You are not allowed to like me!

"He's all my good vision."

It was already six o'clock in the afternoon when Pei Xu saw this circle of friends.

He clicked on the picture and took a look, and recognized that it was Qiao Nan's bedroom.Qiaonan's bedroom is completely different from his bedroom, which Qiaonan once deliberately redecorated in high school.Probably because of studying art, his bedroom style is also very post-modern, using a lot of contrasting colors and graffiti designs.

Compared with its own rest function, it is probably more ornamental.

So actually Jonan has been living in his bedroom.

He still remembered that shortly after he was taken to Qiao's house, six-year-old Qiao Nan, after several days of secret observation, knocked on his door one night holding his little pillow and asked him: " Brother, can I sleep with you?"

He silently agreed, and little Qiaonan cheered and jumped onto his bed hugging the pillow.

Since then, Qiao Nan has logically stayed in his room.

From the exclusive small pillow at the beginning, to the later clothes, bedding, books, and even favorite aromatherapy ornaments, like a small animal stocking goods, Qiao Nan filled the room with the original cold design to the brim.

Instead, his original bedroom was left unoccupied, and there were only a handful of times when Qiao Nan went back to sleep.

On the contrary, in his room, every inch is his trace, and every strand of air is filled with his smell.

Thinking of Qiao Nan's angry look, Pei Xu couldn't help but curl his lips, clicked on his WeChat profile picture, and gently stroked Qiao Nan's figure with his thumb - Qiao Nan's WeChat profile picture was a photo of the two people's backs, it was Qiao Nan After the college entrance examination, they took pictures when they traveled abroad.

He tilted his head slightly and leaned on his shoulder, turned his back to the camera and raised his hand to say "yeah".

Pei Xu used his memory to describe the smile on his face, and looked at it for a long time, until his assistant Zhao Bo knocked on the door and came in, interrupting his memory: "Boss, Dr. Chen is here."

Zhao Bo's voice is very soft, every time the boss sees Dr. Chen, he will not be in a very happy mood.

Hearing that Dr. Chen had arrived, Pei Xu frowned subconsciously. He pulled out of his memory, got up and walked out: "Got it, you go back first."

Zhao Bo knew that this was his habit, so he left quickly after hearing this.

This is a property specially bought by Pei Xu to meet Dr. Chen. It is far away from the urban area and has good privacy. Here he can pour out his emotions without any worries.

He walked slowly into the treatment room.

The treatment room is very elegantly arranged, except that it is partitioned by a frosted glass in the middle.From Pei Xu's perspective, he could only vaguely see the blurred figure on the other side of the glass.

And looking at him from the other side is the same.

After locking the heavy soundproof door, Pei Xu walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, and greeted the doctor on the other side politely and distantly: "Doctor Chen."

"Mr. Pei, long time no see, how are you feeling recently?" Dr. Chen's voice came across the glass partition.

"not too good."

Pei Xu took off his plain glasses, loosened his tie roughly, and unbuttoned the top button of his shirt. He let out a long breath as if breaking free from some restraint: "I have moved out of the house."

He relaxed his body and leaned against the sofa, his slender legs wrapped in suit pants crossed at will, revealing a completely different wildness from usual.Especially those long, narrow and sharp black eyes, without the protection and relaxation of the glasses, are much sharper and more aggressive than usual.

Like a dormant, aggressive beast waiting to come out.

"What's his reaction?" Dr. Chen continued to ask, through the frosted glass, he could vaguely see him lowering his head and writing down something.

"He... reacted very violently, very angry, and very sad." Pei Xu recalled Qiao Nan's accusation, and his emotions couldn't restrain the waves, and his tone became low: "I don't want to see him sad."

On the other side, Dr. Chen was silent for a moment, as if he was considering his words: "But your tone sounds very happy."

This time it was Pei Xu who remained silent for a long time before he said, "Yes."

"He can't leave me."

"Your mentality is not good for the treatment." Dr. Chen's tone showed a bit of helplessness, but his tone was still gentle: "I still suggest the same, if you don't want to hurt him, you'd better quit this unhealthy medicine in time. Emotional dependence. The best way is, you can try to separate the love part and put it on a suitable person."

Pei Xu's posture was no longer relaxed, he stood up a little irritably, and paced around the treatment room.

Dr. Chen did not rush, and waited patiently for his answer.

After a long time, Pei Xu sat down again. He picked up the sketchbook and pencil beside him, and drew skillfully on the white paper. The rustling sound of the pen tip rubbing against the paper made him regain his calm.

Very slowly, he emphasized: "I can't do it."

No one can replace Qiao Nan.

Fourteen years ago, his parents died in a car accident on the way to the court, leaving behind him at the age of ten, and a lot of bills that will not be clarified in the future.

Their family is not very rich. Their parents started from scratch and worked hard to earn a family business, but they ended up in a mess.

The relatives were afraid of being involved in debts, and no one wanted to take him in. He was kicked around like a football.

In the end, it was Qiao Nan's mother, Zhou Ruonian, who took over the mess left by his parents and took him in because of her friendship with his parents in the business field.

It's just that although Zhou Ruo took him back to Qiao's house, she was too busy with work to take care of her own children, and naturally she had no time to take care of him.

He was lucky enough to have a temporary shelter, but he was confused and anxious about the way forward.

That period of time was when he was most chaotic, most vulnerable, and most helpless.

If it hadn't been for little Qiao Nan knocking on his door anxiously with his pillow in his arms, he might not have had the courage to survive that dark time alone.

