Abstinence of Rebirth

My body is getting better and better now. I have gradually calmed down from the uneasiness at the beginning. I am thinking that if this is a lucid dream, let it go. Anyway, what I feel is a real relative. The warmth, the real happiness, and the guilt for the family members I never cherished, I decided to be a good son, a good brother, and a good buddy.It's just that the ideal is beautiful, but I don't know how the reality is.

Except for eating and sleeping every day, no one urged me to do anything. In view of Xuanhuang’s birthday, the three major families have to make preparations. My eldest brother has been very busy recently. After practicing swords in the morning, I hurriedly finished breakfast and went out. I'm not very familiar with it. I think it's the same as birthday celebrations of big names now. Subordinates always have to choose gifts or arrange venues and so on.No one is with me, and I'm too lazy to go out of the house. If something happens, I can't stand it, it's not too bad, although now I've been thinking about how to build a food street or a coffee shop here. Suppressing my saliva, I decided to follow my elder brother's advice and read books. It's not bad to learn the palace rules, but it's good to know the customs.Such a leisurely life makes me tend to be quiet. I am a little interested in music, but I don’t have a guitar that I am good at. Among the things I can do, I choose calligraphy. It’s not so easy to make brush calligraphy. After half a day I just wrote a poem on paper, which is not what I like. I just miss them in the distance, and I can't help it.

You don’t have lovesickness in your life.

I forgot whose words I just thought of when I was alone, I still miss J city, I miss the days when I smashed the school, I miss my father scolding, and my mother's gentleness.Before I could get distracted too much, I was pulled back to reality, Hua Lingfeng came to look for me, and as soon as I entered the room, that guy became yelling about making tea.Seeing my crooked handwriting on the desk, Hua Lingfeng laughed dumbly, "Our second young master wants to become a talent, but this sentence is written to miss me." Hua Lingfeng approached me, and the heat was on me On my face, I raised my head and smiled, jokingly said: Brother Hua made me a target of public criticism, no one knows that you have a great reputation, and how many beauties make people haggard for Yixiao. "Hua Lingfeng wanted to say something, but he kept silent, and then sat down to chat with me, explaining what rules I should follow after I went to the imperial city, and told me that the last time I was in Wangyue Xianju made me famous Well, it’s gratifying to change the image of the idiot. When it comes to the third prince, Hua Lingfeng told me that he was too close. A backer or something, Hua Lingfeng saw what I was thinking, snapped his fingers, and said: Don't wrap yourself in it, don't think about it. By the way, do you have something that won't leave your body? I was confused and shook my head. Hua Lingfeng took out a piece of jade from his chest. It looked warm and translucent, with a very delicate luster. Then he put it on me and said, "This is the return gift of the Yanzhu that I gave you, you want it?" After wearing it, it can dispel the cold and strengthen the body. I nodded hurriedly. People who don’t know martial arts can hold something that can dispel the cold. Hua Lingfeng had been playing around for a while, and when my elder brother came back, I cheered and hugged him. I had no choice but to feel at ease when I was with my elder brother. It's not that Hua Lingfeng is not good, but I just feel that this person is elusive, not good. Looking for it. My elder brother petted my head and asked me if I had read the book well. Hua Lingfeng hurriedly showed the tadpole-shaped sentence I wrote to the elder brother. The elder brother didn't say anything when he saw it, and ordered Dongxue to prepare dinner. This Hua Lingfeng didn't stay for dinner this time, saying that there was still something to do, and I didn't ask what I needed to do during dinner.

After dinner, I went for a walk in the back garden with my eldest brother. Although it was autumn, the scenery was not bad, and the air was still very fresh.Unfortunately, I ran into Nangong Haotian, my third younger brother. After I saw me, I kept staring at me, which made me feel scared, and then I laughed and left.The next walk is much easier, there are not so many idle people waiting.I admired such a big mansion at first, but after half an hour, I didn't think so anymore. I was so tired, I said that the back garden is called a park. When I went back, I fell on the ground like an octopus. Brother's body, back to Xiyuan, I washed in a hurry and couldn't wait to go in to bed.The eldest brother watched my agile movements with a smile on his face.I hugged my elder brother, and I couldn't stop rubbing against him. The embrace of my elder brother was very warm and fragrant, making people unconsciously want to get close.My elder brother rubbed my head and coaxed me to sleep. I wondered why my elder brother was always so kind to me. My elder brother couldn’t say anything, but just talked about my childhood: when he was five years old, he saw me who was just born, pink and tender, I have never seen my mother since I was born, and then I was raised under the name of Yuxi. He felt that such a child was very pitiful, so he often came to see me, and when I was about to leave, he followed him all day Brother Zero shouted, when he was seven years old, he went out to learn martial arts. When I came back, I seemed to be very hostile to him. He didn't know the reason, but he still wanted to spoil me, so he took care of me without hesitation. I did make him very happy.And this past, I don't know why this body suddenly rejects Nangong Ling, now I don't have such thoughts at all, I just think about my brother loving me, I should love my brother well.Suddenly my brother took my arm and said why the birthmark became more complicated. I also looked at it and found that it was true. The chicken was a little fatter, and it seemed to have some faint spots like wings. My explanation to my brother was If I eat fat, the birthmark will also make me fat. This kind of explanation can only be believed, but there is no other explanation. By the way, let me explain why my brother found that my birthmark deepened. I want to classify my brother as a relative, there is no need The clothes are so cumbersome, so my upper body is naked, and he is a man, this is not evil at all, don't think about it.My brother suddenly turned to the words I wrote during the day and asked me what was wrong. I suddenly became so sentimental. I made a face at my elder brother, and stuck my head into his chest, saying: "Elder brother, I don't know that seeing each other every day is like three autumns away." , Xiao Che, I was thinking about my brother, sleep, sleep, hurry up and accompany me after busy work, you also said that you are going to soak in the hot spring.I didn't raise my head, I didn't know that my elder brother's ears were red at this time, and his face was also flushed.The devil knows that molesting brother is also a crime.

