Holographic Showdown

"Since that short "reunion" ended, I often think that I am probably a very indifferent person, hurting you who love me so much, I wonder if I am worthy of your indulgence over the years with love.You know what, I met someone a lot like you here and I thought maybe another new relationship could cover up the scars from the past. 』

On the day he walked out of the general's tent, the sunset was burning red in the sky. He stepped on the yellow sand and entered the wrong military tent by mistake. When he habitually sat on the folding bed, he noticed that the quilt was not in the right place. If you find yourself in the wrong place, you have to sneak away if you don't want to be embarrassed.

Unfortunately, he only got half of his body out of the half-opened curtain, and bumped into a person whose stature was not much different from his own. If there were no accidents, this person must be the owner of the military tent .

Xie Zhen resignedly wanted to repeat the "sorry", but heard the other party smiled slightly, and said to him in a gentle tone: "What a coincidence, we met again."

The voice is very familiar, the last time I heard it seemed... It was still on the plane to Jerusalem, this time Xie Zhen's reaction returned to the normal frequency, suddenly raised his head, and as expected, he saw the snake alpha that he hadn't seen for a long time— —— Wen Xiuzhu.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Xie Zhen wondered why he came to the army camp. Later, he thought about recalling the number of wounded who had increased due to heavy tasks a while ago, and contacted Wen Xiuzhu's major. He suddenly understood, so he simply put aside this point Doubt, very bluntly apologized, "I'm sorry, I went to the wrong military account, please let me go, I will pay attention next time."

Wen Xiuzhu seemed to understand his careful thinking, and did not respond cooperatively, but smiled at the corner of his mouth and then talked to him: "I was transferred here from the Volunteer Army General Base in the South to help Yes, I came in the car that transported supplies just now, I saw you in the car, are you all right? Are you injured?"

Alpha's kind tone and warm and very textured voice made him let go of his guard involuntarily, but it didn't mean that he would give the other party unreserved trust. Bronze eyes meet.

"I said, please let me go."

It feels like sharp blades colliding with soft clouds. Wen Xiuzhu was very surprised by his arrogant and unruly appearance. The handsome and charming fishing features coupled with such aggressive eyes are undoubtedly a small visual feast , making people look mesmerized.

It seems to be a little fox that bites people very painfully, he couldn't help thinking to himself, at last he opened a sideways path, gestured towards the back with his right hand very gentlemanly, and said: "Today's evening is very beautiful, otherwise you will appreciate it." A face, walk around with me?"

Compared with Krill, the Italian old hooligan who only knows greasy romance, he made a little more sincere request, which made him feel less disgusted in a tactful and tactful way. It may also be because he is used to Krill's daily harassment. All kinds of nonsensical invitations to be alone, it was rare to revisit the politeness of the oriental people and the sense of elegance tainted with the smell of books, he was quite surprised and couldn't bear to refuse.

After hesitating for a moment, Xie Zhen responded mysteriously: "Yes."

Today's dusk is indeed very beautiful. Compared with the last time I saw it on the way back from the mission in Bahamut City, it is more gentle and lingering, and it is a bit less magnificent and desolate. The figure of the goddess flying to the moon in the Dunhuang murals is breathtakingly beautiful.

The two chose a small hillside outside the barracks and sat down. Xie Zhen looked up at the scenery without saying a word. He rarely said a few words. Wen Xiuzhu got up halfway and smiled and said to leave. He Mostly because he was fascinated by it, he didn't respond.

Not long after, Wen Xiuzhu came back with a rabbit half the size of a basketball in one hand, sat next to Xie Pillow and handed it over: "Here, do you want to pet it?"

The feeling of suddenly having a stuffed creature in your arms is very subtle. It is nestled softly in your arms. Xie Zhen withdrew his attention from viewing the scenery and turned to look down at the fat rabbit. The little guy's head was rubbed lightly, and his tentacles were soft.

"It's cute." Wen Xiuzhu narrowed his eyes and smiled with his hands on his chin. "The desert at the southern base is full of these guys, and it's become a rare thing when you come here. You know I just caught it It was a waste of a lot of effort."