Qiao Nan said that he was afraid of the dark, but in fact he was the one who was really afraid of the dark.

Holding Qiao Nan's hand, he struggled out of the darkness step by step.

14 years of companionship, his family and love, are all tied to Qiao Nan.There is no conversion, no replacement.

"He is all my beautiful visions." Pei Xu's voice became very gentle: "I have no way to strip him away, and I don't want to strip him."

He put down his pencil and looked at the sleepy face in the sketchbook, the sticky dark color in his eyes surged like a tide.

After countless times of drawing, he is very familiar with every expression of this face.But every time he looked at him, Pei Xu still couldn't restrain the throbbing and longing in his heart.

Pressing his thumb on the lips of the person in the painting, Pei Xu imagined the soft touch, rubbing it inch by inch, until his fingertips were stained with lead dust, he just stopped, staring at the stained portrait with an indiscernible expression.

Dr. Chen's tone became more and more helpless: "You are deliberately letting yourself go, this is not a good sign."

Pei Xu was silent.

After a long time, he did not answer the question directly, but said: "Let's go here first for today's consultation."

After Qiao Nan's circle of friends sent out, the message reminders continued.

Under the moving circle of friends, all friends lined up and sent a series of question marks.

Immediately after Qian Chuan's deadly video also called, Qiao Nan connected, and Qian Chuan's big face was on the screen of the phone: "I don't know if I have time to post a message from your father and me on Moments?"

"I'm in a bad mood, I'm bored." Qiao Nan leaned his chin on the back of the chair, feeling very depressed.

Qian Chuan tsk-tsk in surprise: "Didn't your brother come to pick you up yesterday? You two haven't reconciled yet?"

"No." Qiao Nan didn't even sort out the mess himself. He was upset and didn't want to talk nonsense with him. He pretended to hang up: "Is there something wrong? I'll hang up if it's nothing."

"Hey, don't!" Qian Chuan said quickly: "I really need you for something, you didn't read the news in the group? Then who has returned to Nanjiang."

"Then who is who?" Qiao Nan listened impatiently to his teasing: "If you fart, let it go."

"Who else is there? Just Zhong Shiyi, who just arrived in Nanjiang yesterday." Qian Chuan then said: "He will also go to Lao Xiao's birthday party. You also know that their family and Zhong's family have some business contacts recently. Love always needs to be taken care of, he can't push it away, ask me to bring you a message, if you don't want to see Zhong Shiyi, it's fine if you don't go, as long as you want it."

"Chung Shiyi?"

Hearing this name, Qiao Nan immediately calmed down. He showed a ferocious expression, gritted his teeth and said, "How dare he go back to Nanjiang? Aren't you afraid that I will break his other leg?!"

Qian Chuan knew about the mess back then, so he coughed in embarrassment: "I don't know if Zhong Shi is afraid or not, but Lao Xiao is quite afraid. Although it was Zhong Shi who was messed up at the time, you broke his leg That's enough money, don't mess around tomorrow."

He was really afraid that Qiao Nan would still remember his old grudge and beat him up again.

To say that Zhong Shiyi and Qiao Nan also had a bad relationship.

Although Zhong and Qiao are both in Nanjiang, they have little contact because of their different business fields. In addition, Zhong Shi is also two years younger than them, and usually does not hang out with them in the same circle.

But in Qiao Nan's third year of high school, Zhong Shi, who was two years younger, also found out the name of Young Master Qiao from somewhere, so Baba approached him to get close.

Qiao Nan is beautiful and has a good personality, and his popularity has always been good.Zhong Shi also wants to play together, so let's play together, more than one person is not in the way.But who knew that this bastard grandson had taken a fancy to Qiao Nan's pretty face, and had a crooked idea of ​​getting Young Master Qiao into his hands.

The second-generation circles each have their own way of playing, Zhong Shiyi's circle is relatively open, while their circle is more or less ethical.Zhong Shi also took a fancy to Qiao Nan's face, and after being courteous for a while, he took advantage of a party to confess his love to Qiao Nan.

Qiao Nan immediately refused.

But Zhong Shiyi probably saw that he was pretty and well-behaved, and thought he was easy to get started with, so he pretended to be crazy by drinking.

In the end, he didn't take advantage of it, and Qiao Nan smashed his leg with a stool, and sent him to the hospital to lie there for three months.After recovering from his injuries, he left Nanjiang and never came back.

Thinking of the past, Qiao Nan let out a displeased "ah": "As long as he doesn't mess with me, I will still give Lao Xiao face."

Qian Chuan could hear what he meant: "Then, do you want to go to Lao Xiao's birthday party?"

"Go, why don't you go? If you don't go, the grandson thinks I'm hiding from him." Qiao Nanpi smiled, his peach blossom eyes that were always smiling gave out a murderous look.

Qian Chuan laughed twice, said, "Then I'll pass a message to Lao Xiao", and quickly hung up the video.

Qiao Nan put away his phone and pondered for a while, then called Uncle Wang and asked Uncle Wang to change his dress for the Xiao family banquet.

After giving instructions, he went into the bathroom again, grabbed his slightly long bangs in front of the mirror, imitated Pei Xu's way of lowering his face, and made an extremely fierce expression.

Tomorrow's banquet, he will definitely let that bastard Zhong Shiyi recall the fear of being broken by him, and walk around him from then on)

The author says:

Nannan: I'm in a bad mood, so I'll break off the dog's other leg too)

Zhong Shiyi:?