a lifetime

Chapter Fourteen

confusion (adjacency)

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Guanchu likes Fujisuke.

However, for Guanyue, love is not the only one, not to mention it is just his single obsession.He has always been unscrupulous in what he wants, and will not give up until he achieves his goal.But Buer is an exception for him, no matter what he does, Buer can turn a blind eye.

After a long time, he will not be able to bear it.

So he killed his long-standing obsession with his own hands and separated them into the Milky Way.

But now he just wanted an answer, an answer that Bu Er owed him two years.

He never forgot those days and that sudden change.

No matter, there must be a result, between them.

Although it is summer weather, it turned cloudy that day, with a breeze blowing, watching the moon wearing a moon-white embroidered light brocade, as long as jade.His long hair was tied high, like a handsome gentleman, standing in a field of yellow flowers, watching the man approaching from a distance, still wearing a plain long gown, with a long whip gleaming with sunlight around his waist, It's soft and doesn't shine, but it makes people unable to move their eyes away.

His face was haggard and pale, but his blue eyes were piercing.

Finally, the crooked smiling eyes that have remained unchanged for many years are gone.

Guanyue watched him approach step by step, and saw herself reflected in his eyes, which became more and more clear.There is nothing superfluous in those eyes, not even the sky, the earth, the yellow flowers and the wide road, only him.

However, he felt cold, and finally saw his own figure in his eyes again, but it was such a miserable posture.

He suddenly wanted to back up and run away.

But he finally stood still, straightened his chest, met the man's eyes, and looked back with a kind of arrogance and determination, he thought to himself that at this moment he must only see that man and nothing else.

Seeing that person stopped ten steps away from him, his expression suddenly changed, less cold, more dazed and hesitant.

The corner of his mouth raised into a smile, his fingers unconsciously twirling a strand of long hair that fell down his forehead, and hummed: "Uh-huh, Fuji-kun, long time no see."

In fact, there is no such thing as a long time, but three or two days.

Hearing the sound, Bu Er frowned uncontrollably, and the eyes he looked at him softened obviously, even with a hint of prayer, subconsciously murmured: "Xiao Chu..."

But when Guanyue heard it, he suddenly had mixed feelings and lost his position.

Lost pride, lost smile.

Xiaochu?

He actually called him Xiao Chu, he actually called him Xiao Chu at this time, no, he just whispered subconsciously.

But how long has he not called him that.

Two years.

He remembered that before that, when they first met, Bu Er had called him that.

Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu.

Although every time he called him that, nothing good happened, although he always looked at him with a harmless and bad trick, although he knew that the smile was more of a joke, but it is undeniable , he called his name was never nice.

So he likes to listen to it, even though it sometimes seems masochistic, he still likes it, almost to the point of paranoia.

He remembered being injured that year, lying on the bed unable to move, but the focused expression when he was feeding him medicine, so gentle.He looked into his blue eyes, which contained his sickly face, the eyes that were staring at him.

Seeing him showing a faint smile, so pampering and gentle.

Seeing the corners of his lips slightly open, he uttered a short and warm name: "Xiao Chu."

At that moment, his heart beat suddenly.

It seems that all the flowers in the world are blooming.

However, no matter how he thought about it, he would never think of it, but three days later, Bu Er suddenly changed drastically, he no longer diagnosed his pulse, no longer fed him medicine, and even stopped looking at him.

Don't even call him, Xiao Chu.

Instead, he called him, Guanyue Jun.

He didn't even say goodbye to him, and when he finally asked Yuta about it, Yuta said he had been away for days.

We met again later, half a year later.He was not alone either, he stayed with Huadi for only two or three days.

When I left, I watched Yuta's martial arts competition, and when I found Qingkong Kill, I smiled on the spot.

Then Fuji accepted his challenge and defeated the confident and proud him with one blow.He stood in front of him, looked coldly at him who fell to the ground and vomited blood, and said thank you for taking care of my brother.Then turned around and walked away without any pause or nostalgia.

It was as if, the once Maimai staring at each other was just a dream when he was asleep.

Later, Buer pretended not to be able to see him, but he couldn't ignore him, and he just said that he was indifferent, not even Guan Yuejun.