Creel once told him that there is one difference between Westerners and Easterners, and that is the eyes.

Westerners are warm and cheerful by nature, and they cannot hide the burning flames in their eyes showing love, while Easterners are just the opposite. Their upbringing and habits of wanting to talk in their bones prevent them from throwing such straightforward eyes to love Most of them look at their sweetheart with tenderness and joy in their eyes.

And even if no one gave him popular science, judging from Xie Zhenyue's experience of receiving hundreds of love letters, it is very easy to know whether a person has the intention of admiring him.

Just like now, the eyes of the Alpha next to him who said he was catching rabbits slowly fell on him without taking his eyes off him, everyone knows what it means.

According to his previous temper, he should pretend to be deaf and dumb, and then find an excuse to leave the scene is the best choice, but for some reason, Xie Chen was holding the rabbit in his arms, and he accidentally noticed the other side's way out of the corner of his eye. The eyes that alpha understands somehow connect these with another person who holds a considerable weight in his heart.

Memories are like the breeze of willows blowing across the water, stirring up little circles of ripples, disturbing the calm and causing ripples, seemingly small and insignificant, but falling into the bottom of my heart is comparable to the turmoil of mountains, rivers, lakes and seas confined by day and night.

He vaguely remembered the morning when Brother Alpha rushed to the airport for the border, that man walked into his room lightly, carefully woke him up from sleepiness, and said something like this to him.

"When I come back, I'll take you to the Northwest Desert to catch rabbits, okay? Just nod if you want, okay?"

Xie Zhen still clearly remembered that in the morning, he asked Shen Yunting for a hug through sleepiness.

Now that he really touched the desert rabbit, but that person didn't catch it for him. The same nice voice and whispered words to him seemed to him not as exciting as he expected.

Maybe, because it's not that person.

"Pfft." Xie Zhen rarely showed a smile that only when he is in a good mood, the corners of his mouth curled up. There was a hint of unexpected meekness in his sharp facial features, which made Wen Xiuzhu's heart beat a few beats slower.

Xie Zhentan pinched a rabbit's ear and said unhurriedly: "Someone said they would catch rabbits for me before, but it was a long time ago. At that time, I was young, so I actually believed it."

Wen Xiuzhu seized the opportunity to test: "Then, is mine just compensation?"

In the end, it was only when the voice fell that Xie Zhen's words hid other meanings with ulterior motives. Could it be that he has someone he likes, and he is hinting that the other party should not flirt at will?

Immediately afterwards, Xie Zhen buried his head and touched the little rabbit's head with the tip of his nose, and said meaningfully: "I think you are very similar to him."

"But I think I'm better than him." Wen Xiuzhu continued with a look of ease, "Because I really caught a rabbit for you, maybe because I'm more used to practical actions."

"I don't like this kind of dedication without a background," Xie Zhen retorted unwillingly. "It's never purposeful. Impromptu work will easily give people the illusion of worrying about gain and loss."

"is it?"

Wen Xiuzhu spread his hands left and right as a sign of disappointment, and said regretfully: "In that case, I was the one to be rude, sorry."

Xie Zhen shook his head and said it was okay, he probably had planned for this ending long ago, those seductive eyes seemed to hide a secret that no one knew, calmly as if all this was expected.

The sun is almost setting, and night is about to fall, and the sky, which is unknown in both time periods, is still beautiful.

It is a kind of beauty of interlaced superimposition of light and dark.

Wen Xiuzhu asked: "Are you still going to arrest them? There are plenty of them at this time."

Xie Zhen lifted his fingers and gently twitched the little rabbit's tail, his eyes were indifferent: "No need, it's good to keep some things in mind, and if you take it seriously, it will lose its original meaning."

"Then I'm going back?"

"OK, good night."

Before leaving, Wen Xiuzhu looked back and said: "If you don't like it, let him go, or give yourself another meal, but if you want to cook rabbit meat deliciously, you need certain skills. If you have this idea, you can come here. Find me."

