calamity.

How did Shiraishi fall in love with Fuji?The answer to this question, Bu Er, has been trying to find out for decades in the decades that they will live together.

Of course, in the end, it just ended without a problem.

Shiraishi would never tell Fuji, the first time he saw Fuji on the field, he began to quietly pay attention to this genius who was not well-known outside.If it weren't for the desire to impress the opponent, Baishi, who has always been soft and easy to bully, would not have said such harsh words to his opponent.Although in the end, it seemed to have the opposite effect...

In the years to come, Fuji will continue to try "a thousand ways to change the face of the holy book", and his enthusiasm even surpasses that of helping Gan Gan to develop dry juice.On the surface, Baishi was miserable, but in his heart there was a special kind of ecstasy.Probably because the other party's gaze finally stayed on him for a long time.

No matter what the method is, as long as the goal is achieved by beating around the bush, it is a good method.

About this somewhat tortuous and bizarre love story,

Yukimura's evaluation is that it is a match made in heaven.

Atobe's evaluation is that he is a minion for a tiger.

Regardless of whether this praise and criticism is right or wrong.

In Fuji's opinion, the protracted love between him and Baishi is complete.Although he failed to realize after all, that kind of poppy-like addictive love is sweet mixed with poison.But perhaps, such emotions that go hand in hand with life and death have already become chronic poisons.

Bit by bit, the wall of indifference was dug through and shattered.

Kuranosuke Shiraishi has no great advantages, but he is tougher, sharper, more patient, and calmer than others... It seems ordinary, as if he will be lost in the vast crowd in the blink of an eye, but if you look closely, His presence is always so distinct.

Buer is like unsuspecting prey.Slowly falling into the dense net woven by the patient hunter, until the opponent bared his fangs, he suddenly realized.

Shiraishi had been pretending to be a friend for so long, but finally tore away his true face.

Only then did he know that silence is as forbearing as a white stone, and it is also cunning.

He said: "If you don't choose Shiraishi Kuranosuke, you must go to see an ophthalmologist." Even the confession was too hard to look directly at.

Then he said: "Because you missed Kuranosuke Shiraishi, it must be the biggest regret in your life."

There is no one who can accompany Fuji Shusuke to visit the Louvre in Paris anytime, anywhere, except Shiraishi Kuranosuke; no one can accompany Fuji Shusuke to go ocean voyage anytime, anywhere, except Shiraishi Kuranosuke; no one , can patiently conspire and forbearance to plot just for the genius's one-eyed love, except Shiraishi Kuranosuke.

When you are in another person's life, there are so many irreplaceable.

Your existence becomes the only one.

Just like Shiraishi Kuranosuke and Fuji Shusuke.

So no matter how clever the genius is, he can only surrender in the end.

However, their story did not come to a fairy tale ending so smoothly.

Fuji Shusuke's last bad intentions were left to Kuranosuke Shiraishi.So we have been together for three years, and another three years.In the end, it's just an extraordinary "soulmate".Fujisuke drew a line, and it took Shiraishi Kuranosuke a seven-year itch to cross it.

Later Shiraishi Kuranosuke often joked with Fuji: "The most concise and effective way to deal with geniuses is to pack them up and take them away. If I could understand the essence at that time, I wouldn't have been fooled for so long."

He gave me a meaningful smile and a "hmm~"

The turning point of the story happened in the year when Yukimura quit tennis. Shiraishi and Fuji went to watch his last match, which was also a farewell match.

At the award ceremony holding the championship trophy, Yukimura thanked all the fans and family members who supported him along the way, but in the end he said: "Keigo Atobe, you gave me the most dreamy time in ten years, and I will spend the rest of my life Pay my debt!"

At that time, Shiraishi turned his head and looked at Fuji, his eyes were bright: "Xingcun showed his affection very generously today. It's really a domineering declaration to the bone."

Fuji smiled: "Don't think about it, I can guess that Atobe must be standing proudly under the stage and looking at Jingshi with a smile."

Then Baishi beside him raised the corner of his mouth and suddenly called out: "Zhou Zhu."

"What's wrong?" Buer turned his head, with a pure smile on his face as always.

"Netherlands or Finland, which country do you prefer?"

That's another story.