But now, after he killed his dearest and beloved sister, he actually called him Xiao Chu, what exactly does he want!

He suddenly felt frightened, and Bu Er's murmur in front of him seemed to seduce him into obsession, make him lose his sanity, and confuse him to give up himself, but the relationship between them was obviously just a single pursuit, now Bu Er How should he understand this reaction.

Is it revenge again?

He is the only one who knows how to treat Guan Yue the most cruelly.

It was ignored before, so now it is natural to pretend to be affectionate.

Really, too much...

"Fuer-kun, do you know who killed Yumiko? It's me, it's Guan Yue." Guan Yue suddenly smiled fiercely, and Bu Er recovered from the smile, and his eyes turned cold.

With a flash of his figure, he grasped the long whip in his right hand, and then he slashed at Guanyue. Guanyue was stunned for a moment, and could barely dodge it by instinct. The whip tore the corner of his clothes and a piece of dirt.Before he could react, another whip came through the air, and he couldn't dodge it no matter what he did, so he had to subconsciously block it with his hands. The whip left a bloody mouth, and the bones were almost visible. Before the pain came, another whip went up to the neck, He hastened to move half a step, but the whip was deflected, cutting off a little of his black hair. At the same time, the pain in his arm came, and he couldn't help taking a breath. Uncovering the double swords in Yin and his sleeves, he went forward, but he had no strength to fight back, he only narrowly avoided a few fatal injuries, and then the two swords were thrown away, and then he came down with a whip, his feet hurt, and his internal strength was gone. It broke up and fell to the ground. Seeing that the whip was about to cut through his neck, he closed his eyes.But the whip just went around his neck, tightly wound.

He opened his eyes and looked at Buer. The latter's hand holding the whip was tight and tight, trembling uncontrollably, his eyes were hard, painful, hateful, and unbearable.

The neck was getting tighter and tighter, and he felt that it was becoming difficult to breathe, but he still looked straight at Buer, as if he wanted to see through Buer to see the answer.

Finally, Buer loosened his hand holding the whip, his eyes darkened, as if he was in so much pain, he asked in a low voice: "Why? That's my sister." Moonlight's answer is needed.

Guanyue didn't answer either, he gasped for breath, didn't have time and didn't know how to answer, he wanted to ask Buer why.

So he struggled to stand up, tried to stabilize his figure, hid all his thoughts, and faced Budu with an unyielding pride.

Bu Er suddenly laughed at himself sadly, and took the whip away.Said: "Don't let me see you again."

Turn around to leave.

A tear fell silently.

But he spared him.

At that moment, Guanyue suddenly understood everything.

It turned out that it wasn't just pretending, he really fell in love with him.It's just that he chose to protect Yuta.

"No two." He shouted hastily, even he was frightened, the voice was too trembling, and the fear was so obvious.

He knew that turning around would be a stranger, and he was afraid.

he does not want.

Bu'er stopped when he heard the sound, but didn't look back, and walked away after a while.

"Fuji Zhouzhu, I want an answer, tell me!"

The raised steps were finally retracted, and slowly turned around.

The next moment, he lost consciousness in the white powder.

Guanyue hugged Buer's limp body, smiled wryly, and let out a long sigh of relief.

Regardless of the bloody arms, he picked up the two swords, hugged them horizontally, and hurriedly strode away. He didn't know where he was going, but he just walked south across the field of yellow flowers. He knew that someone would find them soon, so he had to leave early.

Bring the best.

He must get whatever he wants at the beginning of the month.Even if years have passed, even if life is lost, even if the world is exhausted.

He just needs to know that this is not a single delusion, that's enough.

He had lost Rudolph, the Rudolph whom he had bled for years.

destroyed.Ruined in Yukimura's own delusions, and then Yukimura told him that he could give him glory and wealth, fame and glory, and return to his hometown, as long as he brought him into Qingmen, how much he wanted to ridicule at that time, why did he get Qingmen's wholehearted trust Well, because it’s not two, Yukimura really thinks highly of him, and when he saw Yuta later, he suddenly realized.

Later, when he saw Fuji and Yukimura singing in harmony, he hated Yukimura even more when they met each other.