Xie pillow turned his back to him and nodded: "Well, goodbye."

He is like a hunter with clear thinking, every step is calculated and executed, but today's result is beyond his expectation, not successful or even failure.

The little fox tactfully avoided Cobra's hint, and frankly expressed his displeasure, which made Cobra feel very distressed, and couldn't figure out which step went wrong.

"I cried so sadly on the plane, why do you still think about him?" Wen Xiuzhu murmured as he walked along the way, his military boots rubbed against the sand and mud, Alpha's bronze eyes shone in the dark night "And since you can't let it go, why did you accept my rabbit?" Thinking of this, he half-closed his eyelids and smiled shallowly: "It's really a strange fox."

In the next half a year, Xie Zhen's physical and mental condition was extremely poor. Before he came to the Middle East, he signed a contract with the school's privately owned laboratory to enable the use of glandular abilities in advance, because the prerequisite for volunteers in the Middle East is glandular abilities. Most graduates and postgraduates, that is, the age group of 22 to 25 years old, happen to be the golden stage of glandular ability development.

Why sign a private treaty?Because Xie Zhen was only 20 years old at that time, no one dared to take the risk of as high as 50.00% death rate to perform this operation on him, and finally completed the activation of the gland's ability with the letter of guarantee from Warlord Zhong.

Fortunately, he was lucky enough to win the lucky 50.00%.

The operation was successful, but it does not mean that there are no side effects. Han Boqing told him that the irregular frequency of gland pain will last for about two years, but the frequency will gradually decrease over time, and the last stage has the least number of attacks. It is also the most painful time.

Coincidentally, this is his second year in the Middle East.

Before coming here, Han Boqing gave him a bottle of self-developed painkiller. Due to the tight schedule, the dosage was not much. He especially told him not to take it unless it was absolutely necessary.

But in fact, the bottle of medicine had run out in less than a year, and the pain in the gland was the most deadly and unbearable, much more terrifying than Xie Zhen thought.

In the first half of the second year, if the situation is good, I can bear it, or I can go to Wen Xiuzhu to ask for some regular painkillers, I can make do with it, but in the second half of the year, I can't.

The one that impressed me the most was when he was seriously injured in a certain mission. Under the dual torture of high fever and gland pain, he almost lost half his life. In the middle of the night, he bit his arm and wept silently.

The brain went blank, humming and repeating the pain.

For a moment, he felt as if he had returned to his dark past, the damp and dark basement and various electrotherapy instruments made of cold metal machinery, and the unarmed child was roughly tied to a chair, under the indifferent supervision of the supervisor. Injecting one tube after another of the medicine under the expression.

One report after another was written in his hand. He was bound to the chair and almost lost his voice in pain. There was no way to save him.

Some pots are destined to be cracked while it sits in the hot oven, and they are regarded as "defective products", left in dark corners, or even ruthlessly smashed and discarded.

Some pipes would rather stay in the corner, even if it is not perfect, even if no one is willing to take it away, and eventually even it will gradually give up on itself, until the moment when the sun shines through the window.

"What's your name?"

"May I call you a pillow? Pfft, that's what you mean baby...why are you blushing?"

"Then let me call you Zai Zai, okay?"

"You don't need to worry about memorizing my name, just remember that I am an older brother."

There is a very good saying, what makes me painful is not those contradictions and parting, but when I am most helpless and desperate, the past comes to my mind one by one, reminding me how embarrassed I am at this moment.

"Brother..." Xie Zhen let go of the teeth he was biting his arm, and the tears overflowing from his left eye flowed down the bridge of his nose into his right eye, and finally fell on the quilt and fainted with layers of water stains. Squeezing out a few words with a lot of effort, they formed an intermittent sentence: "I...it hurts...ah...brother...I...really...it hurts..."

Where are you?

Can you come and give me a hug?

I miss you so much.