I slept very well that night. For the next few days, I quietly wrote and read in my eldest brother's study. I lived a very peaceful life. I have been looking forward to a good life that can continue like this.My eyes are tired and my hands are numb. Looking out the window, my eldest brother is coming back soon, and suddenly I want to go to the kitchen to show off my skills.I don't know if my brother likes it or not.At this time, what I invested in was the feelings of the past life and the present life. It must be a bit enthusiastic, otherwise how could it develop into what it was later.At this moment, I didn’t feel anything. When I went to the kitchen, I saw that this is a rich person. There is no refrigerator and so many dishes, and I am not afraid of wasting them. Of course, I don’t know how many mouths there are in Nangong Mansion, so I naturally feel that there are too many dishes.What to do, it turns out that I have always liked steak and Japanese food, the scene in the kitchen does not allow me to do this, I racked my brains to think about what I would do if I wanted to be a foodie, sandwiches, no, spicy chicken, Can you take it off perfectly, hot and sour fish fillet, my slicing level is very good,,, so, when my brother came back, I saw such a scene, and I sat obediently in front of the table , with a charming smile, Qiuzhu and Dongxue's eyes were full of surprise.After the eldest brother finished washing, he sat down to eat and hadn’t even had a bite yet. Hua Lingfeng’s voice made me very angry at this time. I thought why this guy didn’t wink. After Hua Lingfeng came, he asked for more bowls and chopsticks. , After eating, he looked admiring, "Your family has changed chefs, and the dishes are very different." Qiuzhu explained to him, Hua Lingfeng was shocked when he heard it, and the elder brother next to me was also puzzled , I explained to them very modestly: This is what I learned from the kitchen master, but I improved a little. Am I a cooking genius?Brother and Hua Lingfeng both nodded. If so, he is really a cooking genius. Only I know that this is the essence of the predecessors for thousands of years, of course it is amazing. "However, Hua Lingfeng. I made this for my elder brother. Why are you here to join in the fun? It's really..." Hua Lingfeng glanced at his elder brother, quite suspicious, "It's better to come early than coincidentally, which means I You are lucky to eat the food made by Xiao Che. By the way, I am here to inform you that you are going to the palace tomorrow. You have learned the rules. Also, remind you that the third prince invites you not to go, otherwise your elder brother will not be able to keep you Yes." Thinking that my father and my elder brother would go there tomorrow, I wasn't too afraid, so after the meal, Hua Lingfeng refused to leave, and drank the lily and lotus seeds I specially prepared for my elder brother to nourish his spirit. Congee, it's over, he even teased me about my cleverness, and it was written on my face that I was anxious to drive him away.I collapsed, did ancient people really mature so precociously, but judging from the age of death, it seems to be in line with common sense.Before leaving, Hua Lingfeng also reminded me not to forget him next time I have good food, but there was a mysterious gift for me, and he boasted that it should only be found in the sky, and it is rare in the world.

Finally sent Hua Lingfeng away, I hurriedly turned back to ask for a reward from my elder brother, still pointing at my cheek, until now and for a long time in the future, I don’t understand how much side effects this kind of naked flirting has, so I ignored me, After washing up, I went to the study to read a book. I followed him in. I didn’t know why my elder brother was so abnormal. Dongxue brought tea over, and I stepped back. I hurriedly poured it for my elder brother. This is my special recipe, honey lemon tea , Sure enough, the eldest brother took a sip and looked at me. I explained that this is a good tea after dinner, and it is also beautifying and beautifying. The elder brother opened his frowning brows, pulled me over, and kissed my lips. At that time, I thought this reward was big, was it my first kiss or something, until my elder brother pushed me away and blushed and apologized, I jokingly said: This is my first kiss, bro, are you responsible, you have to protect me for the rest of your life .My elder brother asked me if I hated this kiss, I shook my head in doubt, don't say that I am a super avant-garde person, I can't hate this fairy face of my elder brother.My elder brother took me back to the bedroom, and muttered on the way, we are not brothers or something, and I was confused.

I've heard someone say that most people are bisexual, but only choose the so-called normal relationship under certain circumstances or under the so-called moral and ethical constraints.Maybe this is exactly what I am at this time, but people in the play are always indistinguishable and indistinct.

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