The guy who speaks sweetly and hides a knife in his smile is the one who allows him to return to his hometown. He has no choice but to lose Rudolph. He struggled for a long time, and finally made up his mind when he said that who is the king, don't hurt Yuta.

Rudolph lost, but he couldn't get it, and now only the promise he made when he left home was left.

How does he give up?

But when he faced the beautiful face of the woman, faced with the similar eyebrows and eyes, he hesitated after all, but fortunately he had already poisoned her, and the woman could not move or make a sound.

The woman looked at him, begging, and pitying him.

He wondered why there was such pity, but now he understood that Fuji's sister pitied him and Fuji for the past, and begged him not to hurt her dearest brother.

He has never regretted it so much now, regretting his perfect murder plan.If, if he could listen to Yumiko to say a word, maybe he wouldn't be in the current situation.

He also hates the teasing of fate, and even more lamented how deep Yumiko's love is.

He once heard the conversation between the siblings, and he could vaguely hear that Yumiko predicted her own death, but she still came to see her brother, just in case, in case she never sees her again .

It's so simple, so I bet my life.

It's like ah, and that person.

It's a pity that I didn't know anything at that time, I only thought that there was nothing left, and I couldn't let go of my childhood vows. Seeing that the effect of the medicine was about to wear off, Yumiko was slowly able to move.

As soon as he was afraid and ruthless, the blade sank into the woman's heart.

Then he ran away with Yukimura without another look, he couldn't imagine how Fuji would react when he found his dead sister, so he just ran away, as far away as possible.

However, as God's will tricks people, Yukimura's wishful thinking broke through.

Shantou was flooded in autumn, and the war broke out ahead of schedule.

The return home promised by Yukimura is nowhere in sight, and he will defend the city against the enemy. After he has been away for an unknown number of years, he still has something he can't let go of, and he still has answers to find.

Stealing Yukimura's Annihilation Song, and submitting a letter to make an appointment with Fuji, as the final word.

Life and death are fine.

But I didn't think about it, it wasn't my own idea.

However, what he wants is hopeful after all, he is right, it is not a unilateral pursuit, so what scruples does he have.

He will take Buer to a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and live a life of sunrise and sunset.Piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, flowers and landscapes.

He suddenly felt that the heavens were merciful, and he was extremely honored. He stole Xingcun's Miegan song, which could change his memory, but it gave him his last hope, and it was also the luck he was most grateful for.He will let everything go back to the past, back to the day when Bu Er was tempted.

Hold hands and grow old together.

Thinking of this, he laughed unconsciously, as if he had seen happiness.Then he shouted loudly: "Drive!"

A carriage sped by in the night, heading south.

It was near midnight before we stopped in front of a farmer's house.Knocking on the door of the farmer's household, he handed the farmer a piece of silver and asked for some food, medicinal materials and cloth.Carried the man in the carriage into the house, carefully adjusted the thin quilt for him, and then sat next to him and began to bandage the wound. The wound was deep and needed needle and thread to mend, so he asked the peasant woman for needle and thread, baked it, and sprayed it with strong He squeezed a large piece of clothes and stuffed it into his mouth. After holding the needle, he began to mend the wound. He threaded it stitch by stitch. He sewed about six or seven stitches. After cutting the thread, he was sweating profusely and his face was pale.

Hastily applied the medicine, bandaged it, let out a long sigh of relief, and fell down on the table.

Glancing at Buer who was sleeping soundly on the bed, he also fell into a deep sleep.

Guanyue was awakened by the crowing of the cock very early, and the first thing he saw was Buer who was still sleeping.Suddenly, I feel better and my sleepiness is gone.He bought a lot of common items from the peasant woman and put them into the carriage, but he sighed and frowned when he saw the carriage. The carriage was bought yesterday from a passing farmer. It was originally only used to transport goods, and it was so simple He couldn't bear to look at the appearance, so he spent some time on renovations, and the interior of the car was also softly paved, so he took Buer and drove the carriage away with some satisfaction.

He must rush to the next city as soon as possible, buy a guqin, and practice the Miegan song as soon as possible.

Let Fuji forget the next two years.

Back to the beginning.

heart-pounding moment.

The author has something to say:

It turns out that my favorite is not Koechizen?

It’s Guanyue-kun, so the chaos will really be a little sweet~