Suddenly, a pair of warm hands gently wiped away the tears from the corners of the eyes, and Alpha's concerned tone also appeared so gentle and considerate at this moment: "What nonsense are you talking about? Do you want to get up and drink some water?"

Wen Xiuzhu turned around and returned with a white iron cup half filled with water, sat down beside him, and asked softly, "Do you want to get up?"

After a long time, Xie Zhen nodded his head slowly. Wen Xiuzhu avoided his wound and pulled him into his arms to help him up. Then he handed the water glass to his lips. Seeing that the other party did not respond for a long time, he wanted to remind him.

In the next second, Xie Zhen used the hand that was bitten by him to prop up the cushion of the folding bed and slowly sat up, with his back leaning against the wall. He just raised his hand to catch it, but he didn't want to lose his strength suddenly when he stretched halfway. Hang straight to one side.

Wen Xiuzhu couldn't help frowning and sighing, and said in a comforting tone: "I won't touch you, but your current state needs my help, so please cooperate, is that okay?"

"Okay." Xie Zhen's voice was almost inaudible.

Wen Xiuzhu breathed a sigh of relief, took the cup and fed him about two or three sips of water, put the cup away and helped him lie down again, turned off the light and said, "Take a good rest, your current state is not suitable for taking painkillers." medicine, otherwise it’s death in disguise.”

"Are you... are you still there?" Xie Zhen asked suddenly.

Wen Xiuzhu felt a little strange after hearing the sound, and then his expression became a little dignified, so he quickly lowered his head and asked, "Me? Are you hallucinating?"

After drinking the water, my throat became more comfortable, and my speech was no longer so stuttering. I only heard Xie Zhen whisper: "It's not... just want to know... Is there anyone... beside me..."

It is normal for the wounded to feel extremely insecure in a semi-conscious state. Wen Xiuzhu felt ashamed of his doubts, and a dignified medical student would even make such common-sense mistakes.

Wen Xiuzhu reached out and touched his shoulder lightly, and found that the other party didn't make a rejection reaction, so he was a little lucky, and moved his position a little, so as to be closer to him.

Such little foxes are not common.

Wen Xiuzhu looked at him and smiled, and asked, "How about I sing you a song?"

"it is good."

I have seen too many poems and paintings without beautiful scrolls

That's not the care that binds me

I'm just scared silently scared

remember you asked me

Can we bravely face the world

You are the most picturesque

fetters and concerns

I'm still scared cowardly scared

I'm afraid I won't last the moment when I'm accepted by the world

Afraid of your sudden departure

There is no more poetry and painting in my world

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In the middle of singing, Xie Zhen suddenly called him: "Wen Xiuzhu."

Wen Xiuzhu replied softly: "I am here."

"You sing really well, I have a question to ask you." Xie Zhen raised his brows and smiled bitterly, "When you caught desert rabbits for me, what did you mean by those words? "

When Wen Xiuzhu heard him ask this question, he didn't intend to pretend that he didn't understand, and simply confessed: "I like you, I thought I could take advantage of your bad mood that day to comfort and comfort you, and then confess to you hintingly, and then Just with you. Obviously I was thinking too much, the excellent little fox does not lack me as a suitor."

Xie Zhen was silent for a while, adjusted his breathing as if he had decided on something important, and asked something that Wen Xiuzhu never expected to hear from him in his life.

"Then do you still want to be with me now? I promise."

Wen Xiuzhu replied without thinking, "Of course, I can't ask for it."

Okay, Xie Zhen nodded and answered. After the final sound of this word fell, it seemed that the heavy armor had been removed, and the whole body was relieved of a heavy burden. The glands at the back of the neck seemed to be less painful, but the heart was not worried Expectations and joys are derived from a sudden relationship, but it is empty, like a chipped apple.

Shen Yunting, if I can, I hope I won't meet you......or from now on, maybe I can try to withdraw you from my heart slowly and let other people in.

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The song Wen Xiuzhu sang was inspired by "The Promise Under the Cherry Blossom Tree". Those who like it can listen to it. It is an old song.

Hey, today is also a series with more side stories than the main body